Monthly Archives: December 2014

Communication Blackout, Really? Arlo Died…Where’s My Duct Tape to Strap Down My Armor For Next Round!

Trey-Olivia's First Christmas

This is just a quick shout-out to apologize for my absence the past 2 weeks.  Wow…no internet, no Wi-Fi and sometimes, no phone, can you just believe that!  The wiring (apparently) was not properly installed, updated, reconnected – take your pick as I have heard them all from Charter Communications.  All I know is that I get kicked off as soon as I log-on and each time I toggle between pages (which is my life story on the internet as I am always reading, researching), my interest/Wi-Fi connection is broken or lost.  I have been in tears.  I told a family member “Have you met me?  Of course this is devastating for me right now!”

Perfect timing for the enemy or SO HE THINKS!  He is causing quite a bit of chaos here, not only in communications but within my family/children.  It has been a battleground, especially Christmas Eve.  The stress of the screaming (not mine, theirs) hits me hard and affects my nervous system and my speech and as I have mentioned in the past, a stutter begins to manifest in my speech and lasts a few days or so but this time, it was way way way worse.  I could not talk without sounding like I had a stroke…that mouth twisting slur-sound was all I could get out and each time, tears poured down my face.  My kids went on to the family “party” without me but after arriving, guilt hit them and they sent their dad over to my house so he could bring me back.  Well, he started yelling at me (that is what he does) only to make it WORSE!  I kept trying to tell him to “STOP” and after his echoing cuss words, mixed with “I don’t have time for this – are you coming or not” finally came to a halt, he listened to my voice and he saw my face, then he stopped because he knew.  It was not the night that I had played out in my head…not by a long shot!  Around 10:30 pm or so, both of my children, along with Baby Trey Olivia, came over with my daughter Tara, hauling all the presents she had bought and as she was placing them around the tree, she turned to ask me a question then heard me try to answer.  Both stopped dead in their tracks and started bawling their eyes out, all except Baby Trey, she was just trying to jump over everything and anything that was in her way so she could  “get to her Gam-maw”…she made my night and she made all the bad that had happened just go away.  My daughter and my son you ask?  Well, they felt so bad, they could not stop the tears because it hit them right between the eyes, realizing what their fighting, screaming and yelling was/is doing to me and it scared them.  GOOD!  Oops, did I say that out-loud?

We then opened up our traditional “matching pj’s” so we could put them on before bed as this has been my tradition with my children since they were born.  One present Christmas Eve, pajamas and the rest had to wait until Christmas morning.  So, there we all were in our Old Navy matching pants/shirts the next morning, even baby matched, and thanks to my daughter, there were presents under the tree.  Since I have no car, I could not go out Christmas shopping as I had no one to take me or a car to borrow and since my internet has been on and off for the past 2 weeks, I could not get on-line to order anything to have it delivered directly here.  I did order 3 things the first week of December thinking I would get the other stuff before Christmas (what was I thinking??) but that was not to be the case now was it!  It gets even better than this…I had no food in the house to make Christmas Dinner.  Everyone was busy doing what everyone does those last few days before Christmas so no one had time to take me to the grocery store (I no internet for contact to those I did not have numbers for) plus my daughter is having hernia surgery January 5 so she has been working from 8:30 am to 9 or 10 pm each night while I have the baby.  She is trying to squeeze in her clients before her leave and all those that want their hair done for the Holidays.

I had eggs…I made eggs…we ate eggs.  I made milk gravy, we ate milk gravy.  I made peanut butter cookies, we ate them all.

So, it is now the 29th of December and the days are still very similar to those of last week and the week before.  Still I am in the house except I did get to go shopping for groceries yesterday but just went there and back.  Today started off with high hopes that the internet curse was but dust-in-the-wind and I’m just so happy to tell you all, IT’S NOT!  Right when I started this post, BAM BAM BAM – out and off it went.  I have spent almost an hour and a half trying to get back on-line and I’m still eyeing that little widget on the bottom right of my computer that shows the connection status.  Every time I see that yellow thingy pop up, I want to throw myself down on the floor and scream at the top of my lungs while crying in total surrender.

Last Monday, just days before Christmas, Tara received a phone call that Arlo had been killed – hit by a car and found on the side of the road IN A TOWN AN HOUR AWAY!  We were having the baby’s ear’s pierced and having a wonderful time just hanging out, doing nothing and while we were at the mall, her phone rang and it was Animal Control.  Now, Arlo had only been with my brother a short time, still a “trial” basis and over and over and over we told him what he HAD to do in dealing with Arlo and that he was NEVER to be off a leash EVER when taken outside.  I won’t get into it but Arlo jumped out of the car when my brother went to get in (after setting in the car for a few hours) and ran.  My brother said he looked for him for 2 hours (which most likely means 30 minutes) then just drove home.  He left Arlo there.  When I called my brother he did not know Arlo was dead.  I still can’t talk about it.


I cannot look nor can I speak right now to my son Taylor.  He needs to just keep walking past me without saying a word.  He keeps setting up an old Xbox downstairs and that is when my connection gets even worse but he refuses to believe it but every time he does it, off it goes.  The other morning we argued about it and he threw such a mean, hateful tantrum – well, even though I forgive him, it will be a little bit before I can digest the words and actions this 22 year old son of mine threw in the ring.  Never have I heard of anyone speaking or treating their mother or parent like this.  He was someone I did not know – over an Xbox.  He hurt me both physically and mentally.  I cannot look at him the same.  I immediately gave it to the Lord, asked for forgiveness for this argument and released it all over to Him but I’m still not ready to cohabit with trust.  What happens to him?  We know, we all know who is coming at me when this happens and how he uses our loved ones to hurt us.  I know it is Satan because Taylor’s final words he rammed down my throat were “YOU DID THIS TO ME – YOU BROUGHT GOD INTO MY LIFE!”  Something broke in me that day – a connection to Taylor was damaged and I don’t think I can allow it to ever be what it was.  If I do, it will tell him that what he did is allowable and it gives him permission to do it again and he will do it again.  He did not care that he physically laid hands on his mother; he didn’t think anything about pushing me like a rag doll or calling me the names he called me.  This one was by far the worst “tantrum” yet.  Remember, I just had that speech impediment a few days prior to this – my heart had pains I only felt once before, that being when my son Trey died. I can’t leave, can’t go for a drive or even drive myself to safety.  I prayed and gave it to the Lord and like I told you a few videos ago, the Lord ALWAYS makes me feel what I share…He always makes me talk the talk and walk the walk, even if I’ve no open doors but it is Truth, Truth in what I am sharing and what He is putting on my spirit to talk about.  Every single time my emotions and my words must reflect the truth of what I not only speak, but live, they go hand-in-hand.  I speak every time on FAITH and how I stand strong in my “footing”, walking in complete faith regardless of what is going on in front of me or in my life and to keep me from being a liar, I must see this put in front of me again and again.

Can I just tell you this…Taylor again today, set up that Xbox and played it, thinking nothing of my words to him.  He is going to do whatever it is he wants to do.

These are the moments in our days that make up our life and these are the moments that can alter paths if we react in our flesh.  I’m trying so hard not to do that – I’m praying and trying even harder to walk in the Spirit and relinquish this battle over to The Father for it truly is His Battle, not mine, even though it’s very “personal” to me, it’s not, it’s personal to God.  I have to set back and let Him use His Tools, give Him that free hand I’m always talking about (when really, I want to use my own free hand to answer back to the hurt Taylor caused me).  I’m not near ready though to speak conversationally to him and I don’t want him in the same room I’m in…I want him to understand right from wrong and I want to understand what it is inside of Taylor that 1) allows him or really keeps him from having that built-in filter of respect for parents where you just never do such unacceptable things just because; and 2) keeps him in that perpetual state of “I’m going to get what I want”, “I’m going to do it regardless of what you say”, “I’m going to do what I want to do, not caring two cents what you or anyone else thinks”.  That filter is missing and I don’t know how or why but I know it’s after-affects.

Welcome to “Life 101” right!  I always remember friends, I am NOT the exception, I AM THE RULE!  I am not being punished, I am not walking in the world and even though God is allowing this in my life, He still loves me more than I can every imagine so if He is allowing all of this, you can just bet your bottom dollar (my dad used to always say that) that it is for His Plan, His Glory and His Reasons which are so much greater than our understanding so I continue to walk through the storm determined to whistle higher than the thunder’s bellowing roars and crackles.

I am working on my post of the breadcrumbs I followed, putting together each step and what I found.  I have come across some amazing videos and websites regarding God’s True Time/Calendar which I’m hoping to finish by tonight.

We all have to stay strong and put every inch of armor the Lord provided onto ourselves for protection as we cannot fight this alone. So, if you all will excuse me, I’m going to the back room to pull out some of that large silver sticky heavy-duty duct tape to make sure mine (armor) doesn’t even have a gap!

For your enjoyment, I thought I would post an interesting read I found a few weeks ago.  The person who put the Gospel Zodiac together is not a Christian, I don’t know if he even believes in God (I think he may be Jewish because he doesn’t believe in Jesus)  but he does believe in something because he has mapped out this constellation and the gospel connection using scripture and all the events in Jesus’ life so please, have discernment and read with wide eyes and an open heart.

There is a difference between Astronomy and Astrology – many of you probably grew up not looking at the constellations, stars and what pattern they moved in because we were told “that is bad” so we stayed far away from it.  Now, it’s time for all of us to learn what the Stars, Moon, Sun and their pattern/movements mean, what they show and have shown in the past.  You will be BLOWN AWAY when you read the last article below.

Biblical Zodiac – Mazzaroth  (From the Biblical Zodiac)

The twelve major constellations of the Zodiac are referred to in the bible as the “Mazzaroth.” The word “Zodiac” comes from the Greek zoad, which means “the way” or “the path.” According to many Christian scholars, God depicted his story and his promise of salvation within the stars.

In order to give fuller interpretation to the Zodiac Signs, ancient astrologers subdivided each Sign into periods of approximately ten days. These divisions are known as the “decans” or “decantes” and cover modifications of individual traits, attributed to minor planetary influences, which temper or blend with the ruling influence of the period. The ten-day spans are somewhat arbitrary in order to allow for the five (and sometimes six) extra days in the year beyond the 360 days required for the thirty-six decans. [1]

Astrologers believe that each of the decans has its own individual character.

In modern times, however, the assignment of decans has changed considerably. Each sign is allocated a triplicity, such as airwaterearth or fire. Each sign is therefore subdivided into three equal parts of 10 degrees each, and these parts are referred to as decans, or decanates.

The saga begins with Virgo (a virgin) bringing forth a son.

Alpha – Spica (ear of corn)

Hebrew – Tsemech (Branch) – used for Messiah

Arabic – Al Zimach (branch)

Egyypt – Aspolia (the seed)

Branch – in right hand

Promised Seed of the Woman – with a branch in her right hand and ears of corn in her left.

Decans —

Coma (infant)

Centauras (dart)

Bootes (great shephard)

Libra (balance) follows, an indication that man does not possess the power to save himself. The price is deficient.

Hebrew: Monzamaim – the Scales, weighing


Alpha – Zuben al Genubi – price deficient

Beta – Zuben al Chemali – price which covers

Gamma: Zuben al Zkrab – price of the conflict

Decans —




A scorpion and an archer appear together, symbolizing the battle between Satan (Scorpio the Scorpion) and Jesus Christ (Sagittarius the Archer). The intent of Satan is to sting (and thereby kill) Christ in order to thwart God’s plan of salvation. The archer has his bow drawn toward Satan and the half-man half-horse depicts the dual nature of Jesus Christ: God and man.

Scorpio Decans —


Ophiuchus (wrestling with Serpent)


Sagittarius Decans —

Lyra, Eagle holding a Lyre


The dragon – the old serpent

Next, comes Capricorn, an animal which is part-goat and part-fish. The goat was often used in sacrificial ceremonies to cleanse sins on the day of atonement. Christ was, in effect, that perfect sacrifice, adopting the sins of the world.

Capricorn Decans —

Sagitta – Arrow

Aquila – Eagle

Delphinus – Dolphin

A water-bearer (Aquarius) is next to enter the arena, pouring out an endless supply of water.

Aquarius Decans —

Picus Australis, the Southern Fish

Pegasus, the winged horse

Cygnas, the swan

Within that water are the fish (Pisces) which personify Jesus Christ as one who died to save the human race. Pisces Australia (the southernmost fish) dwells in the flow. As the fish cannot survive outside the water, so this symbolism states that an individual is unable to survive outside the pouring of the Holy Spirit. Pisces is a twofold constellation, representative of both Jew and Gentile who will be bound to Satan until the return of Jesus Christ. Satan, of course, is engaged in constant battle with the Church. Early believers used the sign of Pisces to secretly identify themselves.

Pisces Decans —

The Band

Andromeda – woman in chains

Cepheus – a crowned king

A ram (Aries) appears, depicting the reign of Jesus who will soon return, heralding the triumph of the Church over Satan.

Aries Decans —

Cassiopeia – a woman enthroned

Cetus, the sea monster, bound by the lamb

Perseus, armed and mighty man

In the guise of a bull (Taurus), Christ will return to lead the charge and “gore” the evil before setting up his rule on earth.

Taurus Decans –

Orion, a glorious prince

Eridanus – orion’s river

Auriga – the shepherd

Gemini the Twins presents a picture of the newly-acquired dual role of the savior: the suffering servant and the righteous judge.

Gemini Decans —

Lepus – Hare or Serpent

Canis Major, Sirius, Great Dog

Canis Minor, Procyon, 2nd Dog

A crab (Cancer) depicts a place of safety for those believers who will escape the Day of Judgment.

Cancer Decans —

Ursa Minor – lesser sheepfold

Ursa Major – greater sheepfold

Argo – the ship

In the form of a lion (Leo) will the victory of Christ be complete and the defeated Satan cast down. Thus in glorious triumph, does Leo step upon the head of Hydra the Serpent.

Leo Decans —

Hydra – the fleeing serpent

Crater – the cup of wrath

Corvus –  the raven, the bird of doom



The Incarnate Son (Virgo – Virgin)…Isaiah 7:14 The seed of the woman The desire of nations The man of double nature in humiliation The exalted shepherd and harvesterThe Redeemer (Libra – Scales)…1 Corinthians 6:20 The price to be paid The cross to be endured The victim slain The crown purchasedThe Sufferer (Scorpio – Scorpion)…1 Corinthians 15:55-56 The conflict The serpent’s coils The struggle with the enemy The toiling Vanquisher of evilThe Conqueror (Sagittarius – Archer)…Revelations 6:2 The double-natured one triumphing he gladdens the heavens he builds fires of punishment he casts down the dragonThe Sacrifice (Capricorn – Goat)…Romans 3:25 life out of death the arrow of God pierced and failing springing up again in abundant lifeThe Living Water (Aquarius – Water-Bearer)…John 7:38 life waters from on high drinking in the heavenly food carrying the Good News bearing aloft the Cross over the EarthThe Liberator (Pisces – Fishes)…Genesis 48:19; Mark 1:17 multiplication of redeemers people upheld and governed by the Lamb the intended Bride bound and exposed the Bridegroom exaltedThe Crowned Lamb (Aries – Ram)…Revelations 5:6 the lamb found worthy the bride released and making ready satan bound the breaker triumphingThe Judge (Taurus – Bull)…John 5:22 the invincible Ruler come the sublime vanquisher the river of judgement the all-ruling shepherdThe King (Gemini – Twins)…Romans 1:3 the marriage of the lamb the enemy trodden down the Prince coming in Glory His Princely followingThe Protector (Cancer – Crab)…Isaiah 4:5-6 The Possession secured Lesser fold: the church of the first born greater fold: Isreal safe folding into an Everlasting KingdomThe Victor (Leo – Lion)…Revelations 5:5 The King rending The Serpent fleeing The Bowl of Wrath upon him His carcass devoured

THE GOSPEL IN THE STARS – Prophecy In The News –

By looking at the Gospels through the eyes of an astrologer, we can understand why the Gospels follow the same story outline. The tale of Jesus takes place within one Zodiac year. By breaking down the Gospels according to each of the twelve Zodiac constellations, we can track Jesus along the sun’s ecliptic through references to each motif that the constellations correspond to.

Astrological timetables are enumerated into twelve ages based on a great cycle spanning almost 26,000 years. The age of Pisces began around 6 BCE, which is why the latter parts of the Gospels refer often to fish. Approximately in 2012 we enter the Age of Aquarius. Christians have been waiting for Jesus immediate return for 2,000 years. Luke gives hope that he might return in the Age of Aquarius.

I’ve used Matthew as the primary Gospel because it is the most complete. The other two synoptic gospels, Mark and Luke, are variations of Matthew. The Book of John has a twist that deserves separate treatment.


The sun’s position starts at lowest point in horizon and ascends upward as the days get longer. Goats are known to habitat rocky mountains which stand higher than the sun on the horizon at this time of the year. Rocks symbolize barrenness and goats can be associated with dark places like mangers, where they are kept. This is a time of darkness when evil forces are in control.

  1. The goat half of Capricorn has a symbolic reference to the scapegoat used to carry away the sins of the people of the wilderness (Lev. 16:8, 10). The fish half alludes to water, chaos and birth as in Genesis 1:2.
  2. Matt. 1:18-2:23 tells us when Jesus was born; Herod tried to have him killed.
  3. Luke 2:12 refers to Capricorn when he tells us the baby was born in a manger. Mangers can be seen as dark places where there is no lighting.
  4. The sun is not born until December 25 when days start to grow noticeably longer.
  5. It’s a new sun in its virgin stage. This is similar to the term, new moon, which survived from the days of ancient moon worshipers.
  6. Since the entire sky can be seen as God’s universe, the sun of God is referred to as the son of God.
  7. The three magi in (Matt. 2:1) symbolize the three stars forming a waist belt in the winter constellation of Orion.
  8. The star of Bethlehem (Matt. 2:2) is symbolized by the brightest star in the winter sky, Sirius, in the constellation, Canis Major. To Egyptian astronomers, Sirius’ rising marked the beginning of their new year.
  9. The three stars in Orion’s belt are aligned along a southeast direction, pointing towards Sirius. Since stars, like the sun, always rise from the east, it would appear as three stars were following one bright star. Or as the star of Bethlehem guiding the magi.
    Ahead of them, went the star that they had seen at its rising (Matt. 2:10).
  10. If the magi were on land, they couldn’t come from the east and follow a star from the east. But if both are in the sky, it makes sense.
  11. The constellations would appear to stop when they are directly overhead. The magi entered the “house” [of Capricorn] (Matt. 2:10).
  12. In the first twelfth of the cycle, he was a child prodigy at twelve years old (Luke 2:42-47). Jesus tells his parents, Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house? (Luke 2:49). In other words, he must enter each house of the zodiac.
  13. As constellations, the magi could not return to Herod. They had to continue west.
  14. Capricorn covers Matt. 1:18-2:23


Water and light is the essence of all life (Gen 1:2-3). The sun needs water to bring new life into the world.

  1. 30 degrees on the Zodiac.
    30Jesus is 30 years old when he begins his mission. (Luke 3:23).
  2. Jesus is baptized by John the Baptist (Matt. 3:13-17). John can be seen in the constellation Aquarius. SeeJohn the Baptist’s Stars.
  3. Jesus temptation in the wilderness Matt. 4:1-11. The sun is too weak to overpower Satan, but it hasn’t reversed into darkness.
  4. Aquarius covers Matt. 3:1-4:11


The sun needs food to sustain it on its journey. There are no grains or meat at this time.

  1. The sun is rising on the horizon, but there is still more darkness.
  2. Jesus collects his disciples. The first are fishermen. Matt. 4:18-22
  3. Pisces covers Matt. 4:12-4:22


Starts with the spring or vernal equinox, when days and nights are equal. This is when the sun’s strength starts to become apparent.

  1. Time of year when lambs are born. The flock begins to increase.
  2. Sermon on mount (Matt. 5:1-7:29). His spiritual guidebook.
  3. Jesus attracts followers by performing miracles (Matt. 8:1-9:38).
  4. He’s gathered as many followers as he could by himself.
    37Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few;
    38pray therefore the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into his harvest.” Matt. 9:37-38).
  5. Aries covers Matt. 4:23-9:38.


Bulls are needed for plowing and tilling the fields. The bulls are his disciples.

  1. Sermon on Mission (Matt. 10:1-42). Jesus tells his disciples what they need to do to add followers.
  2. The disciples go out to their cities to preach the message (Matt. 11:1).
  3. John the Baptist is a bull of a different breed (Matt.11:2-19).
  4. Jesus reproaches unrepentant towns (Matt.11:20-24).
  5. There is still much work to be done. It’s time to take the yoke off and rest.
    28Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
    29Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
    30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matt.11:28-30).
  6. Taurus covers Matt. 10:1-11:30.


A time of increasing or doubling as the sun reaches its zenith. It ends on the Summer solstice when days are the longest and nights the shortest. The sun is at the peak of its strength.

  1. Season noted in Matt.12:1 when Jesus and his disciples go through grain fields plucking heads of grain to eat.
  2. Shows strength in Lord of the Sabbath parable in Matt.12:1-8.
    8For the Son of Man is the lord of the sabbath.
  3. Shows unbeatable power over demons. Cures man with withered hand at Matt.12:9-14. Cures a man who is blind and mute (Matt. 12:22).
  4. At its zenith, the sun straddles over its descent into darkness. The Pharisees are made to call him the prince of demons.
    24But when the Pharisees heard it they said, “It is only by Beelzebul, the prince of demons, that this man casts out demons.” (Matt. 12:24)
  5. Gemini covers Matt. 12:1-24


The sun has crossed a major divide; darkness starts to increase. Crabs walk in a zigzag path, sideways and backwards at the same time in a kind of a backsliding movement. This is a time for assessment and division.

  1. In a parable, Matt. 12:25-37, Jesus talks of division:
  2. And of assessment: for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.
  3. In “The Sign of Jonah” parable, Matt. 12:28-45. The people of Nineveh listened to Jonah and were saved because they repented. But those who did not listen will not be saved.
  4. Jesus has to depart from his family because he can’t take them with him, Matt. 12:46-50
  5. Covers Matt. 12:25-50


This is a time of strength when the sun goes to the end of the growing season to the time of harvest. At the end of the growing season, food is plentiful, and seeds have to be stored for the next season.

  1. In a sermon on establishing God’s kingdom, Matt. 13:1-23, Jesus talks of it as a place where the harvest will be stored.
  2. The season is noted by the “Weeds Among the Wheat” parable, Matt. 13:24-30.
    30Let both grow together until the harvest; and at harvest time I will tell the reapers, Gather the weeds first and bind them in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my barn.
  3. In the “Parable of the Mustard Seed”, Matt. 13:31-33.
    33The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed that someone took and sowed in his field.
  4. 40Just as the weeds are collected and burned up with fire, so will it be at the end of the age.
  5. Covers Matt. 13:1-53.


Virgo is depicted as a woman with grain stalks in her hand. This is when the harvest is turned into food. As the sun descends below its peak, this is also a time when troubles start to emerge.

  1. The people in his home town of Nazareth were suspicious of his wisdom and power (Matt. 13:54-58).
    57Prophets are not without honor except in their own country and in their own house.
  2. John the Baptist’s life ends with his head being cut off. When Jesus crosses the equinox (Matt. 14:1-12), the head of Aquarius rises without its body.
  3. Jesus feeds five thousand with five loaves and two fish. (Matt. 14:13-21). Virgo was known as the house of bread and the two fish represent Pisces. In the zodiac wheel below, Virgo and Pisces are separated by five houses.
  4. Jesus walks on water (Matt. 14:22-33). With the harvesting complete, the water has completed its life giving miracle. This is the first time his ghost appears. See Jesus’ Ghost.
  5. In the “Tradition of the Elders” parable, Jesus explains his reason for not washing before eating (Matt. 15:1-19).
  6. Feeds four thousand with seven loaves and a few fish. (Matt. 15:32-39) In the zodiac wheel below, there are five houses between Virgo and Pisces, and two more when we count Virgo and Pisces.
  7. In the “Sign of Jonah” parable: The sky is threatening. There will be no sign except the sign of Jonah (Matt. 16:4). The sign won’t appear until the sun stays at its lowest time of descent for three days as Jonah was three days in the fish’s belly.
  8. Virgo covers Matt. 13:54-16:4


The balance symbolizes the fall equinox when days and nights are equal. It is a time for settling debts by weighing the good against the bad.

  1. They have left the House of Bread in Virgo. There is no bread. Watch out for the yeast of the Pharisees and Sadducees. (Matt. 16:5-12)
  2. In Peter’s “Confession about Jesus” (Matt. 16:13-28), Jesus talks about settling debts:
    27For the Son of man is to come with his angels in the glory of his Father, and then he will repay every man for what he has done.
  3. When Peter and Jesus talk about the temple tax, Jesus asks:
    25What do you think, Simon? From whom do kings of the earth take toll or tribute? From their sons or from others?”
    26When Peter said, “From others, Jesus said to him, “Then the children are free.” (Matt. 17:24-27)
  4. In the “Sermon on Life in the Kingdom of God”, Matt. 18:1-35, Jesus talks about the price of getting into the kingdom of heaven.
    23“Therefore the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his servants.
  5. When it comes to settling debts, money issues can’t be left out. In the parable of “The Rich Young Man”, Matt. 19:16-30, Jesus tells the man:
    21“If you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.”
  6. The “Workers in the Vineyard” parable, Matt. 20:1-16, is another parable about wages and compensation.
  7. Jesus heads towards Jerusalem starting with Matt. 20:17 and enters the city at v10. He knew he would meet his demise (Matt. 20:18-19).
  8. Jesus drives the moneychangers out of the temple, Matt. 21:12-17.
  9. It’s in the fall when figs have no fruit. Jesus’ curses a fig tree for not bearing fruit, Matt. 21:18-22.
  10. In the “Parable of the Tenants”, Matt. 21:33-46, Jesus’ parables are getting more violent. For example:
    39And they took him and cast him out of the vineyard, and killed him.
  11. More talk of violence in the “Parable of the Wedding Feast”, Matt. 22:1-14.
    7The king was angry, and he sent his troops and destroyed those murderers and burned their city.
  12. Jesus denounces the scribes and the Pharisees, Matt. 23:1-39. He is angry.
    33You serpents, you brood of vipers, how are you to escape being sentenced to hell?
  13. In the Sermon on Mt. Olive, Matt. 24, 25, Jesus talks about tribulation.
    7For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in various places:
    8all this is but the beginning of the birth-pangs.
  14. Libra covers Matt. 16:5-25:46.


The sun is getting weaker and the air is cold, remindful of a scorpion’s sting. Scorpions are seen as crawling creatures who frequent cracks, holes and other secluded spots, so they are associated with acts of secrecy and evil. This is a time of argument and conflict.

  1. Judas plots to betray Jesus, Matt. 26:14-16. When the sun crosses the equinox, it is allegorized as being arrested or betrayed by the dark forces.
  2. The time of the year is marked by the name, Gethsemane (Matt. 26:36), which means oil press or olive press. Olives used for oil are harvested late winter when the fruit is at its ripest.
  3. At Gethsemane (Matt. 26:36-46), Jesus talks about his death
    38“I am deeply grieved, even to death; remain here, and stay awake with me.”
  4. Jesus is betrayed by Judas and arrested, Matt. 26:47-56.
  5. Judas kisses Jesus when Scorpio kisses the sun as it passes through.
    48Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I shall kiss is the man; seize him.” (Matt. 26:48)
  6. Ends with Jesus’ arrest, Matt. 26:55-56.
  7. Scorpio covers Matt. 26:1-26:56.


At the Winter solstice on December 21, the sun enters the lowest point on the horizon. The next three days are the darkest days of the year. The scorpion’s stings turn into the archer’s arrows. The weakened sun is going to die a violent death on the solstice.

  1. He’s put on trial by the Jewish high council, Matt. 26:57-67.
  2. Trial again before the Roman governor, Pilate, Matt. 27:11-26.
  3. Crucified in Matt. 27:32-56. His pierced body is symbolized by the archer’s arrows.
  4. Sagittarius covers Matt. 26:57-28:20


  1. The three days following December 21 remain perceptibly the darkest days of the year. Jesus dies and remains unseen for three days.
  2. The first day when daylight gets noticeably longer. The sun is seen to come back to life. Three days have passed and Jesus is seen again (Matt. 28).
  3. His Resurrection starts in the spring during the solar equinox. In biblespeak, the sun has conquered darkness.


  1. Before the sun entered Pisces Jesus was the Lamb of God in Aries. See When Was Jesus Born.
    29The next day he saw Jesus coming toward him, and said, “Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world! (John 1:29)
  2. After his resurrection, he entered Pisces the fish.
    42They gave him a piece of broiled fish,
    43and he took it and ate before them. (Luke 24:42-43).
  3. The Age of Pisces ends approximately in 2012 CE. This is when Jesus’ time ends.
    “I am with you always to the end of the age.” (Matt. 28:20).


    1. Jesus is referred to as carpenter in Mark 6:3. Carpenters build houses.
    2. The number seventy is rounded off from the zodiacal seventy-two. 72 * 360 = 2590, the number of years in a Zodiac Great Year.
      1After this the Lord appointed seventy others, and sent them on ahead of him, two by two, into every town and place where he himself was about to come. (Luke 10:1).
    3. Room and house are synonymous with house of the Zodiac. The man carrying a jar of water describes Aquarius. Aquarius is a large constellation which Luke describes as a large upper room.
      10He said to them, “Behold, when you have entered the city, a man carrying a jar of water will meet you; follow him into the house which he enters,
      11and tell the householder, ‘The Teacher says to you, Where is the guest room, where I am to eat the Passover with my disciples?’
      12And he will show you a large upper room furnished; there make ready.” (Luke 22:10-12).
    4. The place of their last supper symbolizes the Age of Aquarius, the time of his return.
    5. 15And he said to them, “I have earnestly desired to eat this passover with you before I suffer;
      16for I tell you I shall not eat it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God.” (Luke 22:15-16)2In my Father’s house are many rooms. (John 14:2)
    6. The two heavy lines form the cross of the Zodiac on which the sun dies. The Christian cross represents the length of days at each cardinal point: The short leg represents the winter solstice, the long leg the summer solstice and the two equal legs represent the spring and fall solstices. Thus, the sun dies on the cross.
    7. At sunrise and sunset the sun’s rays have to pass through a much greater thickness of atmosphere. As a result, nearly all the blue light is scattered out by the particles in the air. This is what causes red sunrises and sunsets. As the season approaches the winter solstice, the sun sinks lower towards its lowest position on December 22. At lower angles the sun has more atmosphere to punch through, so red sunrises and sunsets appear with increasing frequency.
      Ancients saw these natural events as their sun god weakening as it was falling and bleeding.
      “This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many. (Mark 14:24)
      In the photograph below, the reflection of the suns rays was allegorized as Jesus walking on water. SeeJesus’ Ghost
  1. I am the light of the world.
    12.”I am the light of the world; he who follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”(John 8:12)
    5As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” (John 9:5)
  2. Jesus crown of thorns symbolizes the sun’s corona. Pictures of a halo around his head have the same significance.
    17And they clothed him in a purple cloak, and plaiting a crown of thorns they put it on him. (Mark 15:17)


The breakdown of the Gospels into twelve zodiacal motifs is not a coincidence. It was the way myths were written in biblical days. To make my point, there is a popular myth called “The Twelve Labors of Hercules”. It serves to show how these ancient stories were patterned after the astrological patterns of the stars. Watch how the sun, personified as Hercules, goes through each of his twelve labors.

1. In Leo, Hercules first labor was to slay the Nermean lion. After killing the lion, the hero flayed the beast and used its skin as a shield. The leonine skin may be compared to the brownish clouds trailed by the sun in fighting its way through the atmospheric vapors, which are eventually conquered. The constellation, Orion, is often depicted with Orion holding up an animal skin as a shield.

2. When the sun entered Virgo, the constellation of Hydra was setting, and, thus, the second labor of Hercules was to kill the Lernean Hydra. The monster had several head, one being immortal, and as he raised them to attack Hercules, the hero burned off the mortal heads and buried the immortal one under a stone. The heads are allegorized as the clouds being burned up by the suns rays.

3. When the sun enters Libra, the constellation of the Centaur rose above the horizon, so Hercules in hit third labor was entertained by a centaur and soon afterwards he slew a group of centaurs in a fight over a cask of wine. In Libra, there is a star group called the Boar appearing in the evening sky. So after killing the centaurs, Hercules met the Erymanthian boar and engaged him in mortal combat.

4. As the sun moved into Scorpio, Cassiopeia, more anciently known as the Stag, Rose into view, and the fourth labor was the capture of a stag with golden horns and brazen feet.

5. As the sun passed into Sagittarius, three constellations named after birds followed, and these were the Vulture, the Swan and the Eagle. In his fifth labor, Hercules killed the three birds with arrows.

6. The constellation of Capricorn was also called the Stable of Augeas, and the sixth labor was the cleaning out of the Augean Stable. This is why, when Jesus was born in Capricorn, he is depicted as being born in a manger.

7. While the sun was in Aquarius, the Lyre, or celestial Vulture, proceeded to set. Prometheus at the time was also setting, while the Bull of Europa was on the meridian. In his seventh labor, Hercules slew the vulture which had preyed on the live of Prometheus and captured a wild bull engaged in laying waste the island of Crete.

8. While the sun was going through Pisces, Pegasus the celestial horse, rose in the east, so for his eighth labor, Hercules escaped with the horses of Diomede.

9. As the sun enters Aries (the Ram of the Golden Fleece), the ship Argo was rising in the evening sky and Andromeda was setting. On of the stars of Andromeda was called her girdle. In his ninth labor, Hercules sailed in the ship Argo in search of the Golden Fleece; he also fought the Amazons and captured the girdle of Hippolyte, their queen, and then rescued Hesione from a sea monster. The constellation Argo, by the way, makes its appearance in the Bible as Noah’s ark.

10. As the sun passed into the Bull, the Pleiades rose and Orion set, and for his tenth labor, Hercules labor was to restore the seven kidnapped Pleiades sisters to their father after killing their abductor, King Busiris (Orion). Then our hero traveled to Spain and appropriated the oxen of Geryon.

11. When the sun entered Gemini, Sirius (the Dog Star) was rising, and for his eleventh labor Hercules overcame Cerberus, the guardian dog of Hades. In the Bible, Sirius is recognized as the star of Bethlehem; it is the brightest star next to the sun. Orion has three stars at its belt that point that follow Sirius as the three wise men.

12. As the sun entered the constellation Cancer, the River and the Centaur were setting in the western sky. The constellation Hercules also descended toward the west followed by Draco (the Dragon of the North Pole) a guardian of the Golden Apples of the Hesperides. In the star atlases Hercules had been pictured as crushing the head of the dragon with one of his feet. Genesis 3:15 doesn’t makes sense until you see Hercules’ foot on top of the serpent’s head.

15I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed; he shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel.” (Gen. 3:15)

In the twelfth and final labor, Hercules journeys to the Hesperides in quest of the Golden Apples of that region. Afterwards he donned a robe, which was soaked in the blood of a centaur slain by him at the river crossing. The robe mysteriously caught fire, and Hercules perished in the flames.

This death ended his mortal career, but later on he resumed his youth in Heaven, and there became immortal. His death scene can be compared to the description of a beautiful sunsets.

I have to say, I find this very intriguing at this time mainly because of how I found it!  I will put all that information on the next post that I promised I was working on…if I stop typing on this one, maybe I could get the other one finished!

Bo Opening Barbie

My 8 year old baby Bo.



Posted by on December 30, 2014 in Uncategorized


Watch For Signs & Wonders December 24, 2014 to January 06, 2015; Jesus Coming For First Call, The Ready Bride

I wanted to get these posted here for you.  I know, you think I’ve gone to “Crazyland” but I have not.  The Lord has been so good, has allowed His Spirit to illuminate HIs Words, His Teaching, His Scriptures and it’s been a very “full” week.  Watching the last video back of last night, I was an emotional wreck because it all set in…it had ALL just poured out prior to this video and I was in such “awe” I could hardly talk; I just bawled my eyes out and today, I feel like someone who has been crying for a solid week straight.  I am working on typing this all out right now so please now, I will not leave you hanging.  Please praise the Lord, please for it is HIM allowing this as I am no one, just a simple vessel that has been blessed to share what I have been so humbly taught.

Walk in love and peace, please,  for what is coming is the greatest time of all the time on this earth and you are part of it.  Rejoice in the Lord, rest in Him and let Him battle for you…whistle, whistle with joy and do not let the enemy steal it or bring you to question your faith…you know so trust in the Holy Spirit that rests inside of you, trust Him.

I surely will see you soon!


 Dots Connected, HANUKKAH WATCH, LOVE IS COMING DOWN 12/24 to 1/6/15 First Call

 Pt 2 Dots Connected, HANUKKAH WATCH, LOVE IS COMING DOWN 12/24 to 1/6/15 First Call

 This Is It – Dec 24-Jan 06; 21-Day Delay Began; Watch Now Signs & Wonders 2014  (This is from Dec 17th – it’s the one after it all came together in the Barn.)


Posted by on December 18, 2014 in Uncategorized



I’m on my phone, getting ready to sit down and tell you what you all have longed to hear.  Time-frame, Dec 24-Jan 6…


Posted by on December 18, 2014 in Uncategorized


4 New Video Messages – Last Christmas? Satan’s Main Tool – The Internet; 3 Day of Darkness Explained

Hello dear friends!  I’m posting 4 video posts from December 11, 2014 and I have 2 more I’m trying to download as I type (good luck to me on that huh)!  So much is coming to life right before my eyes and the Holy Spirit has truly, I mean truly given me Divine Sight this past week in He has allowed me to see how He has been teaching us, the structure, order and the layers He has given and placed them in.  It is a long-prayed-for gift and I have not gone to bed until 3:30-4:00 am each night but let me say 1000 times, it was so worth it!

The videos I am currently trying to download, I give an overview of the last 2 1/2 years coming to a head and how finally (after He said over and over and over how all was in plain sight), he illuminated the teachings, placing them in their proper place, space in time and what group He is giving reference to and/or about.  Tomorrow I will prepare the study and post for all to see as we are all Sparrows, are we not, and it’s our responsibility as Watchmen to share all we have learned and continue to learn.  I am going to record another video so I can explain this a tad better than what you will see below…I was running 100 mph on nothing but fumes, but could not slow down until exhaustion finally started to settle in, like right now.  I know your heart will leap too once your given the full version.

I still say this time is a very busy and high watch time.  I’m looking/watching for earthquakes hitting the West Coast and have been for the last 5 days.  When I looked today at the Live Earthquake Chart, boy, how ironic they have had almost 10 or so just today.  I’m watching for a 7 or higher and if that happens, I believe, it’s God’s Warning of the darkness that is scheduled to follow.

Any of the videos that stopped or cut-off at the end, I will continue on another video whatever it was I shared…I will continue talking about “Not Feeling You Have Jesus Like Others Do?” so those who missed the video I did on this subject earlier in the year, can understand how they are not alone…they are not the exception in this – they are the rule  as many feel alone and unsure if their “Baptism” took since they don’t yet feel what they think the other sisters and brothers in Christ have.

My eyes are closing, finally I’ll get to bed at a decent hour – it’s only yet 1:30 am, I’m doing good!  I’m still wearing my “Bad Blogger” Award, sadly but please know I am not slacking…I am finishing my race strong.

Love to all until tomorrow!  Oh, thank you Lord Jesus for all Your Blessing upon my life!  My God, well, He is an AWESOME GOD!

Mary Beth

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    Satan’s Tool The Internet; Not Feeling You Have Jesus Like Others Do?


Posted by on December 16, 2014 in Uncategorized


‘Tis The Season of Joy, Merry and Hope…Then Why Is This The Time Satan Shines, Thinking Himself The Victor?




Bad Blogger…Bad Blogger…Bad Blogger!  Talk about trouble – I’m having a bit of “Jacob’s Trouble” myself right now (my last name is Jacob) – I have not been able to upload the last 5 or so videos and the ones I am awaiting now, well, I recorded them 2 nights ago and started immediately after I was finished.  After umpteen tries, I still found today that they made no movement, still in my video file on my phone and YouTube showing ERRORS, one after another so at this moment, I’m praying that the Lord walks them through without err.


This time of year so many people become hopeless, grieving for family members who are no longer here on this earth, allowing their spirits to spiral down that dark path where the enemy, Satan himself waits to greet them.  This is his season of joy as he is a counterfeiter and tries very hard to steal what is God’s no matter what season we are in but this season, well, that ole’ serpent seems to catch a lot of fish.  We do this, we allow him in because of all the “Merry” going around and the memories of the joy, happiness and perfection of our family life during this time in the past.  The more we go back, the less we can go forward and when we cannot move ahead in our life, we unknowingly, at first, become all to familiar with where are feet are adhered, thereby manifesting our own prison cell, a cage with the iron bars we placed about.  We have imprisoned ourselves through our own ignorance in our lack of knowledge in Satan and his soul-stealing quest against all of us who are the Lords…how can anyone overcome and defeat an enemy they never really thought was real in the first place?  How can they win the most important battle of their life if they carry no weapons or have neglected to learn and/or master ones they do have yet never used?  So, to avoid what is confusing and mysterious to them, they chose to stay behind the “false” safety of the iron bars they have become so familiar and comfy with or should I say secure within.   It is those emotional traumatic memories of all that has been lost, taken, stolen, and removed from their life that compounds every teeny tiny blurb and common daily commotions experienced by most here on earth.  It is what I have spoken about over and over in my videos and that is:  “Yesterday was so horrible, so bad and I know today will be the same. and well tomorrow , well tomorrow will be even worse!”  I will tell you, I was guilty of that when my world came crumbling down and I did not want to open my eyes each morning because I just knew that day would hold more of the same, probably worse.  By believing this, I could justify my cage, my prison cell that I grew very comfortable in, this way I could not get hurt or allow my heart to be broken by unknown tragedies I was sure would come my way.

Satan becomes the puppet master when this occurs and he pulls the strings he wants pulled…he walks in and out of the doors we open and (let remain open) because most are uneducated in the “RULES OF WARFARE”,  he becomes and remains the only constant voice and whispers we hear thereby, leaving us truly fueling the fire with fire!  When that fire begins to burn out of control, sadly, they/we decide to jump straight into it because there is nothing left to use, nothing to fight it with and in the blindness of that desperate moment, they raise the white flag of surrender and give the enemy the victory of that battle.  They had no knowledge, no true knowledge of our Lord Jesus and what He can and will do, which led to their lack of Armor which is needed .  This is a MUST and is to be used each day in battle to keep us safe and on-course for a secure victory but without it, it leads to open doors where the enemy walks freely and with permission into our life which then, gives him access to cause chaos, confusion, gaining closeness so he can whisper lies and falsehoods in our ears.  Again, this then leads to his counterfeit spirits, which are evil and opposite of God’s Seven-fold Spirits of Heaven, into every aspect of our life and unchallenged entry into our hearts, spirit, body and soul.  Once that has been accomplished, the fire and flames awaiting is seen as an escape route and not the inescapable route it really is.


The “Holidays” are over just as fast as they begin and it is 1 day but that 1 day of the year wrecks families lives for years to come or in some cases, forever.  We must see who truly celebrates this time; who is the one that pushes so many into the fire of despair over 1 day…Santa Clause is a powerful tool of the enemy and he made the world turn a day of true joy into a day of dread.  Even though Jesus was not actually born on December 25, it is 1 day that hearts are softened, love is abundant, praise to the Lord is echoed throughout the world and people truly pray for peace upon this earth; I don’t think God becomes angry at us because we celebrate this day as Jesus’ birthday or that the entire day is recalling God’s eternal love for us and  the “Gift of Salvation” He bestowed upon man and I think He knows it’s been celebrated on that day for way too many years for it to just stop.  He loves the little children and is joyful when they are happy…It’s a beautiful time of year for renewed hearts, rekindled relationships and another chance to bring family units together in a time when they are needed the most.  The trick is to walk those steps in total love and forgiveness, regardless what happened in the past – show others what the Heart of God looks like…let it light your path so all around you can see Him and His Love, Glory and may that moment be a game-changer for them.  May the Lord bless them in their sight, removing all that blocks the Divine Truth from their eyes.  Walk in love and peace this season, not remorse and hatred as that is not of God but of the enemy.  Let’s win back this Season of Love as Love Is Coming Down; pray for removal of the false victory the enemy thinks he gains this time each year…this is the Lord’s Time and may it be filled with all that is GOOD.  May all of the Spirit’s of the Fruit of the Tree of Life be spread throughout the earth overtaking all the false impersonating spirits sent out by Satan.  May the Lord bless you and keep you…may His eyes truly be upon us all this season as this is His Season of Joy.


(I am going to upload all the videos I have posted on YouTube the past week or so, or you can to to which is my link to my channel and see which ones you have missed or that I am late on posting here.)


 Help The Grieving, Show Them Your Faith & Hope

  Prayer & Faith #1 To Jesus, DON’T Doubt Yourself

  Update; Videos, Free Will Man Playing God; God Baby Proofs Our Lives

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Posted by on December 8, 2014 in Uncategorized


Training, War Assignment; God’s Garden For Children; Faith Training…READ AND BE BLESSED!

Training Part 1 – War Assignment  # 111 May 10, 2014


Dear Father,

Thank You for another day! Thank You for all that You have done. Thank You for not giving up on me, when I would like to give up on myself. Lord, I need help forgiving those who continue to hurt me. How long do I forgive? With one, I have easily forgiven 70 X 7, as it says in Your Word. How much longer, Lord? I will continue to, until You deliver me. I can do nothing else. Lord, sometimes memories are like small shards of glass. You brush them off of your skin and move on, but some go into your skin and become painful – because you can’t see them, they are difficult to remove. You have a reason for everything. You have promised to deliver me to a safe place. You have promised to deliver me soon. I am wearing down, Lord. I need help! Help me, Lord! You are mighty to save!

“Erin – Come Up!”

Immediately, I was in a city I didn’t recognize. This was not Heavenly. There were abandoned brick buildings everywhere. I saw some script on one of the buildings – it looked Russian or something like this. The sky was dark, very gloomy. There had been rain. The streets were brick in some areas, under a coating of asphalt. Many, many of the buildings had been blown to bits. I looked down at what I was wearing. It was like a tactical sniper outfit. I was me, but completely in character for the landscape. I was like a soldier. I couldn’t tell what was happening. When I saw what I was wearing, I realized I was going to be in the middle of a battle.

Me: “Lord, what are You doing with me – what is this about? I don’t want to be here!”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, I brought you here for an assignment. Do not be afraid. Allow Me to guide you. You will not be hurt. I will deliver you from this. This is important!”

Me: Okay, Lord. I am willing … hopefully, I am able.”

I looked at what I was wearing to see if I had everything I would need to go into battle. Hopefully this didn’t involve killing – I wasn’t certain I could do this. Well, to save children from bad guys – yes, I could do this. I had clothing like armor. I had gloves on, and extra ammunition strapped like a beauty-pageant ribbon across my chest. I had another strap also. I reached behind my back and realized I had a very high-tech sniper rifle – or what I thought was high-tech. I saw a type of scope that had what looked like a digital display. “Okay, if the Lord has me here, there must be some extreme evil. I had better go up higher so I can see what I’m up against and what army I am fighting.”

I ducked into one building with a steel door. It was pitch black. I felt my way up the stairs and began to see light the higher I climbed. As I approached a window, I instinctively came up to the side to peek out, so I wouldn’t be seen. Eventually, I made it another several flights to the roof. Before I exited this door, I got down on my belly and slowly opened the door from a low position, in case there were others out there on the roof. I came to my feet and bent over behind two very large air ducts. I listened for any sounds. In the distance I saw a war zone. There were smoldering buildings. I still could not see signs of life anywhere. I looked out the other direction and I saw a sniper station on the roof. I couldn’t tell where the sniper was, as I could only see equipment.

As I approached, I saw a trail of blood leading to another utility area of the building. I followed the trail carefully. I saw a body stretched out. I saw a young boy – maybe seventeen years old – who appeared to be praying. At first I didn’t understand the language. Then the Lord granted me the ability to know what he was saying. He was praying to Mary. He kept saying something like “mother of God.” He was dying. I ran over to him. He quickly tried to get away from me. I gathered that I was wearing the clothing of the opposing side. It was cold here, about 40 degrees. I was wearing a stocking cap with some sort of barrier on it, like a shield. It was odd, because I literally know nothing about military combat, other than that I never wanted to be in a situation like this.

The man looked so frightened by me. I put my hands up and I said something in his language. I didn’t understand the language I was speaking, but the Lord granted me supernatural knowledge, so I knew what was being said and how to say it.

Me (in another tongue): “I have been sent by Jesus – not His mother – by God Himself to give you comfort.” He was shaking and scared – so scared.

Man: “Who are you? Don’t kill me! Please!”

Me: “I am not here to kill you. I was sent by God to show you He loves you.”

Man: “God wouldn’t send a sniper to lead a sniper home. This is a trick.”

Me: “No, it is not a trick. I am here to help you. What is your name?”

Man: “Kelzi Immanuil.” – Snipers don’t give out last names.

Me: “Oh, you are David Emanuel. Who gave you that name?”

Man : “My grandmother who raised me.”

Me: “You are dying. Do you know Jesus, the one who sent me? Do you know Him who loves you?”

Man: “He cannot love me. I am a killer. I have killed innocent people. I am nothing, but forgotten. I cannot be forgiven. I kill children.”

Me: “God has sent me just to show you home. Would you like to go to Heaven? It is Paradise. The angels will take you there.”

Man: “This is a trick. I cannot be forgiven.”

Me: “Are you willing to accept that Jesus is here with me?” Just then, he began to have shortness of breath and severe pains.

Man: “First, you must know that there are others in the buildings. Crazy woman of God, you will need to see them, too. I have killed many. Those who were praying in the other building will need you. I am the killer.”

Me: “God knows this, Kelzi. He sent me to you. He told me your grandmother wants you home with her. Are you ready?”

Man: “Yes, yes, hurry, hurry. I am being hunted like a dog right now – quietly hurry.”

Just then there were old helicopters coming at us. There were bombs dropping about a mile away. I heard gunfire in the distance. I still didn’t know where I was. Kelzi reached out for my hand. This young boy was scared.

Man: “Please don’t leave me. Please.”

Me: “It’s okay. Jesus loves you. The angels are ready to take you home.” I looked, and his eyes were focusing on something which I didn’t see. I saw his face black with sniper paint. I saw his eyes bluer than blue … the whites of his eyes. He was focused on what I couldn’t see. I began to cry, as he had a smile on his face.

Man: “Jesus, I see You. I see You! I am sorry. Please forgive me!” I then heard “Thank You” – so I knew the Lord was speaking to him and showing him the way home. It was beautiful. His eyes fixed and his hand went limp in mine. I reached over and closed his eyelids and thanked God.

Me: “Okay, Lord, You can beam me up to the ship now! Lord, the bombs are drawing closer … time to remove me.”

Holy Spirit: “No, Erin – you have the equipment. The enemy is approaching. There is more to do before you are removed. Don’t think. Allow Me to work here.”

Me: “Lord, wouldn’t it have been more convincing to send someone who actually has been in a war zone, or with tactical experience? I am a bit out of my element here. A fashion show in New York City might be closer to my level of experience.”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, I can send someone else if you are not capable.”

Me: “No, Lord, You have Your reasons. I am willing – just please empty me completely of myself, and grant me supernatural knowledge about this culture or even war.”

Holy Spirit: “Granted. Now, go to Kelzi’s sniper station and look through the scope. – First, take his iPad.”

I got up, grabbed Kelzi’s iPad – it had a bunch of coordinates. Next to these, it had a word which meant kills.At each coordinate he had tracked his kills.

Me: “Oh, Lord, this kid was a master sniper – how did he even make it to prayers and salvation? Wow!”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, lucky for everyone here your assignment is not judge and jury. Please stick to My Plan and do not judge!”

Me: “Forgive me, Lord! Now what do I do?”

Holy Spirit: “Allow Me to work. Don’t try to DO anything! This is wisdom. Some could be lost.”

Me: “Lord, couldn’t angels do all of this? Why use me?”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, there is a battle going on right now. You asked to be used. Shall I get someone else?”

Just then, I saw a veil over my eyes lift. I saw demons of every kind fighting angels from heaven. They were all around me. The demons were preventing or delaying angels from getting to saints. There were so many over this area alone, that if the Lord had not given me a veil, I would’ve been too distracted to focus solely on this boy Kelzi.

Me: “Oh my goodness, Lord, this is frightening.”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, please continue. I will put the veil over your eyes so you can focus on your assignment. Now, you may ask questions later.”

Me: “Lord, one quick one. Do all of these people see into the spirit realm?”

Holy Spirit: “Yes, many can.”

Me: “How are they able to survive?”

Holy Spirit: “Too many questions, Erin. Later for answers. Move now!”

Me: “Yes, Lord.”

I heard gunfire drawing closer. Demons must have warned humans that I was here. I went to the sniper station and saw a sniper rifle that was so advanced, even beyond mine. Everything was digital. I looked through the sight. With one lens I could see human heat through the building about 50 yards from me. I saw a mass of heat in a corner. It looked like several people. I moved the sight around and heard an alert from the iPad. I looked and saw snipers set up at several locations, moving in on the building across the street. The iPad said some code name. I read the foreign script. It said, “Black Dog Shoot To Kill Now!”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, the sniper across from you is not one of Mine, but the enemy – remove it now.”

Me: “What? Shoot, Lord … seriously?”

Holy Spirit: “Shoot first; ask questions later.”

I was shaking. I pointed the rifle. I realized this was the person who shot Kelzi. It was one of his own. I knew instinctively it was. I looked through the sight. I was alerted by the iPad that I had locked the target, and before I could pull the trigger the gun went off. I heard no sound. I received a vibration alert that I had hit the target. Weird. I didn’t even do anything. I looked through the sight and saw the red-heat of the sniper’s body fading. His body was down. The iPad alerted me to more – “NOW”!   I still had the other rifle on my back. I knew I needed to get over to the other building. I snapped the digital sight off of Kelzi’s sniper rifle and took the iPad and sight with me. Again, this was supernatural – not something I would know on my own!

I began to run to the roof door. I opened the metal door and stepped into the darkness. I was in a pitch-black stairwell. I felt a switch on the sight that I had taken. I moved the switch and the one sight worked like a flashlight. This scope had three lenses and a body like a camcorder – the old-fashioned kind. I’m sure the parts had names, but I didn’t think it mattered much right now. I quickly used the scope to find my way in the dark. I was thanking the Lord for putting the veil back on. I would have been too busy watching that battle, instead of doing what I was sent here for. “ – Boy, do I have questions for the Lord later!”

I reached the bottom of the stairs and opened the door slowly. I grabbed the rifle behind me. I moved the strap forward so the rifle was in my hands. The sight on the rifle I had must have been first generation, as it was clearly not as advanced. I had a pack that I put the digital scope into, as well as the iPad. I entered into an alleyway. I looked toward my target building and ran quickly to the edge of the building. There were bombs going off only about 100 yards away now. There were helicopters in the air looking for me, or the people in the other building, or both. I didn’t know how to get across the street without snipers shooting me.

Me: “Lord, I could use help here, now. Show me which way to go.”

Just then He lifted the veil over my eyes. I saw a double row of angels, creating a path for me to the other building. They were fighting demons. I saw an angel I recognized from the Path a long time ago. He whistled for me to move, so I ran full force to the other building and through the door being held by another angel. Just as I went through the door, the angels and demons disappeared. I knew they were still there. Wow!

Me: “God, You are truly amazing! Beyond incredible! I am honored by Your amazing love for the lost – well, humbled that I would be able to be used for anything.”

I was inside the building, which I knew held others. The bombs were blowing up adjacent buildings, hoping to kill these people. I began to run through broken glass, office discs, computers, chairs. All was in disarray. Someone had moved the items to block the stairwell area. The glass was there so they could hear the enemy. I didn’t know if they had rifles too, or what was going on. I climbed over all the stuff and pried open the door to the stairs. I was in my 25-year-old glorified body, so I could move with ease. I was able to get through a ten-inch crack in the door, barely. Once through, I snuck up the stairs to the third floor. The door was open. I looked down and realized a body was keeping the door open. He was dead. I looked through the opening and saw more bodies. These were young people, as young as sixteen to eighteen years old. I saw both girls and boys, unarmed. They had all been shot by sniper through the window. It must have been Kelzi’s rifle. I saw one body twitching by the window. I looked around the corner of the door and saw more bodies.

Me: “Lord, give me strength.” I ran over to the twitching boy by the window. He had lost a lot of blood. “Please wake up.” My language was this foreign tongue. The boy opened his eyes. He had no energy to even care if I was the enemy. “I am here to let you know that Jesus sent me to take you home.” He couldn’t speak; he had been shot in the side of his neck, and just minutes ago. “I will speak for you. Do you know Jesus?”

Boy: He nodded, “Yes.”

Me: “Will you take Him as your Lord and Savior?”

Boy: He nodded “yes” as tears streamed down his cheeks. He grabbed my wrist. He moved my arm to a closet across the room.

Me: “There are more there in the closet?” He nodded “yes” again. “Okay, I will get to them, but first you. The angels are ready to take you home to Heaven. Will you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior before it’s too late?”

Holy Spirit: “Erin, this one is Mine. It’s okay.”

Me: “The Lord has told me that you are His.”

Boy: The boy began to cry and whimper. He was trying to speak with his mouth, but he couldn’t. Tears were flowing down his cheeks, and with a last bit of effort he managed to speak. “Spaceeba.” I heard in another language, but that is what it sounded like. (I believe it was a Thank You!)

Me: “I will see you up there soon, too! Don’t be afraid – the Lord is with you!” He grabbed my wrist and moved it to the closet door before he went to be with the Lord.

I quickly got to my feet and began to climb over bodies, desks, computers, and glass. I realized midway that shots were coming at me, as I heard some whiz by my ears. Amazingly – by Divine Design – I was not hit by these bullets. I was supernaturally protected. I reached the closet. I heard crying from within.

Me: “Don’t be afraid. I am not the enemy. I am here to help you.”

Just then the door opened. Inside were four scared girls and three boys. A few of them had lost their bodily functions; the smell was horrendous. They looked glad to see me. They were speaking at me all at once. I didn’t know what they were saying. I held up my hands to quiet them. One of the girls saw the boy by the window, dead, and began to sob inconsolably.

Me: “Please don’t worry or be afraid.”

One of the children – “teens” – said, “Are you an angel?”

Me: “No, I am not. I come from Heaven, assigned by God to let you know He is with You and loves you.”

Teen (a boy): “How can He be with us? He killed our family. He killed our friends. He killed our parents. He allowed my sisters to be raped before they were killed – there were only four and six years old. He doesn’t love us.”

Teen (a girl): “He deserted us and killed us off one-by-one, and now we will be next. Lady, you are next.”

Me: “You are wrong. God didn’t kill your family. There is a war, which you cannot see occurring now. God is giving you a chance. The bombs are getting closer. Soon the enemy will find you. Your friend over there is with Jesus – He took him home. Now, do you want to be here alone with them?”

Instantly, the spirit realm was visible. It was horrific. The teens were screaming. Demons were being held back by angels.

Me: “We don’t have much time. Jesus is ready to help you safe in His Arms. Are you ready? He has taken your sisters and your friend to Heaven already. Now, join them before it is too late.” Instantly they knelt to the floor. Their hands were shaking.

Teens: “We will take Jesus.”

Me: “The Lord knows all that you have been through. Accepting Him now is good. You will receive a special crown for this. You have suffered much. If you are holding anything against anyone, you must forgive so that God can forgive you.” Immediately they confessed and named offenders.

Teen: “How can I forgive the person who hurt my sisters? They were little!”

Me: “I understand this more than you know (I began to cry as I write). You must release both this evil and the person used by the enemy to God, so the Accuser can hold nothing against you in court. You must be free from unforgiveness and let God be a Just Judge against your enemy.”

Immediately, the children confessed even more. It was heartbreaking, as I realized these kids had stories supernaturally downloaded – wretched details, which I could temporarily see … things done to them in secret. All of them were confessing without me saying anything. One said, “God, please forgive me for pretending to be God!” All of them confessed the same.

Holy Spirit: “Erin, tell them I am pleased with them. It is time they are Mine forever.”

Me (in their language): “The Lord is pleased with you. You are His. He is ready to receive you. Are you ready to meet Him?”

All of them in tears accepted Jesus! I heard “spaceeba” or something like this, and “Jesus.” Just then, I heard the building collapsing around us. The roof caved in. The debris fell around us. I grabbed the teens. We could see up, and a plane dropped a missile as I saw the sky open. We must have died – well, I didn’t – but at that moment Heaven Opened to receive these children. Wow!

I then was on the rooftop of a distant building. Across the city, I could see an Open Heaven and an Epic War. I saw just a few saints less than God’s handful being carried Home. It was a desolate landscape. A place with No Hope – void of God. Completely void. Well, I guess not really. “Lord, I have questions.”

Immediately, I was walking through a Heavenly vineyard…

Dream Over for today …

Part II continues below….

Training Part II – Harvesting  May 11, 2014


Dear Father,

Thank You for Another Day! Lord, I need help I have so many questions – so many!

Erin Come Up!

I was in the Heavenly Vineyard. I saw several types of grapes. One vineyard had beautiful white grapes, light green and gold in color. They were not ready yet for harvest. This vineyard was higher up on the mountain down to my right. I saw harvesters singing and praising the Lord for the beautiful grapes and record yield. These grapes were light red and pink. To my left and off to the side I saw them finishing the last pick of some beautiful deep red and burgundy grapes. There were large baskets and the juiciest of all grapes being carried off for crushing. I saw in the distance the beautiful Chateau – French in style and beyond that the celebration of the Harvesters.

The dirt was sparkling, dark and rich, unlike the desert vineyards here. In Heaven the precious mineral content of the ground combined with Heavenly air – oxygen – well the soil was/is rich with life. Heavenly soil is not dirty. It doesn’t mulch nor are there rotting organic products. The food is grown here not from death, but growth purely from living water and soil.

I had beautiful sandals on with braids of something like leather; I threw them off so my bare feet were on the soil. I was wearing a skirt, white flowing blouse, and a type of pouch around my waist. I ran up the first row where the harvesters were and grabbed a bunch of jeweled red and pink grapes. I put the bunch in my pouch and then I ran up a row of vines to the burgundy grapes. I had wanted to try out the grapes as they were perfected. As I ran to those, I looked at the white, light green and gold grapes for a moment. I stopped to pick a bunch. I hesitated. They weren’t ready yet so I bypassed them. I was laughing with joy that I was here and safe in Heaven. I was so relieved to be here. I found a bunch of burgundy grapes; I picked them and put them in my pouch. One of the grapes dropped to the ground. I quickly bent down and put it into my month. The grape burst as I bit right into it! It tasted wonderful. It was slightly like an Earthly red grape, but nothing like it at all. I pulled another off of the bunch in my pouch. I have only tasted two varieties of grapes in a supermarket. These were different. They were rich both sour and sweet. Well, sour is the wrong word. They make you want to eat more. With grapes on Earth, they are okay, but I don’t go out of my way to purchase them and my children don’t go out of their way to eat them. Here however, if there were just grapes to eat here, I could live off of them – well and living water too. I giggled to myself…

I heard a bunch of Harvesters call for me. Erin, come to the celebration.” They were loading up a type of high-tech cart led by horses. The horses actually looked like they were excited to pull in the harvested grapes as well as the harvesters.

I laughed, “They know me? How funny is that?” I had seen the Harvest celebrations when I was here last year and it was so much fun. The angels were here too. The cart was continuing to move. I waved them on. I stopped and looked around me. I saw waves of color on this mountain. It was breathtakingly beautiful. The smells were so fragrant. I loved the smell of fresh mowed grass, mountain air and even a hint of eucalyptus. I didn’t see any eucalyptus around, but they must be close. I was on the southern side of the valley – which will one day be my eternal Home. There was a beautiful southern breeze. I sat down in a row of vineyards and looked up. It was so peaceful. I could hear song birds everywhere. They were singing praises to God. I never understood how we were taught that we would be at the Throne of God 24/7 worshiping Him on our knees. This wasn’t something I looked forward to.

I said to myself, “Forgive me God, for my thoughts.” I realized that because of the place He has prepared for us here, we will constantly worship Him and thank Him for all Eternity. There will not be one single entity in Heaven, not constantly Praising and Worshiping God for this incredible Gift of Jesus. He saved us. God sent Him! He showed us the way Home! The Path which leads to Paradise! I am so thankful! I grinned and I laid down in the vineyard to rest. I must have drifted off to sleep as I awakened by something scurrying across my stomach. I looked down and here was a family of quail in a row traveling right over me. I laughed and sat up. These little babies were so cute. They were silver and gold with a little plume of blue and purple. The parents were even more colorful. I thought, wow they can also be glorified in full color here. They have no enemy, no need to be camouflaged in gray and brown to stay hidden. I recognized the sound they were making.

I stood up on my feet. I didn’t know how long I had drifted off to sleep. I still heard the celebration at my friend’s vineyard. I turned around to go down the row and I spotted Jesus. He was gleaning the last few burgundy grapes. He has a large pouch like basket over His shoulder. He was taking all of the grapes, I laughed it’s not like any of them are bad here. He waved at me. I ran fast down the row I was in and over to the place He was harvesting.

Jesus: “Erin did you have a good rest?”

Me: “Yes I’m glad the quails woke me up. I could sleep here a few days.”

Jesus: “Yes I know, I sent them to wake you up. I’m glad you woke up when you did, those parents can become quite loud. You would’ve been startled.” He was smiling and jovial.

Me: “Wow! Lord in Heaven every harvest is a record harvest. How does this not become routine?”

I saw Jesus laughing along with the angels. They obviously know more than I do about Heaven.

Me: “Okay so everything here is perfect – how does it not become boring or like that movie ’Ground Hog Day’?”

Jesus: “Interesting choice of words. Are you worried that things in Heaven will be monotonous?”

Me: “It’s okay with me, Lord, everyday can be the same. I’m fine with it. Don’t send me back to the war, I have perspectives now that I didn’t before so, please, please forgive me.”

Jesus: “Are you negotiating with Me Erin?” He was laughing, “Ask any of the harvesters here, ask the vineyard owner. Do you think that days cannot be interesting unless there is trouble or trials? This doesn’t sound right. You spent your entire Earthly existence praying for peace and rest with no poverty or trouble. Now you are requesting trouble in Heaven to shake things up a bit? You are funny Erin.”

Me: “When You say it like this it sounds horrible Lord – please forgive me.”

Jesus: “Erin, you were just taken to a war zone yesterday. One in which the only winners were the ones saved by Me. In an Earthly sense the winners were the ones with the most kills. Are you requesting this in Heaven?” He stopped and so did the angels – All of them became serious and looked at me. For a split second I was terrified. I knew God could split the ground open and throw me into it with one wave of His Arm.

Me: “Oh Lord, please forgive me. I speak with ignorance. I don’t want anything from Earth up here!”

Jesus: He was laughing, “Erin choose your words carefully. The power of Life or death is spoken through the portal of your mouth. Let your words be few. Now I have called you friend.” He was calming and kind. I realized He just gave me the most gentle rebuke, ever! “I know what you have been wondering for some time. With all things perfected here, how will it remain interesting right?”

Meanwhile I noticed as the angels continued to pick the remnant bundles – they smiled and laughed. I could see they had memories and stories about what they had seen and experienced with Jesus over the years.

Me: “Yes Lord, remember I approach Heavenly things and the mysteries of You with youthful wonder…. (pause) … and exuberant ignorance.”

Jesus: “Now that is funny and truthful! Very good!” He continued to glean grapes.

Me: “Lord, why are You picking the remnant grapes. Aren’t there workers for this?”

Jesus: “Oh am I not capable? Erin your questions are funny.”

Me: “Lord it reminds me of what you took me through yesterday.”

Jesus: “Erin there is much more to this than you know. The harvest is plentiful, but the Laborers are few! Remember this Erin; it is not a mystery but a fact.”

Me: “Lord, I’m glad You and the angels are grabbing the remnants. These grapes are too good to be left on the vine.” I reached into my pouch and dropped a grape into my mouth. I spun around as if performing a pirouette. I was being silly. They continued to glean.

Jesus: “Erin, in all the times in which you’ve come up here, have you ever been bored, even once?”

Me: “Oh no Lord. No!”

Jesus: “Do you agree that each time has been new and different?”

Me: “Yes, Lord always!”

Jesus: “I make all things new. There are an infinite number of things to discover here. Every Harvest is new and different here. Each one is memorable. Each batch of wine is different. A fisherman here will still desire to fish for pleasure, each catch new and different. Each day, better than the last, there is so much to do. Earth is pale in comparison. Erin you know this!”

Me: “Of course Lord. I’m sorry. We are taught that perfection on Earth is unattainable, but you can purchase it with means. You can pretend to have it all on Facebook. You can be anything you claim to be there.“

Jesus: “Yes, again Earth is pretense and falsified pretenders of heavenly ways. Erin, you talked to Me in your car about something several days ago when you were in Bend, do you remember?”

Me: “Yes Lord, I drove around the Butte I live on to take some photos. I didn’t really know if I’d ever be making the trip again, and I hadn’t been back since to compare it to what I’d seen in Heaven. I saw the snow covered volcanoes, seven peaks on the other side of the wooded valley. The sky was blue and the air crystal clear and fragrant. The houses were beautiful, but nothing like Heaven. I remember thinking this was a small slice of Heaven on Earth. I quickly dismissed it when I saw the true colors. Everything had a haze about it, a dull sheen – colors, but gray-scale. Not crisp and perfect like here in Heaven. I cried as I left Bend. I drove no further. First I realized this was not my home, it had no luster. I couldn’t afford this place as only people with money live here. I wasn’t qualified for this place. I became a person looking through a storefront window with no money in my pocket, too poor to purchase what I wanted. My door had closed. I was sad.”

Jesus: “Erin, you understand that many of the people you saw will only know that small piece of pretend heaven right? As you have seen at the end, money won’t be able to save them. They will remember back to a time before and heaven to them will – their earthly mansions will be also their tombs. So do not envy them, pray for them as they are like infants wandering through the glass shop. They can barely walk, they drool even, they see something bright and shiny and they take it, they want it. – See and understand. The glass shop also has a glass ceiling where by God can see. Blessed be that infant, who looks up to see God and ask for His Father to pick him up! Erin the Laborers are few.”

Me: “I don’t understand Lord; I thought You had said there is nothing more for us to do.”

Jesus: “Yes on your own this is correct, but allow Me to work through you – this is wisdom. Now you have been looking for your heavenly Home on Earth. Have you been successful?”

Me: “No Lord, I have searched all over the world online and nothing compares to it – or any of my friend’s mansions either. I realized that my Home here in the mountains would be far beyond Earth. I thought I could find one close to post on the Barn, but I cannot find it anywhere. I thought I could find a house close in Bend, but there was nothing! It made being there much easier. I was there with a different attitude. Before I saw everything from a perspective of my own lack, now I looked at everything from the way you might see me. I was a princess – hidden in plain sight – giggles. You took the sting of pain away!” He walked over to me and gave me a side hug and a kiss on my forehead.

Jesus: “You let this go. This is good Erin. What else did your journey teach you?”

Me: “Lord, forgiveness. I still had not fully forgiven. I saw the contents of the boxes and I wanted to run. It was too painful. I hung on to this after I closed the storage unit door and locked it. I prayed for rapture so I wouldn’t need to come back to it ever. That night when I got home I was so depressed. The next morning I fell, and now I have been out of work for a few days – painful but restful.”

Jesus: “So why was the fall allowed?”

Me: “I guess to squeeze out my pride and stubbornness like one of those grapes, maybe?”

Jesus: “Oh really? Did this work?” I looked at Him and laughed.

Me: “Yes, I think so, but I’m not sure what was more painful; the fall, or people emailing me personally to talk about my unrepentant sin, and how poorly I am to remove the enemy from my life.”

Jesus: “Yes, it’s common. Many are well-meaning, but act void of my leading. You know and understand it is best to wait on Me and let your words be few.”

Me: “I have learned without Your lead, when I react to someone’s situation and base it solely on my own experience I cause offense. I later find myself being tested on the very same thing I put into motion with my mouth. My words opened the door for the enemy to declare war against me. I had a higher position in my mind than I ought.”

Jesus: Laughing, “This is wisdom. Now, don’t receive that which was not sent from Me. Pray and bless friends with no true understanding, but encourage and build them up. Intercede for those who are stubborn; that seasoning, salt enhances them with grace, for they too are under a glass ceiling, and time is proceeding quickly. Do so with love, do not rush in with no leading with all kinds of evil behind you – understand?”

Me: “Yes, I understand that there is no time for fighting. Lord, can I help You glean the grape remnants?”

Jesus: “Remember, what you ask for Erin!” He was laughing. An angel came over to me with a basket to hand to me.

Me: “Hey, I recognize you from the path yesterday. You held the door open for me. Now you’re harvesting grapes?” He smiled and looked at Jesus.

Jesus: “Erin let’s discuss what you went through!” I was grabbing grapes from the vine and putting them in the basket.

Me: “Lord, why are there so many grapes on these vines, and why the hurry?”

Jesus: “The Harvesters grabbed what they could carry. They were anxious to go to the celebration. It was their reward for a good harvest, remember? Why are you still here?” He smiled and laughed and looked at me.

Me: “Lord, I want to be where You are?”

Jesus: “Yes, but you elected to stay and glean why?”

Me: “The grapes left here are still good. Some are ready, just forgotten. Obviously they aren’t forgotten because You are here right?”

Jesus: “Yes, Erin.” He laughed and shook His head.

Me: “Lord, what was that sniper stuff about? Is this real? Is this coming? Why was I in tactical gear, not a robe? The children – the teens touched me – how did they do this?”

Jesus: “So many questions. First Erin, come with Me!” He has angels grab our baskets. Instantly we are at my friend’s chateau. The Harvesters are smashing grapes with their feet. They are celebrating. The grapes will make incredible wine. “Erin the wine will taste sweeter when you are all here, but you remember the process takes some crushing first. The grape tastes wonderful right off of the vine, but it is even better made into wine for the wedding feast. Now take My hand again.” Immediately we were in the Golden City. I stood next to Him overlooking the massive park with the Throne and Sea of Glass on the right. My clothes had turned into a beautiful bridal gown. It was amazing. I still wasn’t sure if this was to be “The Gown” but it was never-the-less symbolic of what is to come. The clarity in which I can see here is amazing.

Me: “Oh Lord, I can see so clearly it is beautiful and fragrant. The blossoms are amazing, it looks like late spring, but I’m not sure. It looks perfect for a wedding!”

Jesus: “Now first I showed you the crushing. Now you are here preparing for the wedding. You know that the wine will be served at a wedding banquet. Why did I show you this?”

Me: “To show me my place here. I guess my position. It is a position of honor not to be treated casually and with a higher status than others. Meaning, I shouldn’t view myself as higher than I ought.”

Jesus: “Very good Erin! You understand that you have come to this place at a high cost. You traded your Earthly ambitions for Heavenly treasures, those which will have true luster and worth. You are not to get wrapped up in status contests with others. This wastes precious time. Understood? Now, why did I dress you as a sniper and take you to a foreign land?”

Me: “First, Lord please forgive me if I have ever thought higher of myself than I am. Forgive me for being upset at my circumstances. Forgive me for self-reliance and self-pity. Help me Lord to be more like You.”

Jesus: “Erin you are forgiven. You were purchased for a high price. The enemy would like you back now. He knows what is coming. This is why your battles have been so difficult recently. The enemy doesn’t like the message of hope you are giving.”

Me: “Lord, this is Your message.”

Jesus: “Yes, but your vessel is being filled by Me. You are an enemy of the enemy. This is good! Now, the sniper uniform is to show you that wherever I will take you – if you are willing – you will be well-equipped! Only when you stopped to question, was there a delay. You were shown a place out of your area of expertise or knowledge. Instead of getting in your own way, you recognized that you were able and willing but not capable to do things you had no knowledge of. You were sent to a place foreign to you. You didn’t even understand the language unless I gave you the knowledge supernaturally. Now when you read this first part to your teenage sons, what happened?”

Me: “Oh Lord, sorry to say they had 100 times more knowledge than I did.”

Jesus: “They knew the first sniper rifle, the one you carried, but until you all researched it together, you were unaware that the other was actually in production now.”

Me: “Yes, Lord I got the chills when we found something close online. My sons told me that some of what I had experienced sounded like a game called “Black Ops.” All of a sudden they seemed more interested in the dreams. I’m embarrassed to think wars got them excited about You!”

Jesus: “Let’s talk more about what questions they asked you?”

Me: “They asked me why the other sniper – Kelzi’s ally killed Kelzi. Then my other son said, “Oh I know, he was going to steal his I-pad and steal his kills. He was going to get some reward for kills.” Lord, it makes complete sense, and senseless, heartless really.”

Jesus: “Agreed, we will come back to this. What was next?”

Me: “Apparently, my older son said the room with the bodies and the teen twitching was like the game to him. They asked me if I saw anyone older in tribulation over age 20. I thought about it and realized I hadn’t. Lord, is this because anyone older is killed?”

Jesus: “What does scripture say about failing hearts? You saw into the spirit realm and saw what was there. Do you believe an elderly person is agile enough to dodge bullets, or find food – or for that matter a doctor?”

Me: I had become very sad. “Lord, please forgive my questions up on that roof – or my judgments.”

Jesus: “Erin, I had you first minister to Kelzi for a reason. If you had ministered first to the teens, you would’ve held judgment against him. You would’ve hesitated. Now I showed you that when you are used for my purposes you must become low and allow Me to increase. You decrease. Understood? Do you still want to continue?” He was firm but extremely loving. I looked into His eyes. I saw more trouble. I saw epic battles. I then saw Kelzi hugging his grandmother near the Village in the Valley! I lit up and hugged Jesus!”

Me: “Oh thank You Lord! Thank You! I thought I would have rest right away and that I would just come up and dance in the river and nap in the lilies!”

Jesus: “Laughing – Oh Erin, you will, you will…this you have seen. It is not contingent on your performance. However when you saw those children, even Kelzi, you felt love, compassion and urgency. You let your words be few. You said what I directed you too! There was a great celebration after this, that you have not seen yet.”

Me: “So this was real? When did this happen? It is future right?”

Jesus: “One day soon you will understand. Now what do I require?”

Me: “To love the Lord God with all of my heart, soul, and strength, and to love my neighbor as myself. Lord, why was tribulation like a battlefield game?”

Jesus: “Saints will be hunted down. The enemy knows what is coming and has a plan. You have seen this.”

Me: “Lord, You mean like tracking systems? It will be an unfair advantage, how will the saints make it?”

Jesus: “Erin, the enemy will rely on earthly resources; that is all the enemy has. Heaven has access to both. Do not worry about how; just know things are in place and all according to plan. The enemy operates under the same glass ceiling; just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean God can’t. Even Heaven can see. The pleading for these teens and others from families in Heaven are deafening, but God sees all and hears their cries.”

Me: “Help me to do only Your will. I never want to get in Your way.” Jesus was laughing.

Jesus: “You can only get in your own way sweet Erin, NOT GOD’s!”

Me: “Lord I have so many more questions. Are the hi-tech helicopters the locusts? They looked like giant flying bugs.”

Jesus: “Erin somewhat, there is more. Stay to your path, your course. This is wisdom.”

Me: “Lord, a close friend of mine takes the dreams and removes me completely out of them so only Your words remain. Should we do this? I heard some of them and with me removed Your words were very strong.”

Jesus: He was laughing. “Oh remove the Bride out of the equation? Very clever! In some circumstances you could glean much from this; in others you remove My love story for you! My love story is written on the tablet of your heart Erin. Your questions come from your heart. I love this about you. You fear me, but you are unafraid of Me because you know how much you are loved! There is something to this though and it might be worth exploring. Do you not realize that everything you say and do is divine inspiration – for better or worse all of your questions are human – gentile in nature.” He laughed, “So you even speaking to Me would cause ruffles to feathers, even amongst My disciples long ago. You witnessed Elijah’s eye rolls right?” We both laughed.

Me: “I still feel so unworthy but so humbled by all of this. Thank You Lord. Please remove me and my children to a safe place soon Lord. It’s coming Lord. I don’t want my boys to speak to the enemy with no leading. I would rather hide them, than see them hurt. Please Lord!”

Jesus: “I promised to remove you before the time of trouble. Do not be afraid! You are loved! By a lot of Mothers too!”

Me: “I love You too and I pray You are able to use me always – for Moms too!

Faith Training and Psalm 23 – #112 Sunday, May 18, 2014


Dear Father,

Thank You for another day! Thank You for the signs of Your love and favor despite the difficult time we are having right now. Now instead of listening to the voices of condemnation, we are choosing to take a stand and pray.

Please forgive me as I have not asked again for prayers. Lord now I have become stiff necked as a prideful bird and I have no longer wanted to show my vulnerabilities. This is the truth; I am confessing with both my mouth and pen.  Lord, on my birthday this year You told me I would be free soon. You told me I would no longer suffer shame. You would remove me from this desert place. You even said, “Erin, you are a flower in the desert not a desert flower!” Lord, please You are my Advocate. My Kinsman Redeemer, You are my Attorney, plead my case in God’s Courts.  Please Lord, remove this enemy, Honestly, Lord it is not the enemy but other Christians, who hurt my feelings – Wow. There I confessed it.

Please forgive me Lord for holding anything against my brothers or sisters in Christ. Many of them have been with me from the beginning and are for me. Why Lord then, have I built walls? One small email can keep me from going to the Barn for prayers, and encouragement, You have also shown me the resentment of some who are not part of the Barn. Lord how can I be called by You when one small thing starts a fire storm? We have all been called for a purpose. All of Your saints have been called to this special time. It is a miracle. You have witnessed a hunger in us; a desire to be with You, forsaking all others. This is a time of great anticipation, sometimes fear, elation, and longing for our Eternity to begin. This place has become dark and we are wearing out. We know that Your Church is a bride. To those who belong to a wonderful church, whose foundations are grounded in truth and love – hold on to this! This will be a beacon in the coming storm; as surely Lord, You will shine like a diamond to the lost. To those churches who have cast You aside – Lord may those believers be gathered unto to You. I became disillusioned with the yokes of well-meaning Christians long ago. Everyone wants to be first. I felt unqualified from the pews. I even enrolled in Graduate Seminary thinking I would find You there. Instead I saw liturgical ceremonies, scripts and less of You.

Now here I am. I asked for more. I have seen You at the Bridal Chamber in Heaven; even though I felt unclean in my walk. I was declared by You white as snow. Now with my trials, I wonder will You still take me as I am? Can I be loved like a tax-collector? Can I be loved like someone who has blood on their hands from taking a life? Can You love me if sometimes I doubt my place in Your Heart? Can You love me if I make mistakes? Is Your path so narrow there is no room for my Feet? Is there room for anyone’s feet?  You have shown me great mysteries and wondrous Glory in Heaven. I am in awe at Your Majesty and I am in amazement by Your Works.  ….But Lord am I worthy of it? Are any of us? Lord, the Ocean is deep, dark and scary. The waves are higher than I can see. If I call You, are You really there? If You don’t answer my prayers for healing and deliver me to a safe shore – have I been forgotten? Am I out of Your love and favor now? Did I do something wrong? Will You answer me?

“Erin Come Up!”

Immediately I was at Golgotha. The sky was dark and in gray-scale. I barely saw light as the sun was filtered out by an eclipse. The moon began to move over the sun and a small sliver of light silhouetted the three crosses. There were three bodies there, two thieves and Jesus. There was a horrible gale force wind and dust. I heard a great rumble and then the ground shook. I fell to my knees. I heard the Voice of God say, “Erin, who here was worthy to come to the Throne?” I was on my knees as the ground continued to shake. I was terrified, I could barely speak.

Me: “Father God, Jesus was and is Worthy. He is the tender shoot – Jesus.”

God: “Erin, did the thief ask to be remembered by My Son?”

Me: “Yes, Father.”

God: “Where is the thief today?”

Me: “In paradise with Jesus.”


I was shaking and crying…

Me: “I am sorry God. Please forgive me. I do not want to come here again, please remove me.”


Me: “Yes, Lord!”

Then an Angel of the Lord appeared before me!

Angel: “I have been sent by God to take you to see some things. Are you ready?”

Me: “I think so!”

The Angel brought me up to my feet and took my hand. Instantly we were in a very arid place – the desert. I could tell it was somewhere in the Middle East. I saw a group of American soldiers and young children. The soldiers were playing with the children and handing them candy. I saw some local men of the village hate the soldiers. I saw the men plotting to kill the soldiers. (The Angel waved his hand and I saw time move forward.) Something had happened and I saw the bodies of the children lying on the ground. The soldiers were being blamed for killing the children – but they didn’t.  The children were used as shields to hide the enemy, as the enemy shot. I heard wailing and mourning. I saw a helicopter take the soldiers out of the area. The burdens of the soldiers were so great. The yokes were huge.

Me: “Angel this is heartbreaking, those poor soldiers and mothers of the children. How horrible, why am I being shown this?”

Next I was taken to a small African Village. There was no water. I saw a mother of two sick children walk for hours to the watering hole to fill her buckets and containers while her sick children were at the village. She was weak also and after filling her vessels she fell along the path and spilled most of the vessels. It was heartbreaking to watch. She was so upset with herself she was crying. Since she was so close to the village she carried what she had but it was only enough for one child. Her children were ages three and five. The five year old was not going to last. Either way one child would die. She couldn’t decide. She asked for help if anyone could loan her water she could bring twice as much the next day. She was turned away. People wanted to help but needed water too. I saw her give the water to her three year old. She held her five year old as the boy began to close his eyes. She rocked him and sang a song asking for the angels to take him to a land where there was good water and plenty. I watched as the child’s body went limp. I heard wailing reach the Throne of God. I heard her ask for forgiveness for her fall along the road. She blamed herself for spilling the vessels of water.

Me: “Oh Angel this is too hard to watch, it wasn’t her fault!”

The Angel took my hand. Next we were looking at a vehicle which had gone under water at a flooded river crossing. It was somewhere in South America. I saw an old truck with a baby being held by a girl about nine years old. The truck was suddenly swept away. Water began to fill the cab of the truck. A tree branch went through the cab and pinned the mother so she couldn’t get out. She yelled at her child to take the baby and get on the roof of the truck and call for help. The little nine year old didn’t want to leave her mom but soon the water would be too high. The mother yelled again, so the little girl, shaking and crying held the baby with one arm and crawled onto the roof of the truck. She was shaking and crying and calling for help. Some men were coming to rescue her. She could hear her mother telling her she loved her and she was proud of her. She told her to be brave, take care of her sister and walk with God. I heard her call her Mia or Mea – something like that… Then there was silence as the water had overcome the cab of the truck. The men came too late to save the girl’s mom, but the children were saved.

I was crying so hard…

Me: “Angel, please no more.”

Angel: “I have more to show you – there is a reason Erin.”

Me: “Please tell God I am sorry for taking Jesus to the cross over and over.”

Angel: “Erin, it is not about that, please you will find out the love and grace of God is sovereign and perfect in your trials. Now would you like to continue?”

Me: “Yes.”

Angel: “You make a common mistake. I have witnessed this through the ages. You don’t look up enough. You humans focus on yourselves and those around you for your gauge. This is the trouble before you now. Know who sees all, Erin. It is God the Creator of all who sees everything. Look up!  Come!”

He takes my hand. We are in Norman, Oklahoma. This was an area where all of my Dad’s roots are. The graves here are filled with my relatives. I saw a normal day here, but clouds gathering in the distance. The Angel took me to a Southern part of the city. Or at least it looked like it from my vantage point. We were at a small farm. There were white buildings and I believe corn fields, but I’m not certain.

I saw a father calling his two boys in to wash before supper. They had modern farm equipment. The day was hot and still. I saw the boys’ mother cooking in the kitchen of the cute farmhouse. All of a sudden I saw a funnel cloud on the horizon. The family looked so secure. I heard the father yell. The mother ran to the storm cellar. The father gathered the sons. They ran for the cellar. The tornado came from nowhere. The father carried the younger boy, while he held the hand of the 9 year old boy. They got to the cellar. The mother grabbed the younger boy and just a split second as the father was bringing the other boy in something impaled the father’s arm. Instantly the boy was swept up by the tornado. The father fell into the cellar and the door slammed shut. In an instant one child was gone. In a blink – gone! The wailing was almost as deafening as the sound of the tornado. No, movie could capture this. None! When the tornado passed in a matter of minutes, the family stepped out of the cellar to see everything gone. Their entire farm was gone. The father and mother ran everywhere and called out to their son.

Me: “Angel is the son okay?”

Angel: “He has been taken home Erin.”

Me: “Lord, why have you shown me this?”

Angel: “Erin it is for me to take you to these places. I do not grant you knowledge. The Lord will show you more. Are you able?”

Me: I was in tears and shock. “Yes, but I don’t like it.”

The angel takes my hand. We are taken somewhere in Russia or the Soviet Union. It is winter. It seems like another place in time. Some soldiers have arrived at a small cottage of a potato farmer. The soldiers accused him of some sort of treason. The soldiers grabbed the farmer while his young children and his wife begged. The farmer was taken outside and shot in the back. The soldiers made the farmer’s wife cook for them. She was shattered but to keep her children safe she told her children to be brave. The wicked soldiers pillaged all they had and took anything of worth, while the woman cooked. After they ate, they raped the woman and one of her daughters age 6 (I became sick). One of the soldiers took the little 4 year old girl into the woods. The boy was about 5 years old. The soldiers had tied him up and had him gagged. The soldier shot the 6 year old girl and after some time they heard another shot in the woods. The mother was shot above the heart – but she was not dead. The soldiers left. The mother was very weak. She dragged herself to the place where her son was tied up and got him free. She could barely speak. The boy held his mom while she gave him instructions to be brave. I saw angels attending to the scene. The angels were grieving. The mother died, but she asked the little boy for forgiveness. She said to pray. There is a God. She took her last breath. The little boy who seemed all of a sudden much older went to the floor boards and gathered a pistol and some money hidden from the soldiers. He reluctantly packed some things as he was shaking and crying for his papa and mama.

Me: “How can God watch this and not burn with anger? The other things were accidents except for the first. How can this happen?”

Angel: “Erin you don’t know God and His purposes. You are not God, don’t judge Him.”

Me: “I am both grieved and angry. Those children could’ve been mine. This reminds me of that teenager in the closet. Angel was this recent?”

Angel: “Erin, you cannot judge until you have seen the entire picture. God knows the beginnings from the end, and the end from the beginning. Now come!”

The Angel grabbed my hand. Instantly I was in a place 20 years before the time we were just at. I saw a little boy about 4 years old. Again it was winter. It was in Northern Russia or something like this. The little boy had been abandoned by his parents. He was sickly and the parents left him somehow. The parents were cold. The father was drunk and hurt the boy somehow. The boy was left in a small town. A man with evil intent took the boy into his house. The boy was severely abused but the man drew him back to health. The little boy became quite cold and angry. There were little girls from the village that seemed happy; it angered him. He hated women and grew to hate them. The boy’s thoughts at night were hate and sometimes tears and grief. The old man continued to abuse the boy as he became around 12. The boy finally took from the old man because the old man told him he would kill him while he slept. The old man was also abusing some other boys and giving their parents vodka and money in exchange for them. I saw unspeakable things that make me want to vomit. The 12 year old gathered up the other boys and they killed the old man so the parents reported the boys for murder. The 12 year old gathered up the boys and ran. I saw them together for years. They drank at a young age but were all dependent on the now older (12 year old). The group eventually joined the army, so they could be fed.

Me: “Lord, are these the soldiers? Is this what happened to them to make them do this?”

Angel: “Erin you are beginning to understand the roots of hate. You are not a judge for good reason.” I was grieved. I was so thankful that my life was easy. This was not that long ago. Instantly, I was taken to a death camp in Poland during the time of Nazi rule. I saw a train pulling into the station and Jewish citizens being formed into two long lines; young men and healthy older men in one, and the elderly, pregnant women, children, handicapped and women with babies in another. The healthy were imprisoned and used as workers and the other line extermination – immediate death. I can’t give the details. I can’t go there. It makes my heart sick. The mothers were singing a song to keep the children calm. I saw blossoming trees – it was spring.

The Angel showed me an inscription in the wall – these were scratched into it. I couldn’t understand the script, but the angel waived his arm and I could read in English: “I believe in the sun even when it’s not shining. I believe in love when I don’t feel it. I believe in God even when He is silent.” I began to cry. “Please take me to Jesus. Please, I have questions.” Instantly I was taken up to God’s Garden in Heaven. I was in the Pasture of God by the River of Life. My sick stomach was healed. I ran over to the River and jumped in. The jewels – stones and the bottom of the river bed sparkled. The sunlight was spectacular as the stones from the river bed created dancing diamonds of rainbows on the surface of the water. I wept.

Me: “Oh God, forgive my pouting, forgive my rants. Oh Lord there is none like You and I am forever grateful.”

I sat on the river bank. The grass was soft. I moved the palm of my hand over the blades of grass. They seemed to hum – they did hum. What is Heaven that even the grass worships and sings to God? How amazing! I lifted my hands and praised God for Heaven! I sang several hymns. My voice here was/is beautiful in Heaven. Remarkable, I felt safe and refreshed. All of my trouble was a distant memory. After some time, I spoke.

Me: “Lord, You have said “Be still and know that I AM God!” The first time You spoke to me in 1983 – this is what You said. I was barely 20 years old. Lord, this was 31 years ago. Now You have taken me here. I am forever Yours! Please forgive my foolishness.”

I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Jesus. He sat down beside me on the bank of the river.

Jesus: “I’m glad you came, Erin.”

Me: “Lord it has been a difficult time but it is nothing compared to what the angel showed me. I am so sorry!”

Jesus: He reached over and held me. “It’s okay Erin. Do you understand what you were shown and why?”

Me: “Sort of, but not really.”

Jesus: “Before I answer you, think about what you were shown. What did you come away with?”

Me: I thought through all of what I had seen, for some time. The Lord downloaded everything into my memory. “I guess at first I was grieved, then I became angry, then I wanted to pronounce judgment – now I am empty – I have nothing Lord.”

Jesus: “Then allow me Erin. Who do you believe I am? Do you believe I am a loving Lord? Do you believe God is Just? Can you trust My love and God’s judgment?”

Me: “I don’t understand it. I try to wrap myself around it. I try to contain it, but I am not capable. I cannot see the end from the beginning nor can I see the beginning from the end. I only see my portion, my circle. I am not You Lord. Your grace abounds, mine is not like this.”

Jesus: “Tell me then how you felt?”

Me: “At first I wanted to save, then I wanted to kill even murder, then I was empty.”

Jesus: “So you wanted to play God, save and then judge without all of your knowledge?”

Me: (He was smiling and clearly He knew me.) “Lord, I am not qualified to save, only point to You My Savior. I am not qualified to judge. I am not God on the Throne. I don’t work in His courts. You just took me on a rollercoaster of emotions; terror, grief, anger, mourning. Now it is much better if I remain silent.”

Jesus: Laughing – “Oh, a first!” (I was laughing). “Erin is this new to God, any of this?”

Me: “No, of course not.”

Jesus: “Those who do not see the unseen cannot judge. There is a glass ceiling over the Earth. There is nothing new under the sun. The enemy lives but is soon to be removed. Erin your Savior lives and is never to be removed. God Reigns! Your God Reigns! Do not worry about tomorrow! I will lead you as in Psalm 23. God is within you, you will not fail. God will help you at the break of Day! I will send signs and help.” I was crying. “This is enough for today. I will have you go deeper into these stories to find a simple key. You have a friend that knows this. Now, when trouble comes where do you look?”

Me: “I look up!  Right?”  He was laughing.

Jesus: “Yes Erin. Please don’t worry. You are loved. Come to Me, those who are weary and I will give you rest.”

Me: “Lord I am weary.”

Jesus: “Rest in Me, Erin. The battle is God’s! Pray and Be Still.

He smiled and hugged me.

Dream over…

Psalm 23 (NKJV)
The Lord the Shepherd of His People – A Psalm of David.

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.

He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil;
For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;

You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

God’s Garden for Children – #113 May 25, 2014


Dear Father,

Thank You for another day. Thank You for my children and their health. Thank You for my close family and friends whom You have sent to pray and encourage us. I feel peace and healing coming. Thank You also for keeping my son – middle son from this sickness. A friend reminded me that Your Grace is Sufficient. This has been repeating in my heart via the Holy Spirit – itched. Thank You for this wise counsel.

My dreams the last couple of nights have been about the oncoming deception. In one I saw a pot of boiling water over an open fire. I was reminded about a frog dropped in boiling water will jump out but one in a cool pot slowly bringing the water to a boil will not even realize it is being cooked. You have shown me that the coming deception is like this. We are currently in this giant pot of water. Many have no clue what is happening. Help Lord!

My other dream last night was this giant dome. Inside the dome people could go into these chambers and receive an anti-aging treatment. People flocked in mass to receive these treatments for eternal youth. These people gave everything they had to go into these chambers. It was the same as Nazi death camps; two lines, those who seemed weak in one and those who seemed strong in another. The difference in this dream everything was white; the walls, floors, equipment, lab coats, etc. People were separated according to their beliefs spiritually so they could play the proper music while they went into the chambers. One line claimed to believe in Jesus – although they seemed ashamed. This line also contained Jews. The other line contained a wide variety of beliefs but swore no alliance to Jesus. The line with wide gate religions went into the chambers and became young – they were a fake version of glorified body. Their bodies were still dying but they looked youthful. I saw demons all around these individuals. The only requirement for the new youthful look was to appear and testify for others to come. The other line – well let’s just say – their allegiance to Jesus made them lose their head. It looked so real, all of it. My glorified state can easily stand next to the fake but if I didn’t know about Heaven or Jesus… Well, I wouldn’t know what to look for. I pray we are far removed before this happens. With time passing so quickly this looked like close to real time. Is this structure being built now? It is a football stadium in the US or somewhere else?

Lord, I pray this day, if there is anything more I can do please make my road a bit easier to walk. Please keep us healthy, protected and far removed from the coming chaos or for that matter the current chaos – so I can be free to hear from You more clearly and spread the good news. Lord, please bless my friends abundantly with the supernatural open Heavens over them, Grant all of them Supernatural Gifts straight from the Throne. May these be used as witnessing tools before the coming deception! Lord, I am requesting to activate and equip Your Saints with the supernatural ability to witness and stand for You just on appearances alone. Lord You told me I could ask for up to one-half Your Kingdom – Well, now I am calling in Your request. We cannot save but we can testify and direct those to the Fountain of Youth – The River of Life in Heaven! Please Lord answer my request, petition and prayer this very day! In Jesus name!

Erin Come Up!

Today I was on a beautiful overlook. It appeared I was viewing another valley. In the distance I could see the City of Gold (God). I was in a Northern valley. I could see stripes upon stripes of color bands on the valley floor. I could see acres and acres of tulips. It took my breath away. Off to the left I could see something that looked like a massive Japanese Garden, but there were huge trees. I wanted to go there and explore, immediately with the desire of my heart I was there. How did this happen? Wow! I stood in this garden; it was not specific to Japanese culture but, similar. The floor of the garden was soft green velvet moss. There were chiseled stones of pearl to walk on. There around me were giant trees like the Earthly version of a weeping willow but these were flowers of every kind of color. The garden trees looked like they were fountains pouring flowers. The pearl stones went to this blossoming massive tree. There was a bench that circled the entire base of the tree. The bench could easily seat 12 people. I must have been grinning from ear to ear! My heart was racing at the beautiful site. To my right was something like a path through a tunnel of flowering vines. It opened up to a small lake. To my left was a miniature village, or replica of a village. It was all little white, stones, brick, and wooden buildings.

The tiny village had a little street of gold, small street lights and groomed landscape. There were details that literally took my breath away. I peeked inside the little buildings and saw furniture. There were beds, bedding, paintings, etc. I smiled and laughed. This was not Japanese in style but truly amazing. As a child I remembered seeing something like this at the Smithsonian Institute. As I walked further, I saw other little villages. I was laughing. The flowers here I could tell were forever blossoming. This was not a winter place at all. I took my sandals off to put my feet into the soft velvet moss. I heard giggling.

I turned and looked around and saw nothing. I was wearing a beautiful white gown of linen. I had beautiful long blonde hair. No braids! I loved this Heavenly state – Oh if I could feel just 20 percent as on Earth like I do here in Heaven, I would be so encouraged. I decided to make my way to the left along the pearl stepping stones. The breeze was slight so everything seemed to be alive – well it was alive. The fragrance was so light and airy. It was perfect not intoxicating, it was perfectly Heavenly. The scent triggered a distant memory from my past, but I wasn’t certain what that was anymore – this was far too interesting! I saw movement up ahead in one of the little villages. I saw baby chicks with feathers – fuzz dyed several different colors. The little chicks sang. I don’t know the species but they were so cute. I saw little baby bunnies and kittens. I saw puppies and other baby animals… Tears began to fall down my cheeks as I stepped on these pearl stones. It was one of the most beautiful places I had ever seen. It was far greater than anything I ever imagined.

I remembered as a child when my parents were fighting – violent fights with things breaking. I would lie in bed and imagine what it would be like to be in another place – like Heaven! This is it! As I walked I saw small pools light blue and shallow – perfect for wading and splashing. I saw beautiful butterflies with shimmering colors. I saw dragon flies that made music with their wings.

Me: “Lord, where am I in Heaven? Whose place is this? This is designed by a Master Gardener. It is maintained by gardeners so skilled that – well I can’t even describe all of it!”

As I walked I could see acres and acres of this garden. I saw hedges shaped like animals. I saw an area with something like kites and hot air balloons. I saw something like fields of Lego structures – but completely state of the art with moving parts and incredible colors. I saw spinning objects suspended in midair by blow holes in the ground. I saw fountains of water squirting out of the ground and creating archways of light, similar to some fountains in my Heaven home. I ran up to another overlook with my sandals in my hand. I ran up this path with amazing speed. When I reached the top I turned to look out. I realized the entire valley – miles and miles and miles were all like this. Over my shoulder and beyond I saw God’s Mansion. I was North East – I was in God’s Garden. Wow!!!

Me: “Lord, where are You? Please join me. I miss You!”

I sat down on his overlook with my legs dangling over this ledge. I faced this beautiful valley – a perfect place for children. It was so much better than any place I have ever seen designed for children. There were so many cultures, but completely perfected so any child would love to explore; gardens, rocks, ponds, waterfalls, wading pools, baby animals – these are only the things that I can describe based on an earthly relationship to something here. There is more, much more. This place is so amazing, delightful and massive a child could be here from birth to age 18 and never see it all!

I saw mysterious things too – again I am only describing things we can understand, or should say things I can draw a picture of. What I saw was beyond words. I saw rainbows that actually had a starting point and an ending point. They even held treasures untold at the end. One area had trees illuminated with sparkling lights of every color, fireflies and glow worms – but not gross – beautiful and delightful. Suddenly I wanted to be a child. I missed delights. I grew-up very quickly. I began to miss what I didn’t have. I had always hoped for better. As a little girl – I wanted safety first, happiness, love, joy, laughter, peace. I wanted fun and friends – I wanted parents who loved each other – most of all I wanted Jesus, but I didn’t know this then. I didn’t know Him.

Tears began to fall – of course – this is all I do these days – Here in Heaven the beauty… Even a manly man on Earth would weep – You just can’t help but be amazed at the beauty here! You can’t believe how quickly humility set in! Seriously, trees always blossoming – and baby animals that remain babies – amazing! Not all animals stay babies – perhaps it is the child-like desires of our hearts that will it to be here. Baby animals grow so quickly – innocence leaves so quickly.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Jesus. He was laughing as He sat down next to me on the overlook.

Jesus: “Are you enjoying this Erin?” I reached over to hug Him!

Me: “Lord is there nothing You won’t do to display Your immense love for us? This is so incredible!”

Jesus: “I knew it was time to bring you back here. Remember those rainbows I gave you right before I took you on that dark journey! Do you understand more now?”

Me: “I had forgotten all the trouble Lord, when I saw this. I cannot begin to understand Your ways. I cannot judge nor will I so quickly again. Please forgive me in advance though, as I am most certain I will be angry and have a human desire to see justice.”

Jesus: “Hmmm, Yes a good reason to be human and not God! Your ways focus on what you can see before you only. You relate your own experiences to formulate or inflict judgment. Not always with good results.”

Me: “Yes, I am not to judge – although You have not removed all of my obstacles – this requires Your Divine Judgment. Mine would not be Godly.”

Jesus: He was laughing, “Erin then once and for all let them go and let God! It’s simple.”

Me: “Simply impossible!” He was laughing…

Jesus: “Okay, so do you have an idea of what you were shown?”

Me: “Well something occurred to me. All of these people made mistakes which cost lives. These were accidents though. Some paid with lives lost. Some were at the wrong place at the wrong time. These adults carried heavy burdens, yokes of guilt! Then the last 3 scenarios seem unrelated, but patterns made me angry, then finally it ended as the Holocaust left me empty and speechless. I went from injustice, sympathy and grief to rage, anger, and certainly wanting justice. It still confuses me. Why did You take all of us there? I didn’t even give the complete details of what I had seen. The visuals are in my head – Please remove them. (He turned and showed me such love!)

Jesus: “Erin, I understand more than you can know. You have seen only a small fragment of atrocities which happen every day. Now, I have been here since the beginning. I have seen all. God sees all. “Things hidden” is a term for man. There is nothing hidden from God, angels, or even the enemy at times – Heaven is above the Earth. Earth is visible. You have seen it. No man can see from the lap of God. No man has seen God. Even you, Erin, have not seen the face of God – only the Throne. Do not listen to anyone who claims to have seen God. Remember how God appears to man over the course of History – this is a gauge to witness against deception. Now – understand then what forces are at work, forces which you cannot see. Man holds yokes and burdens also for things done by the unseen enemy. Remember what occurs in God’s Courts. Remember Job. There are other things also. Remember that anyone who claims to be the most humble is clearly not. This, too, is a gauge – obvious and in plain sight. Now, you have some yokes you are still carrying, like the soldiers who were falsely accused and those parents who made difficult choices. It’s time to let go of this final burden.”

Me: “You are right, Lord. I have forgiven the enemy involved, but I have not forgiven myself for being so stupid … dim-sighted. I caused my children to be inflicted. They were innocent. I couldn’t be with them all of the time. If only I had heeded Your warnings before they were born, I could’ve made different choices. When I see their disabilities – every time, I blame myself. I can’t forgive myself, Lord. Help me!”

Jesus: “Finally, you have come clean.”

Me: “Lord, I wasn’t trying to hide anything. Just heal my boys, Lord, please! Heal me, Lord! Free us before you take us Home! My daughter is very much like a child – she is. I have kept her in joy. My boys have a memory. It’s been a struggle.”

Jesus: “Erin, you have nailed yourself on the cross. Do you believe God doesn’t know? Do you believe you can work out a better outcome by remaining in your state of judgment against yourself? God has seen all things, Erin. Let Him Judge! Let Me Save You!”

Me: “Lord, was I unsaved?”

Jesus: Laughing … “Of course you are saved – this is silly now. I won’t have this talk coming from you. Let your words be few now – let Me speak tenderly to you. Do you think I have not seen your beginnings? Do you think I have not seen your mistakes? Do you think I cannot also see what happens in the unseen realm? There is so much more. I have compassion because I can see the entire story, Erin. You are loved. You saw only the tragedy in the lives of all of those people – you didn’t see the outcome. You didn’t see the soldiers – the bad ones dropped to their knees and sobbed like babies when an Angel of God appeared. Can I tell you that there is no greater sorrow than when a man who believes he is beyond redemption sees God? There is no measure for the guilt that those men suddenly carried. They were clearly guilty of their crimes, and they could not hide. Erin, the outcome in this instance will surprise you. You would not believe it. Now, the whole world has carried the guilt of the Holocaust. There were millions of angels sent. Do you know that the line of the weakest – do you know that almost all of them reside here? Not all, as many still would not accept their Savior! Do you know that very few from the other line could accept Me? There is more – much more. Just know that I was sent to be the Savior. There is, was, and has been a need from the Fall. It was foretold, but it was not I whom they were expecting, but a King.”

Me: “Lord, You are a King!”

Jesus: He was laughing and nudged me! “Yes, if only I had ridden into Jerusalem originally on a white horse – the donkey was unexpected!” He laughed.

Me: “Well, soon You will be coming on that horse!”

Jesus: “Yes, but at first I will not be recognized – until every knee bows.”

Me: “Oh, Lord, they missed out on You. I almost missed out on You. Lord, You are so wise and Your ways so much greater. My humanness cannot contain Your vast grace – Your amazing works!”

Jesus: “Perhaps this is not your place to. How about you stop trying to figure Me out and just remain who you are? You delight Me!” He nudged me again.

Me: “Lord, You delight me. You are wonderful. You love me despite me. Here I wanted to murder those bad soldiers, and You have another plan. Who knows what You are up to, but it is Divinely Perfect. Please forgive me for my judgments, like I have knowledge. I can’t wait until You restrain the restrainer!”

Jesus: “Oh, Erin, make no mistake – he is restrained. You know this – you recently spoke to someone close about this. The enemy on Earth is under God’s restrictions, and as hard as he tries, he cannot disobey God. The Fallen have been restrained underground as an example to the enemy. Now, the lake of fire is a place. When the enemy is cast down there, he will no longer be restricted – he is free to do his will there. This will be a place of unspeakable horrors, unimaginable – Earthly atrocities are only a small fraction. He is allowed – granted – some small atrocities here, so people want a Savior … Heaven or God! Not the place of the enemy. The enemy wants to have hard hearts.”

Me: “Lord, I get it – he is free to terrorize in his own domain, but on Earth, he is not free to do this.”

Jesus: “Make no mistake, Erin, either way he is not free. Now let’s give him no more time here. Let’s look at something special.” He turned my attention to this beautiful Child Paradise.

Me: “Lord, I want to spend time here, too. It’s wonderful!”

Jesus: “You will come here too, Erin. Why did I show you this?”

Me: “I don’t know.”

Jesus: “Those children who have died play here. The parents get to see their children play here and grow up here. Then they will be like others, too.”

Me: “You mean they will have a chance to have a normal childhood and grow? Then they will be like a 25-year-old for Eternity?”

Jesus: Laughing … “Yes, something like this. Did you think there are children who never grow up here? Erin, you get younger – can’t they grow older?”

Me: I was laughing! “Oh, Lord, this is Awesome! My kids were worried that they would miss out on being teenagers and growing. They thought they would instantly be around 25!”

Jesus: “Hmmm. Doesn’t sound like Heaven. What – and miss out on being a teenager? Does God make mistaken years?”

Me: Laughing … “As You know, my teenage years were difficult and not very fun.”

Jesus: “Hmmm. You didn’t have Me or a perfected body and a renewed mind. It will be a blast for them, Erin!”

Me: “So You have special things planned for them, too?”

Jesus: “No lack, Erin! It’s perfected fun. Not sinful. You are doubting because you are thinking Heaven should be more serious.”

Me: “Oh – no, Lord. I’m excited because we were taught there is no fun here – only boredom — sorry, Lord!”

Jesus: He was laughing. “I am so glad those people have a special place here. They need some reprogramming on the Heart of God. God delights in laughter – the laughter of children. Erin, I laugh, but this is not a spiritual gift – this is a reaction birthed from Joy and Love!”

Me: “Holy laughter – some churches have this.”

Jesus: “Well, they have taken this to the extreme – with help from others not appointed. Pray. People are in search of Me and more of Me. They, too, can find Me. It is the heart! Blessed are those who ask for a Heart of Gold.”

Me: I began to cry. “Lord, I had no idea what I was asking for. I know for sure I do not have it completely here on Earth, but I can be certain that when we all dwell here with You, we will be perfected and in Your full glory. I wouldn’t trade a thing, if it meant I would miss one second of You.”

Jesus: “Then, Erin, there are no accidents along the road to find Me. I was there holding your hand the entire time. Angels were there to remind the enemy of his restrictions. When you prayed, God received your prayers! You are Loved! Now, there is more!

He hugged me and kissed the top of my head…

Dream over…

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The Mysteries and Sealed Words…Sparrowcloud9 Dreams and Visions – Gifts From The Lord

Oh, “something wicked this way comes” – can you feel it too?  These are the days of chaos and woe, this is only a small taste of what is about to come.  I have prayed to the Lord about what I am about to share with you or really, give you if you have not already been given access to the teachings we receive in Sparrow’s Barn, the hundreds of dreams/visions by Sparrowcloud9 (Erin) since September 2012.  See, I was there with her in the beginning and I, along with others, knew immediately what we were being given, I just knew. (Just a quick note – thousands and thousands of people all around the world are now reading/studying these, along with many Bible Scholars and study groups.)  When I started this blog (and yes, I am probably the WORST blogger on the entire internet), I had intended to share with you all the dreams/teachings that the Lord Jesus was giving us but there was just so much there, where would I start and how would I transfer over to you the “hidden-in-plain-sight” parables in each?  Each dream series has great meaning, especially the titles as they were given by the Lord Himself.  The Path Series was our first and it was during this teaching from Oct 2012 to December 2012, that we thought it was for then but now, we know it was giving dates for now.  Each dream is precisely dated…each date holds a clue to the time we are in.  Below, I have decided to post those from November 25 to December 22, 2012.  Please remember that Erin is a wonderful, normal woman – just like you and me who has been given one of the greatest gifts of all and as you will see, she asks the same questions most likely, you and I would ask.  She is not a bible scholar but a single/divorced mother of 3 who did not have the best childhood or adult life; that is until she asked the Lord to show her.
The Sparrow’s Barn is a private forum where members have been studying and dissecting the dreams since December 2012…it’s what we do!  His Eye is on the Sparrow and now I invite all of my dear friends to become the Lord’s Sparrows.  The Barn has gone from approximately 300 or so to just over 400 just recently and many of you my dear friends, have already become Sparrows and have come to the Barn to see all what the Lord has given us.  It’s not been an easy ride, I will say that as we all must work diligently researching scripture and reference/historical events relating to times past and current time as we know it.  Wow, what the Lord has allowed our eyes to see, our ears to hear and our Spirit to learn…great Divine Wisdom has been and continues to still be poured in and down our little Barn walls!  I would not advise becoming a member just yet as we are nearing the end of our teaching and unless you were there from the start, able to see Thread 1, Post 1 on each dream given, you will, I’m afraid, become confused and a little lost and frustrated as you may read a word and interpret it one way while the Lord has shown us true divine answers from Heaven and again, my mouth drops each and every time.
There are more prior to these which I have posted the link to below, but please, read the following Path Dream Series 23 to 33 which we Barn Members, believe is for now, this time especially.  Stay close to the Lord, ready your houses and enjoy this gift that the Lord has so blessed you with as all the information in these dreams are truly the Mysteries and Sealed Words.  The Lord has given many of us Sparrows increased Spiritual and Heavenly Knowledge/Wisdom – as only He could give the words we speak and share…we all have a role here; we all are a piece of the puzzle, even future Sparrows!
I am now including below, Sparrowcloud9’s Bio which explains how it all started, how she sees, writes journal after journal and what happens if she writes down anything other than what the Lord has shown her:

November 21st of 2004, my heart stopped during a routine operation at the hospital. I am allergic to most anesthesia’s and pain medications so I opted to be awake during this procedure. I was talking with the staff, I was in severe pain and the last thing I heard was, “Erin hang in there just a couple more…..….we’re losing her” then_______. During this NDE, the Lord took me to the base of a mountain and told me that I was going to go through one of the darkest seasons in my life – and I did for seven years.

After this first event, for some reason this heart issue began to worsen; sometimes I would pass out not knowing what was happening and wake up in strange positions on the floor or hunched over with my body flopped forward. During these episodes that were “non-registered events”, I would have visits to the Golden City. Doctors had no idea what was going on but, they diagnosed my condition as “Broken Heart Syndrome”. Essentially, when I would feel pain of any kind, emotional or physical, I would hear the sound of a locomotive going from one ear to the next, I would begin to sweat, my heart would slow to a stop….and then I would visit Heaven.

On Good Friday 2008, I died during a meeting at work in front of clients, an architect and my co-workers. In this NDE, A deer took me up some cliffs to show me my sword room in Heaven and an Angel of the Lord told me that I mattered to God. I can barely type this, because it was so vivid and now with everything I have seen of the Heavenly battles I am overwhelmed and so humbled by these swords. Shortly after this “registered event”, I received a diagnosis. I had an unusual heart Arrhythmia and had no choice but to get a pacemaker or risk death.

After these NDE’s –I had others but, because they weren’t “registered events” I have called them visions. During these, I saw Heaven.

When I had surgery, I didn’t have the visits anymore. I went through a desert period where I didn’t hear from the Lord for two years. Then just a year ago, He began to speak again after I petitioned on my knees every day. I reminded Him of the promises He gave me and I wasn’t going to let up on Him until I He granted them. Well, I think I wore Him out…..I remember Him chuckling about this in one of my dreams. He finally began to work supernaturally in my life again!

This is how the Lord grants me these dreams:

When these first started a few months ago, I was hesitant. I would avoid them. This is why in the first few, they were not as detailed. I was not allowing the Holy Spirit to direct the dreams.

This is what I experience when I am granted more of Him:

I have the dream at night. I wake up take communion, pray. When I sit to write the dream in my journal, He gives me an open vision of the dream so clear that I can turn 360 degrees, and then I write as I relive the dream. If I begin to write something different than the Holy Spirit is requesting, the vision goes immediately and I stop writing….going blank. Then I pray, stop, and He begins to download again.

I was told that this is how scripture was given via the Holy Spirit centuries ago. I imagine this is how many others have experienced these events also throughout History.

This is wonderful because I am given a 3-fold check to everything and the detail is so incredible and God inspired!!



3-Holy Spirit Writes or Witnesses.

Me —just a reporter.

I hope this explanation will shed light on the details of the dreams. As I experience these, I actually learn from the Lord as I go, in 3-D –live! The downside of the dreams is, I experience the dark events in 3-D –live! Every few months, I get a registered print-out of my Heart events from my pacemaker. They register like a seismograph. I have about 30 events per day on record. I am curious to see if the events I am experiencing in Heaven are registered in my pacemaker event log….I will keep you posted except I am praying that we will be Home soon and I won’t need to get the event log!!

Love and Blessings………..Sparrow!

The Path Series – Dreams XXIII thru XXXIII

Dream XXIII THE PEARL – November 25th 2012

So, a few days ago, I was in a mall parking lot trying to get through the crazy traffic. I noticed the same man with a sign that I had seen several times over the last month. Every time I drove by him, even with my kids in the car, I would shake my head in judgment. Just two days before this my kids were in the car and they said Mom why aren’t you pulling over to help, it isn’t like you. My son even said, “WWJD” mom. I politely explained to them that this man was a con-artist just scamming money, when he probably has more than we do. I began to explain the racquet that they are in to try to deceive the unsuspecting, kind people of the world. I had convinced my children and their wonderful little good hearts that this man was technically evil. I judged Him.. Okay, so here is my teachable moment from the Lord!!As I drove by this night, he stood there. I got a quick glance hidden under a bush and behind the main sign of two little children in jackets, a 2 year old and a 4 year old. Now, He is either really a low-life using his kids or this is a serious matter! I heard the Holy Spirit say, “Erin, pull over and give him what he needs”! So, I pull-up and say, “Okay, what’s your story? “He smiled a beautiful smile and told me his name is Dillon. He had to relocate to find work. His job fell through. He is living in a local hotel with his young children and is finding it hard to work with kids. He said that He was a contractor….just so happened from the exact city where our corporate office is in another state. He said that since he is from out of state and not a migrant worker, he cannot get any help at all with food or childcare. (This I happen to know from my own experience a couple of years ago). I said, “Where are you staying? I will try to find you some work and I’ll see what I can do since I just happen to work with contractors.” He gave me his information. He said, yes, if you can get me out of this humiliation I would be grateful! I handed him more than I could afford, but I knew this was a God moment!! I said to him, “You know, Jesus is in control and there are no accidents!” He smiled and said, “Yes, God is good all the time!”

How many times have I sat in the Bema seat when the only One that is appointed to sit on this Seat is God Almighty!! Who am I?? Who do I think I am? Righteous!

This has been a very difficult time for me! The Lord has given me a gift. He has given me these series of dreams that contain messages of good news to hurting Christians right now. Of course the only true Lamp in our Journey is the Holy Bible! This being said, I also believe that He grants us dreams and visions. He sends the right people in the right moment to offer divine healing, a teachable word, knowledge, and even prophecy. He is the Lord; He can grant what He wishes at any given time!! I have always been so happy when I hear of someone having these gifts from the Lord. I always hoped that someday He might find me of some use to Him!! So, until the day that He stops this gift or He takes me home, I will continue to rejoice because I know He loves me and he won’t let me be disgraced or discouraged for long……there is just too much to do and so little time!!

My Prayer of thanks today: We serve an uncommon God! We are so very blessed to have a God that loves us so much! Lord, you sent Jesus down here to this earth as a baby. You grew up here and experienced all things that were common to man, with all the struggles. You walked amongst us in these dying bodies. You could’ve come in a different way. Instead You chose a young Jewish girl to care for You. She suffered as the people closest to her turned their backs on her. She took care of You, nurtured You and protected You knowing that You were the son of God! At the base of the cross she wept and prayed for Your protection, for You to deliver yourself from this pain. She bore our Savior, not so she could be edified but that You would be lifted up! She by faith, walked the narrow road. Lord, let us follow her example by faith to walk this narrow road that leads to you!! I thank YOU that we serve You, an Awesome God!!

Dream begins….

The path was fully illuminated. There was still 5” of very frozen snow on the ground. The angels formed a tight canopy over the path. The canopy was now a full architectural structure right over the path.

Today the two beasts were circling the dome. The beasts were plotting. The angels around the dome were still ready with swords drawn and stood at attention observing the beast’s every move. The small fat bird left its footprints behind on the path. It had wandered off looking for more seed in the dark outside the protective canopy.

Breakthrough was at the base of the ladder whistling for me to stay focused. The ladder seemed still. There was a frightening stillness, we all knew that the dragons were lurking. My rear guard angel was right behind me. At the top of the portal the greeter angel smiled as he pulled me up. Wow… Jesus stood there in His beautiful battle armor. The armor was like a golden shield of protection. He was girding His sword on His left side. His wings were almost fully extended. I was praying to get a few more visits in prior to that day. His face shone like the sun and light came from behind and all around Him! Immediately, I dropped! My entire cellular structure dropped, my body went right with it!! Wooooshh!!

I heard the shofar make the announcement horn… Tada….tada….tada…..and one long blow. Then…..silence for 3 minutes. I heard a full orchestra and choir, beautiful – beyond description play. The song was something so familiar but, I don’t know the song. I was still down on the ground and the angel grabbed my arm to lift me up. Here I stood before Him now as a worshiper to my King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Jesus!! No longer did I come in any role but, as a worshiper to Jesus!

The sea of glass was beautiful. When I stood on this, it was if I wasn’t standing anymore. I was walking on the top but, not walking – hard to describe.

The angel waited a moment and the announced: “Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lamb of God who sits on the Throne in Pure Righteousness. Holy is He!” The greeting angel turned and said, “The Lord is on the Bema Seat today!”

I said, “He is my King!” I must have been beaming because I saw Him smile and pat His Heart with His right hand. I immediately bowed down! The angel brought me up and took me to the risers. He held out His hand today as an angel arranged a small seat next to His throne. My dress became covered with tiny pearls, but it was light and not heavy like the Sapphire Stars. He sat me next to Him. I was quiet today. I just sat in silence and awe with Him. There weren’t words.
HIM: “What’s wrong?”Me: “I am just amazed by You! You are taking so much time with me. You are so Holy and your face is glorious! Please forgive me for trying to bring you low so I can be at
Your level. I am somewhat embarrassed by my youth when I came to You as teenage girl-ogling over here idol! I am reminded of how small I am!!

HIM: Laughing, “Did you create these dreams?”
Me: “No, this is You!”
HIM: Yes, it is! I created the passion of your heart when you were just a child, when you
were a youth, and now as an adult! You honor me with Love! I know your heart, Don’t be afraid. You are helping others come to know me as a loving Father of Orphans, a husband to the widows and the deserted, a Shepherd to lost sheep!” You are growing deeper in Love for me prior to My Return!” You are after my heart and I am after yours!! What else is there?”
Me: “I’m still heavy!”
HIM: “Yes, sometimes wounds can cut to the very core of our spirit. Please don’t allow
yourself to become part of the lies. You are struggling to focus on Me! I am jealous for
your attention!”
Me: “Lord, cover me in this armor so I can shield myself from this.”
HIM: “Yes, I could give you the armor…you actually have it!” He showed me armor laid
out on a platform; an angel grabbed the different pieces. “Daughter, put this on! There is
an epic battle outside!”
Me: “I’m not sure I can take this!”
HIM: “Remember, I chose you, you did not choose me! Don’t throw your pearls to swine! Stay focused on things that breathe life into you! Do not be discouraged, Do not be afraid, You will not suffer shame you will remember your widowhood no more, for Your Maker is Your husband! You are mine!”
Him: “Further, does Psalm 46 not say, ‘God is within her, she will not fall, God will help
her at the break of day!”
Me: “Lord, are you meaning me or Israel because I don’t understand”
HIM: With a smile, He laughed a bit, “Both, both of you were purchased for a great
price! Though evil threatens, I control the events. My Father has given me Full Authority!
My word is truth. The events must take place in order so the word remains true and The
Father is Glorified.”
Me: “I’m troubled by what you have showed me.”
HIM: “Why, is it not written that these things will take place?”
Me: “Yes, but what will happen to us?”
HIM: “Daughter, It takes the Glory of God to conceal a matter and the Honor of Kings to
search it out!”

Me: “Lord, You have told me countless times on this journey that this is all written in the
Bible, but Why can’t I find it?”
HIM: Nodding His head in agreement, “When I showed you before the pages from the
Word, What did I do?”
Me: “You breathed on them and the words were illuminated!”
HIM: “Correct. Everything is there, do you not see it?”
Me: “I’m not sure exactly where to look”
HIM: “Seek for it, it will be found. There will be signs, so clear that there will be no
mistaking it! Remember, no man knows the hour, or the Day! Only my Father knows
this. But, we take comfort in seeing the signs of these events laying the foundations for
my return. Remember, My Father does not Tarry, but works according to His perfect
Plan! Therefore we trust and take comfort, while we Seek Him!! Erin, do you trust
Me: “Yes!”
HIM: “Then why are you downcast?”
Me: “Forgive me Lord. You are coming soon. I am honored to walk with You. I just need
Your help!”
HIM: “Again, put on your full armor! Paul was sent with instructions, inspiration that
can only be God breathed. Paul, on his own was not wise. I set him apart so he would
hear from Me. He searched for Me with all of His Heart, setting aside His vain
ambitions. When you search for me, with all of your heart, You will find me!”
Me: “I’m struggling with this flesh; it is like my own personal epic battle!”
HIM: “Why?”
Me: “My logic is struggling here!” He begins to laugh.
HIM: “Yes, the logical mind of man has never grasped Me!
Then He took me to look over the railing. I saw Doctors, they were preforming miracles
but, not by their own hands. I saw Scientists discovering cures for diseases. I saw world
leaders making huge decisions. I saw Financiers getting rich with their own money on
their own wisdom.
HIM: “Think about this. If I created the Blacksmith to forge weapons, did I not also
create this?”
Me: I must have had the look of illumination because He smiled and laughed.
HIM: “Is not everything under Heaven?” I saw the entire earth again from the vantage
point of the moon.
Me: “Yes!”
HIM: “If my Father in Heaven has given me the power over these events, then who has
Me: “You!”
HIM: “Yes, Let the logical lead unto their own understanding. All roads lead to my
Father. All Roads point to where they were created. Very few venture down this road.”
I then saw a prominent man walking this road, stopping to examine things but never
travels down the road. “Will he finish it?”
Me: “Then everything is futile!”
HIM: “No, everything has purpose! If a logical man were to lose himself fully, he would find Pearls of Great Wisdom with My Father’s Instructions! Further, consider the one who was cast down like lightening from Heaven. I witnessed it!” “Self edification leads to all kinds of deceptions. All of these roads lead nowhere!”
Me: “Blessed is the man who travels the narrow road, the road less-traveled!”

Just then I saw two paths laid before me. One to the left was beautiful it was wide I saw
flowers and someone beautiful at the altar. Behind the altar were a tropical paradise;
white sands, clear skies, warm winds and greenery everywhere. The path to the right
had grey ash. It was very narrow and completely dark. Like something to avoid! I stood
at the cross-roads.
HIM: “What do You see?”
Me: “I see a path that looks with my eyes, much more attractive and comfortable. The
other is thick with gray ash, Dark and treacherous!”
HIM: “Choose!”
I stood for a minute, but curiosity won here. I began the journey down the gray ashen
HIM: “What do you see?”
Me: “Nothing, its dark, I want to go back now, I am afraid and uncertain”
HIM: “Look around you carefully.”
Me: “Down underneath a large leaf was a Pearl. It was fully illuminated, so much so, I
could see where I was going. It became clear!”
HIM: “Which path was better?”
Me: “When I uncovered the hidden treasure, I knew this was the right path!”
HIM: “What is the treasure?”
Me: “You!! You are the Treasure!! A Pearl!”
HIM: “Yes, but you are my pearl and you were purchased with a price! I haven’t forsaken you! In spite of what the world thinks, I am the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow! I can create a way where there is no way, none! Further, do not let your hearts be troubled in the days to come!. As the events unfold, know these must occur. I will come for you and not delay. Do not fret when men succeed in their wicked schemes because after a while, they will no longer be found!”
He showed me events: He brought out the ring of fire, that the angel gave Him. He placed it on the Earth. I saw unspeakable things that were going to occur. I saw the Middle East and the circle of treachery as if the face of a clock were going counter clockwise. Starting from the North of Israel over to Egypt down and around through Dubai. I saw financiers in Dubai writing checks to fund the venture. I saw the scroll moving. The scripted events circling Israel. I saw the beast enmeshed, waiting, ready, things were in position. He showed me stars in Heaven then marked this. But, I
am unclear about what I was seeing it was like a shadow. I saw a once great nation become captive. While other nations watched in horror. I saw Israel, like a star under a locked case, a display case. The angels of the Lord were encamped outside its ramparts and gates.
Me: I turned and hugged Him. I was afraid.
HIM: “Remember take courage. Take heart. Remember your armor and forget the shame of your youth!. The king is enthralled with your beauty. (Psalm 45)

He held my hand and kissed my palm. I knelt before Him and He kissed my head. The angel guided me back. Again, I saw the Jesus meeting with 24 people in robes — discussing events to come.

The Angel said, “Seek a clue in Joshua!” “Follow the patterns in Psalm 83!” “Pray for
Israel!” Be strong, take courage and Have Heart!” “Paul leads you to armor, now dress
in it or you will be unprepared, we are in an epic battle, do not be caught unaware!”

ALARM!!!!!! Woke-up, had communion, prayer, devotional and praise and wrote down the dream!! There are many things in this dream that are symbolic. Remember to read it with discernment, study the word, our sword! Pray for Israel! Pray for Each other!! Help one another in Love!! Follow and look for Jesus in everything!!

Love and Blessings…………sparrow

DREAM XXIV EGYPT November 27, 2012

Dream begins…

Today the conditions were dark, cold, crisp. I could see my breath. The dragons weren’t visible. The angels that were forming the protective canopy over the path had not moved an inch since the day before. The angels completely covered the path with the swords forming this amazing pitched canopy of glistening metal above me. I knew that if I stayed on the path, I would be safe no matter what. God made it strong and unshakable… even if the beasts were going to break through the dome the swords above me formed a guillotine. The beast would never survive, it would be fatal!

Above my canopy, the angels were gearing up for the next wave of attacks. The columns or pillars were pointed out over the 4 perimeter points. They were leaning as an enforcement wedge to the dome. I’m not sure what the actual formations or strategies are on a battle line. I’ve never looked at this, but what I was seeing made perfect sense. The beasts were re-grouping, so the angels were getting ready for the next wave. There were several ranks of angels. All of them were so strong, and very masculine, yet their faces were so kind, it was almost as if the two don’t exist down here.

I saw 4 angels again reinforcing this dome with this type of blue-flamed blow torches. The other angels cheered when these angels finished this protective coating. These columns -or pillars were truly artfully made – so strong and made up from a material that I knew was not going to crumble. I had the sense that these things could be weapons, but I didn’t know! The angels were running around as if they were losing time. When looking around at 360 degrees and through the dome perimeter, I couldn’t make out anything. I knew the beasts were there, I knew the beast was waiting but I was extremely uneasy! I looked at the angels protecting me and I realized I had become attached. They had gone to such great lengths to protect me. I remembered back so many times in my life where I had been under attack, by unseen forces –these angels or ones like them must have been there for me behind the scenes at the Father’s Command! I realized that this protection was for all us and that it wasn’t just designed for me. Maybe I represented Israel in these dreams. Maybe I represented all of God’s children here. Maybe and obviously both!

God loves us and protects us!! How many times did I get angry with God for not protecting me, when He had been keeping me safe all along? Surely, if I had seen this every day, I would give thanks to Him for being the General of these warriors in my life. Wow are we loved and favored by God! Just then I heard Breakthrough motioning me to the ladder. I paused a minute when I saw the fat bird’s prints in the snow. I saw a couple of feathers leading outside of the protection of our Father – the canopy. I thought, no way was I going out there for that little obese bird, I thought about it! After I had seen what the Lord had done with the little dying bird, I knew He could heal the little fat bird. After seeing loose feathers, -literally had its feathers ruffled. I couldn’t believe the bird would even think it could find seed off of this path!!

Breakthrough must have known that I had been considering looking for the fat bird. I heard him make the whistle which prompted me to stay under the canopy for my own protection. One of the angels under his command nudged me politely back to the center of the path. There were more reinforcements today, angels had been added, which was odd because there was no battle here. It was a lull. They seemed to have information that I didn’t. Breakthrough kept me moving quickly today.

At the top of the portal I felt this horrible breathing. It was coming from the east and the west sides of me. It had an awful stench. The breath was hot and labored. Two angels with shields covered the breath from reaching me as I finished my climb. Obviously, the two heads were the dragons, sleeping and waiting. I was just glad to climb without them speaking horrible things. I had the impression that one day those books would be opened and used against this creature. —There were a lot of lies spoken –God would have to get vengeance for all of us!

The greeting angel and Breakthrough brought me up through the portal. I saw an amazing Sight!! The Nile was to my right and there were millions of angels behind thousands of children all dressed in white. There were palm trees; it was lush though, not like a desert more like an oasis. These children were stunning -stunning!

I saw a street of gold running next to the Nile. The street was made of large golden pavers. I looked in front of me. He was so glorious!! He was shining and bright! His wings were almost full but, the more I looked the actual feathers weren’t spanned yet —relief! I still wanted to come here to visit Him.

I immediately dropped —Boom! Every cell worshiping Him in complete Holiness!

Boom! I heard the roar of thunder and the ground began to roll. WOW! Every cell reacted uncontrollably in obedience to Him. They (my cells) no longer needed me, they had their King!

It became silent for 10 seconds. Then the beautiful shofar sounded… ta-da… ta-da… ta-da… then one long blow! It shook the ground. Then silence for three minutes. (I was still down, face down, prostrate) The angel announced: “Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lamb of God, His ways are perfect, His ways are just, He reins forever and ever, Holy is He!! Then while I lay there, I felt something being poured over me like gold –thick like honey. It covered my eyes. The angel brought me up with my arm and another wiped my eyes with a beautiful linen cloth! Then I could see. There He was! I could see Him before my eyes… couldn’t see….it was just too much! He had such a wonderful smile. He was strong, so mighty, and so approachable! The choir of children sang “My deliverer is calling, my deliverer is standing by…” (Rich Mullins’ song). I began to weep when I realized that these were slain children! He had brought them home! Powerful, Powerful moment — Truly powerful! I wept there a moment – shaken!

Then the orchestra began to play what sounded like Pachelbel (Composer) in Cannon D blended with Bittersweet symphony. It was the same type of build-up! Very incredible and divinely inspired!

When my feet hit the golden sea of glass, my feet just floated above it as I moved toward the risers. I locked eyes with Him. I realized that I had been given such a wonderful gift of getting to know Him better. To actually have visuals of Him in all of these different roles, as Father, as Husband, as King, it was priceless! Truly any way that I state it seems to cheapen what this was. He was all of these things and so much more. To read it is amazing, but to see it even if it is just a dream!! Wow! Today, there was no greater Gift!! To actually have the pages of the Bible come to life through these experiences….just amazing!!

His eyes contained so much knowledge, truth and love… for me….love for us! I just never considered it!

Seeing these children along the Nile River bank …wow! I knew that He wouldn’t stop His plan to come for us – to save us!! Even just for one of those children, I knew in my heart He would!! I felt so secure in this! The children were victims of wars, pestilence, famine and slaughter -genocide. Every country was represented but, particularly Africa. He took my hand and I was wearing a robe just like the children. It was illuminated, fine woven, lined. I had this jeweled drop over my forehead again. I had 12 gold bracelets adorning my right and left arms. Each gold bracelet had a jewel. Each jewel was an exact replica of His Breast plate. I had a beautiful ring on my finger; it looked like a type of stamp or embossed impression. The ring was gold with Jade or Emerald carved stone. My feet were bare but they had a weave of Golden ribbons entwined around them and up to my calves – a type of sandal but with no sole. My bare feet touched the ground… He brought me up the risers with His hand to the stool. There He held my hands. I was looking up at Him. He motioned one of His angels to bring something to drink. I saw the angel pour some gold – crystal clear water into His chalice. He took a sip nodded and handed it to me.

HIM: “Are you thirsty?”

Me: “Yes” I then took a drink.

HIM: “I thought you were thirsty…drink!”

Me: I laughed, I drank and after I drank, the cup remained full. I stopped to look inside.

He was laughing.

HIM: “Did you think I was going to let your cup go empty?” I laughed so hard at this!

Me: “No, I imagine you would never do such a thing!”

HIM: “I fill empty cups!” He motioned for me to keep drinking.

Me: I gulped it crudely – He laughed —but it really tasted good! Like glaciated water straight from a Canadian stream –no metal taste, pure, rich, sweet but not too sweet. “I wish I could bottle this and drink it every day!”

HIM: “You can!” Okay so this was a parable moment…so funny!

Me: “I’m hoping you are going to be serving dinner for Your guests soon!” I glanced over to the banquet table.

HIM: He nodded – “Yes, the table wouldn’t be set if the time of the banquet was not near!” “There are things yet to occur!” He brought me over to the balustrade railing. An angel stood there. This Angel was High Ranking…Possibly Michael, but, not sure since He would be in the battle…I don’t know. The angel stood over the railing with his arm out. There was a plumb bob or plumb line. I looked over the edge and I saw an ancient sundial. The sundial was moving in reverse — counter clockwise. Israel was at the center of the dial.

Me: “Lord, what am I seeing?”

HIM: “Look!”

He showed me pyramids. He showed me large giants, very strong men using slaves to build the pyramids. I was seeing ancient things. He showed me a certain Pharaoh. One that had a strong hand! This Pharaoh governed everything east and west of the Nile. He was at the top of the river. He was causing great trouble. Where ever he was, curses fell on the land. This was an epic history lesson. The river itself looked like it was running backwards. Whenever he supported the Jewish people his land was blessed, when he didn’t the land was cursed. It was a type of spirit though because I saw it occupy several Pharaohs not just one. It started with the Ancients.

Me: “But, I thought everything came from the North and East in this battle?” Just then the angel’s plumb bob moved counterclockwise. The beasts originated from this spot on the globe.

HIM: “If you want answers, it helps to go to the roots or the beginnings to find out future strategies.” He pointed again at the Stars. I watched HIM with His hand, move stars according to the events.

Me: “Why do Stars matter?”

HIM: “There is nothing new under the Sun” Before written maps, there were stars.

Me: I was confused and troubled. Origins, roots, history, patterns, maps and stars!

HIM: “Remember that everything good on earth has an opposite force. Darkness and light cannot dwell together!”

Me: I realized I was getting an Old Testament lesson in wars and History. “What about Babylon?”

HIM: “It is the same, Look”.

I saw a Pharaoh Type figure controlling Babylon! He was arrogant! He was leading the nations. Slaves were building Persian castles. This figure had signed the edict. I saw the scroll being handed to the runner. The scroll was ordering the annihilation of the Jews. I saw a woman – she was Jewish. I realized she was Esther! WOW!

Me: “I see the same pattern!”

HIM: “Yes and the same pattern exist today! The enemy is trying to change history! He cannot! He is trying!”

Me: “But he knows that he can’t it is written!”

HIM: He smiled now….”Yes, you are becoming wise!” I was laughing and shaking my head because I knew I was not.

Me: “So he really thinks he still has a shot at overthrowing Heaven? I thought he was roaring around knowing his days are numbered, Making Havoc!”

HIM: “He still believes he has power! He is trying to take the saints with him if he can!”

I saw the enemy in the unseen realm controlling so many different aspects of our world.

I saw a giant web like a spider around the globe and this beast like a spider spinning it out of control. I saw people getting wound up in it! The darkness was beginning to overcome the light. I saw jealousy, anger, rage, murder, rape, religious condemnation, hate, and greed….so much lawlessness. I turned, angry at what I was seeing —with every second, it was worse. It was worse than Sodom and Gomorra. Way worse!

Me: “When I am there, (pointing to my home), I live in a bubble!”

HIM: He smiled with such love. “The angels work very hard to protect you, but they cannot shelter you from everything in the world because you are living in it!” “Soon you will be home and safe, here!!” He reached over and hugged me!

Me: “Yes, the pattern is there isn’t it?”

HIM: “Yes, it is the same enemy strategy of war. He does not change his evil plans. I remain in My Father and My Father gives the commands!”

Me: “When will this take place?” “The Jewish people won’t be destroyed, right?”

HIM: “No!” “Read the word study it. Look for the patterns. Pray for illumination from the Holy Spirit! You have been given a Key!!”

Me: “Is there still time?”

HIM: “You cannot stop what has already begun. This is the Father’s Will. These things must take place in order! The Bible is the script, the order of events!” “Do you not understand?” “Do you not see it?”

Me: “So the reasons these things are recorded in the Holy Bible is for us to have a greater understanding when these events will occur!” “Correct?”

HIM: “Yes, it is that simple!”

Me: “Okay, I better start drinking milk again!”

HIM: He laughed “The Holy Spirit is my voice and the Father’s voice inside of you!

The Bible is the Holy Script! The written record of those that have gone before you! These are records, life stories, and wisdom all divinely inspired From Heaven! This is your Compass – The Holy Spirit Your Guide! You must learn to use all of these things together. The Holy Spirit will illuminate these things for you in the hour of your greatest need! Put on your full armor!! Go out in Victory!! You must walk forward in Faith! Pray and never cease! Continue to lift each other up! Pray for each other and do Good!! I am Coming Soon!!”

HIM: Now calm but very concerned for me, “If I dwell in you, then you have knowledge and/or access to it! The Bible illuminated my promptings granting you discernment! You have the tools for battle! You have the knowledge to fight! You can take courage knowing you are mine!” He puts His hand over His heart and I put mine over mine. Then He points me to the table -”There is a banquet being prepared for you!” He smiles and has a wonderful assurance that I will be there!

HIM: “Erin, the battles are increasing, stay focused on Me. Fill yourself with my love and in doing so, good fruit is produced. Pray without ceasing. Pray for your sister — He pointed to the other banquet table! “Spread the good news – in love – always!! Beautiful are the feet of those who spread good news!!” He pointed at my beautiful sandals…I smiled.

He reached over to give me a Fatherly hug and a kiss on the forehead. As we walked,

He said, “Stand strong in faith, Do not Waiver! I am going to do something in your days that you would not even believe even if you were told!” He reached up and grabbed both my hands put them inside His and kissed them –never taking His eyes off of me!! “I will come for you and will not delay! I have promised you!” I was crying – tears were streaming. He gave my hand to the angel. I turned and saw Him return to the railing, the others gathered around –they were in a great discussion about the situation! He turned again and put His hand on His Heart and pounded it twice. I turned laughed and with my hand on my heart, I bowed to my Lord! I looked up with my eyes first and HE began to chuckle, smile and wave! I had a little skip in my step!!

As I went to leave, the horse nudged me. I kissed it!

The angel said, “It is still raining, take cover!” He reached up with that cloth and put it on my head. “You have seen the plumb line, you know the direction, counterclockwise, and you see the origin, do not be amazed but take comfort in understanding! In Psalm 16, He speaks. In Psalm 23, He comforts. In Psalm 103, He illuminates your course! You are blessed! Spread the good news — HE is Coming!” He reaches over and lays a plumb bob in my hand – “Put on Your armor – You are in an Epic Battle, remember it is what you cannot see that can harm you!”

He smiled at me!! I squeezed his hand.

Alarm……Hit Snooze button………..Alarm!!

So much information —

This was by far the clearest dream I have ever had. So clear in fact that I visually was there again as I was writing. Please use discernment. I am not a wise person by nature; this is why this is so amazing. I don’t have an overactive imagination. There are some interesting things here that I don’t know enough about! I will be going back over the Old Testament, looking through the wars, anything to do with the Pharaohs and the Jewish people as well as Esther. There are clues here!! If nothing more it makes for a wonderful Bible lesson!!

I pray that as you read, you will find greater discernment! If there are things here that I am missing – stories in history or elements in the Bible involving certain things? Please email, as I would love to put together a post with some scholarly help!!

If there is nothing illuminated here in this dream, please don’t trouble yourself. Pass it off as a good mystery or tale and call it good, but if there are things here! Please help!!

Thanks….Love and Blessings………Sparrow

Dream XXV Dig Deeper!

November 28th, 2012

Thank you for staying with me on this journey….

So, I’m on this unusual quest. I live in two realities. I can’t have a normal night anymore. After I tuck my kids in at night, I pray “Father Your Will be Done in my life.” I yelled at my kids tonight, surely this will be the night that I don’t dream… then I dream. They keep coming. More and more clear every day.

During the 3 days of spiritual darkness that I experienced last weekend, I nailed myself to the cross several times. I sat in self-condemnation. I begged the Lord and pleaded for the dreams to stop if it did not matter to anyone, in other words, grant me some sleep. I got down on my knees and said, “Everyone has turned against me, I am being called things that are contrary to everything I had come to know about You Father. This is the deal and please forgive me in advance, I need 3 confirmations within 24 hours or, I walk, I’m done. Use someone else!” Then I had the complete download of His face looking right at me, those beautiful eyes………

”Lord, I’m sorry I repent of my rebellion…..but, could you still give confirmation?… Don’t leave me alone and isolated…please!!” Then I heard a crystal clear, “I Will!” – Within 1 hour, the 1st, then 7 hours the 2nd, then at hour 10 the 3rd and it didn’t stop!! Thank You Jesus!! He poured out on me His Divine perfect Love and He met me where I was…at a crossroads.

You see, I know what happens when I disobey His instructions. Been there so many times…so many….too many!! The problem, I didn’t know how to Hear His Voice. As a Christian, I confused my instincts or desires with the Holy Spirit’s perfect still small voice in my life. This process has led me to listen, wait, learn and act when He says to. He speaks to me now all day long, now it’s up to me to hear and obey!!

He told me a few dreams ago to look for patterns and parables in everything around me. Right now I am working on one of the best projects of my career. A contemporary wine cellar.. It is a state of the art, computerized beauty. It has a glass rock crystal floor, high tech lighting, rock walls, beautiful ebony wine racks, an original Anthony Hopkins painting hangs on the rock gallery wall. My clients are out of town, so today I dusted off vintage wines and placed them in the cellar to set them up for the photo shoot tomorrow. I thought to myself, this could be the last project I ever do! It is one of my best and it is a wine cellar….Parable moment! I struggled as I thought about all of this, I watched Jesus in my dream pour water into wine. I took communion with Him. Here I was with all of these different wines —really empty bottles soon to be poured into empty cups!! These people don’t know Jesus. They might never have the chance to drink real wine. This cellar is really pretty but, truly empty! So sad! There is still time. I could have an opportunity to talk to them about Christ, although I must admit there is a definite line in the sand lately while trying to witness. It is harder now for people to hear good news.

These Dreams have led me deeper in my walk. I have been challenged to keep going. Some days, I wonder if we are still a year off, some days I believe it could be next week or perhaps even tomorrow. I have never been given dates. So I can stand here today and say, I really don’t know! I can take a guess but, without Him telling me, and believe me I have asked, I just don’t have that information. I take comfort in this too!! The exciting thing for me is, He is deepening my relationship with Him! I am jumping into scripture. I am learning things that I never knew, it is rejuvenating my walk of Faith!! I am also becoming more and more compassionate and Loving toward others. I listen to their stories. I pray more. I take communion every day! I am living for Him in all that I do!! It’s fun and adventurous!!

My Prayer:

Lord, please grant those who have been on this journey with me to hear from You! Widen their Tents! Let them dream dreams and see visions!! May all of us experience more of You! For we are possibly the last generation of the Christian Warriors! We must utilize our weapons, put on our full armor and go out in Victory, knowing we have very little time to make an impact in the lives of so many! Pour out Your spirit upon us so that we might persevere through the storms! So that when we all stand before you we stand in humility and strength. I long to hear You say, “Well done, Erin…you ran a good race!!”” Bless my brothers and sisters in Christ. Cover them in Your Wings and bathe them in Love that can only come from You!!

Dream begins…

There was a fresh dusting of snow – still 5”. Below the powder the snow crunched. The snow underneath was old and stagnant. I saw small seed everywhere on the path. As I walked, 7 little baby birds came out and were eating the seeds.

The outside canopy area was again reinforced with legions of angels, 3 more pillars had been added creating 7 total. These 3 were to hold up the dome. The columns were both Greek and Romanesque in design, but they were cutting edge. They were made of a material that would not crumble under pressure. The warrior angels were ramping up again in preparation. I saw weapons that I did not recognize.

All of a sudden, I saw the black dragon reach its claw in to the dome. Several angels with bows and arrows formed a type of triangle and shot flaming arrows at it. The arrows shot right into the black dragon. I heard a screech and the dragon jumped with such force that the entire dome shook. The black dragon appeared to be alone… now. It was angry and It was wanting to punish the angels. It circled the dome.

I heard Breakthrough whistle and motion me quickly. I was heavily guarded and other than the time when the enemy’s lies got to me and I stayed there awhile, I was never harmed. At the Portal the angel stopped me!

The angel said, “Erin, go to Psalm 94, then to Psalm 103, see Psalm 113, Psalm 114 is about Egypt!” “You must examine Esther, study Joshua and study Haggai!! There is wisdom here that must be studied! You will have greater knowledge and see the pattern! See this first, He requests your obedience. Dig deeper! He will illuminate this for you the time is for now! There are questions that can be answered!” “Go Forth the King is pleased with You!”

Alarm…………Up!! What?? 1/2 a Dream!!

I prayed and believe that this is a message for all of us to examine these scriptures. Please pray for Israel she is our sister! Use discernment. For those who just have a curious nature, please read these and see if the Holy Spirit will illuminate them. I have not had this happen in any of the dreams to date.

After experiencing the clarity of Dream XXIV …there was so much information, I have the sense that a good Bible Study is necessary for greater revelation!

I also sense that there might be patterns revealed that could be clues to what is going on right now with the Middle East. Pay attention to the 10!! This might be a clue that goes way back. Has Israel always had 10 opponents? When Hitler was in power, were there 10 allies with Him? Did he have involvement or reverence to Egyptian Pharaohs? What were the historical strategies of war? What significance does backwards, counterclockwise, a sundial, the stars, or the plumb bob have?? How many leaders in history have called for genocide against the Jews, or tried to tamper with blood lines?

What is currently happening in the skies right now? What is the shadow? What is the significance of silence for 3 minutes?

I could use the help! Please use discernment. There is a Divine Treasure Hunt in Scripture!! Please let me know if you have had illumination here!! Would love to know! I won’t be able to dive into this until tomorrow!!

Love and many Blessings…………Sparrow


December 2nd, 2012

I fell asleep. I was at the Portal. I heard, “Now, come up here with Me! I felt a hand reach through and pull me up. It was Jesus!

Me: “Yes, there was an order…..and…….” He laughed, grabbed my hand taking me immediately to the Balustrade.

HIM: “You prayed for questions to be answered with more clarity, here I am!!”

Me: I was still in shock I expected the show. “Wow” “I thought You told me You weren’t like a personal genie” I was joking with Him.

HIM: He laughed with a contagious laugh. Even the angel with the plumb bob was chuckling. “You had questions for me.”

Me: I was still confused. I grilled a small steak, had some olive bread with cheese….did I eat too much before bed… “This is You Lord, right?”

HIM: Laughing still, “It wasn’t something you ate!” OOPs He read my thoughts. I laughed now. “You prayed with an earnest desire for an answer so that You could convey the right words. You sought me for clarity, you asked for even greater understanding. Not self-serving but to serve me well!” “It was a pure request!”

Me: “So, the word says when I seek you with my whole heart, I will be found by You! There have been other times I have sought you but, never had this?”

HIM: “Well, I have answered you in different ways. I have always sent you help!”

He waived His arm and opened a veil.Instantly He showed me this time just a year ago that I had dropped to my knees. Our electric was going to be cut-off. It was right before Christmas. I was negative -$25 in my account. I wasn’t going to be paid for 10 days. We had hardly any food. I had to pay $125 to the electric company by noon to avoid, services being cut-off within 24 hours. There were no gifts under the tree. Meanwhile I was in a custody battle, where I would be labeled “unfit” as a parent if I couldn’t keep the utilities on. I didn’t dare breath a word to anyone that I needed help. I was desperate.

I drained my purse of change, laid it in front of me, I thanked Him for It. I held it up to Him in the sky and I said, “Lord, I need a miracle. If You can feed 5000 with just enough to feed one family, You Can certainly pay my Electric Bill!” “I know You Hear Me!” I was crying. My daughter woke up and was getting ready for school. I wasn’t saying a word. I told her I was taking the trash out she stood at the door while went to the dumpster. I was half way there when I heard “Mom! Something’s on the Door!” I remembered thinking, oh no itʼs the cut off notice from the electric company. I went back and there was a white card with a White Large Bow. On the outside it said, “Erin, you are loved” (began to cry while I was seeing this through the veil from Heaven’s perspective and knowing my own thoughts at the time. I opened the card and taped to the inside of the card were 5 – $100 dollar bills!! I dropped to my knees and I cried. I thanked God for the Provision. It was enough to pay my electric, buy food, and get the kids some gifts for Christmas. There was no signature, no trace, nobody that even knew, not even a prayer card left at church, I hadn’t breathed a word to a soul. He then proceeded to show me five other things just within weeks that He had done on my behalf. I was in tears.

HIM: “What do you think?” He had such a warm and excited look on His face as if He knew that I needed to know this. In this moment, I was so embarrassed about my lack of faith and my lack of thanksgiving.

Me: I am crying, He reaches over and places me under His Wing. This made me cry even harder! “I guess I always knew, I just didn’t remember, I should’ve always remembered!” “There were details you showed me that I had condensed, minimized or forgot.” “What happened?”

HIM: “Then enemy robbed your understanding, of the blessing and your ability to recall the miracles. Would you like me to show you all the way back?”

Me: “No Lord, I have to believe now that YOU have always been with me!” “You have answered my Prayers!!ʼ

HIM: “No, I have not always answered you prayers.” Immediately I saw jobs that I had applied for and didn’t get. I saw myself filling out an application for Mortgage Loan for more home than I couldn’t afford. I saw a car that someone purchased right under me. I saw my son not able to get into a certain facility for His special need.

Me: “Why are you showing me this? This just took away the blessings you just showed me.”

Then in an instant I saw all of the things that would’ve occurred had I received what I was wanting. It was horrifying. If I had purchased the car, I would’ve been severely injured. If I had gotten the Home Loan, it would of gone into foreclosure. My son would of been hurt. There were other things. Okay Now I was crying. My hands were over my mouth!!

HIM: “Do you believe I love YOU!”

Me: “Oh Yes!!” I got on my knees before Him, for the First time I lay at His feet. I put my face down and cried. “Thank you, thank you, and thank you for saving my life!” “Thank You for not letting me suffer more than I could bear!” He reached down and grabbed my arms. He gave me a hug, under His wings. I cried again. Now I was truly humbled!” My head was bowed. With His handed He moved my face to look Him in the Eyes.

HIM: “Erin, I chose you. I love you. If I know when a sparrow falls, won’t I know when you are about to?” —I cried –tears were streaming down my cheeks. “Are you brave enough to continue?”

Me: “I have come this far. Please show how to serve You!” He got the biggest smile.

HIM: “I was hoping you would say that!!” “Come over here!”

He brought me to the Balustrade next to the angel with the plumb bob. I looked down on the Middle East view of the Earth. I saw the sundial and around that was the outer ring. The riders were on the outer ring. As they rode they formed a secret alliance from place to place. A plan was in place deeper than the original speculation. I saw the current uprising in different countries.

HIM: “What do you see?”

Me: “I am seeing more than the news is really covering! I am seeing a television prompter that has only 10% of the coverage.” “I see the riders going to the futuristic city. Very modern which holds the Highest Tower” “I see some of the richest treasures. I then see big oil and hidden investments. I see dark princes here celebrating!”

HIM: “What is was your first thought when you viewed the tall tower?”

Me: It felt silly to say, “It reminds me of a modern day tower of Babel!”

HIM: “What else?”

Me: “I see big money exchanging. There are holdings from other governments that have interest here that aren’t in the plumb line!” “Over the city are dark angels, holding an invisible dark blanket.” “Because of the wealth, the world ignores this city. It is under the blanket.” “I see a table, an elaborate conference table in the tower.” “At the table I see 10 leaders. Some present physically some present by satellite.” “Money is exchanged, oil is bartered.” “There is a marker from a Craps table set in the center”

HIM: “Yes, but elaborate.”

Me: “The chips are laid out around the dome covering Israel!” “These are back door princes, driven by money and power or the black dragon. Oil is at the center.”

HIM: “Who sits at the table?”

Me: “I see 6 that below to the black dragon -steeped in religion” “4 leaders are not of this culture or religious belief, but they all serve the red dragon in their desire for control and wealth.”

HIM: “Soon there will be an order of events. All to present a plan! The six will eventually turn on the 4 because their plot is even deeper and has a separate pact.”

Me: “Lord, who are these men?”

HIM: “They are revered for their wealth and act passive in the battle. They are silent!”

Me: “So these men are not leaders?”

HIM: chuckling and nodding His head, “Oh yes, but remember, define leader today?” “A bull is large and scary, but put a ring in its nose… Is it not led by the ring and by who feeds it?” “You might be surprised!” “Remember evil dwells in hidden places, dark caves and hidden in plain sight.” “I know where they are. They cannot hide from Me!”

Me: “Lord, when will this happen?”

HIM: “It’s happening now. Things are not as they seem.”

Me: “I guess this makes sense.”

HIM: “Remember, the events unfolding will seem confusing but make no mistake there is an order to the chaos.”

Me: “So why do they need to worry about Israel, when what I am seeing really shouldn’t matter to them?” ”They certainly have all the money and power!”

HIM: “Yes, this is a sleeping giant, look!”

I saw oil at the center (which seems obvious) but it wasnʼt about the oil but the need. I saw rings like nose hooks all over the world.

Me: “So are we all slaves?”

HIM: “The world has been serving this master, it is no surprise!” “But it goes deeper, look!”

I saw 6 leaders 4 not of the area. There were 10 fronts where the chips were on the table, each a country or pawn. The 6 worship the black dragon. The ultimate goal of the 6 is to destroy everything that God holds dear. If they can destroy God’s property then they believe the rise of their savior the Red Dragon will bring paradise. Paradise occurs when all the others are gone. The goal is steeped in long patient scripted events.

Me: “Lord, who are these men?”

HIM: He showed me some exotic homes all over the world. Homes I didn’t even know existed with High security, Satellites, a network of evil so deep and long.

Me: “Wouldn’t the world’s intelligence know?”

HIM: “Yes, they know. People have been killed exposing it. They have blood in their back pockets.”

Me: “So what we are seeing really isn’t truth.”

HIM: “Yes and no. The events are news worthy. They are in the news to show that these events are real, just not the main event.”

Me: “So Lord, the 10 kings are not literal Kings, but financial? What about the Bible and what it says? It appears to be a matter of Geography.”

HIM: “Read it again from this perspective. Know that the enemy won’t be blatant, everyone would see it. Things are not always as they seem. It will appear so, but there is more to it. You are not going deep enough.”

Me: “So all of these countries are not necessarily going to be in wars?”

HIM: “No they will, it is scripted and it is written. Someone else, these 10, control the events. The wars will happen but not in the order expected. Looking at the backdoor of the 10 the order is seen, same players, different venue.”

Me: “What is the plumb line?

HIM: “It signifies, balance, scales, judgment from the Bema Seat!” It is a measure!”

Me: “Like the scales with the 10 blocks, and Israel.”

HIM: “Yes, the ten are being exposed. It won’t be long.”

Me: “So what is the sundial?” “What is the significance?”

HIM: “Did you not study?”

Me: “Yes, but I don’t have understanding?”

HIM: “Dig Deeper!”

Me: “Lord, it looks like we are helpless to change these events.”

HIM: “Go back and re-visit the prophets based on this information. See if you do not have illumination.”

Me: “Are You still years away?”

HIM: “Erin, define a year in Heavenly terms.”

Me: “Then I don’t know!” “Why show me this if there is nothing I can do?”

HIM: “So you can pray. So you have understanding. There will be a time when communication will be down. I give you information to spread good news. I want you to know that I will come for my Bride and will not delay! He pointed to His horse… ”On a very swift and mighty steed!” He smiled reassuringly. “Pray for your sister. She is the focus as well as those who have stood for her. She is a target because she is favored by God and hated by the red dragon. If the red dragon hates her the black dragon hates her. There is a web of evil being spun.” Then I saw a huge spider spinning a black web over the entire earth. It was out of control. People were in their own homes being destroyed and caught up in the web. There was a large warrior angel with a giant clippers and a sword. I saw him clip the web in several areas as the spider screeched and attacked. Both were fighting. “What do you see?”

Me: “A giant web around the earth causing the light to be removed. — Is this the worldwide-web??”

HIM: “Yes, another dependency and distraction that the enemy has planned.”

Me: “Lord, I had no idea!”

HIM: “Yes, the enemy wants you to be comfortable here. What does the spider then do?”

Me: “Put venom in us, paralyze us, and then wind us up in the web so we cannot escape.”

HIM: “Very good, this is enough for tonight.” “You will have questions.” “Study up!” “There are mysteries in the Bible. Hidden but in plain sight. Read again in Ephesians – the mysteries of the gospel. Look in Romans 16 about the mysteries.” “If everything was in plain sight then there would be no desire to dig deeper and know me!” “Remember, I am not a shallow Lord.

Me: “But Lord You had just told me that everything is simple. Now I must dig deeper for the hidden?”

HIM: He was laughing. “Try not to complicate things. You are swayed by preconceived notions based on logic and research. Human understanding from scholars is another version of a half-truths and complexity. What I am showing you can be found by you, just simply by asking me for the revelation. By obedience when the Holy Spirit prompts you to dig deeper, this is me calling You to use your compass properly in the woods!! Now, this is simple right?” “Erin, would you rather come directly to me to have me illuminate understanding in the Bible or go through endless articles by scholars with theories, further putting themselves on a higher educational field than the rest of us?”

Me: I am laughing, “I would much rather have You show me in the word where I can find it!”

HIM: “Remember the race?” “The enemy wants you side tracked and defeated!!” “Spread the good news that I am here for my bride. I am here to answer questions and help!!” “Further, there isn’t much time, gird your sword, go forth in truth, wear your belts, I am your Helmet!!”

Me: “Thank You!” I then bowed to Him.

HIM: smiling, He bumped His chest and pointed to His eye and pointed at me!!

Me: I curtsied and laughed. I now had a new understanding of His eye is on the Sparrow!! I walked to the angel and He turned and waved and went back to the Balustrade. He stood among the others.

The angel said: “Remember, it is still raining.” He put the cloth on my head. “You are being requested to re-visit, Isaiah, Joel, Haggai, Daniel, Ezekiel again, and Psalm 83. Use the new lenses. You are to think differently this is a paradigm shift. You are in the midst of a war. Do you not study your opponents to know the strategy? Do not waiver! Be strong! Stand for Truth! Put on your Full Armor! Fast & Pray for Your Sister Israel! Bless Her!!”

Alarm…….. 5:15 am

Up- Communion, Prayer, Journal entry – On my knees today in severe thanks!! He has done more for me and us as a whole than we can even imagine!! These are dreams. There is a prophetic nature to these. Be careful. Allow the Holy Spirit to illuminate things, not the Understanding of Your Flesh!! Believe in Whole truth don’t settle for half-truths.

Remember how many times You have been Blessed by Jesus without you even being aware of it!! Time to give thanks! Time to Love and forgive. Time to Walk as a warrior for Christ!. We haven’t much time! If this is not of interest, please move along! Pray so that your prayers will be pleasing to the Lord!!

I pray this blesses everyone!!

Love and Blessings………Sparrow


December 3rd & 4th, 2012

I smelled roses today and yesterday in the parking lot at work!! It was amazing!! The dreams are becoming more detailed. More clear every day. There is so much to learn from what I am being shown. I am seeing the living word. The reality of the world has become heavy compared to where we are going.

While going through these dreams, the Lord has brought an amazing team of Christian Warriors that are right beside me praying for me daily. During the day unbeknownst to each other, in perfect sync with the Holy Spirit, each one within minutes of the other sends me words of encouragement and reminders to put my armor on, all of them so affirming and very knowledgeable about the truth of the Lord.

He met me at my greatest need. To replenish my Spirit that had just been crushed. They have helped me without me needing to ask. I am so very blessed to have these friends. The Lord saw that this sparrow was falling and before I was even able to, He caught me and nurtured me.

LORD, today I am humbled. Based on all these events about to unfold, I take communion and I remember how much I love You. Eight weeks ago, this was a shallow love! Now this is a deep love –a desire to lay before your feet and forever give You thanks. You have seen everything in our lives. You know what has occurred. You send help and carefully give us only what we can endure. The amount of suffering some have gone through leaves me breathless. I look at my portion and I am thankful.

Lord, You are my King! You are Holy! You are Worthy! Thank You for not abandoning us. Thank You for granting us this Hope of You! Lord, I must get my house in order –this has new meaning now. How shall I do this? What is the best use of the time I have left here? Help us Father to spread the good news. To my sister Israel, bless her cover her and keep her safe! Evil is closing in on her gates. Send help inside her citadels. Show her Your love before the times of great judgment comes, even though we are right in it now!

My prayer:

Lord, I have dates in my mind. Dates that I want You to come for us. Dates that seem obvious! Lord, I know that we will have no idea until we are up there standing on Holy Ground with you celebrating. All of the signs are in place. All of the ears have heard. The Banquet is being set. You are getting ready to come for us because You have prepared a place for each of us near Your throne. Lord, who are we that You would Love us so much? Your love is so much Higher than I ever thought possible. Your ways are so beyond ours. How very Blessed we are!! Lord, please send out one more shout to those that we can reach!! Send one more so that we can show them how to get Home!! If there is anyone else… please Father. Bless my brothers and sisters who long for you like I do! Thank You for spending so much time to show us How to love You deeply, not a superficial love but a true desire for more of You! We Love You Jesus!! Please Jump on that Beautiful Horse, come on the clouds and take us Home!! Amen!!

Dream begins…

Today, the Dome is thicker – at least 12”. It is white and illuminated. The four columns are at the compass positions – The three columns at the center are forming a tripod of strength. The black dragon is between the 4th and the 1st column, or NW position. The red dragon is at the south eastern position.

I saw HIM stand for me off of His throne. His wings were now even further out. Above and behind Him I saw more of these magnificent creatures they were near the rose arch. They moved without turning. They were kind and caring – I saw four. They moved away so that I would only focus on Jesus! Very cool! HE was beautiful — every day more and more. My eyes….just then the angel poured the liquid over my head so I could behold him. The other angel quickly wiped my eyes. I dropped to the ground. Full on Down to the Ground! The Shofar sounded again…… ta-da……. ta-da…… ta-da……. then one long blow. Then silence for exactly 3 minutes. The ground thundered and rolled under me. The angel picked me up, my legs were very weak.

On each side of the sea rows and rows and rows of people in robes lined the outskirts of the two rivers. They stood behind the children and the million or more angels were behind them. The angel said: “Holy, Holy Holy is the Lamb. Who is and was and will always be in Power and Majesty. Who sits on the Bema seat in Righteousness & Truth! Behold the Lord God Jehovah! Behold the King of Glory! Holy is He!” Then the crowd declared: “Holy is the King! Holy is He!” And there were loud cheers. It was incredible. The landscape was lush, the river of life was even praising Him and Nile sparkled in praise. The Divine music began to play! He was beautiful!

I know I say this every time but each time He is more and more magnificent! Better than before! It just is! The Heavenly beings with humility and grace with such sweet spirits moved off so I could not see them. The risers were like marble or pearl marble, so deep and translucent! The beautiful red roses were still fresh, never dying of course. Around Him His beauty was so powerful that He gave off a glowing emerald aura that surrounded Him. Still the prisms of color were emanating from the jewels on His crown. When my feet hit the sea they moved as on a conveyor belt, toward Him. He stepped down to greet me! His hand reached for me and as I grabbed His hand my whole body bowed. He squeezed my hand and said “Come”. My legs were like noodles. My robe again was the same as before white and lovely! Nothing but the finest linen – like nothing I have ever seen in the Fabric industry. It glowed as if I were wearing a light stick. I could see my arms, my skin was beautiful!

HE beamed as He could tell I was excited with everything around me!! HE pointed to the tables. They were almost fully set. Angels were putting fresh flowers out!. It was breathtaking! I must have jumped with excitement! HE smiled.

HIM: “Do you like it!”

Me: “Oh yes!” “It is amazing!” “I canʼt wait!” He smiled when He saw how excited I was! “Lord, who are these people?”

HIM: “Those that have gone before you.They are gathering for the reunion.”

Me: “It looks like it will be soon!”

HIM: Smiling, “Yes, very soon!”

Me: (In my mind I was still trying to figure out when) “Lord, everything seems like it is building up or expanding.

HIM: “Yes, the tents are being stretched and expanded!”

Me: “Oh this is more than tents!” As I was scanning the scene, I saw foundation blocks of turquoise being set. Large blocks of it – The two blues together were incredible.

HIM: “Heaven is preparing to receive the multitudes of Saints!” He smiled and was so overjoyed. “Are you surprised?”

Me: “Yes, and no, I knew in my heart and by the word via the Holy Spirit but, in my limited scope, I expected for everything to be built and ready!”

HIM: “Erin it is, this is for your benefit that these dreams went in progression like this. Let’s review!”

In an instant i saw a time lapsed sequence from beginning of my visits starting from the first word and my hesitations, my girlish love, and now my anticipation of physically being there in Heaven, It read like a movie but extremely well done. Tears were streaming down my face.

HIM: “Erin, now look at your growth and the growth of those that have entered this story with you!”

I saw myself taking communion every day. I was praying more. I was forgiving and loving others more. I was diving into scripture more than ever and I was anxious to see Him. He also showed me the levels of love I had gone through! I just wept! Then He showed me others from all over the world. I saw Singapore, Kuwait, South Africa, India, Germany, Italy, Canada, Ireland, Great Britain, Australia, New Zealand and the United States…..and even Israel!

HIM: “They are with you on this tremendous journey of drawing closer to me before the wedding ceremony.” I was overcome. “The Holy Spirit has spoken to them and they have become you in the story!”

Me: “Lord, I am so thankful that You would have a use for me in this late hour!” I fell at His Feet. “Thank You – I thought my life had come to nothing!”

HIM: “After all of this do you still doubt your worth? Look!”

I saw Him in Shepherd’s clothing in the far reaches of Albania. He was in a pasture and the sheep were penned in. It was a huge flock. Then I saw one little sheep slip out almost undetected. The little lamb got away in the middle of the night. The Shepherd heard the bleating; He dropped His View of the Flock and ran after the little lamb.

Me: Laughing, “I remember this!”

HIM: “If I had started out with just a dream of the wedding and not the journey what would you have gained?”

He showed me a preview of what was coming for us in Heaven. My Heart Leap! He stopped it quickly as I was jumping up and down.

HIM: “See if you would’ve gone straight to the wedding, you would not have truly anticipated me in full love….just shallow love.” “I did this in three ways and if you broke down each section and edited them together they make a story 3 ways:”

1) “The growing Battle is the spirit realm is three days prior to real time on earth.” “This is what you see before you get to the portal.”

2) “Your deepening Love relationship with me. Did you grow more in your walk?”

3) “Then as we became closer, I was able to share with you what is behind the veil, so that you might see the signs and be able to look for me.”

“Presenting the dreams this way also renews your tired watch and reminds you of how much I love you and that I have not forgotten you!” “I built this slowly so you could take in the fullness of me and what is to come. This will become part of you! I have become part of you now in many more ways, a gem has many facets and great depth – Remember?” “Through your love and faithfulness others have had their own Heavenly experiences. When the sheep are in the pen one or two breakthrough and then the rest do too. Today it is difficult to walk in faith and share something like this. Others that have been given encounters from me are also in fear of being discredited. Remember back to the dream of the white dough and just a small amount of yeast? Did not the entire batch turn red? See — weeds choke tender shoots. Weeds are everywhere some are toxic and kill but many will just take over the soil until the tender shoot no longer has sun!” “Remember when I walked the earth? All of creation was expecting a King.” “What does the world see as a King?”

Me: “Money, power, a crown, a castle, and he rides on a royal horse!”

HIM: “See, here I come, born in a manger, born of a virgin with no money – poor, the only crown worn was a crown of thorns. I owned no property, and I rode in on a donkey, hardly the King that was expected!” “Have I not shown you how creative I can be?”

Suddenly I saw all the miracles that He had done while He walked on earth. I saw beautiful mountains, trees, snowflakes, clouds, waterfalls, sea shells, butterflies, flowers and download of paradise or a small snippet of Heaven on Earth!

Me: “I forgot how truly amazing You are… there are just no words!”

HIM: “Even though the dreams do not fit into the normal order of how people expect them to be, are they still not from ME Divinely inspired?”

Me: “Yes, because there is no way I have the wisdom to think of this.”

HIM: “Precisely! Now let those that would like to continue, continue! Those who don’t believe half-truths!. You can no longer consider them. You have prayed for them. You have extended olive branches. You have grieved. Now time to step forward with me in faith and finish strong! Do you trust me Erin?”

Me: “Yes, I love You!

HIM: “Where are you standing?”

Me: “Directly under your left wing!”

HIM: “Then let it go. I will answer your prayers for them. Dust your feet off. You are standing on Holy ground!”

He chuckled I looked down and quickly realized I was! I laughed and so did He!

HIM: “I have prepared a place for you here!”

Me: “Yes, I saw my place at the banquet table.”

HIM: “Yes, but I’ve prepared more, So much more for you!”

Me: I was so excited. I began to cry again. I was overwhelmed. He smiled and reached over to hug me! “Thank You!”

HIM: “Believe Me I will not lie to you! Do you believe this?”

Me: “Yes, I’m winding down here on earth I’m ready to come home with you and my friends!”

HIM: He looked at me with such warmth and anticipation. He was joyful, secure and passionate about His quest to bring us Home! I could tell! “I’m coming soon!”

Me: “I pray You’re soon is the same as mine!” I smiled!

HIM: “Are the prophecies being fulfilled? He begins to take me to the balustrade. The angel was standing with the plumb bob. Is my horse ready to ride?”

Me: “Yes!”

HIM: “Is the banquet table almost set?”

Me: “Yes.”

HIM: “Now Look!”

I saw more activity than the day before over the Middle East. Egypt looked like it was in complete chaos, so did Syria. There is another country beginning to boil and Russia waiting for orders from the financiers. “Lord, this is frightening!

”HIM: “You have been shown some markers others will now research also. I show you this so you may have greater understanding when the Holy Spirit Illuminates the Scriptures. The Veil will be lifted. Many have suspected but few have placed this in Biblical terms.”

Me: “Lord the riders on horses that I am seeing, these are the horses from Revelation, correct?”

HIM: “Yes, You are being shown the course. The destination and the plot. Now you can get your houses in order!”

Me: “What do you mean?”

HIM: “There will be times coming!”

Me: “But You are coming before that, right?”

HIM: “Remember, there is an order you must be patient!”

Me: “I see some boomerangs what are those?”

HIM: “They are a pair of eyes.”

Me: “What are they for?”

HIM: “Remember, when I told you that evil is hidden in plain sight but prefers caves, and dark holes?”

Me: “Yes!”

HIM: “You must understand your adversary. Put on you full armor. The adversary cannot stand. Against truth alone it will run! It avoids light!” Get your houses in order. Mend fences, board up window, sweep, reinforce your armor, even extend an olive branch. Find peace, look for joy and laughter. Be warm and welcoming.”

He then motioned for an angel. He sat me down in a small archway next to the balustrade. It had beautiful flowers. The angel put a basin of water and a golden sponge next to it. He bent down on His knees and He took off my sandals. He placed my feet over the basin, He wore His crown and proceeded to bath my feet. …tears…… I was crying I knew what He was doing. I was so humbled over this.

HIM: “Up here we find joy in service. We serve each other it is an honor.”

Me: “But Lord……….. I should be washing Your feet!”

HIM: Smiling, An angel came with a soft linen towel. He placed my feet in the towel and then places my sandals back on my feet. He said, “Beautiful are the feet of those who spread good news!” The angel came to collect my tears and record them.

HIM: “Erin believe that I am coming Soon!” “You will see the signs I will not delay! Ready your houses!”

ALARM………… Woke up!

Took communion! Prayed –WOW!

Love and Blessings…….Sparrow

Dream XXVIII The Unseen Battle!

The Unseen Battle! December 5th, 2012

Dream begins…

Today the dome was reinforced with a new coating. The dome was still 12” thick. There were almost twice as many angels and more unusual weapons. Every now and then, I could see scales from the dragons that looked like large moving walls as they continued to circle the dome.

Beams of lights were shooting from Heaven. There were thousands of lines of light with a bluish purple tint. Each light strand shot through the dome, faster than the speed of light but I could see them! It was a beautiful sight as these lines of light created a laser light show of epic proportions. I wondered if we would look like that only ascending to Heaven. I imagine us as gold and white light strands based on the coloring I have seen from the children in Heaven….only a guess. The sight was amazing. The angels coming in were 3 types. Some were very strong warriors or specialists –like special Ops. Some were skilled archers but not just with bows and arrows –similar weapons but more advanced. I can’t describe what I have never seen before…sorry. I knew these were lethal weapons. The other group of angels were like structural engineers that had extreme skills in enforcing walls and guarding gates, building siege ramps. I think I had seen them before in Heaven constructing during my visits with Jesus in the beginning, but I didn’t have understanding about this until dream XXVII when I was told that Heaven was being prepared to receive the multitudes. __The progression of the dreams coincided with the expansion project in Heaven but it was only for the benefit of the journey of the dreams – or was Heaven actually being expanded to receive this great big party? I guess receiving a billion plus people, there would need to be preparations, but Jesus made it clear that everything was in place. Either way I knew that everything will be ready!! Heaven is advanced and highly structured. Our ways here seem barbaric and disorganized. Heaven is perfect and precise, but peaceful and relaxed?? Oxymoron I know.

The path was fully lined with angels there was an even tighter formation, more swords, more illumination of the path. The angels were hurrying. The beasts were pounding outside the dome with their feet. The beasts were waiting for the right time to strike. The red dragon shouted a command to the black dragon. The black dragon jumped up on the dome running over it. The dome began to buckle under the weight. The red dragon then sent fire to try and incinerate the dome. The structural angels began to add new layers to the dome. As I stood watching, the dome became another 6” thicker. The angels were also adding the 3 enforcement columns as well as the 4 in the compass positions. The red dragon was mocking the angels and began to crawl up the dome on the North East position. Then 100ʼs of archer angels shot at the red dragon.

The red dragon was prepared. (It was a ploy to divert attention). The black dragon moved to the top of the dome and sat on it. The dome began to crack. The black dragon was inflicting damage. This created enough of a distraction that the red dragon tried to enter in at the southern compass column position. The red dragon reached in and moved the pillar and began to walk in to the dome undetected while all of the angels had rushed to the breech in the dome at the crack.

Just at that moment more, even up to a million, angels streamed down from Heaven with such force and magnitude that both dragons fled at the presence of the light streams. I realized that GOD saw all of this in advance because the victory was ultimately orchestrated from Heavenly places. I was cheering.

There had been a serious breach of the dome. Angels were down. The structural angels began adding two more columns so the center now had 5 columns forming a star in the True North position. There were angels weaving metal, like knitting, and spinning it. They were creating a metal woven net. I saw this net serving as a reinforcement and also because of the tension, whatever came at the dome would be sent directly back at the offending target. It was a weapon that aimed directly at the attacker. It was sheer genius! The 4 columns where being sealed at these positions as several angels with these torches or flame throwers were enforcing these points —like an arc welder??

I heard Breakthrough whistle for me! I entered the path which was completely quiet again compared to the dome outside of the canopy! Again there was still 5” of snow with a fresh dusting over the frozen snow. (Where I live globally, there is no snow at all. There had only been some flurries at the Veterans Day parade the beginning of November. I reminded myself to check Israel the last snowfall with 6” in Jerusalem was 2006. Maybe they are due??? I am still unclear of the significance?)

Three of the seven little whited fluffy birds were dead or just dying. They were hungry and tried to eat their own ribbon/flags –obviously they had choked on them. One that I was looking directly at was yellow and black mainly but I couldn’t tell if there had been another color. The other four birds still chirped and jumped around like nothing had happened. So, three were dead, four remained. The mother bird or robin was off of the path trying to lure male suitors so she could have more babies??? She was uncaring toward her starving chicks and oblivious to their needs, focusing completely on herself!

Breakthrough called, I ran to the ladder. Three angels and Breakthrough went ahead and three were behind me (4 ahead / 3 behind). In the last battle, the fabric covering had been destroyed so as I climbed I could see both the red and the black heads staring right at me. The heads were massive. The eyes alone were my size. The very fact that these creatures were unable to break through this dome was purely by God’s design!

The lead angel reached back and handed me a huge sword. It was about 48” in length over-all. The blade was 7” wide and 1” thick, with the length of the blade itself measuring about 33”. When I held it, it became light and manageable like the heaviness of a graphite golf club. One of the lead angels shouted “If it gets close strike it!” I thought this was odd. I was no fighter definitely no warrior! One of the angels said, “Take a stab at the red one!” The red one was taunting me. It was speaking lies. The enforcement on the walls was so thick I couldn’t hear what it was saying! Just then I saw an opportunity, I drove the sword at the right shoulder blade but, closer to the neck, in human terms the clavicle. The angels cheered. The lead one grabbed the sword back from me. I thought why was my sword so easily translated through the dome? The red dragon was angry and I barely caused a scratch but for some reason my sword mattered in this battle. The sword of the spirit the word of God, as well as my Helmet Jesus –hurt the red dragon. When the red dragon hurt, the black one was also weakened. With Jesus as our covering, or helmet and our Sword of the Spirit, the work of God, we are able to inflict injury in the spirit realm –thus helping the angels with victory in the Spiritual Realm.

Ephesians 6: 10-17

“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.  Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.”


Strong Word Today 12/7/2012 XXVIII Part 2

In several of my dreams the angel of the Lord told me to study prophecy books of the Bible as well as specific scriptures. Two that had me tossing and turning during the night on several occasions were the Book of Haggai and the Book of Esther. I struggled to find a correlation between the two and then finally I realized that it was right in front of me the entire time. Both contained references to the Signet ring. Both also contain references to the specific time period we are in right now, Hanukkah.

Some other points that are interesting to me are that the Jewish Kislev 24, 5773 – which is December 8th, in Haggai is mentioned 4 times and Kislev is also mentioned in Zechariah. This particular time frame is a “Marker” (The same term Jesus spoke when showing me the craps table in my dream). The “Marker” signifies “Promise and Redemption” –This comes not by power, nor by might, but by the Spirit of Jehovah –but, in its time. It might also be a countdown “Marker” for the unfolding of 1260 / 1290 / 1335 / 2300 days of Daniel’s visions that are coming very soon!

In Haggai, Kislev 24 is mentioned a few times. With a word, “Give careful thought”.

Haggai 2:6-9

“This is what the Lord Almighty says: In a little while I will once more shake the heavens and earth, the sea and the dry land. I will shake nations, and what is desired by all nations will come and I will fell this house with glory, says the Lord Almighty. The silver is mine and the gold is mine, declares the Lord Almighty. The glory of this present house will be greater than the glory of the former house, says the Lord Almighty. ‘And in this place I will grant peace, declares the Lord Almighty.”

He continues to mention this date 4 times as well as the continued phrase, “Now give careful thought to this from this day on.” He also mentions two separate possible events.

1) “I am going to shade the Heavens and the Earth (Natural disasters?)” Haggai 2:21

2) “Horses and their riders will fall each by the hand of their brother” Haggai 2:22

Just a possibility! I am no Biblical Scholar. In simple terms this is only what I see.

Zechariah begins getting messages in the 8th month, or mid-November. He has a series of 8 night visions, or dreams in a row. (These are a series of dreams, so God has allowed this historically for any doubters —Mind you, I am not comparing myself to Zechariah just making a case for a dream series and timing). He has a dream of the measuring line at the same approximate time that I had been shown the plumb bob – 3-4th week in November. The details of Haggai’s prophecies are laid out in the prophecies from Isaiah, Jeremiah & Micah. –These set the stage of the events to come.

Based on all of this and what I have seen, as well as confirmation from 3 unrelated sources. I would urge everyone to begin a 3-day fast beginning today Dec. 7th 2012 @ 6:00 pm where ever you are in the world. With many of you this will already have passed but, please consider 3 days of fasting and prayer NOW!!

I have had a word directly from an angel of the Lord that this fast will be a blessing and that it comes with a promise that God will speak to each of us individually for this act of obedience and faith!! Not through another person like me but, directly to us individually!!

Pray for:

1) Israel: I am seeing an epic battle in both realms. EPIC! Pray for our sister and God’s continued favor and protection over all of her enemies. If we bless Israel, we will then be blessed. Start today 12/7/12 @ 6:00 pm in your time zone.

2) Pray for Discernment: There is an epic battle and we must put on our Whole Armor. We must walk in truth, the full truth of the Gospel of Christ! Be Strong and Courageous! Things might get tough and communication might be down.

3) Ready Your Houses: We could still be a year off from going home but, it is very clear that we are seeing prophecy fulfilled as we speak today. Therefore, make sure that those around us have the tools to stand. Jesus commanded us to love each other. We also must forgive! We need to clean ourselves up —we could be going before our King very soon and we need to sweep!! Smiles…

4) Reach out to the lost around us. Acts of kindness to our neighbors! Anything that might point people to Jesus through our actions, not are cramming of dogma down their throats.

5) Find Joy & Peace!!

Please pray and ask our Father for confirmation that He would like you to proceed with this. I know that anytime I have fasted and prayed, He has always answered and I have been blessed!!

There are so many signs right now!! All around us!!

Prayerfully, we will be home tonight but even if it is a year from now, these are things that I pray will nourish your soul and Refresh your Love for Him!

I am praying this doesn’t sound like a “Thus saith the Lord!” because it is not. It was more of an Call to Arms from the Holy Spirit.

Love & Blessings……….sparrow

Dream XXVIII – Continues….

The angels brought me through the Portal. I was laying on a large pile or bed of palm leaves. An angel presented me a chalice of water from the River of Life. The Greeter Angel and Breakthrough grabbed the rectangular cloth and placed it over my head, then brought me up. I stood there….. Breathless….. Around me were millions maybe billions of people, in front of them were the children and behind them were millions of angels. They seemed to fill the landscape but not really. The landscape was breathtaking. It was like all the most beautiful places in the world right before my eyes. I thought of Canada and the pictures I had seen of New Zealand, with these rugged mountains with snow capped peaks, yet all the while the water was crystal clear and light blue green. The water was the color of the islands in the Caribbean or Mediterranean seas. The sand was like sugar and there were many varieties of plants from all over. I saw trees of Eucalyptus, Palm, Cedars, and even oaks. There were fragrant flowers from the subtopics as well as northern roses. I saw beautiful fountains –amazing and colorful! I cried at what I seeing. I knew now that perhaps my next visit might be with others and in person.

I saw……. a Huge lion laying down with a lamb literally! WOW! The animals were bowing to Him in reverence to the King!

There HE Stood!!!….. His wings were almost completely extended now. They were the almost entire length of the platform at the top or 12ʼ each wing. The top of the platform appeared to be about 44ʼ across. Without a tape measure this was only a guess. He was still wearing His armor, although I noticed fabric of white with just a bit of red peeking out from under the armor. I hadn’t noticed it before today. His gold breastplate represented each of the twelve tribes. His sword was gold and heavily engraved. His crown seemed to multiply. It looked now like the seven spires had become seven crowns. The jewels were encrusting each crown. It seemed that each crown represented a continent on Earth, and the jewels were the people – I knew this as I stood there but, I am unsure how I knew.

I looked up at His face…… my entire body dropped….whoosh. What I had spoken about before was nothing like what was now before me. My face was nose to gold brick of the cobblestone street that surrounded the outer stretches.

The choir of saints began to sing. “My Deliverer is coming, My Deliverer is standing by, My Deliverer is calling, My Deliverer is Standing by”……… I lay there as the ground vibrated with this beautiful music of the saints. I stayed there for the entire song and wept, as I was amazed at the detail of what is coming for us. It had so much more meaning when I listened to the words of this song. I knew that Rich Mullens (Singer/song writer) must be there in Heaven in this crowd singing that very song that the Lord had inspired into him.

The processional music began. As I stepped onto the Sea today my dress changed. I was wearing the same robe as before with the bracelets. I had the jewel drop braided crown over my forehead and those beautiful sandals that gave me bare feet worthy to walk on this Holy Ground. Once again, I glided on the Sea of Glass. His Face Shone Bright! Light was coming from Him. He was the source of light here. There was no darkness like on earth. I dropped myself, bowing down to Him on the first and second risers. He came down and grabbed my arm. I was afraid to Hug Him. I didn’t want to dishonor HIM. He knew my thought so He reached over and hugged me! I wept, my tears fell on the beautiful breastplate. When my tear hit the emerald jewel it sparkled. The Jewel lit up! He wiped my tears and brought me up the platform near the Throne.

HIM: “Do you like it?”

Me: “Its more and more beautiful every time. How can this be?”

HIM: “Erin this is Paradise! Define it!”

Me: “It would be every beautiful thing contained in one place!”

HIM: “Yes, what else?”

Me: “It would be like You have shown me, more to uncover, more to see, this is just a small portion!”

HIM: “Yes, and the temple isn’t even complete.”

Me: I was confused. “In Heaven it is complete right?”

HIM: “Yes, again this is for your benefit. Each time do you not expect things to be even greater than the last time? You are experiencing everything, layer by layer in preparation. It is a Divine Processional, Is it not?”

Me: I was smiling realizing that He had completely planned everything like this for greater anticipation. “Oh, so everything is really complete when we arrive, we are just seeing the progress of building up to the big event….the wedding and the supper?”

HIM: “Yes of sorts. There are still those that believe in a half truth that Heaven is boring. You need to see that it is highly structured yet creativity and wonder are also an elemental way of life here. There is no death of an idea here. Every seed planted, takes root, blossoms and reaps a return.”

Me: “So there is more than just physical life everlasting. All seeds eventually grow into a fruit bearing vine?”

HIM: “Yes and it produces a harvest that you yourself will enjoy. You will enjoy your own fruit that you labored for!”

Me: “I’m so used to giving everything away. I don’t ever live in the homes I design here on earth. I help others with their dreams and donʼt have enough to even pay rent or buy groceries!”

HIM: He was pleased that I just said this He smiled and nodded in agreement. “Here Erin, you will live in a home that encompasses every favorite idea you had for others all in one home –designed specifically for you. Mind you, with your varied taste the structural design team here had to use specialists to convey everything into one home!”

Me: I was in tears……just tears. I never owned a home. I have been flown all over the US to work on various custom mansions over the last 14 years. “Lord, how could You do this, even I do not know what my own home would look like?”

HIM: “Erin, I know you — I am hopeful that you will like it!”

Me: “Lord, I am content just being here. If I could be in Your presence every day, I wouldn’t need a mansion, Just You!”

HIM: He hugged me. “You will have all of this and so much more! Heaven is creative! There are things that are waiting for even those who have been here. No eye has seen, nor ear has heard, the wonders that I have prepared for all of you who love Me!”

Me: I was overwhelmed, so… so… so… excited for everyone to see this! “Lord, can I come Home now?”

HIM: “Very soon, come!”

HIM: He was laughing and very happy that I was excited to come to the banquet. “There is still something that most occur. But, yes we are getting closer. Remember even I do not know the hour nor the day.”

HIM: “What do you see?”

Me: I fixed my eyes on the sapphire knob that represented Israel on the scale. The other side had 10 weights. “I saw one of those knobs at Target night before last. I recognize it!”

HIM: He chuckled, “Do you understand the script on it?”

Me: “No, I cannot read Hebrew!”

HIM: He smiled, “It is a marker, it says ‘A great miracle has happened here’, this is what this represents.”

Me: “So the miracle is or will happen in Israel?”

HIM: “There have always been miracles surrounding Israel. There will even be more such as the world has never seen! It will expose these 10. Look – their very color fades away and chips off, their luster is leaving them!”

Me: “The black underneath the paint, is this the true 10 that hold the real power?”

HIM: He smiled, “AH you have wisdom!”

Me: “From You only!” I put my hand over my heart and bowed. He laughed and placed His hand on my right shoulder and guided me to look over the railing.

HIM: “Remember, there will seem like a confusing turn of events. Scholars will be confused, make no mistake there is an order. They are not reading the scripture in the obvious sequence.”

Me: “I don’t understand why would we be confused?”

HIM: “Consider these”…He showed me the dome over Israel and he black and red dragons (they kept morphing into one). “The one who rules on Earth right now, is he not the author of lies and confusion? To have understanding, scholars will need to come to Me and I will illuminate the word like never before. When man leads unto their own understanding, then the author of lies will lead them by nose rings!”

Me: “So You are saying that the scripture is being misinterpreted by some because of the ruler and author of lies?”

HIM: “Yes, the great mystery in the word comes from the illumination or Holy Spirit breathed revelation from the Original Author – the Author of Truth, Not the scripter of lies.”

Me: I looked confused again. “So are the scriptures being read out of sequence to everyone?”

HIM: “No, many have sought me as the Author of Truth and I have illuminated it! They have truth, they know it!”

Me: I was relieved and afraid for a moment.

HIM: “Just know that the events soon unfolding had no description when the truth was written. Such as you have no description for some of the mysteries you have seen here. If you wrote them, critics would say you were writing from the author of lies. Again, if there are no words to describe what you have seen how do you write about it?”

Me: “I can’t and make sense of it!”

HIM: “When the word was written, the words selected were made for a time sealed up for later, or now! Don’t allow the author of lies to define what that is. Come to me and I will illuminate what My Father has written, for I know and seek to know my Father’s business.”

Me: “I take comfort in seeing You! I have greater understanding just being in Your presence!”

HIM: “I’m Glad… Look!”

I saw the horses with different colors with these scrolls running a route or this circle, the circle led to this city. The city of many deceptions!

Me: “Is everything from Here?”

HIM: “Yes, but one day it will be removed.”

HIM: He laughed along with the two angels and the elders. “Yes, a long awaited chase! With a very long awaited Victory for my team!!”

Me: I was jumping up and down because I could see the outcome. “When will this be?”

HIM: “There is an order but we are right near the finish line of much of the prophecies. Is it not a relief?”

Me: “Oh yes, this is awesome!”

HIM: “Remember though, read the entire scripture. There is more, we are nearing this fulfillment of prophecy but there is more, and it is heavy. Very Weighty!”

Me: I saw the weights on the scale completely stripped of paint and the wind had carried the paint strips away. I saw the small sapphire knob grow smaller in size. “Oh No!”

HIM: He was sad. “It is foretold, do not be discouraged! There are battles yet to occur, epic ones. Make no mistake, we are in the midst!”

Me: “You wonʼt need to fight right?”

HIM: “Not as prepared physically (pointing to His armor) but symbolically, yes! There is a battle as I take up my throne! Every knee will bow and every tongue confesses. There will be both great joy and great remorse! It is bittersweet. This was for your benefit that you would see me in all roles!” “Remember!”

Then I saw Him in all His different roles that I have seen Him in My life: MY Father! My Comforter! My Counselor! My Prince of Peace! My Lawyer! My Husband! My King! My Creator! My Warrior! My Portion! My Cup! The King of Glory! My Salvation! The Great I AM!

HIM: “You are to know me in all of these ways! To answer your question, I am not passive in this Epic Battle! Don’t look at the facade always, go deeper! This is for your benefit that you know me and walk near me. You are my Bride. You are Royalty!”

Me: “But we are not married yet”

HIM: HE laughed (I knew I was technically wrong) — “Okay, Betrothed!” Everyone was laughing… “Make no mistake I am coming for My Bride!”

Me: “I have a question.”

HIM: “Go ahead.”

Me: “Why were You sheep herding in Albania?”

HIM: “Good, you caught that!”

Me: “What does this mean?”

HIM: “Parables Erin, study Albania. She was declared at one point in history the farthest nation from knowing me. Will I not come after even one lost sheep?”

Me: “I had better look into Albania, is it on the current map or…..?” He was laughing…

HIM: “Homework is in order”…..chuckling.

Me: “Is it in scripture?”

HIM: Smiling, “Yes and many like her, steeped in rebellion, but still I pursue her!”

Me: “Oh good please appear to whole cities and let them see You!” I then saw stars above me and a waning moon.

HIM: “What do you see?”

Me: “I’m not sure, is this current skies?”

HIM: “Yes, these are markers too!” He was smiling I knew they marked a season not a day nor hour but a range. One star seemed brighter than all of the rest but I didn’t understand.

HIM: “The markers are from this vantage point.” I saw the plumb line near the Nile or Egypt. “You will not see these markers from your vantage point.” Then I saw North America. “I will send others to each region so all will know and see signs!”

Me: “You are sending other stars?”

HIM: “Yes and no. You will see signs and know I am near. The enemy knows too. Just not the day nor the hour. Remember, did I not say ready your houses?”

Me: “Oh yes lord!”

HIM: “Then lets ready your house!”

He sent me with the Greeting Angel. He hugged me again, pounded His chest over His heart twice. I put my hand over my new heart and bowed. He smiled and chuckled. He turned and went back to the balustrade. The elders began to gather. The horse nudged me and I hugged him and kissed his nose!

The Angel said, “It’s still raining, cover yourself. Go to Hosea 2:14 and the promise in 3. Read Psalm 17 prior to 16. Remember what He is requesting of you….ready your houses, sweep! There are patterns in scripture in this way. Ask and seek.” He pulled out the Plumb bob put it in my hand, “Judge and measure using the Holy Spirit within you. Hold the plumb line from True North, then you will see!” “He is coming soon. Proverbs 2 you can recite! Did you not see? For your maker is your Husband is it not written? Sometimes to find truth read the beginning as to clues in the end!” “See Isaiah this way also. See Psalm 110 unfold — Where do you stand, take notice! There is no mystery; all truth will be given by the Lord with greater illumination. Remember His Command!! Love!!”

Woke-up 4:17 am………barking dog.

Communion – My Prayer:

Love and Blessings………Sparrow

Dream XXIX – The Final Countdown!

December 11th, 2012 – Ready Your Houses

Okay so, what does this mean? This is a reoccurring theme in the last couple of dream sequences. I have been in prayer about this. What defines, “my house”? The first and obvious answer is our physical residence in our respective location on the Global Map.

However, I believe that the Lord was conveying that our houses are our physical bodies in which the Holy Spirit dwells.

I’ve been through some tremendous bouts of spiritual warfare in my walk and especially right before I started this amazing journey into a more intimate relationship with our Lord. There have been some epic battles during all of this also, which are made more tolerable because I can actually hear the Lord’s voice more clearly than ever before. Besides putting on the whole Armor of God we must also make sure that we are prepared to stand in the battle. What good is the armor if the body that it is on is not healthy enough for the war?

Just a few months ago, I realized that I was still actively sinning. Not always knowing that is was flagrant sin but, now understanding that even a slight level of sin is the same as a major sin. Both keep us from walking closely to the Father. It is not that He has left us, mind you, it is that we have left Him when we serve ourselves and our vain ambitions. Self-service keeps us in shallow love.

These last two months, I have learned to love Him like never before!! I have grown closer to Him and deeper into the Word of the Lord! I am not perfect so don’t get me wrong here. The more I have sought the Lord and desired the things that are good for me in my body, the clearer His voice becomes. When I first started having these dreams, it took some time to wait and listen on the Lord. I learned that to take up the cross and follow Him meant to lay myself down first. This also meant that I needed to live a life striving toward personal holiness. Again, not so that I could be perfect which is impossible but, that my heart was open before Him and willing to be examined by Him.

My Heart….Yuk….It has been a project. It has been broken so many times. I guard it. Then it breaks. Then finally it decided to stop all together. I guess one too many breaks. Now it runs on a battery…hilarious when you think about it, a battery. I got heart surgery But, I really needed the Great Surgeon to perform it! He Created it. He knows it better than any Doctor. He is the only one that can shape it. The deal was, I needed to surrender this heart to HIM. I needed to Trust Him with it!! He worked on it, multiple times. Every time I would do something that would require His surgery again. I never got it right. Finally I just gave it up!! See I had accepted Him but, I didn’t give Him my heart.

The only way I knew to keep my heart healthy was to go to Him every day with it!! I would pretend to pull it out and put it into my hands. I would offer it up to Him. The more I did this, the more I surrendered myself into His hands in reality. My heart needed to be willing to Follow Him. I became eager to give Him my heart. Now what next?

Now I had to be willing to allow Him every day to come in and clean up this fleshly cavity. So this is what I believe it means to ready your House:

Board up the windows: Cover my eyes to the things that would lead me down crooked paths. Maybe this meant coveting my client’s mansion, or car? Maybe this meant the lust of my eyes? It is better to board up the windows of my soul so that I cannot see these things rather than have them lead me away from the Lord. What does He tell us? If our eyes cause us to sin then……gouge them out??? Matthew 18:9

Clean-up: If we know we are going to have visitors, don’t we clean our homes?? What about our body that houses the Holy Spirit, our temple? Are we desecrating it?? Are we over indulging? Are we bitter about things, harboring resentment in our blood? Are we allowing our Bodies to become dirty?? Did we lose our original luster? Are there things that need to be cleaned-up in our lives today? Zechariah 13:1

Strengthen the Structure: Putting off our self-ambitions and choosing to walk in personal Holiness. Choosing every day to follow Him no matter what He is asking of us!! This means reinforcing our faith!! We all believe in Him. IF we didn’t we wouldn’t be watching for Him!! We nourish our souls with the Word of the Lord every day! We pray as much as possible all throughout the day!! This gives us greater understanding which then works together for stronger Faith! 2 Corinthians 4:16-18

Remodel: Change the way things are to make it better….more functional! Bring forth everything that is contrary to the structure. Bring our sins to Him lay them at His feet and openly decide that you are going to go a different direction. Seeking Him and repenting of the sin!! Change course!! Everyday bring all of it to Him. He sees it anyway!! Bring it to Him. He will take it from You!! It is a fresh coat of Paint every day!! He will wash you white as snow! Psalm 51:7 – Isaiah 54:2

Kick out the Pests: Remove the things that have gained access. You let them in, sometimes directly through the front door, or visibly through a window, maybe unwittingly through a crack in the foundation, or the computer…somehow they gained access in. They are allowed to be there legally until you recognize them and boot them out of the House in the name of Jesus!! There are dust bunnies…old clumps of dust in the corners attaching themselves to things. Anything in your house that creates noise, a film of dirt, a distraction and blocks the voice of the Holy Spirit must leave. The Holy Spirit is the Light with in You – The only house guest you will ever need!!! Smiles… Luke 11:25

When all this is done, then the Lord can come in like a flood. He can talk to you. Sit with You. Invite you up to see Him. You openly welcome Him into Your House. Joshua 24:15

I guarantee He is a better Re-modeler than the other guy!!

When I was at the top of my sinful—-Christian walk, I would read only the scriptures that made me feel good or comfortable with where I was at. I wasn’t ready to walk in the Full Truth. I wanted a “feel good” Father that would be my personal pocket genie! I wanted my own “Jesus Genie!!” It was so shallow. It wasn’t what I could do for Him and others it was what others could do for me!!! Ouch!! The eleventh hour epiphany! God was requiring me to walk into the full Gospel of Truth and embrace my “full Paul”, get real with who I am, where I’ve been, and where I am soon going to dwell!!

Instead of personal Holiness I sought comfort.

I wasn’t walking in Full Truth.

I wasn’t reading the entire Scripture.

I wasn’t hearing fully from the Holy Spirit.

I didn’t desire a complete loving relationship with Christ.

He required the uncomfortable act of obedience. Not comfort. Obedience meant stepping out in faith, trusting the Lord and desiring to do your best with your whole heart to please Him!! An act of Love!! An act of true Love for Him!!

We are running out of time!! Please consider Getting Your Houses in Order!! Help your children to understand this concept also!! It is important!!

We can all hear directly from the Lord!! We can all have the illumination of the Word via the Holy Spirit!!

I am praying for all of you!! Help each other!! Pray together!! Clean and Ready Your Homes!! He is Coming!!! Praise Jesus!!

I wasn’t thinking I would have another dream!! No sooner did my head hit the pillow last night …boom another one!! Still believing soon that the next one we will all be live in Heaven!!

Dream XXIX –The Final Countdown! Part I -Dream begins…

I stood there, not believing I was here one more time. I actually thought this in my dream!! The dome was before me. The four columns were still at the opening points to the dome. I was entering in by the western gate or side. The five columns were still in the center of the dome. The ceiling of the dome was cracked…this from the damage that occurred on the glass ceiling. The beast impacting it caused a breech. The structural angels had repaired the dome with this type of arc welder. The angels under the dome were on high alert, it was quite tense.

The beast or beasts were still circling the dome. I could see them through the glass. The red one spotted me. I saw the wound from my sword on its neck. I had just made it mad and I didn’t do very much damage. As I stood staring at it, I noticed that it began to manifest into people from my past; people that had hurt me. People that when I was a child were unstoppable and as an adult were untouchable. I stood long enough to see almost 30 people. An angel moved in between my eyes and the beasts and used this blue flamed torch to cover the view of it from my sight.

I heard Breakthrough whistle. I turned my attention to the path before me. Just then, the two tails of the beast began to hammer the base of the dome where the 4 columns were. The beast was trying to knock the very dome off its foundation. If the beast could knock down the foundation they could take down the dome and all of us with it.

I ran to the path. As I entered, I didn’t hear a thing. It was completely quiet. There were now four dead birds on the path. One had yellow and black (maybe green but couldn’t tell) ribbon in its mouth. One had red, black and white ribbon. One had red, white and blue ribbon. The last one had green, white and another color but couldn’t see this either. All 4 birds had blood on their white fur. The 3 that remained had plucked at them while they were dying. The 3 were fat and evil. One of the birds had black tipped feathers. The mother bird was fat again…maybe pregnant… that was fast! I didn’t understand this. I didn’t like any of these birds. They were not remotely cute…but extremely vile!

The angels on the path were blowing on me. The air inside the path was perfect. The breath had something like gold shimmery dust. This dust helped keep my focus on Breakthrough and the ladder. Breakthrough and two angels went ahead of me and there were four behind me.

The heads of these beasts were again flanking the ladder. The red dragon was staring me down. Each step I climbed, I saw some one that had hurt me in the past. I climbed 30 steps up the ladder for each offensive person that had marked different valleys of pain in my life. I didn’t breathe a word. I felt in doing so, I would give these beasts enough power to come through the dome if they thought I was weak! I didn’t breath a word to any of the angels either.

On the last step I began to hesitate. I heard one of the angels say, “Hand her the sword!”

Just then Breakthrough handed me the sword again. He motioned for me to take a stab at the dragon. Another angels said, “Don’t look evil in the eye!” Another one said, “Take a shot now!” The beast had exposed its belly. I drew the sword and thrust it right into the stomach and back out and I heard the angels cheering. Another angel grabbed the sword from me. All of them motioned me to the portal. I looked and saw the red beast huddled over and the black beast laying down holding its belly. But, I had stabbed the red dragon? It didn’t matter. I stabbed it!!

Me: “Yes!!!”

The angels at the portal said, “Erin ready your House! He requests your obedience! You are almost Home!!”

Me: “Wait, will I see Him again?”

The angel, “Yes, He is awaiting your return and a full report!”

Me: “What?”

Woke up this morning 4:15 am…dog barking!

Lord, Help me to understand! We are in a very late hour!! Please grant me clarity and the favor of Your Holy Spirit!! I love You Lord!!

Blessings… Sparrow…

Dream XXIX Part 2 continues…

The Greeter Angel met me at the portal. Breakthrough grabbed the filled chalice from the River of Life and motioned for me to drink. Another angel came and put the gold substance over my eyes so I could see.

I turned toward the throne. I dropped to my knees. HIS wings were fully spanned. HIS feathers were gold luminescence and pearl. HE wore the crown with the crowns of seven. HE had a scepter in His right hand and the sword was girded on HIS left. HIS face shone like the sun and HE was completely illuminated. The reflection in the sea was like the sun rising on the water on the East coast. The roses above HIM looked like a victory arch and above the arch of roses and coming from HIM was an emerald ban of illuminated light. Incredible!

Then River of life was golden crystal. Animals had gathered from all over. The trees were all bent toward Him and the Mountains even looked like they swayed toward Him in reverence.

I dropped from my knees to my full body prostrate on the ground. This cellular drop was uncontrollable. Whoosh… down to the ground! Where I lay near the portal my face had met the gold cobblestones or pavers. Each gold stone was perfectly chiseled. The children began to sing, “My Deliverer is calling my Deliverer is standing by, My Deliverer is coming my Deliverer is standing by.” I laid there for the entire song weeping on this gold brick street. I was almost home.

The song played and the silence. The angel helped me up. My legs had buckled from weakness but once I stood I quickly forgot that. I stood at the edge of the Sapphire Sea with the Golden sunrise of His light reflecting on the surface. People lined the two Rivers as far as my eyes could see and even farther. The babies were the closest to Him, then the children that were no longer orphaned, then the saints, and then the Angels. The angels were the tallest about 3’ taller. The saints were taller than the children so these natural layers had occurred. This way everyone could see Him. He shone like the sun. Just writing the visual makes me tear up. I was an orphan, I was a widow, I was lost, I was shallow, but here He was……The Filler of my Empty Cup! I stood before my Maker, not in terror, not in shallowness, not in petition, not in wealth; I had nothing to give Him except my very soul. I was giving Him back all of me! Every last bit!

As I stood in complete amazement at the Sea, I remembered back to my first few visits. HE cradled me. HE listened and cared for me. He allowed me to sit on HIS lap as a child. I remembered when I rested on HIS shoulder, the silkiness of HIS hair, the beautiful illuminated white linen robe, the fragrance of HIS Being when he held me in His arms as a toddler just 30” tall.

HE took the time to listen, get to know me, understand my pain and nurture me. HE allowed my questions and answered in a way that I could see the parable. HE stayed with me awhile and was so very patient with my lack of knowledge. I struggled through the hateful words of others. HE taught me how to forgive and how to love. HE showed me compassion and HE honored me with His presence. The very thing I though I could never do was to fall in Love with my SAVIOR!

As I stood there remembering how He had carried me, the Shofar had been joined with two more. There were now 3 Shofars, Magnificent! They played in unison …… ta-da ……. Ta-da ……. Ta-da ……. then one loud thundering blow! It shook Heaven! It shook my body and coursed through my veins. My heart beat faster! Tears were streaming down my cheeks. Everybody in Heaven was down to the ground. The angel announced: “Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty. He Reigns Forever in Majesty! The stars are His, the Universe too. There is a Righteous Judge who wears the sword of Truth, who sees us all and works all things together for those who Love Him. Behold the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! Glory be to the Lamb, Holy is He!”

Then all of Heaven shouted, “Glory be to the Lamb, Holy is HE!!”

The music processional played. When I put my feet on the sea my gown appeared. It was the same beautiful white gown. I had these 12 Beautiful bracelets of gold again with the braided jeweled crown. My sandals were so beautiful too!! I still wore that pretty jade ring with gold. I couldn’t see my face but based on what I could see; my skin had a radiant golden glow. As I stepped out onto the sea, the sea took me to the risers. I dropped at the base over the first and second riser.

HE came down and took my hands, kissed me on the forehead and brought me up the risers. HE sat me down next to HIM. I just stared at Him in silence. My heart was racing so loudly I was afraid I would burst.

HIM: “What do you think?”

Me: As I scanned all that was before me. I saw the golden City. I saw the beautiful foundations stones from the tribes. I saw incredible fountains. I saw lush trees and greenery. I saw choirs of Saints and angels. I saw these amazing jagged mountains. “It is breathtaking!” I wept….it seemed that all I could do was weep in Heaven. He held my right hand.

HIM: “I did this for You!” (I knew HE meant all of us).

Me: “I am so excited to be here with my family and friends too! HE smiled.

HIM: “Did I not tell you about paradise?”

Me: “Yes, but now I really see it!”

HIM: “Do you like it?”

Me: the King of Kings and Lord of Lords was asking me. “It is beyond description!” “Can I come now? I am ready!”

HIM: “Very soon!” He smiled, “Very Soon!” I glanced down and my eyes fixed on HIS engraved sword. HE knew I was looking at it.

Me: “Lord, are You going to use this?”

HIM: “Yes, it will play an important role soon in fulfilling the prophecies.”

Me: “Like what I did at the ladder?”

HIM: “Yes, like that but different. What do you think that incident at the ladder was about?”

Me: “Well I know I can’t really bring down the Red Dragon. This is Your job. So, I guess I don’t know?”

HIM: “What did you see as you looked at him?”

Me: “It was very hard, I saw every person that had hurt me. Each step up the ladder, I remembered all 30.

HIM: “What did the sword represent to you?”

Me: “A way I could cut through to the source and remove the obstacle that kept me coming for you.”

HIM: He was very happy with my response. “Tell me what the sword represented?”

Me: “Truth and Justice!”

HIM: “So tell me about that?”

Me: “The sword looked heavy. I didn’t believe I could handle it. But it was light and easy to maneuver.” He was chuckling.

HIM: “Go, on.”

Me: “The angels must have known, they told me not to look the dragon in the eyes. Then they told me to use the sword!”

HIM: “What next?”

Me: “I thrust the sword right through the dome and into the belly of the beast!”

HIM: “Why do you think you were given this opportunity?”

Me: “Well I knew that defeating the enemy is really your job but, I think it was for my benefit to use the sword of truth to cut down the lies of the enemy!”

HIM: “Why did I allow you to do this?”

Me: “So I could see truth cut through?”

HIM: “Yes but symbolically. You did what you thought was impossible, you cut down the strong holds with the Spirit of Truth – The Sword! The enemy was defenseless when you cut through his lies! Erin, you just took him down in the Spirit!” He laughed and seemed proud of me.

Me: I was laughing, “It felt really good too!”

HIM: “My sword has a similar purpose. You will see very soon!”

Me: I looked again at the sword and I saw the engraving of the battle yet to come. As I studied it the engraving became alive and began to animate the actions in the battle. “Lord, when I had died four years ago, was I up here in Heaven?”

HIM: “Well yes, you were here.” He showed me the jagged mountains. I saw up on the cliffs the small stone storage building and I also saw the deer.

Me: “What was this about?”

HIM: “I’m glad you asked. Do you remember everything in the little building?”

Me: “Yes, there were swords of every kind.”

HIM: “Describe some!”

Me: “Well there were very large, some looked very expensive, some were simple and sharp, some had jewels.”

HIM: “What else did you notice?”

Me: “Each one had been through a battle, some in horribly large battles. Some were cracked!

HIM: “Do you remember what the angel said to you?”

Me: “I believe so. He said, ‘This is your sword room, this represents all the battles on your behalf since you were born.”

HIM: “Let me finish what he said, ‘Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you, I would give up nations in exchange for your life!’ (I was streaming tears down my face as He spoke this) “Erin, what else did the angels say?”

Me: “These represent all of the battles of the angels and the men you have sent on my behalf to fight for me!”

HIM: “What was I showing you?”

Me: “How You would cut through anything to come after me, no matter what. You will send your best warriors on my behalf to save me!”

HIM: “Erin, you matter to me, I did all of this for you, so that you would seek me even more!

The sword of the spirit is the word of God. My word is alive and active today. The word is sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul & spirit, joints and morrow; It judges the thought and attitudes of the Heart! My sword is the sword of the spirit and my word!” I am about to come and judge the hearts of Men! When I come, the thought of many hearts will be revealed. I didn’t come to bring peace when I walked on the earth before and when I come again it will be with a sword also! You will see me with it very soon riding on the clouds!”

Me: “Lord I pray this is soon!”

HIM: “Come!”

Again He carefully helps me down the risers and across the small bridge over the River of Life. There the angels are still over the balustrade; the angel with the plumb bob to the left and the angel with the scales to the right. Over the balustrade, I saw horrible things coming. I saw four canisters or scroll shaped tube containers. They were being carried. The orders were granted from the city with the highest tower. The canisters were carried under the white flag.

HIM: “What do you see?”

Me: “I see these large canisters being moved during a time of peace. False Peace! When will this occur? I thought this didn’t happen until the end?”

HIM: “Again, read the word ask for illumination like never before. Seek me!” “Erin, your sword is the Spirit of Truth – the Word of GOD!”

Me: “Lord, I’m confused by this!”

HIM: “The spirit of truth, my word when it is illuminated, will make a well lit path in the dark. A lamp. Remember the canopy and the dome?”

Me: “Every time, I wanted to come to you, my desire to see your face gave me the strength to overcome my fear of the enemy!”

HIM: “As you increased in knowledge so too did the battle increase! The enemy sought to destroy you! In advance of this, and knowing his plans, I sent droves of angels to guard your path. I sent Breakthrough to make sure you came up to see me without being harmed. I sent special warriors to make sure you would keep safe on your journey!”

Me: “But I thought the dome and path also symbolized Israel!”

HIM: “Are you not both my beloved?”

Me: “Yes, but…”

HIM: “The same principles apply. When you increase in your knowledge and love for me, the enemy will seek you to destroy you. The enemy knows how much I love Israel and you, so it seeks to destroy all that I hold dear! Right now with Israel, this is occurring in both the spiritual and physical realm. I have sent extra reinforcements to protect your sister!” Please continue to pray that she be blessed! She is in the middle of a Hate Zone, a zone so evil that no one chooses to see truth and recognize the evil!! The world will be amazed at what I am about to do! Have you been preparing you Households?”

Me: “Yes, I believe so!”

HIM: “I am coming for you soon!! Do not be discouraged when things don’t seem to go according to plans! Know that everything is scripted and exactly the way the Father has chosen. Do not be dismayed or discouraged! I will continue to send signs and wonders.” Then He pointed to the plumb bob. “Remember, it starts here, form this vantage point. The stars and the sky will be a marker, and there are others too!! Seek me with your whole Heart and I will be found by You!! I love YOU!!”

Alarm…………..4:30 am!!

I thought this might be my last visit, but I believe now that I might have a couple more!! Please use discernment. Seek answers in Prayer and the word of the Lord!! I am not a prophet nor have I ever been given a date!! Be blessed by the nuggets!! May these enrich your walk and deepen your relationship with Jesus along with the Illuminated Holy Script via the Holy Spirit!!

Love and Blessings………sparrow

Dream XXX – Heaven Comes Down!

December 13th, 2012 Dream

written in journal 4:00 am PST 12.14.12

I am now seeing things so clearly, I’m having difficulty with the physical reality of this place. The Lord knows how much I can bear, so I’ll continue to post as He reveals. I pray as always that these dreams come as a blessing. They are not given so that we become afraid because fear is not of the Lord. These are given so that we understand that the Lord, our Savior, our Creator, and our Warrior are faithful. He won’t leave us in the dark. He is concerned and Loves us. He tells us in His word that in these last days, He will pour out His spirit upon us, we will dream dreams, we will prophesy. All for His Glory not our own!! It is for our sake that He focuses our attentions to Him and the Finish Line….the Goal, Not the battle raging against us in these final days.

The enemy won’t sit back and let us have comfort. He is working over-time to deceive, discourage, discredit, and destroy… the list continues. My Mind is making this transition now from this world. It had a few years ago, based on His promise of the Rapture, but now I walk here like an alien. I feel like a foreigner in this land. I know that there are angels around us everywhere. After last night, I know now that they are working tirelessly toward our safety. I pray for Him to come. I am petitioning for His Coming now as I can barely wrap my head around what I am seeing.

One bright light, at work yesterday, I witnessed to a co-worker about making certain his house is in order. I told him about biblical prophecy, about my beliefs, and told him the story or why we need to. I told him he needs to accept Christ now… there is no more time. He didnʼt argue…he agreed. We were interrupted and never came back to the conversation, but I knew he was going to research it. WOW…

Dream begins…

The Dome today was completely illuminated. I saw lights shooting into the dome with more angels. Another coating was added to the dome making the dome walls approximately 18” in thickness. There were archers with a type of flaming arrow for weapons. There were some very large woven metal weapons — hard to describe — but very lethal. There was one very Large Beautiful Warrior Angel. He was extremely strong. He wore red and blue undergarments and and armor of gold. His breastplate was a replica of his chest. He had a huge sword that he moved around the air like a feather moves in the wind. He had an amazing shield — a type of metal that nothing could penetrate it (this reminded me of Captain Americaʼs shield in a recent movie). It was also a weapon. I knew that this was one of the Seven Archangels. When I stood on the balustrade I saw 7 riding in a V formation after the red dragon. This angel was the one I saw in the lead position on the V formation. Could it be Michael??? I had better study some more. With him in command here at the dome, the formations were incredible. Angels were streaming down from Heaven and others that were tired? or served their purposes were going back up…..Descending and Ascending right before my eyes.

The last week or so, there hadn’t been much happening. There had been things going on behind the scenes just not in the physical realm that we saw on earth. What I was seeing now is a build-up to an epic battle. I can’t imagine it getting even more ramped up…..Michael was here…right?? Outside the dome I saw the red and black dragons. Their tails were locked and entwined. They were in opposite directions and seemed to wrap the dome by its outside foundation. Then I saw a large spider. It was a black widow 6ʼ wide and 6ʼ long its sack alone must have been 6ʼ thick. It gave me the chills – very frightening. It shot a web up over the dome. The lead angel (Michael?) went straight up and clipped the web with his sword. The spider screeched and began to attack. Several archer angels shot flaming arrows at it, wounding it but not fatally. The red dragon reached up and placed the spider on the black dragon’s shoulder. The black dragon and the spider were joined together. The spider was a host to the black dragon. Several large angels cut down the remaining web over the dome and the commanding angel (I will call him Michael, but I could stand corrected later…disclaimer).

He said, “The Lord is requesting your presence, this is not your battle but His… Come!” He had absolutely one of the most beautiful and kind faces… other than Jesus of course… that I had ever seen! I melted in submission to the love and trust that his guardianship gave me. He took my hand and put my head toward his hip away from the visuals. This shielded my eyes from the horror I was about to see. He took me onto the path. Another coat of fresh snow dusted the path. There was 5” of crusty snow and 2” of fresh powder. e continued to guide me on this path. As we walked the ground shook but I couldn’t hear the battle. I heard the chirping of these birds — still not sure of what they represent. There were 3 little fat fluffy white birds. I didn’t like them much after I saw how they had pecked the other 4 now dead. When I looked at them, I had this sickening ominous feeling in my stomach like I would experience betrayal if I were to even get attracted to their cuteness. It was seduction and deception combined…. YUK! The mother popped up onto the path. She was pregnant again. I didn’t understand this. The angel, my guardian, moved me quickly to Breakthrough at the base of the ladder. The guardian stayed with me and guarded me. The other seven were there also as I climbed. I looked out over the horizon during my climb, I saw this epic battle beyond my ability to describe! I even saw dark horses, dark lords and evil of every kind! The Heavenly angels had swords that cut through and cut down the darkness. The good guys, GODʼs Army would prevail…. darkness is outnumbered by two thirds from my vantage point! Still it was difficult to watch. No human would venture into a battle like this!! As I climbed my body felt like jello. I was witnessing this and I was growing weak in my capacity to bear witness to it! Just as I was nearing the Portal, the angel stopped me again!

The angel said: “Stop Erin, re-read Ezekiel, Haggai, and the three Psalms that hold clues…examine these. The Lord wants you to understand the current battle and the events that are leading to it. Pray He will illuminate the script!! In the midst of the sorrow comes joy – Psalm 23 will Bless You! He has a gift for You!”

Love and blessings……..Sparrow

The Lord is the Shepherd of His People

Psalm 23 – A Psalm of David

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever


PART 2 Dream continues…

The angel pulled me up through the portal. My heart was heavy and racing. I lay there breathing in fresh air — the air of Heaven. The guardian had come through the portal with me along with Breakthrough. My guardian held me up as another angel gave me a drink of water from the River of Life. Another angel poured this gold liquid or jelly over my eyes so I could see with clarity. The guardian put the small linen cloth over my head and he brought me up from the ground turning me around at the same time.

There He was! Amazing! Stop-your-heart Amazing! He stood in front of His throne. His wings were fully spanned. He had His armor of gold still, and His beautiful etched sword on His left side. His hair was white as snow – like silk. He wore this amazing crown of crowns. His skin was like the sun. He had a rich tan color to His face and with His white hair and sea green eyes, He was stunning!! His garment under the armor was white and red. In His right Hand He held a scepter. I had never really noticed this before. He smiled at me. His teeth were like His hair – white as snow and like pearls. He waved. I smiled and waved back. I began to drop to the ground and both the angels kept me up.

To my right was this mystery of the Nile River and these children, the layers of children, saints, and angels. I noticed that the angels had thinned out a bit. There were still millions here…so not really a dent in the Army of the Lord! As I looked at the children to the right bank of the Nile, I noticed they were in groups or tribes. I saw again the one group that was called “tooki” I somehow knew they were from Korea. There were others. I saw a group of Amish girls who waived. I saw a group of African boys and girls from an entire village in Rwanda. I saw many children grouped as well as some individual. I noticed the groups were either by, regions, time periods, events or wars, or complete genocide. There were beautiful lush greens around the Nile River and tall beautiful reeds of grass that shimmered with gold! The choir of children began to sing. “My Deliverer is Calling, my Deliverer is Standing by, My Deliverer is Coming, My Deliverer is Standing by….” Tears streamed down my face. These children were worshiping the Lord as their Father and Deliverer! He has so many children!

There were still two very large mounds of Palm Branches to my right and to my left. I saw on the other side of the Sea the River of Life. The trees perfectly shaped with all the different fruit. I saw the Lion and the Lamb lying together as well. This was a difficult thing to see and really comprehend, a small lamb with this Huge Regal Lion. On earth, this lamb would be a small morsel….just not use to seeing this. There were other animals together as well as domestic animals gathered together near the right side of the River of Life.

The song finished. I wiped my tears. Then everyone bowed down to Jesus and so did I! I heard the 3 shofars blow… ta-da…… ta-da…….. ta-da… then one long ground rumbling blow! Then silence for 3 minutes. Then the angel announced:

“Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty. The King of Righteousness! The Fair and Just Judge and the Creator of Eternity! Glory be to the Lamb of God! Holy is HE!” And the rest of Heaven said: “Glory be to the Lamb of God, Holy is He!”

The angels smiled and turned, “The Lord is upon the Bema Seat today!” As the greeter angel and now my guardian began to step on the Sapphire Sea, my robe immediately appeared the Same Beautiful one that matched the Children’s robes. As we not moved along this vast Sea, the processional music played again, it was glorious!” We approached the risers. At the risers my Guardian dropped to his knees. I then bowed before my King at the risers. I got a nudge from my Guardian angel to my right. I looked up and Jesus had extended His scepter. I didn’t know what it meant but, for the first time I was well aware of protocol. Jesus immediately knew I was worried, so He came to me reaching His hand out and chuckled. I was immediately relieved and I took a deep breath.

HIM: “So, why worry?”

Me: “Everything seems so formal now, your crown, the scepter. Now I am remembering things from the Bible. You have me in the word now! To approach unannounced to the throne is death or something to that effect.”

HIM: He was laughing, “Oh, you are thinking about Esther. Haven’t I shown you that am no ordinary King?”

Me: “I’m certainly no ordinary bride!”

HIM: He was laughing, “Come up here!” He sat me down next to His throne again below and to His left. “What do you think about all of this today?”

Me: “I wish I were here, earth is getting worse!”

HIM: “Soon you will be! Do you have a question for me?” He must have known of course.

Me: “Well yes, who are the ʻTookieʼ?” “ Who are these others and why the Nile?”

HIM: “Remember, history originated here somewhat (He was pointing to the Nile), There have been many cultures, tribes or even countries that have sacrificed their children. Many have been thrown away. Remember who fathered the Orphans?”

Me: “You do, I have seen this is Isaiah.”

HIM: “Yes, it is there and a few other places. What you are seeing are innocent children. Many never received justice. They are waiting on the day when I will come down and judge those who have wronged them and correct the wrongs!”

Me: “Who are these?” (I was pointing to the tooki)

HIM: “You can research the name, I don’t like to give reverence to such things here, but these children were rejected and treated worse than dogs!” He then lifted a veil temporarily so I could see. It upset me, I couldn’t look.

Me: “How can a 3 year old survive by themselves?”

HIM: “Watch.” He showed me an abandoned little girl and angels surrounding her. They fed her and sheltered her. She survived and grew up as an adult.”

Me: “Lord what about these?”

HIM: “They are here on very joyful assignments. Have I not shown you these children as well as infants on the banks of the Nile for some time now?”

Me: “Yes, it just seems contrary to what I know of you!”

HIM: “Erin, death was not the original plan, only life abundantly, as it is here!” “Where are these children?”

Me: “Safe and in Paradise!”

HIM: “Is this not where you long to be?”

Me: “Yes, of course!”

He then stood up and said, “Are all of you glad to be here?” Just then a giant roar filled Heaven! There was cheering like nothing I had heard before! The kids were dancing and playing, they were all smiling, laughing and without pain!

Me: I sat and wept. “Of course this is better, forgive me Lord, forgive me!”

HIM: “Erin these children have hearts that are righteous and pure!”

Me: “Lord, please tell me about Your scepter.”

HIM: “Oh you noticed! What do you think it means?”

Me: “Rulers carry them”

HIM: Chuckling, “This is true, but it is much more. Let’s remember back to the sheep in Albania.” He took me back there with a wave of His hand. “What does this shepherd do? He takes his hook and staff and gently corrects the little sheep and brings them back into the fold – did the angel say to study Psalm 23?”

Me: “Yes, but what does this mean as a scepter?”

HIM: “The scepter stands for righteousness. It symbolizes right and holy living. It is a standard of measure.”

Me: “Iʼm unclear.”

HIM: “When I return, I will rule with righteousness, truth, justice and love.”

Me: “Lord, but we are not saved by works but, by grace, Right?”

HIM: “Yes, of sorts, but think of this, you are my lights. You shine with my light correct?”

Me: “Yes!”

HIM: “How can people see Me in you without a humble heart and righteous living?”

Me: “They can’t, I am not a Godly example sometimes!”

HIM: “Exactly, striving for right living, a humble heart, and acts of Love and service to others, allows others to see Me Visibly in you!”

Me: “Oh, I fail at this!”

HIM: “Paul recognized this too, but understand that you strive for this so that you may show your light! The Very Lights of Heaven!” “Remember, where do My lights lead!” I then saw a dark path, as I walked small lights illuminated my path.

Me: “They lead to you !”

HIM: “Yes, don’t run from correction. I correct those I love! It is the greatest form of Love. It brings you closer to Me! Closer to hearing My voice….and closer like them!” He was pointing to the children…still celebrating!

Me: I cried when I realized how I stopped striving as a Christian to be good. I became lazy with the concept of saved by grace! “Oh Lord, please forgive me, I didn’t know!”

HIM: “It is a common misunderstanding of the original text… again a veil of confusion that the enemy has planted. You can die spiritually without righteous behavior! You can snuff out the Holy Spirit, My Voice in You! Remember, when you didn’t strive for Holiness you did not Hear from Me clearly. You are royalty. You are the Bride of Christ! You are Mine! You come to me White as Snow! I love YOU!”

Me: He looked at me and I saw my life again form the time I was a baby up to now. Some things as a Christian I wished I could erase! “Lord, what can I do?”

HIM: “Start today! There isn’t much time!” He turned and showed me the banquet table. The menorahs were almost all lit. I then saw a dining cart with more place settings ready but not on the table.

Me: “Lord what are those?”

HIM: “You can still be a light. You can point the way HOME! It is not too late!”

Me: “But clearly You will come any day now!”

HIM: “Yes, but again what do I require of you? A lesson in Hebrews 12! Also, what is a good example of a faithful leader?”

Me: “Someone who is a righteous judge, truthful, and loves us –Just like YOU!”

HIM: He reached over and hugged me! “I don’t stand in condemnation that is the tool of the enemy a measure and weapon of judgment by him. I rule by the heart! I judge the Hearts of men! I can tell you that Heaven if for the Righteous; there can be no unrighteousness in the Kingdom of Heaven! Practice righteousness; strive to shine like a light! Let My Light Shine in You!”

Me: “It’s the Festival of Lights right now!”

HIM: “Very good observation! Good job…come!”

He took me over the bridge that crossed the River of Life. I stood at the balustrade. I saw the angel with the plumb bob to my left. The heaven-lies or stars had so much activity in the sky. I looked over the balustrade and saw events all over the world, so many things and not just wars!

Me: “When is this?”

HIM: “Now!”

Me: “What do we do?”

HIM: “Shine like lights. Others will be attracted to this!”

Me: “We haven’t any time!”

HIM: Calmly…”Yes, we do. There are things that must occur first. Focus on Israel. This is still the center. The enemy’s target but also MY Land! Just remember the order, it is not as it seems. Even in Romans concerning righteousness, things were taken out of context, away from the woven tapestry of the Divine Scripture!”

Me: “Lord, why tell us so late?”

HIM: “It has been there the whole time…and many do know, Erin!” “The script has been and will continue to be as long as you seek me first. Remember, as long as you seek me, you will be found by me, as long as you seek me with your whole heart! What did I see in David? What the world did not see, the Heart of a King, a man after my own Heart!” “Erin My Bride is Royalty! Study the Heart, study righteousness! Draw closer to me in everything. Put on your armor. You are in an Epic Battle! I love you! Heaven is about to Come Down!”

He then reached over and gave me a kiss on the forehead. He sent me off with my Guardian. I turned and saw Him gather with the elders and review the events over the earth. He turned and pounded His heart twice and smiled, I turned and bowed to Him with my hand over my heart. He smiled.

At the portal I saw His white horse. WoW! It was beautiful in full war horse pageantry; braided mane and tail and beautiful head dress. I reached over and kissed its nose. It turned and kissed me back… I laughed!

The angel at the portal said: “Study the scepter. You have been given a great gift, an open door! This is a key right in scripture. Understand this concept it is part of the wellspring of life… the heart! He is not requiring your perfection but, obedience and holiness. Look at 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, Romans 6 – has much information. He spoke a lesson in Hebrews 12. Isaiah 61 has this and is it not also referenced in your special Psalm 45?? This also contains much information! Revelation 2 speaks of His scepter. There is so much more. The Holy Spirit will ignite a new passion in You like never before! It is the Festival of Lights — Let it shine! Let Christ Shine Through YOU!!” This is a gift!”

My Guardian took me through! HE said, “Erin, I have been with you since before your birth. Please follow these instructions, take the time…. there isn’t much time left. This is a lamp for your feet and a light to your path!”

UP………..Dog barking at nothing….slept in 8:30 AM

Communion, Prayer, the Revelation Song repeating in my head over and over!!

Everyone, I pray that this blesses you! This was a difficult dream to transcribe. It had some difficult subject matter. Perhaps the Lord knew how grieved my spirit was and He wanted to comfort me. I pray that no one is offended. The concept of His Scepter needs further study. This is a brand new element to me. I could use your help. If what I saw coming is in real time, then we don’t have much time left to make an impact. There are still settings left in the dining cart next to the banquet table in my dream! Anyone with knowledge about these topics that the Lord has shown you please, consider helping. Again, there are things that must have been translated from the original script and down that somehow got transcribed incorrectly. Anyone with knowledge of Aramaic or Hebrew, this would be appreciated too. Help!! IF others have already had the scripture illuminated in these areas by the Lord, then please help us with your knowledge. Again, I am a dreamer, and now a writer because it is easier to write than to draw this. I am not a prophet, but these dreams do have some prophetic references. Please use discernment! Seek Christ first in Prayer, the Holy Spirit will illuminate as it applies to The Bible, The Word of God!!

Love and Blessings……Sparrow

Dream XXXI – Last Call!

Sunday, December 16th 2012

There was an epic wind storm here on Sunday, 12/16/12. Winds up to 65 mph pounded the desert valley we live in. At times the entire roof sounded like it was going to come off and every window rattled like it was about to implode. I kept hearing sounds as loud as a freight train which kept me, my children and our dog up most of the night. During the night for about two hours, the Lord granted me another dream. At 3:30 am I woke up to the sounds of construction debris hitting the house. Just as I went out to the living room the lights flickered and a pop sound came from my computer. My Mac computer’s power source was fried! An enemy attack. He had nailed my laptop right after the dream series had begun and now my Mac with my entire design portfolio, family photos and all of my dream entries. I realize now how dependent I am on technology. I imagine so does the enemy. This was a key attack. God knew in advance and He pointed this out to me on a few occasions during my dreams.

So far Jesus has been 100% accurate with everything that I have been shown. During the course of these dreams He has always taken care of all of my needs and has never once let me stay down too long. When I have, He has sent in the right people at the right time to make everything work for His Glory. With this computer issue, He sent the miracle of a new computer and I didn’t even ask for it. I was praying for divine healing over the old one but, He lavished me, so I could continue on this amazing journey of loving Him more and sharing His love with everyone here. Time is so short now. Maybe this journey was an awesome love letter to leave behind. Maybe there will be a time soon when Bibles will need to be turned in for food. Maybe there will no longer be any access for those left. So maybe, just maybe testimonies, word of mouth, or stories will be the final light to lead some home. I personally believe that the access to the internet will be rare or so closely monitored that no one will dare speak of Jesus. Hard to say but, if there are any letters or anything that we might be able to leave behind as a road map to Heaven, then I say let’s do what we can.

While the storm raged, I dozed off momentarily, I heard Jesus say, “I am showing you great mysteries and I am revealing deeper things. Your knowledge and depth of the word will increase and you will share with each other like never before. Be strong, take courage, I am here with you but you must call on Me!!” I knew it was Him and it was a message for all of us. It was crystal clear and it kept repeating throughout the night until I wrote it down on paper.

Dream begins…

My Guardian Angel met me right where I was. He bent down, “Erin, this is an epic battle. The Lord requests your presence. This battle is the Lord’s. Be strong. Take Courage. Come”. He had the most calm face as if the Lord himself were right there speaking to me. As I approached the path, the entire dome was illuminated. I’m not sure how there could be tens of thousands of angels here, but there were. There was so much activity inside. I saw Michael giving commands and the angels shouting and cheering every time this catapult was launched. The angels fighting outside the dome had a type of wall erected around the perimeter of the dome. They had built a type of trench. Angels from Heaven were streaming down and filling the trench with what looked like golden oil. The angels would bring it down and ascend back-up for more. It was fascinating to watch. I noticed that the Heavenly angels were acting defensively rather than offensively. They were protecting the dome and the path. They were not aggressively going after this demonic army. I kept praying that Jesus would come down now and remove us so we could just let these things take over. My Guardian angel stayed with me and Breakthrough was waiting at the base of the ladder. Breakthrough and my Guardian surrounded me. There were angels lining the ladder.

The snow from yesterday formed a crusty pack of about 6”. The dome was not cold but not hot like the exterior of the dome. The temperature in the dome felt like about 60 degrees. The 3 small little grotesque birds still had their flag pieces in their mouths. One stood out in particular and I noticed a red and white flag. I didn’t see the pregnant mother this morning.

Breakthrough whistled reminding me to hurry! As we climbed the ladder I saw the red & black dragons and the spider at the top of the dome. They were staring directly at me. My Guardian said, “Don’t look evil in the eyes!” I realized that when I looked my eyes locked into their stare. They could see weakness in me and they became stronger by my fear. I could tell that if they had a chance they would take the opportunity to kill me immediately. Breakthrough whistled at me as Michael yelled a shout. Michael must have sensed that my fear was causing a breech right near the portal. Thousands of angels swarmed the area. Swords were penetrating out of the dome. The light was so bright I could no longer see the evil outside waiting to devour me. My Guardian leaned over and said, “He is looking forward to seeing you today, stay focused on your destination.” He pointed to the top of the portal and motioned for me to continue. My Guardian and Breakthrough came through the portal with me today. The greeter angel gave me a drink from the chalice, another poured the gold liquid over my eyes and my Guardian put the beautiful linen cloth over my head. I could breathe finally after coming through that dense air of the dome!

I turned to look for Him! There He was! The most amazing and glorious sight! This amazing King! My King! His wings were pearlescent but like fur in texture. The wings were white like His hair and spanned beyond the length of the platform area. His crown with those seven spire crowns caught the light of His Presence. He smiled and my heart stopped. He was smiling at me! His skin and His face shone like the sun! His armor was brilliant Gold. His sword girded His side and this long iron (or like iron but with illumination) scepter of righteousness was in His right hand. If I hadn’t had that golden substance over my eyes, I wouldn’t have been able to see and behold the details of His beauty. From this long distance I could see the depth of His eyes. His eyes had anticipation and the longing like an actual groom on His wedding day! He seemed to long for me! How is this possible? As I stood looking at Him I realized that there is not one created being on earth, or in Heaven, not even the stars nor the sun, that could even hold up to one ounce of His Majesty and Radiance. His love for someone like me is beyond words. He knows the depths of me. He knows my inner most being. He knows all things. He knit me in My Mother’s womb and He chose me!!

My Guardian brought me up to my feet. He actually seemed proud of me. I thought to myself other than Jesus, this angel knew absolutely everything about me. He had been there from the beginning. He was also a very strong warrior. He had to be guarding me. The fights he must have fought on my behalf….amazing! He could tell I was studying him and he quickly turned my attentions away, as he was not comfortable with me focusing on him. I turned back around to my right and there were now 5 Angels with Shofars. The angel in the center had a very large shofar. Then at once I heard…. Ta-da….. Ta-da….. Ta-da and one long blow! The sounds of these Heavenly trumpets reached out to the perimeter mountains, and then the sound came back and echoed through my veins for the entire 3 minutes of silence.

The angels of the Lord announced, “Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty! Behold the Lamb of God. He is above all the Universe in Honor and Glory. He reigns in Justice, Righteousness and Love! Holy is He! Then the beautiful Divine Processional Music began—Bittersweet Symphony & Cannon D. I stood at the edge of this vast glass sea. He had been sitting on His throne but when the music commenced He stood for me!! I saw these 4 creatures behind and up where His emerald light reflects. These creatures began to move off to the sides and away from the area…as to not draw attention to themselves. The thing that I realize with these Heavenly Beings is, they act in Humility and reverence to Jesus, not because He requires it (like an abusive King) but because He is so Holy that everything submits to His Divine Presence and Glory!

HIM: “What do you think?”

Me: “There are no words! Everything here is significant. Everything here has depth!’

HIM: “Yes, there is nothing shallow here!”

Me: “Every single element here is a parable. Everything has life and breathes. Everything has purpose!”

HIM: “Yes, everything has purpose under Heaven and in Heaven!” He smiled.

Me; “No Lord, I mean everything from the cup I drink out of to the dreidel (four-sided spinning top, played with during the Jewish holiday of Hanukkah) on the scales of Justice, to the roses. There is so much to take in so much to discover!”

HIM: “Did you not think that this was Paradise?” He smiled and chuckled

Me: “I guess my idea of paradise was limited by my scope of understanding. Here….this is beyond words. Now when I read my Bible, it comes alive for me like never before! It’s a Miracle.

HIM: “This is why I don’t grant you all of the answers with my lips, or you would only understand with your ears. When I tell you go seek this – does this not also become a passion?” “Do you not also then pursue it?”

Me: Finally I had a huge light bulb moment. “Oh yes!’

HIM: “When you desire me with your heart and pursue me, I will unfold layers upon layers of meaning in everyday things. The deeper you desire the mysteries of me, the greater your reward will be! Have I not presented an open door?”

Me: “Yes – this is wisdom”

HIM: “Remember also that darkness on earth operates in the same manner. It too is in parable. This is also written. There are signs everywhere that the ruler of darkness is increasing his strategy and is expanding his tents!”

Me: “It is getting worse!”

HIM: “These are also signs of my soon return. Evil increases. Remember that everything you see happening on earth is the exact opposite of here – Paradise.” Then He opened up a veil with His arm very briefly. I saw orders of darkness, an army with different ranks. I saw different ranks of darkness controlling regions, cities, and homes. I saw them controlling media, communication lines, food sources, water, pharmacies, schools, even churches…and especially churches. They were highly organized. Highly evil!

Me: “Lord, I guess I always knew this because it is written about powers, principalities in Romans and Ephesians.”

HIM: “Yes, but again, these scriptures have also been veiled by the enemy to lessen the exposure of the unseen realm. Even some of my elect have fallen under this dark veil at times.”

Me: “Lord, I have fallen under this trap or veil!”

HIM: “Yes, but now more than any time in History, I am requiring this of you; you must go beyond your limited understanding and seek me like never before. There isn’t much time!”

Me: He showed me areas in the world where there are so few lights that the ocean is as void as the land of light. I was being shown the earth’s view at night. Whole grid areas were black except for tiny twinkling lights. “Lord, these lights are alone in the dark!”

HIM: “No”, He then showed me whole wars in the Heavenlies over one small light in a village in Western Africa. A closer view with a zoom and I saw a small dwelling with an African family all praying. I saw a small Bible stored away in a hole and the family reading it. Around them I saw a witch doctor just 3 dwellings down cursing them and plotting their death. I literally saw a war against light and dark!

Me: “Lord, this upsets me – go down there and wipe this evil out right now please….in the Name of Jesus!

HIM: He smiled and reached over to hug me. “It’s hard for you to understand my ways, I realize, but remember I wait on My Father’s commands. I am coming soon! Everything is almost in Place!”

Me: “After seeing what You have just showed me how can I go back there and make a difference?”

HIM: “Because all of my lights that were appointed for this time have a Divine Purpose! Just as evil has its earthly soldiers that spread darkness like a plague, so too, do I have Heavenly Warriors that spread light into the world!” “Did I not show you in the beginning of these visits with me how important your prayers are?” Just then He showed me simple prayers by even small children and especially small children actually forming swords of light that cut down the darkness creating portals in which Heavenly Angels could swarm down from Heaven to Help!

Me: “Oh just like in the dome!”

HIM: “Yes” He nodded approvingly.

Me: “Lord, it looks like evil is winning down there!”

HIM: “Yes, it appears so but this is an illusion, a temporary cloak or strategy of the enemy for my children to believe that I have turned my back on what is happening –thus causing a loss of Hope!” “Remember, that these evil entities at one time were part of God’s Armies. They were high ranking heavenly angels. They were highly skilled in the arts of war and wise in their understanding of the order of Creation. They are now against Heaven and anything Holy! They are the opposite of all things good because they have fallen.”

Me: “When I see the size of these and the increase in violence and chaos….it is scary!”

HIM: “Yes, this too is written in Daniel and Revelation. Upon reading through the prophecies now, Heavenly illumination will occur, your understanding will triple! This will bring you peace knowing that I will too becoming very soon!” He then showed me the banquet table. I saw angels adding a few more settings to the table. “This is part of why evil seems to be winning — as these dark events unfold, the last few shouts are given…calls to the lost. A last shout to those that still have a chance to come Home! Some will drop to their knees and proclaim that I am their Lord and Savior and some will turn to the darkness. It is the last call! The last of those I take now! The dross is rising to the top!”

Me: “So is this why the events are getting more gruesome?”

HIM: “Yes, I know this seems difficult and unfair but remember my ways are not yours. I protect the ones that are mine and not one will be lost —not one!! Do not worry! Continue to pray. Focus on Me and My devotion to you! My Divine Love for My Bride!! I do not tarry but, come at the appointed time!! Remember!”

ME: I reached over and hugged Him. I didn’t want to go back there, but I did want to rescue my kids and friends. “I love you!!’HIM: He pounded His chest over His heart twice, “I love you too!”

ME; I bowed with my hand over my heart. He chuckled and went off to the balustrade with the 24 elders and some angels.

My Guardian fixed the linen cloth over my head at the portal as the White Horse nudged me. I bent over to kiss the horse and almost lost my covering. My Guardian kept it from falling

Dream XXXII – HE is Coming!

December 20, 2012…

Prior to falling asleep this evening I agonized about what I had seen in the last dream. I kept thinking about the police officers that were standing outside my daughter’s elementary school this morning. This really bothered me. I found myself talking to the Lord: “Please come for us now before it gets any worse, don’t allow darkness to overtake us. I don’t want to be here for this.” I prayed right from my pillow and I asked for answers directly. Eventually, I fell asleep.

Dream begins…

His hand pulled me through the portal today. I was on the ladder but I hadn’t seen the battle conditions today. He saw that I was surprised. He had a big smile and gave me a hug.

HIM: “I’m glad you came to me with these questions! I take it you are ready for answers?”

Me: “Yes, please I need help!”

HIM: “Come, let’s see what I can show you.” He walked me over to the balustrade. As I looked over I saw the first and second Heavens from the moon’s vantage point. There was earth in 3D.

The angel stood to my left with the plumb line. I saw the plumb line rotating counterclockwise. I saw the order of the events the media has focused on. Egypt was the starting point. I saw the ancients. I saw the deep history of the area. I saw several fallen angels fall to this point. They erected shrines to themselves; they taught the natives of the land the deeper secrets of Heaven. One had deep knowledge of the stars. I saw him mapping these stars with lines and registering these as markers. I saw him marking a peculiar event.

Me: “Lord he is marking the time of your birth – but now. I don’t understand. Why am I being shown this?”

HIM: “So you understand the root of these fallen. They had wonderful talent. They had skills far more advanced than the culture in the land could comprehend. They became self-edifying erecting monuments to themselves therefore mocking God.” “My Father created them and He was grieved by their arrogance. When my Father would no longer tolerate them, He confined some to the pit and the others to roam to and fro throughout the land.”

Me: “They have changed, they are no longer beautiful!”

HIM: “Yes, you saw them in the beginning just now and then when My Father was no longer going to put up with them; they became the darkest of entities. No longer from Heaven but of the way of the earth.”

Then He waved at the angel and the angel switched the direction of the plumb line. The line was moving across the equator and to the west. I saw more temples. The Mayan, the Aztec and two more temples were closely situated on or near the equator.

Me: “Lord, help me to understand.”

HIM: “These were the areas they chose to claim”

Me: “So all of these pyramid-like structures were created by the Fallen?”

HIM: “Yes, to further provoke my Father, they sacrificed innocents, preformed blood rituals, displayed perversion of every kind and they cursed the land. Further they cursed my Father!”

I then saw lines drawn upon a grid pattern across the earth. These grids formed territories. These territories were divided amongst them and they remain the rulers over these areas today.

ME: “Why is this important now?”

He then showed me this complex type of calendar – and angel with a scroll stood there I saw a different date from the 21st of December. The date was closer to Christmas. Then He opened the veil so I could see. From all of these points evil of every kind began to unleash punishment over the land. I saw these fallen commanding earthly armies to invade North America. “Lord is this real time?”

HIM: “Yes remember the 3 day rule I taught you in the dome?”

ME: “Yes, but we need to be out of here. We can’t be here for this. Remember when You told me that you would not allow your bride to be bruised and battered at the wedding. Correct?”

HIM: “Yes this is what I said but it doesn’t mean you will be immune to the suffering of others.”

He showed me missiles being launched in the night hours. These missiles were being launched on a day we would be off-guard. I saw all of the perimeter cities of the North American continent being destroyed. I saw communication knocked out and whole power grids being obliterated. I saw darkness and cold. I saw mourning and wailing like nothing before. I saw invading armies warring with the remnant of the armed forces inland. I saw swarms of people like locusts fleeing to the center of the country. I saw citizens of other countries in our own cities turning away people at gas stations and grocery stores. I saw most of the food being contaminated. It happened so quickly. It came like a flood, like a thief, millions were gone. People were cursing God!

Me: “Lord, are you coming on a different kind of cloud?” “Are we part of the missing millions or so?” Please Father?” “This is a very difficult thing to see.” “Am I dreaming wrong?”

HIM: “I will come on the clouds” But, do you not see that this date was a marker? This was a time that a certain permission had been granted to the rulers of this earth. This was the beginning of a new time for the earth.” “This was foretold and is written”. “The signs are also in the stars.”

Because of my lack of knowledge, I didn’t understand what I was seeing. I just saw the bright star. I also saw a satellite controlling the programming around the world of the event….it was manipulating the truth about what was really happening.

ME: “But I thought that everything was based on Israel?” “I thought it was all based on WWIII”?

HIM: “Yes, it is! You are correct!”

Me: “Lord, this is right now, December 21st is right now!”

HIM: “Take heart, take courage. Did you not think that this was coming? Did you not think that you would be in need of a Divine rescue?”

Me: “Yes, but I don’t want to experience this horror. I want my children home when this happens.”

HIM: “Remember, much of what I am showing you is hidden. The executors of this war sit in the city with tall building.”

ME: “But the invaders are not from this area.”

HIM: “No, they are from the East and North”.

Me: “Why are we hated so much?”

HIM: “Because of me originally, then it became a matter of vanity but really the reasons are much deeper and more significant”.

Me: “So what can I do?” “What good can come from me seeing something like this?”

HIM: “I have sent others around the globe the same vision. The warning is coming from many Heavenly sources. I am appearing in areas all over the world right now. I am calling a shout out to all those that had thought about me but, never made the final heart commitment to Me!”

Me: “Father, You are standing right here, I am safe with You, but if You send me back down there how will I endure this. This is frightening!!”

HIM: “Erin, Behold I am coming on the clouds. I will rescue you. You will come to me when you hear the call –Remember the Shofars? You will hear this and you will be elated. It will happen so quickly. There will be no time to react!!” “The enemy knows this day is approaching, this is why you are under attack. So many are under attack right now!.”

ME: “Lord, this is the first time You have ever given me something so graphic. Do I know the date based on what I am seeing?

HIM: “No, you are not being given a date. Let me make this very clear. These events will occur. It is not for you to know when, nor is it my business to know the exact day and time. Again, only my Father in Heaven knows this. However, you can tell that the season is near based on Israel, the Prophecies in the Bible, and the signs of this age. It is a rebellious age!”

I dropped to my knees at His feet. I began to weep and beg. I could not ever erase what I know is coming. HE bent down and grabbed my hands bringing me up to HIM.

HIM: “Child, I have seen all the pain, all the tears, the bloodshed and the destruction. I am not a passive Father; I do not sit here idly and turn away when I see what is happening. I tell you the truth I am about to avenge the blood of the innocent and descend from Heaven to rescue those whose hearts are pure….those who seek me will be found by me!” “Am I not a Warrior that I would save those that I am assigned to protect?” “Where you not assigned to ME and reside under my Wings?” “Today marks a day that the spirits of this world are being given access to fulfill a portion of the prophecies. Remember I am coming as a thief in the night to rescue the broken hearted. Have I not told you to ready your houses?”

“Ready means to not entertain the enemy and allow the enemy to kill or destroy my temple, your bodies. A willing vessel is one whom is ready to receive the outpouring of the Holy Spirit — Also a drink from the River of Life! When I offer this chalice, drink deeply for this cup is never empty. When you take in this portion, remember that to do so comes at a cost; the cost of correction from my scepter. The correction provides a fence in which the wolves are not able to enter in to devour you. Accepting correction is the portion that leads to humility. Humility leads to greater gifts of understanding and wisdom from the Holy Spirit.”

“Accepting this drink of correction from the chalice means that you have been called to a higher order, a higher place. Do not turn from correction, but in Humility seek me for understanding. This leads to repentance, which then opens the door in which I can be heard by you! Have I not also reminded you to forgive others as you too have been excused by me for your transgressions? Why then would you refuse others this gift of forgiveness? Have I not asked that you come to me as a child? Erin, I am on the other side of this door. This is an open invitation to walk through!”

“Lay down your burdens today. Lay them down at the foot of the cross. Release them unto me for my shoulders can bear the weight. Ask if there is anything contrite in you or unholy. Anything that you might like to bring to me, I will gladly take it upon my shoulders! This will break the spirit of Pride, which is a wall that further hinders you from hearing from me.”

“There is an epic battle raging. You know this to be true from the signs of the age, the evil in this season and the things that I have shown you. Do not be like the virgins, caught unprepared! Ask for the oil of joy! This oil also lights your lanterns! This is free oil and burns a bright light!”

“The festival of lights has not ended; it is still ongoing until my return. Do not let the oil run out! Don’t let the Joy leave you! Do not leave your post and chase after the things of this world so soon before my return for my bride!”

“Remember, Put on your full armor! “ Review this. When fear creeps in note that fear is not birthed from Heaven but of the world! Don’t allow fear to keep you from coming directly to me! I will answer while I will be found by you!” “I love you and I will come down, moving and shaking both the Heavens and the Earth on that great and terrible day!”

He reached over and hugged me. He put a rose in my right ear. It began to sing, “My Deliverer is Coming, My Deliverer is Standing By!” I wept…. HE began to walk me back to the portal. At the top of the portal, He reached over and gave His horse some oats. HE turned to me and said, “Even my horse is in full dress awaiting my soon descent into the Valley of Decision. My sword is girded on my side. My scepter of righteousness is in my right hand. I am about to come and judge the Hearts of Man!! LOVE is Coming Down!!” He kissed me on the forehead and He said, “In all things, Love, is it not my greatest Commandment?”

“Remember, I am about to do something in your days that you would not even believe even if you were told!”

He placed the little cloth over my head and kissed my forehead. “You are fair!”

He smiled and said, “It is still raining!”

“Remember to review all that your guardian angel gave you. He speaks on my behalf. Study this for greater illumination to your questions of time. There are keys here, take comfort in knowing that I will not leave you nor forsake you I will not let one of you be lost! Remember to pray for your sister Israel! You are in an epic battle!”

Alarm………… 5:15 am

Please use discernment when reading these. There is an ongoing message that is prophetic in nature! There are no dates given that are not common to the season.

Love and Blessings…………………….Sparrow!

Dream XXXIII – Home

December 21, 2012

This is my prayer today:

Lord, I love you so much. I have become very little so, You could become so much more than me. Lord, let everything that I write be a direct voice from you! You are my King, My Love and My Joy! You are my portion forever and ever. I thank you and I am so grateful for Your Divine love. You are the fulfiller of dreams, You are the Love of my Life, anything else is shifting sand!

The Dream Begins…

The dome today is a giant illumination of light. Ranks and orders of angels are defending it. Around it there is a perimeter circle or band of Golden oil in the trench that the angels had created. The angels were throwing buckets of oil out at the demonic wall heading for the dome. There was also a perimeter wall now built. This wall was a thick, non-penetrate able force that made it so not one lower demonic soldier could prevail against it. The higher ranked evil forces could go over it but they were then dowsed with this gold liquid oil that burned them to ashes. The highest order of darkness had protective armor that allowed them to move to the top of the dome.

There Michael and his angels were waiting! I saw them move at these entities with such strength and force that no darkness would enter the dome. I saw overhead the red and black dragons circling the dome from the air. They were waiting for an opportunity to drop onto the dome and crush it. The black spider was on the shoulder of the black dragon.

Michael gave a mighty battle cry or shout and the entire force of God’s Army shouted to Heaven. Then the darkness parted in the sky. I saw blue skies and a stream of light. There was complete silence! Not one demon, not one angel gave a sound. Then I heard thundering! Breakthrough whistled, my guardian came up to me, because of his height he had to bend down. “Erin, the King requests your presence. You are witnessing the power of Heaven, the power of the Lord. Come with me!”

The path had a fresh dusting of new snow, but as I walked through it the frozen sound was gone. It was 7” of fresh white powder! I saw the pregnant robin. She was shaking, her arrogance was gone – fear had replaced this! I saw the 3 little white birds rolling around on the ground trying to get my sympathy so I could take them up to the Father. They were treacherous. Their ribbons were spilled out on the ground. I saw a mix of ribbons; red and white, red, green, white and yellow, black and red. I couldn’t make out if they were together or in separate strips. The birds laid them on the snow as an offering to me. I realized that they had sold each other out to gain mercy. My guardian said, “Don’t be concerned with them, and don’t be deceived either. They too know they are out of time. They will stop at nothing now to beg forgiveness – they are hopeless and beyond repair!” “Come!” (I still was confused)

Breakthrough greeted me with a hug! He said without speaking, “I am glad that you prayed to our Lord for me to assist you. He granted me the honor of making sure you have breakthrough and access to His throne! I am so very glad that you came every day, so I could bring you Home to the Father!”

I said to him, “Thank you for keeping me focused on Him and the Portal!”

He said, “I am in His service always!”

I cried because I felt this was the last time I would be brought up this way. I cried. My guardian said, “Erin, do not cry. I am still assigned to you until He brings you home – as well as many others” He then pointed to several along the path, they all waved at me! I was overwhelmed and had so much comfort!

As I climbed the ladder, I cried… I looked out and the dragons, spider, and the other demonic entities gathered at the gates of a certain mountain, in the North. It was their portal area. I saw another Mountain – this was the Lord’s – I saw in 360 degrees the dark clouds over this area had retreated to this certain mountain where the dark forces gathered.

We were in a valley. There were springs. There had just been a fresh rain, an outpouring. The light from Heaven parting through the clouds had created a rainbow, as the light streamed through the rain.

It was breathtaking. It was the autumn rains!

The angels in the dome were celebrating. Michael stood next to his horse. He was on bended knee. The Lord was coming down.

I felt a hand pull me through at the top. I stood motionless. All of Heaven had gathered many had palm branches in their hands! The layers of saints from young to about 30 years of age lined the sides of the rivers. The streets of gold were lined with people; there was so much joy and celebration!

He sat on His throne. I saw Him in a Royal Robe of white. He had a purple sash. He had a type of cape that appeared to be blue velvet. He wore His crowns and He held His scepter in His Right Hand. He had an Emerald dome of light like a Halo around Him. His face was so radiant I was squinting. The angel next to me poured this golden substance over my eyes. My guardian put a new linen cloth with embroidery over my head. My Hair was long and braided with jewels. My hands had these delicate pearl rings with gold chains that draped over the tops of my hands. I was wearing this beautiful linen gown that illuminated with white light. I wore these beautiful bracelets that represented each of the 12 tribes. My feet were beautiful and these amazing sandals with ribbons were woven around my ankles up to my knees.

The Platform was larger now and the columns formed a temple. I saw the 24 elders and their thrones. I saw these unusual gentle spirits that were like angels and animals combined – they were humble and shy.

HE waved at me and my heart leap! I began to cry… I was overcome with His beauty and majesty. Then all of Heaven sang. “My Deliverer is Coming, my Deliverer is Standing by!” There was such joy. I saw an angel wave. Then there was silence. Jesus stood from His throne and everyone dropped to the ground – me included! There was silence and then 7 shofars sounded –7, it was SO loud the ground shook. My heart melted. My body quaked! Ta-da…… T-da……. Ta-da…… and then one long blow. Then silence for exactly 3 minutes. The angel announced: “Holy, Holy, Holy is our Lord God Almighty! Holy is the Lamb of God, who sits on the throne in Majesty, who judges the hearts of men. Holy is HE!” Then the people proclaimed, “Holy is the Lamb of God, Holy is HE!”

The angel said, “Erin, He is on the Bema Seat today.”

Then the processional began. My angel brought me up. He stood there now in full armor again with His wings spread. I saw the linen gown just under His Armor. I was amazed that He had changed clothing so quickly. His sword appeared on His left side. His crowns were there also. He stood before me and locked His gaze on mine as if He were anticipating the wedding ceremony!

When my feet stepped onto the sea, my body moved toward Him. My guardian dropped at the base of the risers again. Jesus extended His scepter but this time I reached out to grab the top of it and He brought me up to Him. He grabbed both of my hands and asked, “What do you think today?”

Me: “Lord, It is breathtaking!” I turned to glance over at the banquet tables and I saw the angels placing a few more setting from the cart. The flowers are beautiful. The main course had not come out but there were plates of bread, fruit and cheese. There were also some cakes. So much to take in! I joked and said, “What’s for dinner? How could the main course be any more wonderful than what I see! Do you know how many will come hungry?”

HIM: He began to laugh and He had such a warm glow. “Do you realize what you just said?”

Me: “About what’s on the menu?”

HIM: Laughing, “No, Do I know how many will come hungry? All will come hungry and will celebrate the fact that they shall never be hungry again!” I cried, realizing that no one will ever be hungry. We will be full! “Remember too that your cups will never be empty!”

Me: “Oh how glorious this day will be! How marvelous this will be! I cried as I said it because I thought of all the people around the world that not only had physical hunger and thirst but who also lack spiritual nutrients!

HIM: He read my thoughts, “This will be the greatest feast in all of history!”

Me: I was crying, “Lord, I won’t be here again until I am Home! I know it now in my heart!”

HIM: “Erin, the story is not finished there is no end! Please be encouraged this is just the beginning of the rest of your life not the end! I have shared these things with you so that you come to me with the right heart! You come to me out of the passion of knowing me and my business, despite the outcome and despite what others say! You then go back and share this knowledge so that others may experience more of me; so that they too will share with you about me and enrich your life too!”

Me: “Lord, I want so much to have the right heart (I can barely speak because I am blubbering at this point)”

HIM: He reaches out with a cloth and grabs a small linen towel and He wipes my tears away. A small angel comes to collect some tears and then goes to record them. “Now, don’t you want to see what you will be seeing up here?” He turned me around, and I saw cross sections of several places in Heaven all simultaneously – like at an electronics store. I just wept. I saw me in a perfected body jumping off the top of a waterfall and all the way down into the water. I was laughing and playing with my grown children. On the other, I was hand gliding across a valley; my arms almost seemed to have wings. It was technologically very advanced or I did have actual wings to fly. There was another where I was riding horseback – I rode fast like I was on a race horse. In yet another, I was a dancer again, a ballerina and an amazing one. I was teaching ballet. In another I was designing Homes, new mansions with items that were Divinely inspired and made with such skill. And in the last, I worshipped and walked with my Lord and I had so many friends. All of us were a having such joy and fellowship together. It was so amazing! I sat there with the biggest smile!

HIM: “There is so much more. You will have things to do here in Heaven. Ways to serve and bless others and you too will be blessed by others as you serve each other. You will live life abundantly!”

Me: “Oh, Father, How blessed am I and so thankful that I am here with my children! Thank you I will be forever grateful!!”

HIM: “It is my pleasure to be able to freely give to you. You have allowed me the pleasure of your company. You have put me first before anything else the last 32 dreams. Two years before that every night you asked for me!” He then waved His hand. I didn’t remember… I saw myself on my knees begging for Him to show Himself to me. I cried as I saw this because I remembered what a dark and lonely time it had been. I felt He had abandoned me. I felt like a failure. I was about to lose my children because I had no money to fight.

ME: “This is hard to see. I am leveled in this apartment; I don’t even have an appetite!”

HIM: “But, I heard your cries! I remembered you! I decided to give you the desires of your heart!”

Me: “How blessed am I Lord!”

HIM: “You haven’t even begun to scratch the surface of what I have waiting for those whose hearts are seeking me! There is so, so much!” Just then I saw special gifts, a place of honor instead of shame. Recompense for all that we endured for the Kingdom of Heaven! “Do you like what waits for you?”

Me: “Can I just start now and stay here?”

HIM: “You have a few more things that I ask of you. Are you prepared? Is your house ready?”

ME; “I suppose so!”

HIM: “I need you to keep watch and stay faithful, no matter what, it will be difficult at times but stay humble and show love right up until I come. This way when you are gone all of you will be considered like Elijah who never saw death. People will quickly search for answers. They will scan your records. They will look for clues as if it were a crime scene. Many will blame me and be angry. To the places that will have satellite service, they will go up and proclaim that I was an alien. There will be outrageous claims about the disappearances. Many will mourn because they knew of me but were deceived. These people will be on their knees because my voice is no longer heard. The one calling in the desert has gone. After a while, I will reveal myself and take my position in Israel”

Me: “This is so scary; I was still thinking all of this was a while off!”

HIM: “Did modern day prophets not say, “Woe the trials of 2012, woe to 2012?” “Well, how many days are still left?”

ME: “There are 10 days, Lord!”

HIM: “Correct. Be strong, take courage. Call on Me and I will answer. Not just one or two but whoever calls I will answer!”

Me: “How will others know it is You?”

HIM: “By My voice. It will bring peace to your bodies immediately, whereas the enemy will draft fear because he grows stronger when you are afraid, remember? He then took me to the balustrade; I saw several points around the globe. I saw the ring of fire. I saw the grid points of the fallen. I saw the mighty dome over Israel. I saw wars in the US and Canada. I saw earthquakes. I saw fire balls from Heaven. There were wars and riots breaking out as lawlessness swept through the earth from fear! I was tempted to stand and watch but I knew this wasn’t the right thing to do. I needed to keep my focus on My Father and my destination!”

Me: I turned and hugged Him! “I am so glad that you will come soon!” “I am honored to be in your presence and I long for you and home!” “Please don’t delay!”

HIM: He turned. “Erin, I have so much for you. All will be okay.”

He walked me over to my Guardian. I turned and said, “Why did you change clothes?”

HIM: Laughing, “I am about to come down to the valley of decision, I will be riding on the clouds, am I not a Warrior King? I am coming for my Bride. I will avenge the innocent blood of many! “He pulled His robe out from under His armor briefly, there was blood on it. I wear My robe stained with innocent blood!” He smiled – “It won’t be what they are expecting, they should have fear, darkness is gathered at its gates, they are terrified by me!!” He smiled again, “Erin, this is a good thing!” He waved and pounded His heart twice over His chest. I bowed down and looked up with my eyes and giggled. He laughed a wonderful laugh!! He went to the Balustrade where the elders and angels had gathered to look at all of the coming events.

My Guardian said, “I am with you at the Father’s request. There are seven others over your household. Please do not be afraid. I will make sure you are unharmed. Please go to Psalm 23, Psalm 34, and Psalm 103. When you pray, all of us are strengthened and our weapons become stronger. There is still time. You can review scripture and have banter but understand that you should spend time in Love, doing good until the day of His return!! He is With You and You are favored!! Do not be afraid! This is a good time to dive into Joshua for an illustration. Esther and Haggai still hold clues. Amos has a key. The door is open for you in Revelation. –Remember in all things love!! He is coming soon!!”

Dog barking… 8:45 am – Saturday December 22, 2012.

Communion… Prayer… I am stunned. I cried on and off all day!!

Please be blessed!!


All Erin’s Dreams may be found at the following links:  The Sparrow’s BARN

Path Series – PATH Series 1 thru 10

Path Series – PATH Series 11 thru 22

Path Series – PATH Series 23 to 33

The Unveiling Series – The UNVEILING Series – Dreams 1 thru 7

The Glory Series – The GLORY Series – Dreams 1 thru 5

The Pattern Series – The PATTERN Series – Dreams 1 thru 5

Heaven Series 1-50 – HEAVEN Dream Series 1 thru 50

Heaven Series 51-62 – HEAVEN Dream Series 51 to 62

The latest series is the PROPHETIC SERIES which post the last 2 dreams – PROPHETIC SERIES – 1 & 2

Then, we have a MINI DREAM SERIES – The MINI DREAM/VISION Series – these are a list of dreams/visions that give many clues and teachings of the Old Testament/New Testament, along with Heavenly wisdom of what we have misunderstood, missed, need to know true/original definition and knowledge of, etc.  These are truly the promises of our Lord Jesus Christ and please understand that He has blessed each of us Sparrow’s with Divine Sight, Divine Hearing, Divine Wisdom, Divine Understanding and Divine Knowledge in what has been given and shown, also each has been given illumination of the Word.  He has allowed us individually dreams/visions, gifts of the Spirit, etc.  Again, we are all just like you, normal everyday people who love the Lord with all our hearts and each of us were brought to The BARN so that we could or would be given the answers we each individually had long searched for in our own walks…each were given their answers to questions and/or prayers only the Lord knew; we were brought there by Divine Breadcrumbs so we could get the “UMPH” we needed in order to become the Watchman He had appointed us to be and to become the Harvesters in whatever field our Landlord needed us to work.  Here is where we were given the “Tools” needed for our Armor in order to walk these last days without allowing the enemy open doors and footholds into our lives.

From the very beginning, Jesus made it very clear to all of us that even though He is there with Erin (Sparrowcloud9), speaking to her and showing her Heaven, hugging her and blessing her – He is also doing each of those things to us and when He is with her, He is with us and to know that what is given to her, is thereby given to us…we are all Erin and Erin is each Sparrow and when you hear Jesus speaking about Erin’s “friends”, that is us.  We too receive the promises and blessings He speaks of.  Also, Erin in the dreams, represents Israel and The Bride so when she is seeing herself as a young Jewish girl, know whatever is shown/taught is in fact for Israel.  You will notice how she speaks and describes her clothing and her “transformation” into the different gowns/dresses in Heaven…keep watch of these as this is very important because her wardrobe dictates where she is residing which is Heaven or Earth.  The beautiful, yet simple gowns are when The Bride is taken and the time PRIOR to The Wedding Supper of the Lamb and the very detailed, priceless gowns/sandals/jewelry – well, that shows and represents AFTER the Wedding or the preparation for – you will see this many times and how lucky for you that I am telling you this…it took us almost a year and a half to catch on to that!!  Her attire will give great clues as to the timing of the events given in a particular dream, also what our Lord Jesus is wearing.  You must pay attention to each and every detail of the weather, the snow (how many inches), the rain, the air (if it is thick or clear), the darkness or if the sun is shining bright as these are great clues to where in time that event being described is or will occur.  Timing is everything!

Now also, when you get to the Mini Dreams/Visions – Erin represents different people (believers/non-believers/left-behind) and where they are at, what they are doing when disaster comes.  Again, this is important because of the geographical location they are referencing and the time of day.  Here is a link to 4 small Rapture Dreams dated April 13, 2013 – 4 Small Rapture Dreams April 13, 2013 and please know, the 1st & 4th dream is her while the 2nd & 3rd dream represents a non-believer/left-behind/sleeping church member, etc. and what they will be allowed to see and believe (the deception).

I ask each and every one of you who are reading these words to please pray, ask the Lord for Divine Discernment and to remove any and all scales from your eyes; to open your Spirit and Heart so you may receive fully what He has given.  Please, read each one of them as the latter dreams given, answers to many of the earlier dreams and many of the latter dreams will need knowledge of the earlier ones as they will hold the answers asked in them.  You will see, clearly see that no person could just “write” this – no person did just “write” these – there is just too much there.  Erin does not have The Bible memorized nor can she quote Scripture word-for-word and you will easily see this by her questions and answers to the Lord.  She is humble and humbled; she is unsure at times; she is lacking in faith many times, even though she has these extraordinary visits with not only Jesus, but the Father too!  She is vulnerable, she is strong and at times, she is a small child and shows her innocence and many times will state her lowliness and fear even though many times, she stands on Holy Ground.  What does this mean?  She is human; she is like us…she is like all of us!  I believe this is why she was chosen for this time and given this “Gift” of all gifts because she represents most all of us and Jesus wanted us to see that He does indeed know exactly what and who He is coming to get when He comes…it’s no great surprise and He wants us to know Him, the real Him so others may know Him too.  Pray for Erin as she has given up almost everything in her life so all the world is given what she so graciously shares.  Remember, this is her personal walk too but it is exposed and made public for all to see…please ask the Lord to bless our dear sister in thanks for her obedience to Him and God The Father…

I will be here for any and all questions you have and please know that if anyone wishes to join The Barn, the questions asked prior to approval are asked of everyone as not just anyone is allowed into The Barn.  Please do not take it personally or take offense if their is a delayed response to your request…much work is being done by us Sparrows and we are down to the wire – the Last Call so-to-speak and many will become overwhelmed if trying to understand/learn everything “right now”; there is just too much there, again, we have been researching, reading and studying daily for 2 years.  If you do become a member, relax, enjoy and do not try to digest it all in a day thinking you need to catch up – this is when you will surely miss all that is right in front of you.  In support of Erin, books are available for a few of the series, including the Heaven Series and I suggest purchasing them for family/friends as they will be a wonderful Christmas gift, especially for those that are on the fence or having a hard time believing what is about to occur.

I believe we are coming into a time of great miracles, healing and divine appointment and eyes all over the world will see His Great Glory!  Many are getting sick with illnesses that still need cures and are in need of Divine Healing and soon, we too will be given God’s Holy of Holies Spirit and do what the Lord Himself says “will be greater than what I did while on earth”.  I know we and the world will see many supernatural miracles from Heaven, along with Gifts of the Spirit for His Bride.  I think too that the Lord is taking a great many people early, those that may not be able to handle or make it through a or the time ahead and since the Lord gives us only what we can handle, He is choosing to take many of His Children before hand as He is always true to His Word!  Please do not grieve over those that are His and that have now passed – He gave them a gift and allowed them to go a little early as He truly knows whose little body is just too worn out to see even one small event that is about to come upon the earth.  Many too who are diagnosed with an illness – I think this is being done so they can be healed at the exact time and place He so ordains in order to show many the Truth and for all to see once again His Glory and Promise.  Give Him thanks in all things, trials and tribulation along with celebrations and rewards because it is all being allowed to manifest so we may be blessed beyond our wildest dreams.  Our treasure boxes in Heaven will surely be spilling over their edges showing God’s Special Gifts for those that overcome what has been placed on their path here on earth.

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