Monthly Archives: May 2016

I Broke My Back -Can you believe that!

Well hello there!  Yes, I’m still alive, but barely!  Let me tell you why the silence…

First, exhaustion just consumed by body to the point I’ve never experienced – I could not even keep my eyes open to finish a paragraph I was trying so hard to type.  I needed rest from everything and everyone and anyone who looked at me could see it via the dark circles under my eyes that would not disappear.  Each day I was going to record a video or type a post but as the day came to a close, so did my body.  Then, right when I was feeling better and ready to come back, I fell backwards and fractured my back – and swallowed a tooth!  Two chipped teeth on one side and a swallowed one on the other…good times, good times!

Today, I’m sitting in a recliner with pillow atop pillow trying to find just a little bit of comfort.  I feel so hard, my tooth literally fell out and I swallowed it!  Really?  I knew I was hurt immediately and was in bed for the next 4 days, unable to walk alone – even to the bathroom.  I have no pain tolerance, even the thought of being in pain causing me pain!  In 1997 and 1998, I had back-to-back surgeries to my neck and back, leaving me filled with titanium cages, plates and screws.  I swore that never again would I go thru that type of pain, never.  I took me 2 years to dress myself without help; I wore a half body-cast from Sept. to March and have since, almost every day, slept in a reclining chair or chase-type lounger that allows me to sleep at an angle.  I was finally at a point where I had a functional daily life, getting back a little bit of the quality it had before.  I was just able to dance again and more recently, I took my granddaughter Bo roller skating and I actually skated with her!  Now, back to square one!

As misery loves company, I had not been able to have a bowel movement in 12 days…12 DAYS!!!  Finally, the doctor sent me in for more test, no blockage thank God, but there was a fracture right in the center of the bone or vertebrae that we use to bend, all of our movements actually are led by this spot.  I’m calling the Neuro Surgeon that did my previous surgeries today to see what is next.  One a brighter note – I did finally start going to the bathroom again, slowing but hey, I’ll take it!  Anything is better than nothing!

I am in high-spirits because I know my Father in Heaven will heal me when He wants me healed.  Everything He does is for a reason, a very GOOD REASON!  He’s given me rest by allowing this – He is making me rest and somehow, someway, He will use this for His Glory, I know it!



I’ve been watching to calendar dates each day, along with the patterns of the past and what the Spirit of the Lord has led me to see.  Each day I still feel so blessed and say, “Thank you Father, thank you…what a Gift!  What a Gift!”  As I watch events unfold around the world and the YouTube channels going nuts with “Prophecy” related events, I sit as calm as a cucumber because what He has allowed me to see regarding those days to come, I know not to worry or fret because they are NOT going to play out as everyone thinks!  All we have to do is go back to all the stories in the Bible and see how it started and how it will end…it’s all right there!

It’s a shame that we listened to “people/men” telling us what to read and what not to read as this has caused such blindness and judgment of what we believe is right, wrong, good, bad, truth and non-truth or “tainted” truth.  Remind me again, who is going through the “wide gate” and who is going via the “narrow gate”?



Recently, I keep going back to Barabbas, Jesus Barabbas.  He was the man, a well-known thief that rebelled against the Laws, Priests really, and the way of the world.  He walked to the beat of his own drum.  Any-who…he was released out to the people while Jesus of Nazareth was crucified…the people, the world you might say, chose “the other brother” to be freed and live among them while they chose to condemn “the good brother” to death and removed from their daily life and presence.  This is a huge clue here – a GIANT BREADCRUMB we need to nibble on.

These are a few things that resonated upon my heart regarding Jesus Barabbas:

  1.  He was the “thief” that stole the bag of gold from the house of the Bride and Groom during their wedding in Cana…the wedding Jesus and Mary attended where they ran out of wine.
  2. Did you realize it was the Overseer of the house who is the one who tracked down Barabbas and cast him into the fire?  He was going to get his Master’s gold back.  He went out to find who stole from his master and to punish the thief by binding his hands and legs while dumping him into the continuous fire burning in Gehenna.
  3. Barabbas always visited the harlot’s house, where the prostitutes lived.  He wanted the young virgin that worked in the house, the one who would not give him her name thereby causing him to call her “The one with no name”.  There, in his drunken state, he yells out that he has “dropped his cup”…raging at the same time he wanted the one with no name.  (These are all parables…parables upon parables.)
  4. He bought the virgin with the bag of gold he stole from the “Master of the House” while all the guests were drinking, eating and dancing at the wedding in Cana.  He purchased her from the Owner of the house…the “Madame” as they are known today.
  5. He stole from the rich and gave to the poor.
  6. He only burned in the fire a bit before the “lepers” helped the young girl (Esther) get him out with a “fish hook” type pole.  He was only singed by the fire and healed quickly after being nursed by the young virgin.  To pay for the ointments, Pilate’s wife gave her a gold bracelet to sell.  She and Pilate’s wife had become friends and believers, and followers of Christ.
  7. He was sent to the underground “mines and pits” where no one ever returned alive nor survived the darkness and death as whoever was sentenced there, was done so for life, never expecting to return as it was a “for sure” death sentence.  Barabbas was chained to a “Christian” who went everywhere he went as they were literally chained as a pair, together.  Upon the mine cave-in and all becoming rubble, only Barabbas and his partner survived and they were lifted out of the dark cave/pit into the light of day.  They were then bought as slaves by a wealthy Roman couple who took them to Rome to fight in the “Arena” as Gladiators.
  8. Barabbas struggled each day with the question of:  “Why was my life spared?  Why did Jesus die on the cross while I was let free?  Why?  He could hardly stand the fact that Jesus died in his place and really, he could never be the same as he was before.  His heart was softening, his character was changing.
  9. He was blamed for starting the “fire” that burned Rome as around that time, he stated to the public after his Christian friend died, that he was a Christian and when he saw the city burning, he too picked up a torch to burn.  He was caught and blamed and put to death on the cross, same as Jesus.  But, before this, while he was sitting in prison with Peter and John (I think it was John), he stood up and announced that he was Peter the Disciple so he could take Peter’s place on the cross and allow Peter to live.  But Peter said it was God’s will that he should die here so Barabbas took the place of John thereby giving John freedom and life.  He took the cup of John…Who was John really?


First understand, Barabbas the thief, bought the virgin with no name (Esther she later on told him) with the gold coins he stole from the Master of the house or Father of the Bride/Groom during the Cana wedding while all the guests were eating, drinking and being merry…even Jesus and Mary.  It was the servant of the house that caught him in the act but was not able to stop him.  The servant was the one later who went after to kill Barabbas for what he did but only cast him into the fire pits of Gehenna.  Thing here is, I don’t believe the “servant” was an all-together “good guy” and thereby did this act on revenge.  There is something more there that tells more of the story.

Barabbas had a problem with people traveling to Jerusalem go sacrifice their animals and to give their gains profited by their sheep skins.  He had no problem robbing them of their gold and silver…there is a waaaayyyy deeper meaning here!  He was a lot like Jesus in that regard as we can see Jesus flipping the tables within the Temple courtyard.

The Christian that was chained to Barabbas in the mine pits or sulphar pits, he was sentenced there because he was a sailor who let slaves escape.  They were there 20 years and when the Christian became too weak to work and the guards were going to kill him, and earthquake shook the ground causing the cave-in and the only 2 who survived was he and Barabbas.  This is I believe, is a story of what will occur now or very soon as one will be sent down but 2 will be brought up, together; removed from the darkness and received into the light.  Who are they?  I say “they” because this is a pattern and as there is nothing new under the sun, it must be repeated again.

Regarding the “virgin” named Esther, some say she was a prostitute that conformed to Christianity once she started following Jesus.  They say her name was Rachel and that she was there too the day He died on the Cross and she too saw Him buried and was there in the morning when the tomb was empty.  So she had 2 men pay for her release…one with His Blood, His Life and the other with gold that was paid to the Harlot who was over the house she lived in.  She was eventually stoned to death to for her belief in Jesus as she tried to preach the Word in the streets of Jerusalem.  Who is she in the realm of things?

When the burning started in Rome, Barabbas thought the world was ending just as the disciples had taught.  This is why he gladly picked up his torch and joined the party.  He looked around and saw all that the Christians of that time were preaching.  Just as we can read within the Bible, we can see that most all who lived during this time/era, believed the end was imminent and very soon to come.  I believe it is shown in this way so we can see it now…the pattern of then continues now in the same paragraphs and verses.  As I said, we are doing to to go from right to left and if we start at Revelation going backward, the end would come early in sequence, unlike toward the end as seen when going from left to right – from the Old to the New.  We will go back the way we came but from the New into the Old.  I’m still searching for the historical facts regarding Barabbas so hopefully, there will be more to come on this subject.



Now, the calendar.  I cannot explain this as I have tried – it’s easy yet so complicated!  I go back to 2008, 2009, especially 2012 to today as that is when Jesus seriously started teaching the Mysteries and Sealed Words.  What you always have to keep in mind, always, is our “time” is sooooo different than His!  Our dates are so for off from how the calendar originally started, no one, I mean NO ONE knows what His true date, month or year is but He knows this so He gives us our “breadcrumbs” to work in the zone we know.  It’s up to us to pray for Him to illuminate all that He is showing or trying to show.  Then He gives us clues, parables and hints of how to adjust those dates but of course, we can only see 1 dimensional and only which our earthly sight and understanding.  Below, I’m just going to list some dates I believe are very important:



As I have said from the beginning of this journey, the 21st to the 24th, even 25th of the month is an important time to watch.  Last May, 2015, May 23/24 was Pentecost, with the Hebrew date of Sivan 6 landing on that date too.  Sivan 6 is the day the Torah was given to the Jews…it was their Pentecost.  May 25 was Memorial Day – the pattern sequence was perfect leading into the chapters of Matthew.  But first, let’s look at the pattern of events that occurred on Sivan 5 and Sivan 6:


The incident involving the mandrakes (dudaim) which Reuben, the eldest son of Jacob, found in the field “during the time of the wheat harvest”–recounted in Genesis 30:14-18–occurred on the fifth of Sivan of the year 2197 from creation (1568 BCE).

Jews Accept Torah (1313 BCE)

On this day, Moses made a covenant with the Jewish people at the foot of Mount Sinai at which the people declared, “All that G-d has spoken, we shall do and hear” (Exodus 24:7) committing themselves to observe the Torah’s commandments (“do”) and strive to comprehend them (“hear”), while pledging to “do” also before they “hear.”


SIVAN 6 (This day fell on May 24, 2015 Gregorian calendar)

Torah Given (1313 BCE)

On the 6th Sivan of the year 2448 from creation (1313 BCE), seven weeks after the Exodus, G-d revealed Himself on Mount Sinai. The entire people of Israel (600,000 heads of households and their families), as well as the souls of all future generations of Jews, heard G-d declare the first two of the Ten Commandments and witnessed G-d’s communication of the other eight through Moses. Following the revelation, Moses ascended the mountain for 40 days, to receive the remainder of the Torah from G-d.

At Sinai, G-d rescinded the “decree” and “divide” (gezeirah) that had been in force since the 2nd day of creation separating the spiritual and the physical into two hermetic worlds; from this point on, “the higher realms could descend into the lower realms, and the lower could ascend to the higher.” Thus was born the “mitzvah” — a physical deed that, by virtue of the fact that it is commanded by G-d, brings G-dliness into the physical world.


Passing of King David (837 BCE)

David, a descendent of Judah the son of Jacob as well as of Ruth, a Moabite convert to Judaism, was anointed King of Israel by Samuel in 878 BCE. All future legitimate kings of Israel were David’s descendents, as will be Moshiach (the messiah), who will “restore the kingdom of David to its glory of old.”

David fought many wars, defeating Israel’s enemies and securing and expanding its borders. He conquered Jerusalem, purchased the Temple Mount from its Yebusite owner, and prepared the foundation for the Holy Temple (which was built by his son, King Solomon). David served as the head of the Sanhedrin and the foremost Torah authority of his generation; he is also the “sweet singer of Israel” who composed theBook of Psalms that for 28 centuries has embodied the joys, sorrows and yearnings of the Jewish people.

King David passed away on the 6th of Sivan of the year 837 BCE, age 70.


During the first crusade (see “Today in Jewish History” for Iyar 8), the Jews of Cologne, Germany chose to be killed rather than convert to Christianity. This was the case, during the first crusades, for many of the Jews who were given the choice between being killed or being baptized. Most of those who converted continued to practice Judaism in secrecy and, one year later, were permitted by Henry IV to openly return to Judaism.

PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS YEAR, 2016, SIVAN 5-6, WILL BE ON JUNE 11-12.  SO YOU CAN LOOK AT IT AS 6/6/16 IN A MIXED SORT OF WAY FOR THOSE LOOKING FOR THE 6/6 SCENARIO.  Scripture that is noted to be read on this day is:

Now, I need to go back a bit to May 14-15 to May 22…May 15 I always look to because I know there is a “5:15” alarm time – but to me, it’s a date.  It is also the Ides of March on May 15 as each month has an Ides date and in May, it’s on the 15th just as it is in March.  So, again, we need to watch that day and the seven (7) days preceding it as it may be the time to “Behold” something with our eyes.  Watch this time and take note of even the little occurrences and events.  Then, May 22 which is 7 days after, is the Second Passover which again, is very important.  I believe this is the Battle of Jericho week.  This year, 2016, the 22nd of May is Lyar 14 (kind of like May 14th, sort of).  It’s the 29th day of the Omer – that is what is important as the 29th Day is the “key word” here.


A year after the Exodus, G-d instructed the people of Israel to bring the Passover offering on the afternoon of Nissan 14, and to eat it that evening, roasted over the fire, together with matzah and bitter herbs, as they had done on the previous year just before they left Egypt. “There were, however, certain persons who had become ritually impure through contact with a dead body, and could not, therefore, prepare the Passover offering on that day. They approached Moses and Aaron … and they said: ‘…Why should we be deprived, and not be able to present G-d’s offering in its time, amongst the children of Israel?'” (Numbers 9).

In response to their plea, G-d established the 14th of Iyar as a “second Passover” (pesach sheini) for anyone who was unable to bring the offering on its appointed time in the previous month. The day thus represents the “second chance” achieved by teshuvah the power of repentance and “return.” In the words of Rabbi Yosef Yitzchak of Lubavitch, “The Second Passover means that it’s never a ‘lost case.'”


On May 5, 2015, Lyar 16 fell on this day and below is the pattern of past events.  Now, what I’ve seen in the pattern of the calendars between the Hebrew and Gregorian and the years, is that the numbers seem to be reversed meaning I can look at Lyar 16 as May 16, runs hand-in-hand with the time we are in as May 15 is the day the 6 Day War started (in the eyes and dates of the gentile’s calendar, May 14 was the day Israel became a Nation and the very next day, the new nation had to endure a 6-day battle with Egypt, Syria, Jordan, Lebanon and Iraq which just happens to be on Lyar 5 (again, can be reversed as May 5th).  So, again, this is why it’s important to watch the 14/15th of May and the 7 days preceding it as this pattern is very important.  God has worked an amazing intricate maze with the calendars as you can see.  No one could ever know the day or time of His Events!

Below, I’m posting the events of Lyar 16, which is when the Manna from Heaven began to fall in the Wilderness, one month after the Exodus.  This falls on May 24th this year so we always have to watch.  Nissan 15 which was on April 23rd this year, was the first day of the Exodus so it’s possible, we can look a month later to both May 15, Lyar 15 and May 23rd to see if this is when the Manna may once again start to fall.


Lyar 16, (May 24, 2016)

The Manna (1313 BCE)

Manna, the “bread from heaven” which sustained the Children of Israel during their 40 years of wandering through the desert, began to fall on the 16th of Iyar of the year 2448 from creation–one month after the Exodus (see “Today in Jewish History” for yesterday, Iyar 15).

The Manna (the Torah’s account with readings from Talmud, Midrash and Commentaries)


In the year 70 CE (3830 from Creation), Titus and the Roman army laid siege upon Jerusalem, greatly weakening its defenders. On the 16th of Iyar, the Romans razed the middle wall of Jerusalem. The city was later burned, its inhabitants massacred, and the Temple destroyed on the 9th of Av.

Link: Destruction of the Second Temple – Historical Background

The Nazi Nuremberg Laws, depriving Jews the rights citizenship, were passed by the government of Nazi Germany in 1935. In 1939, on the 16th of Iyar, the laws went into effect in Nazi-allied Hungary.


Dachau Liberated (1945) (THIS IS IMPORTANT – THIS IS A MARKER)

Dachau was the first Nazi concentration camp and the model for the other concentration camps. During the war, 200,000 Jews were housed in Dachau. More than 30,000 were killed and tens of thousands died due to the conditions and spread of disease in the camp.

The camp was freed by the 45th Infantry Division of the U.S. Seventh Army on the 16th of Iyar, 1945. It was the second concentration camp to be liberated following the end of WWII.

The U.S. troops forced the citizens of the local community to come to the camp, observe the conditions, and help clean the facilities.

Witold Pilecki Executed (1948)

On this day in 1948 (5708) Witold Pilecki was executed by the Communist Polish government after a show trial where he was found guilty of espionage. A leader of the Polish resistance, he volunteered to be imprisoned in Auschwitz, where he remained from 1940 to 1943. During that time, smuggled out information on the mass killings and other atrocities that the Germans were committing. They were the first comprehensive reports of the Nazi killing machine to reach the West.


I started this post a week ago but could not get back to it until today, Wednesday, May 4th. I have to giggle a little because today is Nissan 26, the day Joshua died.


Passing of Joshua (1245 BCE)

Joshua (1355-1245 BCE), who assumed the leadership of the people of Israel afterMoses’ passing (see Jewish History for the 5th of Adar) and led them into the Holy Land (see Jewish History for the 10th of Nissan), passed away on Nissan 26. He passed away at the age of 110, in the 28th year of his leadership. He was buried in his own estate in Timnat-Serach, in Mount Ephraim.


Like Moses, Joshua was hid in the waters…did anyone know that?  I did not.  To read more on Joshua, which I highly suggest everyone do, you can go to this link:  Joshua (1355-1245 BCE).



Oh, that calendar!!  What a headache, considering I had absolutely no idea who to produce my own Enoch calendar, which is God’s True Calendar, just saying…The Hebrew Calendar was not sanctified until 2 weeks after the Exodus so anything spoken prior to that, well, it has the Roman way of telling time of the year charm to it.  They did not even have January or February, only a 10 month calendar actually, ending in December as their 10th and final month.  Today after oodles of hands in the game of “adjusting the days of our life” into one solid, easy-to-read and exact calendar for the world, experts say there is still an 11-day difference.  Now, we have to go back a bit further to the Beginning when time counting and day counting started to find God’s early spoken “Appointed Times”.  This calendar is sooooooo sooooooo important!!!  Of course Enoch is true, his entire book(s) are true and yes, God allowed them to be removed because they were not for anytime prior to the time we are now in.  It didn’t matter then but IT DOES MATTER NOW!  If you don’t believe the Book of Enoch, well, sorry about ‘cha…get in the game and start reading it.


Unless you read the words of the FIRST Scribe, how are you going to understand the words of the LAST?  It all starts with Enoch.  The story unfolds there with the players, the layers, the rules – it’s the “Ready” to the Set and Go!  Pray first, always pray first and ask for Divine Heavenly Sight and Hearing…Divine Heavenly Understanding and Knowledge and Divine Heavenly Wisdom from our Father in Heaven’s Holy Spirit – for It must be your Divine Teacher, your Divine Compass within.  This is what Paul was trying to tell us…you cannot be taught by any earthly “Word” or “Man”, only the Holy Spirit which speaks through our Heart.  Paul knew the Word, The Law of Moses inside and out and he was a Temple Guard so he was there to hear all the proclamations and prophecies made by the disciples and followers of Jesus so he did hear the Good News that came out of Man’s mouth.  But it wasn’t until Jesus knocked him off his horse on the way to Damascus did he fully receive sight and hearing – during the time GOD BLINDED HIM!  This is the reason for the 3-days of darkness to come as it’s a time of restoring sight to the blind and hearing to the deaf…the Paul’s of today!  Wow, that is a lot of people!  That is just about the entire Church!  Paul was an example of us hearing the Voice in the Wilderness…they are not to come from a book nor another’s mouth, only sound our feet should be dancing to is that of the Father’s Heavenly Holy Spirit which is SPIRIT, therefore cannot come from paper nor flesh.  Again, we are following patterns and the pattern here is unfortunately, the Church or Christians are now the Pharisees and will not “see” nor “hear” because of the Written Word – the Bible.  It’s the same thing now as The Law of Moses was then.  It’s not about being true or not, as both carry His Words – it’s about layers in Faith and Wisdom.  How can anyone find their way out of the Wilderness, the Desert if they can’t or don’t recognize the small still “voice” speaking to them, directing their way out?  Again, Paul was led out and into a home in Damascus while he was blind – he was led by the VOICE within into the city and to a place where God sent others to heal him.  This is what Paul represents and what Believer’s today must understand – immediately!  Also, this is why Paul went up against the other disciples at times regarding the Laws and the teachings to the Gentiles. This is how Paul knew what to say and what not to say because think about it, Jesus had already died and he was not taught by the others who walked with Him…Paul knew what he knew via The Spirit, The Holy Spirit and not from man nor book.

The Tetrads were giving us our calendar clues.  Dead center on March 20 was the Eclipse…this was also the Spring Equinox which is one of God’s Appointed Dates, it begins the New Month or at least it should.  You must take this date of March 20/21st and place it on the calendar as the first day of the first month…that is a what, 12 day difference from April 1?  In 2015, it just so happened that Wednesday April 1, was also Nissan 12 on the Hebrew calendar and if you move March 20/21st onto that date as Enoch’s date, you have April 1st, Nissan 12 (which is also 12 days difference between Enoch’s days and the current Hebrew/Gregorian dates) and March 20/21 all on the same day.  This is where your counting can begin.   I have so much good information on this but I’ve waited too late in the day or night today to finish it.  I’ll have to try and finish this tomorrow or this weekend but I will.  It’s too good and you have to see how He is working this and it’s been right there in front of us the entire time!



Now, here is the important players of the Bible and to understanding God’s Words.  The women, the mothers, sisters, daughters…this is where the “Keys of Knowledge” are gained or attained by understanding just who the women are and what roles did they really play.   I will tell you, much bigger roles than anyone can ever imagine.  As we all know, it started with them and I believe, it will end with them.

There is a reason but having only earthly understanding, people have no clue of their importance – such as this example I found on the internet regarding the 7-women to 1-man verse in Isaiah 4.  I’m going to copy and post below the question and then the answer – I’m still shaking my head and I’m only posting this here to show how we misinterpret things which will never allow us to know His Truth.  Here is it:


What does it mean, that 7 women will take one man and eat their own bread? Isaiah 4?

the first literal reading is polygamy with a reproach,
the symbolic meaning is the church.
which is true, are they both true interpretations?

Best Answer:  Prophecy generally had dual meanings. One for the now, and one for the future. This is one of those instances. The first aspect is that there will come a time with the ratio of women to men will be 7 to 1. The women will abandon their natural sense of modesty and jealous protectiveness of their husband and therefore become multiple suitors to one man. In spite of the natural suggestions of jealousy, they will be content with a share only of the rights of marriage in common with several others; and that on hard conditions, renouncing the legal demands of the wife on the husband. They want the name and credit of wedlock and to avoid a celibate life. The culture of the time tended to look down upon women and being an unmarried woman became a bigger hindrance. This part of the prophecy was fulfilled in the days of Ahaz when Pekah the son of Remaliah slew in Judea one hundred and twenty thousand men in one day. (ref 2 Chronicles 18:6)
As far as the symbolic meaning of the church it can mean a couple of things. 1: That despite appearances, there are more women in church than men (though this meaning is a little far fetched for there are many churches where the men are dominant in numbers). 2. That there will be a big falling away and their will only be a remnant within the church left to teach, preach and reach the lost. This “cleansing” will be done by God to get rid of the filth found within the churches walls. (This thought has more to do with the apostasy describing the falling away and those that cling to the truth. This interpretation has more a believable approach to it, since the finishing thought in chapter 4 has a lot to do with the cleansing of the filth from within and then a promise similar to the travels of the Hebrew people out of Egypt and into the promised land – found in Exodus ref Exodus 40:38 for example) This interpretation lends itself to the belief that God will take care and save the people within it.
Thus they both can be and are true interpretations of the passage.


Okay, this was the best answer for that question or so it says above.  What do you think this is about?  Do you believe it’s about a 7 to 1 ratio?  No…it’s about the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, given to men or man – they are Angels, Appendages…Spiritual Gifts that complete our Wilderness Training that will be used during the Harvest.  I don’t believe this has anything, not one thing to do with the lack of men and the over population of women due to the men dying.

Remember when I said the Lord taught that all Angels are born both male/female – twins as every male has a female that is their “other-half”, their “whole”.  If the male is here, the female is in the Heavens and vice-versa.  This is why in the Bible men like Abraham married their sisters as he married Sarah who was also his father’s daughter…really?  His FATHER’S DAUGHTER?  She was the female to Abraham’s male and both were born of the same Father.  There was no earthly “incest” as people continually want to believe – this was all Heavenly and beyond our earthly, fleshly intelligence and it’s inability to understand the Angelic and Heavenly realms.  If the Angels are male that fell to earth, then it’s their female “twin” that did not.  One is here and the other is up there…so if at some point man will be given the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, here it is saying they will be women, female.  The “Bread” they will eat that is their own, is again, Heavenly.  Their garments too are not clothes as we know them to be, but whose covering they are under – as they are Spirits and garments are houses or bodies.  Again, just as Paul was talking about “going in and going out a home” – it’s not as we think.  He means “people” as the Spirit go in and out.  Paul, as was those he wrote his letters to, was speaking from an Angelic side…as an Angel.  When he was talking about the “catching away”, but not until those that died were raised up and it would be then they too would be lifted up into the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, yeah that part…he was speaking from an Angel, a Remnant view.  He was saying that after the others were raised and passed-over, resurrected, then those of them that were left,  would also be taken into the clouds but after us.   Those of them that were still alive – still hanging on – they would finally be rescued by their Kinsman Redeemer.  That is not us…We are not the only “Watchers” appointed to His Wall and when you read that, God is talking about the Angels for they are the True and First Watchers and they still hold that position.  Oh now look, I’ve gone off course here on the subject of the women!  I’ll have to try to finish that another time because it’s just too good to miss!  I believe the Destroyer that is coming to destroy – an Angel – is also a female…it’s a “her” and not a “he”.  I could be wrong, of course, but remember, Jesus is the Light, and it was the Light of the Father, His Female consort that left the Heavens and roamed too and fro across the waters.   So again, who is Christ?  Not Jesus, but Christ Jesus?  There’s a difference.   More on this subject later.

I’m not saying I know it all, no way and I can only know what my Father in Heaven and His Holy Spirit, which is His Son, will allow me to know.  It’s so much – this is why you must have a pliable heart to learn.  Why you must have faith and firm footing in Him and His LOVE for you to believe what He teaches you.  It’s not for the World…and what they don’t know or understand, they condemn as wrong, as from the evil one, as a deceiving spirit…why?  Because they can’t see it nor understand it and therefore, it must be wrong.  Well, I know my walk, my prayers and all that My Father has shown and taught me…teachings that I could in no way have found or put together myself, no way, it’s too much!  You cannot have eyes, ears and understanding until He blows on it, giving it Heavenly Illumination allowing you to then see what He is putting and has put right in front of you.  But if you cower to the Church and other Christians who are content in never being thrown off the horse, well, you will continue to be crippled, deaf and blind and will need to be shaken and stirred in the coming days in order to be healed.  Or, you’ll stay as you are and be totally deceived – meaning, you’ll go down with the ship as you would not let your pride down long enough to learn and hear something that needed blind faith in your Lord and His love for you.  You have to know He always has you and would not let you take the wrong bus nor buy the wrong bus ticket.  You just gotta know…He has you!

Again…to be concluded at a later date and I promise I will try to finish this within the next few days as I am unable to do much else.  Please pray for my healing – a broken back, can you just believe that!

Thank you my friends…thank you.  Thank you Tatiana for your kindness.  I ask you all to please go to or another Jewish calendar site where you can follow the patterns daily, reading the event markers that will surely come again.  You must understand this piece of the puzzle because it’s not all about us…it’s about ALL OF US!

Oh, just wondering who knew that Lucifer was the Angel of Music?  Responsible for the praise music and songs in God’s Kingdom, who knew!  I didn’t.  What is this telling us?  Think about it, who in the Bible also loved music?

Blessings and love to all my dear friends…I hope all of you are well and hanging on as I am.  I know it’s not easy, it’s a lonely walk but we are almost Home. Thank goodness because I cannot go out in public with a missing front-side tooth now can I?  Can’t do any videos for a while, lol!

I’ll see you soon!

Friend of Heaven


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