I Broke My Back -Can you believe that!

Well hello there!  Yes, I’m still alive, but barely!  Let me tell you why the silence…

First, exhaustion just consumed by body to the point I’ve never experienced – I could not even keep my eyes open to finish a paragraph I was trying so hard to type.  I needed rest from everything and everyone and anyone who looked at me could see it via the dark circles under my eyes that would not disappear.  Each day I was going to record a video or type a post but as the day came to a close, so did my body.  Then, right when I was feeling better and ready to come back, I fell backwards and fractured my back – and swallowed a tooth!  Two chipped teeth on one side and a swallowed one on the other…good times, good times!

Today, I’m sitting in a recliner with pillow atop pillow trying to find just a little bit of comfort.  I feel so hard, my tooth literally fell out and I swallowed it!  Really?  I knew I was hurt immediately and was in bed for the next 4 days, unable to walk alone – even to the bathroom.  I have no pain tolerance, even the thought of being in pain causing me pain!  In 1997 and 1998, I had back-to-back surgeries to my neck and back, leaving me filled with titanium cages, plates and screws.  I swore that never again would I go thru that type of pain, never.  I took me 2 years to dress myself without help; I wore a half body-cast from Sept. to March and have since, almost every day, slept in a reclining chair or chase-type lounger that allows me to sleep at an angle.  I was finally at a point where I had a functional daily life, getting back a little bit of the quality it had before.  I was just able to dance again and more recently, I took my granddaughter Bo roller skating and I actually skated with her!  Now, back to square one!

As misery loves company, I had not been able to have a bowel movement in 12 days…12 DAYS!!!  Finally, the doctor sent me in for more test, no blockage thank God, but there was a fracture right in the center of the bone or vertebrae that we use to bend, all of our movements actually are led by this spot.  I’m calling the Neuro Surgeon that did my previous surgeries today to see what is next.  One a brighter note – I did finally start going to the bathroom again, slowing but hey, I’ll take it!  Anything is better than nothing!

I am in high-spirits because I know my Father in Heaven will heal me when He wants me healed.  Everything He does is for a reason, a very GOOD REASON!  He’s given me rest by allowing this – He is making me rest and somehow, someway, He will use this for His Glory, I know it!



I’ve been watching to calendar dates each day, along with the patterns of the past and what the Spirit of the Lord has led me to see.  Each day I still feel so blessed and say, “Thank you Father, thank you…what a Gift!  What a Gift!”  As I watch events unfold around the world and the YouTube channels going nuts with “Prophecy” related events, I sit as calm as a cucumber because what He has allowed me to see regarding those days to come, I know not to worry or fret because they are NOT going to play out as everyone thinks!  All we have to do is go back to all the stories in the Bible and see how it started and how it will end…it’s all right there!

It’s a shame that we listened to “people/men” telling us what to read and what not to read as this has caused such blindness and judgment of what we believe is right, wrong, good, bad, truth and non-truth or “tainted” truth.  Remind me again, who is going through the “wide gate” and who is going via the “narrow gate”?



Recently, I keep going back to Barabbas, Jesus Barabbas.  He was the man, a well-known thief that rebelled against the Laws, Priests really, and the way of the world.  He walked to the beat of his own drum.  Any-who…he was released out to the people while Jesus of Nazareth was crucified…the people, the world you might say, chose “the other brother” to be freed and live among them while they chose to condemn “the good brother” to death and removed from their daily life and presence.  This is a huge clue here – a GIANT BREADCRUMB we need to nibble on.

These are a few things that resonated upon my heart regarding Jesus Barabbas:

  1.  He was the “thief” that stole the bag of gold from the house of the Bride and Groom during their wedding in Cana…the wedding Jesus and Mary attended where they ran out of wine.
  2. Did you realize it was the Overseer of the house who is the one who tracked down Barabbas and cast him into the fire?  He was going to get his Master’s gold back.  He went out to find who stole from his master and to punish the thief by binding his hands and legs while dumping him into the continuous fire burning in Gehenna.
  3. Barabbas always visited the harlot’s house, where the prostitutes lived.  He wanted the young virgin that worked in the house, the one who would not give him her name thereby causing him to call her “The one with no name”.  There, in his drunken state, he yells out that he has “dropped his cup”…raging at the same time he wanted the one with no name.  (These are all parables…parables upon parables.)
  4. He bought the virgin with the bag of gold he stole from the “Master of the House” while all the guests were drinking, eating and dancing at the wedding in Cana.  He purchased her from the Owner of the house…the “Madame” as they are known today.
  5. He stole from the rich and gave to the poor.
  6. He only burned in the fire a bit before the “lepers” helped the young girl (Esther) get him out with a “fish hook” type pole.  He was only singed by the fire and healed quickly after being nursed by the young virgin.  To pay for the ointments, Pilate’s wife gave her a gold bracelet to sell.  She and Pilate’s wife had become friends and believers, and followers of Christ.
  7. He was sent to the underground “mines and pits” where no one ever returned alive nor survived the darkness and death as whoever was sentenced there, was done so for life, never expecting to return as it was a “for sure” death sentence.  Barabbas was chained to a “Christian” who went everywhere he went as they were literally chained as a pair, together.  Upon the mine cave-in and all becoming rubble, only Barabbas and his partner survived and they were lifted out of the dark cave/pit into the light of day.  They were then bought as slaves by a wealthy Roman couple who took them to Rome to fight in the “Arena” as Gladiators.
  8. Barabbas struggled each day with the question of:  “Why was my life spared?  Why did Jesus die on the cross while I was let free?  Why?  He could hardly stand the fact that Jesus died in his place and really, he could never be the same as he was before.  His heart was softening, his character was changing.
  9. He was blamed for starting the “fire” that burned Rome as around that time, he stated to the public after his Christian friend died, that he was a Christian and when he saw the city burning, he too picked up a torch to burn.  He was caught and blamed and put to death on the cross, same as Jesus.  But, before this, while he was sitting in prison with Peter and John (I think it was John), he stood up and announced that he was Peter the Disciple so he could take Peter’s place on the cross and allow Peter to live.  But Peter said it was God’s will that he should die here so Barabbas took the place of John thereby giving John freedom and life.  He took the cup of John…Who was John really?


First understand, Barabbas the thief, bought the virgin with no name (Esther she later on told him) with the gold coins he stole from the Master of the house or Father of the Bride/Groom during the Cana wedding while all the guests were eating, drinking and being merry…even Jesus and Mary.  It was the servant of the house that caught him in the act but was not able to stop him.  The servant was the one later who went after to kill Barabbas for what he did but only cast him into the fire pits of Gehenna.  Thing here is, I don’t believe the “servant” was an all-together “good guy” and thereby did this act on revenge.  There is something more there that tells more of the story.

Barabbas had a problem with people traveling to Jerusalem go sacrifice their animals and to give their gains profited by their sheep skins.  He had no problem robbing them of their gold and silver…there is a waaaayyyy deeper meaning here!  He was a lot like Jesus in that regard as we can see Jesus flipping the tables within the Temple courtyard.

The Christian that was chained to Barabbas in the mine pits or sulphar pits, he was sentenced there because he was a sailor who let slaves escape.  They were there 20 years and when the Christian became too weak to work and the guards were going to kill him, and earthquake shook the ground causing the cave-in and the only 2 who survived was he and Barabbas.  This is I believe, is a story of what will occur now or very soon as one will be sent down but 2 will be brought up, together; removed from the darkness and received into the light.  Who are they?  I say “they” because this is a pattern and as there is nothing new under the sun, it must be repeated again.

Regarding the “virgin” named Esther, some say she was a prostitute that conformed to Christianity once she started following Jesus.  They say her name was Rachel and that she was there too the day He died on the Cross and she too saw Him buried and was there in the morning when the tomb was empty.  So she had 2 men pay for her release…one with His Blood, His Life and the other with gold that was paid to the Harlot who was over the house she lived in.  She was eventually stoned to death to for her belief in Jesus as she tried to preach the Word in the streets of Jerusalem.  Who is she in the realm of things?

When the burning started in Rome, Barabbas thought the world was ending just as the disciples had taught.  This is why he gladly picked up his torch and joined the party.  He looked around and saw all that the Christians of that time were preaching.  Just as we can read within the Bible, we can see that most all who lived during this time/era, believed the end was imminent and very soon to come.  I believe it is shown in this way so we can see it now…the pattern of then continues now in the same paragraphs and verses.  As I said, we are doing to to go from right to left and if we start at Revelation going backward, the end would come early in sequence, unlike toward the end as seen when going from left to right – from the Old to the New.  We will go back the way we came but from the New into the Old.  I’m still searching for the historical facts regarding Barabbas so hopefully, there will be more to come on this subject.



Now, the calendar.  I cannot explain this as I have tried – it’s easy yet so complicated!  I go back to 2008, 2009, especially 2012 to today as that is when Jesus seriously started teaching the Mysteries and Sealed Words.  What you always have to keep in mind, always, is our “time” is sooooo different than His!  Our dates are so for off from how the calendar originally started, no one, I mean NO ONE knows what His true date, month or year is but He knows this so He gives us our “breadcrumbs” to work in the zone we know.  It’s up to us to pray for Him to illuminate all that He is showing or trying to show.  Then He gives us clues, parables and hints of how to adjust those dates but of course, we can only see 1 dimensional and only which our earthly sight and understanding.  Below, I’m just going to list some dates I believe are very important:



As I have said from the beginning of this journey, the 21st to the 24th, even 25th of the month is an important time to watch.  Last May, 2015, May 23/24 was Pentecost, with the Hebrew date of Sivan 6 landing on that date too.  Sivan 6 is the day the Torah was given to the Jews…it was their Pentecost.  May 25 was Memorial Day – the pattern sequence was perfect leading into the chapters of Matthew.  But first, let’s look at the pattern of events that occurred on Sivan 5 and Sivan 6:


The incident involving the mandrakes (dudaim) which Reuben, the eldest son of Jacob, found in the field “during the time of the wheat harvest”–recounted in Genesis 30:14-18–occurred on the fifth of Sivan of the year 2197 from creation (1568 BCE).

Jews Accept Torah (1313 BCE)

On this day, Moses made a covenant with the Jewish people at the foot of Mount Sinai at which the people declared, “All that G-d has spoken, we shall do and hear” (Exodus 24:7) committing themselves to observe the Torah’s commandments (“do”) and strive to comprehend them (“hear”), while pledging to “do” also before they “hear.”


SIVAN 6 (This day fell on May 24, 2015 Gregorian calendar)

Torah Given (1313 BCE)

On the 6th Sivan of the year 2448 from creation (1313 BCE), seven weeks after the Exodus, G-d revealed Himself on Mount Sinai. The entire people of Israel (600,000 heads of households and their families), as well as the souls of all future generations of Jews, heard G-d declare the first two of the Ten Commandments and witnessed G-d’s communication of the other eight through Moses. Following the revelation, Moses ascended the mountain for 40 days, to receive the remainder of the Torah from G-d.

At Sinai, G-d rescinded the “decree” and “divide” (gezeirah) that had been in force since the 2nd day of creation separating the spiritual and the physical into two hermetic worlds; from this point on, “the higher realms could descend into the lower realms, and the lower could ascend to the higher.” Thus was born the “mitzvah” — a physical deed that, by virtue of the fact that it is commanded by G-d, brings G-dliness into the physical world.


Passing of King David (837 BCE)

David, a descendent of Judah the son of Jacob as well as of Ruth, a Moabite convert to Judaism, was anointed King of Israel by Samuel in 878 BCE. All future legitimate kings of Israel were David’s descendents, as will be Moshiach (the messiah), who will “restore the kingdom of David to its glory of old.”

David fought many wars, defeating Israel’s enemies and securing and expanding its borders. He conquered Jerusalem, purchased the Temple Mount from its Yebusite owner, and prepared the foundation for the Holy Temple (which was built by his son, King Solomon). David served as the head of the Sanhedrin and the foremost Torah authority of his generation; he is also the “sweet singer of Israel” who composed theBook of Psalms that for 28 centuries has embodied the joys, sorrows and yearnings of the Jewish people.

King David passed away on the 6th of Sivan of the year 837 BCE, age 70.


During the first crusade (see “Today in Jewish History” for Iyar 8), the Jews of Cologne, Germany chose to be killed rather than convert to Christianity. This was the case, during the first crusades, for many of the Jews who were given the choice between being killed or being baptized. Most of those who converted continued to practice Judaism in secrecy and, one year later, were permitted by Henry IV to openly return to Judaism.

PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS YEAR, 2016, SIVAN 5-6, WILL BE ON JUNE 11-12.  SO YOU CAN LOOK AT IT AS 6/6/16 IN A MIXED SORT OF WAY FOR THOSE LOOKING FOR THE 6/6 SCENARIO.  Scripture that is noted to be read on this day is:

Now, I need to go back a bit to May 14-15 to May 22…May 15 I always look to because I know there is a “5:15” alarm time – but to me, it’s a date.  It is also the Ides of March on May 15 as each month has an Ides date and in May, it’s on the 15th just as it is in March.  So, again, we need to watch that day and the seven (7) days preceding it as it may be the time to “Behold” something with our eyes.  Watch this time and take note of even the little occurrences and events.  Then, May 22 which is 7 days after, is the Second Passover which again, is very important.  I believe this is the Battle of Jericho week.  This year, 2016, the 22nd of May is Lyar 14 (kind of like May 14th, sort of).  It’s the 29th day of the Omer – that is what is important as the 29th Day is the “key word” here.


A year after the Exodus, G-d instructed the people of Israel to bring the Passover offering on the afternoon of Nissan 14, and to eat it that evening, roasted over the fire, together with matzah and bitter herbs, as they had done on the previous year just before they left Egypt. “There were, however, certain persons who had become ritually impure through contact with a dead body, and could not, therefore, prepare the Passover offering on that day. They approached Moses and Aaron … and they said: ‘…Why should we be deprived, and not be able to present G-d’s offering in its time, amongst the children of Israel?'” (Numbers 9).

In response to their plea, G-d established the 14th of Iyar as a “second Passover” (pesach sheini) for anyone who was unable to bring the offering on its appointed time in the previous month. The day thus represents the “second chance” achieved by teshuvah the power of repentance and “return.” In the words of Rabbi Yosef Yitzchak of Lubavitch, “The Second Passover means that it’s never a ‘lost case.'”


On May 5, 2015, Lyar 16 fell on this day and below is the pattern of past events.  Now, what I’ve seen in the pattern of the calendars between the Hebrew and Gregorian and the years, is that the numbers seem to be reversed meaning I can look at Lyar 16 as May 16, runs hand-in-hand with the time we are in as May 15 is the day the 6 Day War started (in the eyes and dates of the gentile’s calendar, May 14 was the day Israel became a Nation and the very next day, the new nation had to endure a 6-day battle with Egypt, Syria, Jordan, Lebanon and Iraq which just happens to be on Lyar 5 (again, can be reversed as May 5th).  So, again, this is why it’s important to watch the 14/15th of May and the 7 days preceding it as this pattern is very important.  God has worked an amazing intricate maze with the calendars as you can see.  No one could ever know the day or time of His Events!

Below, I’m posting the events of Lyar 16, which is when the Manna from Heaven began to fall in the Wilderness, one month after the Exodus.  This falls on May 24th this year so we always have to watch.  Nissan 15 which was on April 23rd this year, was the first day of the Exodus so it’s possible, we can look a month later to both May 15, Lyar 15 and May 23rd to see if this is when the Manna may once again start to fall.


Lyar 16, (May 24, 2016)

The Manna (1313 BCE)

Manna, the “bread from heaven” which sustained the Children of Israel during their 40 years of wandering through the desert, began to fall on the 16th of Iyar of the year 2448 from creation–one month after the Exodus (see “Today in Jewish History” for yesterday, Iyar 15).

The Manna (the Torah’s account with readings from Talmud, Midrash and Commentaries)


In the year 70 CE (3830 from Creation), Titus and the Roman army laid siege upon Jerusalem, greatly weakening its defenders. On the 16th of Iyar, the Romans razed the middle wall of Jerusalem. The city was later burned, its inhabitants massacred, and the Temple destroyed on the 9th of Av.

Link: Destruction of the Second Temple – Historical Background

The Nazi Nuremberg Laws, depriving Jews the rights citizenship, were passed by the government of Nazi Germany in 1935. In 1939, on the 16th of Iyar, the laws went into effect in Nazi-allied Hungary.


Dachau Liberated (1945) (THIS IS IMPORTANT – THIS IS A MARKER)

Dachau was the first Nazi concentration camp and the model for the other concentration camps. During the war, 200,000 Jews were housed in Dachau. More than 30,000 were killed and tens of thousands died due to the conditions and spread of disease in the camp.

The camp was freed by the 45th Infantry Division of the U.S. Seventh Army on the 16th of Iyar, 1945. It was the second concentration camp to be liberated following the end of WWII.

The U.S. troops forced the citizens of the local community to come to the camp, observe the conditions, and help clean the facilities.

Witold Pilecki Executed (1948)

On this day in 1948 (5708) Witold Pilecki was executed by the Communist Polish government after a show trial where he was found guilty of espionage. A leader of the Polish resistance, he volunteered to be imprisoned in Auschwitz, where he remained from 1940 to 1943. During that time, smuggled out information on the mass killings and other atrocities that the Germans were committing. They were the first comprehensive reports of the Nazi killing machine to reach the West.


I started this post a week ago but could not get back to it until today, Wednesday, May 4th. I have to giggle a little because today is Nissan 26, the day Joshua died.


Passing of Joshua (1245 BCE)

Joshua (1355-1245 BCE), who assumed the leadership of the people of Israel afterMoses’ passing (see Jewish History for the 5th of Adar) and led them into the Holy Land (see Jewish History for the 10th of Nissan), passed away on Nissan 26. He passed away at the age of 110, in the 28th year of his leadership. He was buried in his own estate in Timnat-Serach, in Mount Ephraim.


Like Moses, Joshua was hid in the waters…did anyone know that?  I did not.  To read more on Joshua, which I highly suggest everyone do, you can go to this link:  Joshua (1355-1245 BCE).



Oh, that calendar!!  What a headache, considering I had absolutely no idea who to produce my own Enoch calendar, which is God’s True Calendar, just saying…The Hebrew Calendar was not sanctified until 2 weeks after the Exodus so anything spoken prior to that, well, it has the Roman way of telling time of the year charm to it.  They did not even have January or February, only a 10 month calendar actually, ending in December as their 10th and final month.  Today after oodles of hands in the game of “adjusting the days of our life” into one solid, easy-to-read and exact calendar for the world, experts say there is still an 11-day difference.  Now, we have to go back a bit further to the Beginning when time counting and day counting started to find God’s early spoken “Appointed Times”.  This calendar is sooooooo sooooooo important!!!  Of course Enoch is true, his entire book(s) are true and yes, God allowed them to be removed because they were not for anytime prior to the time we are now in.  It didn’t matter then but IT DOES MATTER NOW!  If you don’t believe the Book of Enoch, well, sorry about ‘cha…get in the game and start reading it.


Unless you read the words of the FIRST Scribe, how are you going to understand the words of the LAST?  It all starts with Enoch.  The story unfolds there with the players, the layers, the rules – it’s the “Ready” to the Set and Go!  Pray first, always pray first and ask for Divine Heavenly Sight and Hearing…Divine Heavenly Understanding and Knowledge and Divine Heavenly Wisdom from our Father in Heaven’s Holy Spirit – for It must be your Divine Teacher, your Divine Compass within.  This is what Paul was trying to tell us…you cannot be taught by any earthly “Word” or “Man”, only the Holy Spirit which speaks through our Heart.  Paul knew the Word, The Law of Moses inside and out and he was a Temple Guard so he was there to hear all the proclamations and prophecies made by the disciples and followers of Jesus so he did hear the Good News that came out of Man’s mouth.  But it wasn’t until Jesus knocked him off his horse on the way to Damascus did he fully receive sight and hearing – during the time GOD BLINDED HIM!  This is the reason for the 3-days of darkness to come as it’s a time of restoring sight to the blind and hearing to the deaf…the Paul’s of today!  Wow, that is a lot of people!  That is just about the entire Church!  Paul was an example of us hearing the Voice in the Wilderness…they are not to come from a book nor another’s mouth, only sound our feet should be dancing to is that of the Father’s Heavenly Holy Spirit which is SPIRIT, therefore cannot come from paper nor flesh.  Again, we are following patterns and the pattern here is unfortunately, the Church or Christians are now the Pharisees and will not “see” nor “hear” because of the Written Word – the Bible.  It’s the same thing now as The Law of Moses was then.  It’s not about being true or not, as both carry His Words – it’s about layers in Faith and Wisdom.  How can anyone find their way out of the Wilderness, the Desert if they can’t or don’t recognize the small still “voice” speaking to them, directing their way out?  Again, Paul was led out and into a home in Damascus while he was blind – he was led by the VOICE within into the city and to a place where God sent others to heal him.  This is what Paul represents and what Believer’s today must understand – immediately!  Also, this is why Paul went up against the other disciples at times regarding the Laws and the teachings to the Gentiles. This is how Paul knew what to say and what not to say because think about it, Jesus had already died and he was not taught by the others who walked with Him…Paul knew what he knew via The Spirit, The Holy Spirit and not from man nor book.

The Tetrads were giving us our calendar clues.  Dead center on March 20 was the Eclipse…this was also the Spring Equinox which is one of God’s Appointed Dates, it begins the New Month or at least it should.  You must take this date of March 20/21st and place it on the calendar as the first day of the first month…that is a what, 12 day difference from April 1?  In 2015, it just so happened that Wednesday April 1, was also Nissan 12 on the Hebrew calendar and if you move March 20/21st onto that date as Enoch’s date, you have April 1st, Nissan 12 (which is also 12 days difference between Enoch’s days and the current Hebrew/Gregorian dates) and March 20/21 all on the same day.  This is where your counting can begin.   I have so much good information on this but I’ve waited too late in the day or night today to finish it.  I’ll have to try and finish this tomorrow or this weekend but I will.  It’s too good and you have to see how He is working this and it’s been right there in front of us the entire time!



Now, here is the important players of the Bible and to understanding God’s Words.  The women, the mothers, sisters, daughters…this is where the “Keys of Knowledge” are gained or attained by understanding just who the women are and what roles did they really play.   I will tell you, much bigger roles than anyone can ever imagine.  As we all know, it started with them and I believe, it will end with them.

There is a reason but having only earthly understanding, people have no clue of their importance – such as this example I found on the internet regarding the 7-women to 1-man verse in Isaiah 4.  I’m going to copy and post below the question and then the answer – I’m still shaking my head and I’m only posting this here to show how we misinterpret things which will never allow us to know His Truth.  Here is it:


What does it mean, that 7 women will take one man and eat their own bread? Isaiah 4?

the first literal reading is polygamy with a reproach,
the symbolic meaning is the church.
which is true, are they both true interpretations?

Best Answer:  Prophecy generally had dual meanings. One for the now, and one for the future. This is one of those instances. The first aspect is that there will come a time with the ratio of women to men will be 7 to 1. The women will abandon their natural sense of modesty and jealous protectiveness of their husband and therefore become multiple suitors to one man. In spite of the natural suggestions of jealousy, they will be content with a share only of the rights of marriage in common with several others; and that on hard conditions, renouncing the legal demands of the wife on the husband. They want the name and credit of wedlock and to avoid a celibate life. The culture of the time tended to look down upon women and being an unmarried woman became a bigger hindrance. This part of the prophecy was fulfilled in the days of Ahaz when Pekah the son of Remaliah slew in Judea one hundred and twenty thousand men in one day. (ref 2 Chronicles 18:6)
As far as the symbolic meaning of the church it can mean a couple of things. 1: That despite appearances, there are more women in church than men (though this meaning is a little far fetched for there are many churches where the men are dominant in numbers). 2. That there will be a big falling away and their will only be a remnant within the church left to teach, preach and reach the lost. This “cleansing” will be done by God to get rid of the filth found within the churches walls. (This thought has more to do with the apostasy describing the falling away and those that cling to the truth. This interpretation has more a believable approach to it, since the finishing thought in chapter 4 has a lot to do with the cleansing of the filth from within and then a promise similar to the travels of the Hebrew people out of Egypt and into the promised land – found in Exodus ref Exodus 40:38 for example) This interpretation lends itself to the belief that God will take care and save the people within it.
Thus they both can be and are true interpretations of the passage.


Okay, this was the best answer for that question or so it says above.  What do you think this is about?  Do you believe it’s about a 7 to 1 ratio?  No…it’s about the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, given to men or man – they are Angels, Appendages…Spiritual Gifts that complete our Wilderness Training that will be used during the Harvest.  I don’t believe this has anything, not one thing to do with the lack of men and the over population of women due to the men dying.

Remember when I said the Lord taught that all Angels are born both male/female – twins as every male has a female that is their “other-half”, their “whole”.  If the male is here, the female is in the Heavens and vice-versa.  This is why in the Bible men like Abraham married their sisters as he married Sarah who was also his father’s daughter…really?  His FATHER’S DAUGHTER?  She was the female to Abraham’s male and both were born of the same Father.  There was no earthly “incest” as people continually want to believe – this was all Heavenly and beyond our earthly, fleshly intelligence and it’s inability to understand the Angelic and Heavenly realms.  If the Angels are male that fell to earth, then it’s their female “twin” that did not.  One is here and the other is up there…so if at some point man will be given the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, here it is saying they will be women, female.  The “Bread” they will eat that is their own, is again, Heavenly.  Their garments too are not clothes as we know them to be, but whose covering they are under – as they are Spirits and garments are houses or bodies.  Again, just as Paul was talking about “going in and going out a home” – it’s not as we think.  He means “people” as the Spirit go in and out.  Paul, as was those he wrote his letters to, was speaking from an Angelic side…as an Angel.  When he was talking about the “catching away”, but not until those that died were raised up and it would be then they too would be lifted up into the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, yeah that part…he was speaking from an Angel, a Remnant view.  He was saying that after the others were raised and passed-over, resurrected, then those of them that were left,  would also be taken into the clouds but after us.   Those of them that were still alive – still hanging on – they would finally be rescued by their Kinsman Redeemer.  That is not us…We are not the only “Watchers” appointed to His Wall and when you read that, God is talking about the Angels for they are the True and First Watchers and they still hold that position.  Oh now look, I’ve gone off course here on the subject of the women!  I’ll have to try to finish that another time because it’s just too good to miss!  I believe the Destroyer that is coming to destroy – an Angel – is also a female…it’s a “her” and not a “he”.  I could be wrong, of course, but remember, Jesus is the Light, and it was the Light of the Father, His Female consort that left the Heavens and roamed too and fro across the waters.   So again, who is Christ?  Not Jesus, but Christ Jesus?  There’s a difference.   More on this subject later.

I’m not saying I know it all, no way and I can only know what my Father in Heaven and His Holy Spirit, which is His Son, will allow me to know.  It’s so much – this is why you must have a pliable heart to learn.  Why you must have faith and firm footing in Him and His LOVE for you to believe what He teaches you.  It’s not for the World…and what they don’t know or understand, they condemn as wrong, as from the evil one, as a deceiving spirit…why?  Because they can’t see it nor understand it and therefore, it must be wrong.  Well, I know my walk, my prayers and all that My Father has shown and taught me…teachings that I could in no way have found or put together myself, no way, it’s too much!  You cannot have eyes, ears and understanding until He blows on it, giving it Heavenly Illumination allowing you to then see what He is putting and has put right in front of you.  But if you cower to the Church and other Christians who are content in never being thrown off the horse, well, you will continue to be crippled, deaf and blind and will need to be shaken and stirred in the coming days in order to be healed.  Or, you’ll stay as you are and be totally deceived – meaning, you’ll go down with the ship as you would not let your pride down long enough to learn and hear something that needed blind faith in your Lord and His love for you.  You have to know He always has you and would not let you take the wrong bus nor buy the wrong bus ticket.  You just gotta know…He has you!

Again…to be concluded at a later date and I promise I will try to finish this within the next few days as I am unable to do much else.  Please pray for my healing – a broken back, can you just believe that!

Thank you my friends…thank you.  Thank you Tatiana for your kindness.  I ask you all to please go to or another Jewish calendar site where you can follow the patterns daily, reading the event markers that will surely come again.  You must understand this piece of the puzzle because it’s not all about us…it’s about ALL OF US!

Oh, just wondering who knew that Lucifer was the Angel of Music?  Responsible for the praise music and songs in God’s Kingdom, who knew!  I didn’t.  What is this telling us?  Think about it, who in the Bible also loved music?

Blessings and love to all my dear friends…I hope all of you are well and hanging on as I am.  I know it’s not easy, it’s a lonely walk but we are almost Home. Thank goodness because I cannot go out in public with a missing front-side tooth now can I?  Can’t do any videos for a while, lol!

I’ll see you soon!

Friend of Heaven


Posted by on May 5, 2016 in Uncategorized


Can you? Can you hear me now – through the thorns and thistles?



When I first started this blog and the videos, I had no idea how long I would be doing them.  I never thought I would be here now, still explaining and sharing what the Lord has taught.  Never did I realize then, how hard and all-consuming this journey would actually be – concluding with the Greatest Gift I could ever have possibly hoped for…I still cannot truly digest the gravity of the situation and it’s rarity.

I have always said this:

  1.  My videos are NOT for everyone; they are for SPECIFIC people but who you are, only God knows.  If you don’t “get me”, well, you’re not suppose to so please move on to find your “breadcrumbs” elsewhere.
  2. Something I would say or share would be what was needed to get you over that mountain top – giving that “UMPH” to finally give your feet that bounce to finally get you over-the-top.  I never knew what I was going to talk about it until the Holy Spirit led me to it.
  3. I’m just like you!  If I can find it, you can find it.  I’m the least crazy person I know and if the Lord is allowing sight, well, He, His Holy Spirit is allowing it.  These perfect “Mysteries” are way way way above my pay-grade!
  4. Go to the Origin – The Beginning.  Do not rely on earthly teaching but give it all to Him, raw, child-like and He would surely do the rest.  What we know is NOT what was originally given – it has been squandered down to a bare minimum through the years and many verses/books or words have been tainted so-to-speak.
  5. SEE YOU SOON!  Now, I say these words as more of a warning and good-bye.


You have watched me learn through this time and passing on what was given me to you, my friends.  I cannot help or change what He teaches…HE IS THE TEACHER!  I can still recall (like it was just yesterday) when my eyes started to focus differently, my thoughts being directed “everything God” and how He was answering my prayers I had sent up, asking “TO KNOW HIM – TO KNOW THE HEART OF GOD!”  Wow!  How does one explain all that was given?  I’ve tried to do so the best way I could but I still have fallen short in my ability to communicate all that I have been shown and I apologize for that.  It’s not as easy as some would think.  In fact, it’s just down-right hard to do!  I get so overwhelmed but awe and excitement overcome the anxiety this “new sight” leaves behind – you cannot have normal days, nights, or even hours as all I think about it HOW UNBELIEVABLE THIS IS!!  I cry in pure joy yet at the same time, I smile in pure fear as it’s said that when “much is given, much is expected”…I pray that in my own struggles, my own humanness, my own error, that I do not mislead anyone thereby making them confused or turn cold or lukewarm from something (anything) I have said or done.

Understanding Heavenly or Divine Breadcrumbs is NOT AN EASY TASK!  And, I don’t even pretend what I know is of my own or from my own understanding because its not!  What the Holy Spirit lays upon my heart, my spirit is Divine Wisdom and can only come or originate from Heavenly places.  I know what I’ve been given is True…I know that I know that I know.  It’s been a process – a long road with stumbles and falls but after getting back up, the Lord would allow something better to be seen and heard each and every time!  He knew I was going to error, make mistakes and He allowed it because He knew it would send me to dig deeper and that’s exactly what I did.  I thought when the scales were removed and I shared with all who would listen, that all would have the same discernment, sight and hearing, that every Christian or Believer would “get it” but, that is not what occurred.  I know now that no matter what I say or share here, it’s up to The Messenger to deliver it to others.  That unless “The Spirit” gives life to them, gives them breath, they are just words from someone claiming to know something they don’t.  The HEART is what gives them life and that HEART must be pliable, open to receive and full of faith to believe.

I can tell you this friends that what the Lord has allowed me to see, hear, understand, know and stand in, is Good and it’s Truth.  I may not know all the details or facts, of course I don’t but it’s enough to see that the bridge crossing has a twist and a patterned cycle to make sure ALL arrive at their destination with the understanding of WHY they are there in the exact spot their feet landed upon the crossing of the waters.  When that crossing is complete, very few will be standing where they thought or had been taught, very few.  Actually, it’s the “WIDE GATE” the Church/Christians thought the “worldly non-believers” would be entering through but that is not so…it’s the “teaching” from the earthly Shepherd’s of this world that is leading the sheep through this misinterpreted gate as they all believe the same teaching or “word”, not having a clue they have been wronged.  This is those spoken about in the Bible and it’s those that take the path less traveled that will enter through the “NARROW GATE” as they opened their ears (finally) enabling them to “hear what the Spirit is saying”.  This leads to the TRUE path, to the Heart of God and to His Heavenly Kingdom – not the truth and kingdom spoken about from each “church” podium and stage.  Earthly teaching can only offer earthly understanding – you must offer up this knowledge to our Father in Heaven in prayer – asking that He “blow-life” into it and allow His Messenger to deliver unto you with Divine Wisdom and Divine Understanding…it is He that must bring it to life!  Then and only then can it be seen and heard as it was originally written.

I no longer sit in a church pew to hear the Word of God because I cannot hear Him or It there.  It is covered by the noise and the voice of a man who has been taught by another man.  They are drowning out the Voice of God!  I said this in many of the videos I have posted – that the Pharisees missed it, missed the One they had been waiting for because of the Written Word given to them prior to His arrival.  They had studied the Law of Moses day after day, heard the words of teachers generation after generation, having that teaching so embedded into their heads and hearts, they could not open their heads and hearts to see the Truth standing right in front of them.  The tongues of men, the hands of men and the feet of men crippled instead of healed.  They cursed instead of blessed.  Why?  Because people lacked faith, they had no confidence in themselves and their relationship with God, leaving them unsteady in their footing and dependent on man for their salvation and teaching.  This in turn gave man a higher place to stand, thereby allowing pride to take full reign in what was given to the people and what was withheld.  Control of the masses was an easy task once this spread and more stood in insecurity of God than the Security they were to be given.  This is why the Heart is the vessel to God.  It is our compass, our telephone, our straight-line to “CHURCH” but because of the lack of confidence spreading like a famine, all calls made on what should be a secure line, have now turned into 3-way calling!  The earthly “middle-man” seems to be involved in every single conversation and call, why?  This is what turns people to ignorance thereby transitioning what should come natural, with ease into a nail-biting, sick-to-your-stomach anxiety fest of “Why don’t I hear God?  Why doesn’t He speak to me?  What am I doing wrong?  I’m not good enough to go where their going!”  It’s our own Shepherds driving the sheep over the edge of the cliff!

How do we know this is true?  Paul of Tarsus.

Paul came a little late to the game, don’t you think?  He came after the game was over really but before the Homecoming Dance, luckily!  What was the reason for Paul?  What are we as Believers to take from his stories, letters, writings and words?  By time Paul arrived on the scene, all that was left was a crowd waiting for the Fat Lady to sing, right?  Paul’s purpose was specific – he was an example of what we now, the Christians, the Church, the Believers, whatever you want to call us, Paul was our template.

Paul was us.  He was someone who knew the Law, he knew the words in the Book, he knew all there was to know about God, he was raised with that teaching from childhood on.  God used Paul as an example of what is going to happen to us and how what we’ve been taught by man is NOT what will teach us – it will NOT be our TEACHER!  Paul was not taught by Jesus, nor His Disciples as he was too busy trying to kill what he didn’t know or understand.  Why?  Because of the Written Word and the Spoken Word.  Paul’s pride was not going to allow him to be like a child in what he knew – no way, he knew all the ways of God to thoroughly to even think about rethinking it all!  So, God did the only thing Paul would allow Him to do and that was to KNOCK HIM OFF THE HORSE!  He was blinded or scaled for 3 days in order to see the Truth.  He had 3 days of darkness and in those dark days as a blind man, he was shown, taught and supernaturally changed by the fear of God.  He experienced God’s power, His “shaking” and when someone is thrown from the horse like that, they have no other choice but to be still and allow the Lord to do as He sees fit!  First the Lord had to show Paul that it doesn’t matter what you want to do,  you’ll do as I want you to do!  After Paul was made vulnerable, then Jesus could start a dialect with him, help him, teach him and reconcile back to him back to Himself.

What Paul was taught in those first 3 days was downloaded via the Holy Spirit and thereafter, this is where all his Divine Knowledge, Divine Understanding and Divine Wisdom came from as he was taught not by any man, but by God Himself via His Spirit, His Heart.  Paul spoke from the Heart – he was taught via the Heart where God’s Spirit rests in us all.  Paul shows us WHO OUR LIFE-GIVING WATER will be and that nothing we learn from the men of this world can give us Divine Heavenly understanding – we must receive what is Heavenly from that which comes from Heaven.  All the peoples of the world or the “Believing masses” should have their vessels filled with Heavenly Manna right now and that is the Holy Spirit for He is our Messenger and Teacher and He is what teaches us the things of Heaven.  Let the Holy Spirit be your Teacher now, hear The Voice in the wind – don’t be the tumbleweed tossed around the wilderness because it keep fighting  against it, never settling next to a protective “rock” to block the brunt of that Mighty Wind!



Well, as it’s said, “It takes the Glory of God to conceal a matter and the honor of Kings to find it”, I doubt this is the conclusion most Believer’s come to when reading them.  But, this is what this means.

It all ties in – every number, every piece of nature – all of it a Divine Path that leads to HIS DIVINE KINGDOM.  Where is that Kingdom found?  Behind the thorns and thistles that protect it.  This is why those who crucified Him placed with crown of “broken branches” around His head.  Did you know there were 72 thorns in that crown?  What is 72 – half of 144,000, 72 ANGELIC WITNESSES!  It’s the Ram that was caught in the “thicket” God placed upon the mountain for Abraham to sacrifice INSTEAD of his son Isaac.  See the pattern there?  See the pattern here?  Another example is David’s son Absalom – yes, he too has his “hair” caught in the thorny branches of the trees…see the patterns yet?  Also, was it not Absalom that stood at the Gates of the City trying to “tickle” the ears of the people against his father King David?  Yes, why yes, I think it was!  Again, see the pattern of what is coming again before we walk into the Gates of the City?  Which way is it going to go this time as what is bound on earth is bound in Heaven and what is bad here, turns out to be good there.  So, if Absalom’s actions were disapproved of and look upon as “bad” while occurring here, will the “Words” of the One to speak in Heaven be the opposite?  Will they be heard, taken to heart?  These are the crossroads of higher-learning that will have to be met and at each of these crossroads, decisions will have to be made, just like this!  Who do you say He is?  Do you know?  Will you know?  

He is not coming like He did before – no, He will look quite different and we know this how?  By the disciples “crying and wailing” in fear on the water during the storm.  They did not recognize The Lord at first – in fact, they thought He was a ghost!  It was only when they heard His VOICE, did they truly SEE HIM!  Hence, “My sheep will know my VOICE!”

I am posting a few videos I uploaded to YouTube last week and if time and God allows, I will write a second part to this post.  But, if time passing I this is not possible, please “file” what I have written above, please.  I still believe this is short and sweet!  Please do not be afraid – have a pliable open heart to truly hear His Voice and remove all judgment of what you think/thought you know that allowed you to verbally rebuke another or other Believers or person during your walk.  This story is truly the GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD – but with a twist that very few could see coming…I’m on the edge of my seat!

Remember too – it’s the path “less followed” – the path where the Pearl is hidden under the brush and leaves.  You have to dig and DIG DEEPER to find it and it’s not in the open bright light.  The left turn lane is where you want to be on this trip – that is where your treasure is hidden, that is your detour.  It’s not a wrong turn – it leads you to the Exit you need that leads you Home, not home.

I’ll see you soon!

Friend of Heaven



3 Part Video – End Times in the Pit; Rising to Rooftop; Paul Double-Edged Sword (click on link to videos)



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Posted by on March 18, 2016 in Uncategorized


3 New Videos – Resurrection or Rapture?

Get ready for the biggest twist in the Greatest Story Ever Told – it’s going to be unbelievable, even better than you thought!

More to come…


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Posted by on February 24, 2016 in Uncategorized


Highway to Heaven or Heavenly Traffic Jam – what lane will you take?



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Here we go again but where exactly are we going?  Is there or will there be an actual “fork” in the road ahead?  What does that mean?  Why?


Time…time is not like we think, especially not God’s TIME!  He is about to adjust it yet once again – He is removing the waste, the dross and even though we see days, months, maybe even years ahead, God is counting only what counts to Him.  He is about to speed things up, literally.

You have to be able to understand the realms, the heavens from Heaven.  It is said that Jesus comes wearing a name “King of kings, Lord of lords”, correct?  Well, who are the “kings and lords”?  They are those of those realms, those nations, those kingdoms, those lands, those merchants, and those who live in those specified regions.  They are the “Governors” of the land.  The Lord Jesus Himself directs all these “lanes” of life in each land, arena, even that special “Highway to Heaven” that all want to ride on or take even if traffic will be unlike any other traffic jam in history!  When all these lanes of traffic start to merge, cars in the right lane who have just come down off that exit ramp are going to try to get to that far left “fast” lane while the cars in that left lane, will be trying desperately to toggle their car into the right lane.  Can you imagine how packed that middle lane will be?  Fast cars hate that right lane – but isn’t that what the lane is for?  To hold those that just drive at the slower speed or the actual Law of the Land speed limit?  We can’t forget those right-laners either who insist on driving in that speedy left lane, regardless the danger as those drivers who don’t slow down will have no problem honking, cussing, tailgating those cars, even go so far as to show extreme “Road Rage”!  So, are those drivers just clueless as to what lane they are in?  Are they oblivious to the “Rules of the Road”?  Are they just happy, lost in thought?  Or, do they just don’t care?


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You have the same problem when the fast drivers are in the slow lane – but here, it seems to be even worse.  Don’t mess with those slow cars!  Why?  Well, they have been creeping along, been in that line a long long time and the majority are NOT going to let those fast drivers merge into their lane at the last minute!  Isn’t that how it is?  They are going to show them how to have some patience, how to do it correctly – mainly by saying “You should have gotten in line way back there instead of trying to cut!”  Hmmmmmnnnn.  See, those in the middle lane, they never want to be in the “wrong” lane so they ride the center line.  They watch the signs, the upcoming exits and how many miles away it is – then they decide what lane they will merge into.  What exit will they take if the first one seems too long of a wait?  Well, sometimes they know the perfect shortcut that others don’t and sometimes, they end up going so far out-of-their way in their pursuit of finding a “better exit or better way”, they run out of exits to take or the one they choose itself has unseen detours and/or delays…it’s “Under Construction”!  So what is a driver to do?   We already know you can’t satisfy everyone and not everyone will be happy regardless what lane they chose to ride in as some are always going to regret it the minute they change lanes,  as they’ve already convinced themselves before they changed lanes that it was wrong, so now, they just drive panicked regardless.  These are those that constantly “ride-their-breaks” just in case…just in case of anything and everything.  It reminds of the song “To the left, to the left to the right, to the right!”  Many elderly people tend to drive with their left foot constantly hitting the breaks while ironically, the right one is steadily on the gas.


“Jesus, please take the wheel!  No really, I’m not singing to the Carrie Underwood song here, although it’s a wonderful song;  I’m really asking you to PLEASE TAKE THIS WHEEL!”


I don’t know what lane your car will be in, I don’t even know what lane I’ll be driving in but I have decided, this is one time in my life, I’m not going to worry about it and I am going to confidently let Jesus take the wheel, literally.  It’s His Highway and one He has traveled since the Beginning so why in the world would I try to drive it like the highways here on earth?  That would be the first mistake, don’t you think?  Since pretty much EVERYTHING IN HEAVEN or in the Heavenly Realm is opposite the earth, how do we know which lane is the fast lane and which is the slow one – we don’t, not until we see the signs along the way that will guide us to our proper exit and destination.  What we have to do is WATCH FOR THEM and to make sure that some joker along the way didn’t feel the need to spray paint his own arrows saying “TURN HERE OR TURN THERE” – no matter how professional it looks.  Who knows…the Center Lane could actually be for those that turned their blinkers to the left or to the right; could be the lane that just kept their eyes on the road ahead – having faith that they were driving their car in the correct Heavenly direction and when they arrived at their final destination, the center lane would be the one that would deliver them there.  They didn’t worry about what the other cars were doing or not doing because they knew all the proper signs and exits – no confusion or chaos in that lane!  That center lane – well they could truly enjoy the ride and the sights the others lanes are missing for the Sun itself is blinding their view and if it’s a night, well, how many have night blindness?  Oh, that’s just a whole other story now isn’t it!


“Jesus will be the Crossing Guard no matter what lane of traffic you arrive in!  He is the Director of ALL LANES into the City…even those going out!”



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I’ll be the little old lady in this car!!

What I have been sharing with you friends over these fast 6 months has been a mouth full to-say-the-least!  What events take place here on earth or above us – above the Sea of Glass?  I’ve stated what I think – could I be wrong?  Sure I could…it could all be metaphorical or it could all be literal.  It could be here and there both but I don’t believe it will be as “man” is stating.  That is what this world is seeing as they cannot see the events with Spiritual Heavenly eyes because if they were, they would see that God does not want us to be fearful, afraid of the things of this world which is hard to do if you are listening to those who say His Wrath upon the earth is happening; wars, death and killings are about to occur, along with the earth being destroyed while we are all still here.  That is what they are saying, aren’t they?  Well, I am sticking with the events occurring in the Heavenly Realm – the wars, the fire, etc., at least for now.  Common sense tells you – you would be more fearful UP THERE if these were happening because you would know just WHO it was allowing them as it is right there!  Here, God would not receive the glory, only the enemy and I do know that God will not allow that to happen.  The headlines would all read “SATAN CAUSES…” when that is not true – he cannot “cause” anything to happen UNLESS GOD ALLOWS AND GIVE PERMISSION FOR IT TO HAPPEN! But, who would know that here?  Who would know that in Heaven?  If those events happened in Heaven or the “Safe Place/Paradise” we first arrive at, how many would bend their knee and confess that He is the True God?  They would see and know all is from Him – so my guess is A LOT or most of them would quickly get the picture!!!  Here, not so much – they would just say it was because of this or that, this person or that person, this god or that god, never really giving all the glory and credit to the ONE who it belongs to.  But, if all this occurred up where the “temporary” Temple or Tabernacles is, well, then, God’s Words would ring more than true…”THEN THEY SHALL KNOW THAT I AM GOD!”  Common sense 101, right?  But better than that, where would we see or feel more peace and security than there?  I know, right!


So, during the coming “heavy traffic days” ahead, think about your driving lanes and your own driving skills.  How well do you drive in the day, the Sun reflecting it’s bright light into your eyes; or, driving at night by the Light of the Moon.  How good are you driving in the darkness of night?  I think, personally, it’s best we be ready to drive in both so that way, whichever one it may be, we are ready to see through both!





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Posted by on December 21, 2015 in Uncategorized


New Videos – Exodus, Waters and Heaven? I’m Ready, Are You?


Friends, I hope all of you are well.  I’m still battling this cold that has been here since Thanksgiving and I’m so ready to be free of it!

The days ahead are what we have been waiting for…it is September 2012, September 2015 and December 2012/2015.  It’s Christmas time again but this one is the very special Christmas we never thought we be here!  Along with it is a very rare full moon that lands on Christmas but once every 19 years and guess what?  This is the 19th year!  lol

I have uploaded 3 new videos that I feel are so very important.  It’s about this time…the Exodus and all the Mysteries the Lord has shared, revealed and is now about to occur.

I have 6 videos prior to this that I did not finish making public but I will.  It will just show all the new revelation the Lord has allowed and how each time He added or “unveiled” more and more.  So much so, I just stopped recording in order that I can put all in it’s proper place and pattern.  I will post the 6 prior to these 3 so you can see all that He gave me to see and hear…it changed or was changing every day.  Still the truth, but He just added more and more, allowing us such a Great Gift!  I finally waited until today and recorded 3 more with what I could fit in.  I will say, the 6 I did not address, they have all the good stuff in them that I couldn’t add here so please feel free to use these as a type of “learning with Mary Beth” type of video!  You can see how He just kept teaching more and more!

Remember, I’m bad a titles…this is all the stuff I believe will happen; where it will occur and WHO is in charge!  I know it’s time – are you ready????

Pt 1 – Exodus Time? You Ready? Straight to Gate or Detour? Truth Here Determines Stay There!

Pt 2 – To The Mountain We Go; OT to NT Exiting Threw The Waters; Exodus & Moses

Pt 3 – Exodus Time? Judah/Tamar & Barren Wombs vs. Fertile Wombs Tells The Players

I will try to finish this in the morning but it’s been a hectic time.  I’ve been sick since Thanksgiving and babysitting every single day…so yes, I’m going to say it again – I’M TIRED!!!

See you soon friends!

Mary Beth








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Posted by on December 21, 2015 in Uncategorized


I believe we are there…are you ready?

Well friends – I believe we have come to the end of one very long journey and about to start the “Ultimate Journey” that we have long awaited for.  I wish I could express to you all that the Father has taught me, His Holy Spirit truly has been my Teacher.   Soon, all will be revealed and the words expressed by so many will come to light, or darkness.  Not a permanent darkness but a bit of a time-out in a very dim-lit place.

Below I have linked 3 new videos I uploaded on December 5 but only today released them so please scroll down if you would like to see the video messages first.



The events foretold by those who taught us, via man’s interpretation have brought much fear to the hearts of the people but these are not what the Father in Heaven is showing His Children…quite the opposite actually. His Message is of Love, Promise, Rescue and to finally be ONE with Him.  He will bring us beaten up and abused by the enemy because the enemy’s time is done.  Yes, there is one judgment owed to those that have not repented, but that is all, no more.  The Father, our Creator Himself will shake the Heavens and Earth but it’s all for His Glorious End Plan and He WILL NOT ALLOW ANYTHING TO MANIFEST UNLESS IT GLORIFIES HIM, PERIOD!

See, we hear 2 voices – one from the ears and one from the heart.  Those that are hearing of the wars and rumors of wars, they are listening through the Advil and Hammer of their fleshly ear; while those who are speaking words of comfort, they are hearing from their Heart where the Holy Comforter resides and speaks from.  This is the difference.  One is from the Son of Man and the other from the Son of God.



Everything we have been taught is not for us…it is flipped.  The people of the Bible we thought were “us”, are not, they are “them”.  Everything that was hidden from us was to keep us a prisoner, a slave to the god of this world.  We are the ones under the Sea of Glass…Noah’s Mountain where the Ark landed was not here, it was up there.  It is that “resting place” of the boat that saved those God gave His Mercy to.  It is the one who is sitting up there that is the god of this world…Noah or the form in which this Heavenly Spirit or Angel came in.  That is Babylon that sets on the 7 Hills – God’s 7 Mountains.  It’s a story of a “man” who had 3 sons…cursing the 2nd son for seeing “his nakedness” while the 1st son lost his inheritance to his younger brother who then became the holder of the most blessed land, the Promise Land as that is what is was called when it was originally given to Shem.  So it’s the 3rd son, the 3rd brother that became the inheritor of the “good land” and the land promised by their father.  Who were these brothers?  This pattern is repeated throughout the Bible and in each story, the brothers are continuing the saga.

Ham was cursed and left the “Mountain” after he saw his father’s nakedness – Ham saw who Noah truly was without his garments.  We are told it was through Ham that the “evil” or “bad” or opposite side of the family/lineage was started and it was through that line we can blame where humanity went wrong after the Flood.  Ham I guess you could say, was in a way, a Scapegoat – one who carried the blame, the “sins” of the family like a yoke around his neck.

This is just one piece of doctrine we were misled on and it was in the beginning so can you guess how much more follows?

Below is 3 links to the latest videos uploaded to my You Tube channel – please click on them to watch.

Tools From Heaven Given For Now; We Are In God’s 3rd LAYER! Shaking Just Weeks Away!

Old Testament Was Our Story; Bondage to Promise; New Testament is Heavenly ACTS!

Our Water is Wormword; Water to Wine CLEANSING; 6 Jugs (Angels) Redeemed FORGIVEN!


The waters of the earth is what made Adam thirst – that is why it was a very long time before he finally took his first sip.  The water is Wormword.  The waters need to be cleansed, turned into wine and Jesus told us how many vessels were changed and made into the Grappa, the best wine from the grapes that were kept on the vine the longest; 6 large clay pots.  Also, the Grappa is the remnant of all the grapes, their juices, their skins, their seeds, even those that have been trodden over and upon.  This is why at the Wedding in Cana, the best wine was served last as they are the last to arrive.

The Old Testament is the story – their story, our story – the WHOLE story!  The time between the OT and the NT is the waters and us crossing those waters similar to Paul’s story of his shipwreck and the 276 crew aboard on their course set for Rome.  It was during that time that half of the crew thought they were going to a place filled with treasures, riches, beauty and wonder…the other half believed they were headed straight for misery, punishment and death.  This is INTERMISSION as every good long movie/story has one.  This is the time that 2 groups of men who are sailing on the same ship, same boat are obviously seeing 2 very different destinations.  This is us, this is “them” all riding upon the same vessel, ship or boat toward our new home in Heaven.  But wait, how can half see or expect one thing and the other half another while riding together…shouldn’t they be expecting the same thing?

See, both groups go up together at the same time.  One group will see the treasures and the Promised Land while the others will only stand in fear of what awaits them.  For one thing, the “Heaven” or “waiting area” they are taken to is just a replica or “shadow” of our real Home, our real Heaven and since so many will not be able to discern the difference as they are blind and unable to see the mold on the walls, they will think the food is good, Heavenly and for this reason, they will be thrown into the fire to remove the dross, the scales and the dirt on their garments that keep them crippled.  This is the group who is delayed as they must be shown the Truth.  They take a detour while those of us who have awaken from our sleep, have removed the dirty garments, have clear vision to see the counterfeit as our scales were removed prior to us boarding the ship! Our path, our route is straight, no detours, no delays.  We can also see the mold infested walls and the ability to see that the food being served there is NOT for us – it’s not OUR BANQUET nor is it our BANQUET HALL!

See, we have been sitting under the Ark…I guess you could say we live under the valley and the mountain we see from our view is not really the mountain we want to climb.  Or, let me put it this way – the top of this mountain is NOT the top of OUR MOUNTAIN!  We are in the waters of the seas as the flood waters were from springs and shot up from the earth, not the other way around.  We can never get our heads above the water and this is why.  It is the Sea of Glass that is the Wall.  When this wall or glass is shattered, the rains will come and it is then those that are under the “chandelier” will be crushed by the weight of it.  What does this mean?  The glass above us, the Sea of Glass that is the floor of the Ark will break into, just as God parted the Red Seas so the Israelites could flee to safety from Pharaoh, this Sea will also part but this time, all those standing there will fall into the waters.  Can we say “swimming with the sharks”?  This is the group above that feared a tragic voyage spoken by Paul, but – remember how that story ended?  Yes, they were thrown from the battered ship, tossed into the raging sea but not one hair on their heads was harmed – they all LIVED!

What does this really mean?  It was Paul’s boat/ship right?  God chose him because he was a rebellious one.  Those that follow and are aboard this ship are in store for some rough sailing but in the end, they will not die nor be harmed.  These are those that will be lifted out of the water and thrown into the fire by the angels.  This is the fiery water of the abyss.  This is too the sky rolling back like a scroll…

Both those that are “good” and those that are “bad” are going to be aboard the same ship but it’s the discernment they arrive with that will allow them to see the Original from the Replica – the Counterfeit – there are those that are asleep and then there are those that are “dead in Christ”; dead meaning dead to the world for they are in Christ their Lord and no longer alive in the world.  Those that asleep, they are spiritually dead – they sleep in the dust which is their flesh.  They have believed with their flesh (their earthly eyes and ears) over their spiritual teaching or Word that dwells in their hearts which can only be seen and heard when the Father, our Creator removes the veil and that is done when we die to the flesh and are born again in Him, the Spirit.  Meaning, you must be deaf, blind and crippled to this world, to Man and in the eyes of man.

Both of these groups go together prior to the Remnant – the late Grappa grape which is those that have been here from the Beginning, the original first 10 fathers in Genesis 5.  These are all components of the Lord – these father the Scribes, the Prophets, the Kings, the Priests as they all represent roles of the Lord, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit in some form or another.  Each are on the Right or the Left side representing the Armies of the North or the Armies of the South but there is a 3rd Army, the one that we are told to look to the Mountains for, and it is the Army that will unite bringing all 3 of Noah’s son’s back together and a great reconciliation will occur.  One Army represents the brass nail that confined both feet of Jesus on the Cross with another Army holding down the left hand and another Army holding down the right…3, with the Cross itself acting as the 4th.  It’s 4 Angels – Jesus being the 4th.

Jesus plays both roles my friends.  There was a switch somewhere and most likely, it was at the time He was baptized by John the Baptist in the River Jordan and it’s why He had to be tested in the wilderness.  It’s Brothers, one taking the cup from the other just as Judah did in Egypt for his brother Benjamin when he was accused of stealing the silver cup from Joseph’s table.  But as we all know, it was Joseph who planted it there because he wanted his brother, his full brother who he allowed to eat from his own plate.  He was never going to hurt Benjamin – he loved him and all he wanted was to be with him, even if he had to use a bit of trickery to keep him there.  Since Judah had already betrayed one brother, he was not about to lose another and to make amends for what he did (selling Joseph into slavery), he held the cup taken from the seed bag, willing to take whatever punishment would come his way.  This story again played out somewhere during this time with Jesus and his brother, the prodigal son.

Who is the enemy really?  It’s the one whose face shown upon the waters as the Lion when the Light from Heaven went to and fro over it.  It’s was God’s own Light that birthed the enemy who was settled and born upon the dark waters.  This Mystery will soon be shown to all and like the Bible has shown us over and over, in the end, the Brothers will “hug it out” and they will be reconciled back to the Father.

It will be just as Jesus stated by His actions in the Garden the night he was arrested.  When Peter, who is the head of the Church on earth, “the rock”, took the sword in his right hand and sliced the RIGHT ear off of the Roman guard (who later became a follower of Jesus or the Word), it was telling us that Believers would become deaf/crippled due to the teachings of the earthly Church but it would be healed by the left (apostate) as this is the hand Jesus healed the guard’s ear with.   The Church of Christ is deaf, blind and asleep due to the righteous side and it’s their earthly teaching of the Word of God that will literally lead their sheep to slaughter because they slumber, blind leading the blind cannot even recognize who this applies to and regretfully, they stand in pride at what they have been taught, never questioning it’s Author of Truth.  They refuse to stand and see the Author of Lies and Confusion’s footprints in the sand.  They will not lower or humble themselves by kneeling before the Lord as a small child with no knowledge.  They will not go back to drinking milk as they’ve had too much meat, even if it was bad meat, and now, a glass of milk in their eyes, could never satisfy their hunger…they see it is for infants only, never seeing themselves in that toddler stage, thereby refusing to drink which would in turn, fill their bellies with the Truth.  They will not see that the food they eat is bad, already rotten when purchased at the store, making them very ill once it is digested.

This time now is the end of the Church Age and if you have studied all the patterns of the past, you would see the perfection in just how He is doing it.  Every timeline, date, month and year from 2012 to 2015 is now upon us. Please know that things will come fast, unexpected to the unprepared world.  We now are entering the last days of December 2012 which held many events that were spoken of but had not as of yet, manifested into play…this is that time so please be ready and on your toes each day, all day.  Please don’t worry as the Lord totally has this – He has us too!  All the events happening around the world are copies of what is transpiring in the Heavenly realm right now as that is where the true battle is being carried out.  We are about to leave the waters situated between the Old Testament and the New Testament and once we are received in Heaven, we will then step into the patterns regarding the Acts of the Apostles as that will be what we shall do up there, and once we are in the house of the god of this world, we will heal all the those who came crippled, blind and deaf just like all those Jesus healed sitting around the Temple under Solomon’s canopy or the “Outer Court”.  This is the 40 days of harvest and those who are healed, made well again, will then be placed into the Bridal Chambers awaiting the arrival of Her Groom.

Please don’t be one who refuses to wake up…now is not the time to oversleep!  Please have eyes to see and ears to hear…seek the Lord and He will give you this wonderful Gift but you must have a pliable heart.


To be continued; I reserve the right to edit this page at a future date in order to expand anything I may have forgotten or see that I need to add.

Below are the newest pictures of Trey-Olivia…Her mommy had these taken a few weeks ago for her “Matilda Jane” photo shoot.  The first one is my favorite – so angelic.  The others are just a few the photographer sent to us as a preview so I thought I would share this beauty with all my friends…


Thank you for hanging with me on this journey friends.  Who knew.  Who really knew what He was teaching and showing us, I certainly did not.  I had no idea that at the end of this incredible Path, I would be sharing with you all what I have been sharing but I know it’s the Truth…Well, not much longer now and we will all know now won’t we?  Don’t be afraid when things seem unexpected and out-of-order – just listen for His Voice and His Open DOOR!

See you soon!

Love your sister and friend of Heaven,

Mary Beth





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Posted by on December 12, 2015 in Uncategorized


Problem fixed…my bad!

I’m sorry, I fixed the problem on the videos…I had not made them public, my bad!

Please go to our Father in Heaven, The Alpha & Omega, The Beginning and The End for He truly has the answers and His Truth.  He wants us to open our eyes and understand the Bible is a Divinely Inspired “Script” of events that He allowed to occur.  Why?  To open our eyes, to awaken us from our sleep.  We are the ones asleep!  We are the ones in slavery – a slave to the god of this world yet our eyes cannot discern the difference.

When Jesus said it was “done”, it was FINISHED!  We are just waiting for His Patterns to complete their trail, their wheel but that is all…everything else has occurred, watch and see.  Revelation is just that – a revelation given to John from start to finish but He had John eat the “little book” – the little book that gives to many a bitter taste and others a taste of honey.  John was given the Spirit of the Lord at the foot of the Cross, that is why Jesus spoke as He did to him.  It’s all part of the Seven Fold Spirits of Heaven and John even says that “The Spirit of the Lord was upon me!”  This is so much bigger than we have been taught…so much.

December, Kislev, Tevet, January – these are our big months.  Remember I spoke of July being our first and seventh month – I knew the Lord was showing on our 1st/7th month, it’s the current calendar so therefore what has never been done before, will fall on this calendar but the patterns of the past will continue to be finalized on the Hebrew timeline calendar.  Nissan 1 is when all “New” will be done as that is what He is doing…a Creation Redo.  This is in Heaven and on the Heavenly Clock, not earthly. The 40 days will also be in Heaven – this is the time of Acts – healing what the enemy crippled.  This too will be the time for His Angelic Armies to finalize His Word and they too will come Home.  The “fire” is healing, it burns the defilement, the sin and that is why He sends those to the fire but it’s the sin, the enemy itself that will stay there, not the Heavenly Host that it occupied.

The Bible tells us this – that is it…the Bible.  It’s all right there, please have eyes to see.  Do not stand in fear – fear only the Lord and wake up!   Do not listen to manly teachers or the church in this world…they are those that put us to sleep.  Peter was crucified upside down…remember that.  He is all earthly churches, not just the Catholic because it all started from the one.  This tells us the words in the Bible, the teachings are flipped, they are upside-down…it’s the opposite of what we think.

To be continued….




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