Smoke & Mirrors dividing Heaven and Earth? Choosing between Jesus and Barabbas once again – who is chosen this time…



Did anyone know that Barabbas, a/k/a ‘bad-guy’ in the Bible, the one who was released out into the world, given freedom from his jailer’s chains and was known for his continual rebellion of 1) Jewish Laws of giving to the Temple and sacrificing of animals along with selling their skins; 2) the Roman occupation of the land and city of Jerusalem? He thought that fighting his way through to make his voice heard was the only way. He thought that the time for negotiations was all but null and void. He thought that he had no one but himself to depend on; that God was not listening to the good, let alone the bad, like him. He relied on himself. He taught himself to trust only things he could see, touch, feel – things on and of this earth. (Good thing God uses His sense of SMELL to receive those that are a pleasing Aroma to Him.) All the other stuff such as faith, love, compassion – he could have no part of because he had no understanding of such things as these were not the attributes he had ever been given in the world, on this earth. They were foreign so he fought against it. He did not trust new, he did not trust old so what was left for him to trust and believe in? He had to find this. He had to be given a match, a spark that would light the Light that could and would allow him to find what he thought did not exist for him and others like him, or the things he thought only existed through him. This is why he was left and released.

Jesus was sending him out to find Him, the One standing next to him who he did not know, meaning Barabbas did not know Jesus. He sent him back into the world so he could then stand next to Jesus again and that it would be Jesus who could now know him. If not, the two once again would stand next to each other only the next time, it would be Barabbas standing in the spot of the judged and Jesus being released to the Ones who knew him.

If this pattern has already happened on earth, it will happen again in Heaven. This is one of the most important, yet over-looked parables that has been told. Barabbas is not who we think – for we have judged in and by the world’s standards, by the flesh but God has used his story, his life and his rebellion for a much greater picture – for His Greater Good!

Barabbas represents the man who was born of flesh or who is covered and walked through his life on earth in the flesh, that was in chains, imprisoned by the Laws governing his surroundings. The Law that was chained hand-in-hand to that flesh. What he saw the day Jesus died, what ‘gift’ he was given was something he struggled with, through and for, the rest of his days on this earth. I find it so amazing that his story, in the end, tells the most endearing tale.

Most don’t realize that in the of his life, this rebellious man took the place of John the Disciple on this cross. While imprisoned with both Peter and John, and after he had been given sight to see just what it was Jesus did for him, he believed he was to sacrifice himself in place of Peter. Peter told him no – that is not the will of God and that it was Peter’s time and he would go to the cross himself. Then, John was called and when John’s name was called out to come to the guards for his crucifixion, Jesus Bar Abbas claimed himself as John. So in turn, it was the thief, the man in chains, the rebellious one that gave the world the Revelation of Jesus Christ, or the Truth. He took the cup in order that the Divine Heavenly Wisdom, again The Truth, could be released unto the people upon the earth. Amazing, isn’t it?



We all know about the wedding in Cana that Jesus and His Mother Mary attended but very little about the details surrounding it. It is believed, or said that during the wedding, the father’s gold was stolen by the thief, Barabbas himself. It is said that the bag full of gold was then used to pay the woman who owned the house that was home to the harlots, women of pleasure. The gold was paid to her for the release of a girl he could not forget – the one he called “The One With No Name”. Also, it was enough gold to pay for all the women who sold their bodies for food and shelter. They themselves did not realize freedom was at the door…they were just unable to see it as the ‘walls’ separating the rooms they were laying in kept them in the dark of this purchase that was just made. They missed the open door that would have set them on their Path to freedom.

The ‘No Named One’, would not give him her name which intrigued Barabbas more. She was in one storyteller’s tale, a harlot herself named Rachel, while another wrote she was a young maiden who just worked there and was called Esther. Whichever holds the truth, I do not know because both versions tell a story. It was from this women getting to know her ‘master’ or ‘owner’ that soften his heart, even if he tried so very hard to keep it as hard as a rock. Her gentleness, yet strong conviction in the Lord, is what nursed him when he was beaten by the servant from the father’s house (who held the wedding), who had afterwards been thrown into the continuous fire pits, bound by both hands and feet. It was from a leper’s ‘hook’ that reached into the fire and rolled him out, flesh singed and burnt but actually, it was only mere moments he endured the flames.

The woman was then left to find oils, herbs and medicines to nurse this man who bought/purchased her, back to health. Having no money, she was led to beg on the streets and soon after, was given a gold bracelet to sell as that was all the Roman wife had to give. That woman, that wife, was the wife of Pilate.

After this, Pilate’s wife who was searching herself for truth, found herself as the girl, searching out Jesus and the teaching of Heaven. These unlikely women found friendship and even though they were worlds apart in comparison, they were very much alike in their search for something higher. The girl became pregnant, only to lose it at the hands of the Roman soldiers who came to hunt Barabbas down. The loss of this child was now removing all the warmth and softness that had been slowly but surely settling within is heart. To further add to his grief, she died soon after in the streets by the crowds coming against Jesus and His claim to being the Son of God. In his despair, he was arrested by the Roman authorities and sent to the sulfur mines of Sicily. Once settled in this pit within the earth, Barabbas was partnered in chains to a Christian who himself was sentenced to a life in darkness because his refusal to through a cargo of slaves overboard in the sea. This man in the beginning, hates Barabbas for being pardoned instead of his Master, the one called Jesus.

These two who started their imprisonment in opposition to one another, are chained together for 20 years, in which time, had become friends. It was these two foe-friends who ironically, became the only two from the mines who could be rescued as they were the only survivors when an earthquake shook the ground, collapsing the mines pits below. Twenty years he was below the earth, in chains, with a believer in Christ. The good, the bad – making every move together – led them to become friends and were so still when taken to Rome where they would train to become gladiators who fought to the death in the great coliseum of the Roman Emperor Nero. Friend killing friend, enemy killing enemy, it seemed no matter where his feet took him, the matter of life or death always stood in the path that he would have to walk or take, including the paths he ultimately crossed.

It was Barabbas who took his Christian friend and follower of the teachings of Christ, to be buried properly after he was killed with a spear to his heart. Ironically, the place of burial was in the Catacombs of Rome, so again, Barabbas was led to man-made chambers of darkness within the earth. When he appeared above ground, finally making his way out of the dark maze that held so many dead, he saw the fires of Rome. He remembered what was said by the Believer’s in his life and thought that finally, the end of the world had come. So he too grabbed a torch and lit fires so the City of Rome would burn. It was in this doing that he was arrested and accused as the one who started the fires, when really, he was only one participate, one man following the lead of others. This act is/was his final act, the finale of the life of this rebellious man who many thought would not or could not die. It was at this time, he was sentenced to death. It was the his standing up – professing his faith in Christ that sent him to his death on the cross, along with all the other Christians arrested that night in the City of Rome.

Christians lighting a fire to the homes of non-believers, pagans who had a belief of a different god other than their own or possibly, their belief in a same God but separated by their blindness in Jesus and the truth of whose Son he really was. This is yet again, another pattern to watch for only this time, hopefully, you’ll see it with Heavenly eyes and understand that the fire which burns a home, is really a cleansing of the flesh. It wasn’t the Christians that started the fires in the first place, so who was the real ‘Fire-Starter’? Who was it that lit the first torch? This is such a huge layer and parable – I hope you see it.



A while back, I stated that something happened at the cross – a switch of sorts when Jesus spoke to John and His Mother Mary these words: “Son, this is your Mother…Woman/Mother this is your son.” We know that Jesus has both Spirits within Him as He spoke with each saying, “My God, My God why have You forsaken me?” Then again when interceding for those who cursed Him: “Father, Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” One ‘Son’ was in intersession to His God while the other was pleading to His Father. One was Earthly, One was Heavenly. One was speaking as Jesus Christ and the other as Christ Jesus. Jesus was born with one Spirit while baptized by John the Baptist in the Jordan River thereby receiving the other. Jesus’ journey into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights, was His time to conquer His flesh against the enemy and at the same time, the God of this world. (40 days in the desert is likened to 2000 years.) Jesus was never actually subject to sin, only the temptation of it.

He had to also pass the test of temptation so he could quiet the voice of man or men that rang loudly throughout His walk; it was the noise coming from the mouths of those He went to save. Jesus had to walk in Heavenly ways, using the new ‘gifts’ He received on the waters of the Jordan. When the dove descended, so did the Spirit from Heaven that now rested upon Him. This is a pattern that shows a parable of what will happen to Believers as they too are born via the waters of Heaven, receiving too their Gifts – to then be sent out to minister to the blind, deaf, crippled and to share the truly good things of Heaven. This is where the healing will again occur; the Harvest reaped.

If Heaven and Earth are bound (what is bound on earth is bound in Heaven), then this must now occur ‘up there’ as it has already been completed here. The Gifts that Jesus received here, were earthly and given as He went out and received the Twelve (12) Disciples, who in Heaven are now called Apostles (earthly to Heavenly). No longer will the earthly Gospels be the fruit, but the Heavenly Apostles which represent the Heavenly Truth (Fruit). This is what the pattern will follow once again. The removal of the demons, seven (7) so it says, is the teaching or ‘Gifts of the Spirit’ that were given here and that gave our earthly body it’s food or fruits. These must be removed once we are in Heaven and replaced by the Divine Spirits of the Tree or Fruits of the Tree so we will have understanding and Heavenly discernment on the Kingdom level. Again, this is a parable of healing, when one receives Revelation or Truth of the Kingdom of Heaven.

This is the Fruit that leads ones feet to the Path of Knowledge which in turn, opens the Door to Eternal Life with the Father. These are the candles which Light the flames on the Menorah. Each of us have a Menorah that needs to be lit and is done so by following the Path which is laid out for us via the Tapestry of our life which is written upon our hearts.

Jesus already came as the ‘Man’ or Son of Man representing the earthly idol or god; now He must come as the Beast, the Son of God parable as now, the Golden Calf worship pattern manifests and takes hold. It’s the Babylon Golden Man worshiped and built within the City and the Israelite Golden Calf Statue worshiped and molded out in the wilderness of the desert; both were worshiped as a Golden God and so again, this pattern will be followed. Jesus comes as the Beast to those who do not know the Truth. The Destroyer will destroy the earthly things so that we, or people, will see only the things of Heaven. He must destroy the teaching of the earthly, fleshly man which to most, will be looked upon as a Beast, but really, He is destroying the teaching or Word, the flesh resides in. By doing this, the Walls of Jericho will fall, and the Harlot released from her captivity from behind and within the mighty walls of a Babylonian-idol worshiping land. She is free. This is the parable of Rahab who helped Joshua and the Israelites conquer Babylon and if you remember, it is she that Joshua married. If Joshua is a parable of a likeness of Jesus, then who did Jesus release and now is set to marry? The Daughter of Babylon. If she is the Harlot on earth, then she is the opposite in Heaven. Same goes the other way…so if the Virgin marries her Groom in Heaven, who is she marrying or married to on earth? Remember, Jesus ‘flipped’ the tables in the Temple Courtyard so what did He really do? What does the flipping of tables actually mean?

All is from above us, the Heavenlies or Heavenly realms. As in the Beginning all descended, or ‘came-down’, the tables now need to be flipped and the ascending back to the place from which we came shall take us up and not down. The ‘waters’ are the above us through the sky. We will pass through the Kingdoms which are the layers or realms lined out in the atmospheres above. There are Seven (7) that must be passed through before we reach the Gates of Heaven. Why? There are 7 Kingdoms below the Sea of Glass or Dome and three (3) above. These the Roman, Greek, Persian etc. These lands have kings and rulers and once again, their lands must be crossed in order to get to the Holy Land, the Promised Land of God is really what this area is and just as it is on earth, it is in Heaven, meaning, these Kingdoms lay between the North and South, ruled by 7 Rulers…the Seven Churches, the Seven Seals, Seven Mountains and really, the 7 Angels or Angelic Hosts. Each hold a Seal of God – a teaching of Truth. As each obtain that teaching of Truth or receiving it by eating the Fruit or Good Food of the Tree each Church provides, they have broken the Seal of that Mystery or Scroll. Each land or layer, holds the Secrets of Heaven and of the Father and to Eternal Life with Him. If a heart is not pliable to receive what is given, the earthquakes or ‘shaking of the dust of the earth’ must occur so all will be brought to their knees so they can see what is needed in order to take the Home. The shaking of the dust – is the flesh. The Wind then comes along and blows the dust (Dust in the Wind) toward Home as it must be removed prior to receiving ‘Rest’ in the Father or His Mansion where the True Body of Christ shall reside.

Find the sequence of these in the Bible pattern – read how they ended and again, this will be the pattern only reversed. Everything human beings here on earth think they have understanding of they do so only from an earthly understanding and discernment. All see it happening here. I, believe 1 million percent, all will happen ‘Up There’. Our walk with the Lord, with Christ, is individual and also separate than the group. Each must receive REVELATION/TRUTH and it was His 7 Churches (Angels) He sent to fulfill this…each is responsible for breaking a Seal that holds the Heavenly Gifts needed to achieve this, in order for man to receive God’s True Holy of Holies Spirit.

These Angels are too the 7 main Fallen Angels as they were cast down UNDER the Sea of Glass unto their own Heavenly realms, atmospheres because what they were teaching, was not Heavenly, but Earthly. On earth, we see these ruling over the 7 Continents. There is a City of Gold or City of God that sets atop these Heavens, these “7 Hills”. They were removed from the Kingdom of Heaven because they had to reside below in order to do what God had told them to as they are Messengers, Children and really His FIRST CREATION. They, like Barabbas, are too labeled as “Rebellious” but look what Barabbas’ rebellion did for God’s Kingdom or the Kingdom of Heaven? It revealed It’s TRUTH.

These are all the Kingdoms, Kings, ruling Lands, etc. of the Bible. All the diverse ‘Era’s of Time’ the World or planet experienced throughout it’s various countries and kingdoms, it was a shadow of what was occurring above. Each time we walked through one ‘Age’ onto another, this was due to the CHANGE of Rule or Authority above…one Angel took the Kingly Sceptre from the other (hence the Dark Ages, Golden Ages, and the wars within etc.) as each Church had a different mission, or message they had to ‘Unseal’.

The 7th Heaven or 7th Seal is where the Little Book was eaten. It tasted like honey but settled in the stomach as bitter herbs. If this is written here as this, then up there, I look for it to be the opposite. As the Truth is given it is being swallowed as bitter tasting because it is opposite of what we’ve learned/been taught here but once settled in one’s stomach, it will lay there like honey…This is why we are sent through the wilderness in the first place, so that we eat the bitter herbs of the thorny bushes first, as did John the Baptist. Then, the locust which are those that know the truth who come to eat the stalks of the wheat and anything else they see growing in the fields that are of an Earthly truth and not Heavenly. Then, you can eat the honey.



Remember, all are appendages of Jesus – all are His Fruits. All things are used to get us HOME! Earthly is the ‘Likeness’ – it is the replica. If there is a Heavenly Brother/Sister than there is an Earthly Brother/Sister…Is this why Thomas was called “The Twin” because of his doubt which is the opposite of faith? Earthly doubt vs. Heavenly faith is what we as ‘twins’ battle. We doubt Heavenly things because we have only earthly knowledge, wisdom and our flesh rules over these, thereby opposing the faith of our Spirit. If the world doesn’t agree or know about such things, we cave – crumble to the world…never really conquering it. Until one receives Heavenly Truth from Heavenly Teachers, we can never leave the prison of our flesh, the One who holds the True Temple of God captive. This is why it is said, “The Truth will set you free!” Go all in…crush the head of the snake. There are always 2 in a battle…just as it was shown hanging besides Jesus on the cross. One on each side…both thieves but one spoke in faith while the other cast only doubts. It’s overcoming the doubt through the faith.

As long as were are here, we are handicapped by the Veil of Deception so what we do not understand on Heavenly levels, is really not our fault. it’s been set from the beginning, our blindness that is; so until we are above the Sun, everything will continue to repeat the patterns once again, only using different players, different people God has made in order to show their life in teaching parables, telling a Heavenly story…His story. This is common throughout the stories of the Bible. This is why I always say pray for ‘Divine Heavenly Sight’ so you can see above the Veil to the something New He has promised. Once we are over that Sun – watch out because that is when He is going to do something we wouldn’t believe even if we were told! It’s His SOMETHING NEW!

I pray you receive this Gift as the following scripture is meant specifically with all this in mind: Proverbs 25:2 – “It is the glory of God to conceal a thing: but the honour of kings is to search out a matter.”



I’ve been quiet these past months in my blogging responsibilites and for this I apologize. It’s been quite a time of learning.

I’ve come to a time in my walk that I no longer believe I can share what I have been taught. Not because I don’t want to or that I haven’t tried. I finally realized it is not up to me to teach, it is only by HIM above. HE is the One that must blow Life into dry bones…It is only Him that can change the hearts of men so that it becomes soften, child-like in order for it to accept the Gift HE is giving. I can share but when it gets to a place that exceeds my boundries, well, I must stay behind my line that has already been drawn in the sand.

What I can share with everyone, all my friends I’ve made through this site and my videos, is that remember the story of Barabbas above. Good isn’t always good and evil isn’t always evil. That God is in charge of all that is His and that means, He sets the trees in their exact alignment on each sides of the Path He puts us on. The Right-hand, regardless of how ‘Right’ is may be, it is just half of the whole with the Left-hand and both hands are used to carry us HOME.

As we are removed from our cave, our pit, our prison and the chains that hold us here, all are given the Promise of everlasting life with HIM. It’s a Promise that takes all to the place where that Promise from God can be fulfilled and it’s taught while we walk in and through His Promised Land. It’s the Land that is full of promise. It will all be there but if you do not remove what is earthly from you, clean your garments so-to-speak, He will have no choice but to “shake the dust from you” with His Mighty Winds. If you do not bath in the pools as you walk from Promise to Promise, from Seal to Seal, you will have to go through the fire and He will burn if off. Be assured, one way or another, He will complete His Word and His Promise. By water or by fire, by sea or by land – HE WILL BRING YOU HOME!

As the days ahead may become scary for most, let them not be scary for you. He has this!



It’s been in front of us the entire time, all of it right there! It’s Paul…it’s his journey on the road to Damascus. Paul represents how we should be now, how we should be learning…not from earthly lights, teachers, knowledge or books, but by the Voice crying out in the desert. This is when we move from Earthly to Heavenly, the Spirit, our True Teacher. He blinds so He can heal and give Heavenly sight to the things of Heaven.

The 3-days of darkness is when the Exodus begins and the Earthly Holy Spirit is removed from us. It is during these 3 days we journey from the land across the seas. We leave what will then be known as the Enemy, behind. Unless we put on our Armor, it will be a rough wavy ride. How can one hear a Heavenly Voice if the only voice they’ve ever listened to has been Earthly? You cannot hear via your ears nor see via your eyes…you must think of Paul’s blindness and how he walked when the Father said “WALK!” or “RISE!” That was his only security during these darkest days of his life! But, what happened at the end of those 3 days? Exactly what the Voice whispering in the Wind told Paul would happen! He kept His Promise!

Paul was not taught by anyone other than the Holy Spirit, the Christ Spirit. No earthly teachers, no teachings he had embedded in his mind since birth…He listened to only ONE. This is why Paul at times went ‘head-to-head’ with Peter and James. They were taught Heavenly things by Jesus but still did not have full Heavenly understanding. Not like Paul did. Paul knew things were not one way or another, but both. This is why many believe Paul’s teachings do not belong as he is seen as the Double Minded Man who carries a Double Edge Sword. He knew there were the 2 sides of man…2 within the One.

The Church, the Earthly Christians are walking through the ‘wide-gate’ as they all believe the same ‘concept’ of the original teaching from man. It’s the hidden that takes us through the narrow-gate. Flip the tables, stay strong through the blindness and stand strong in knowing that all through the NT Jesus was healing the blind – giving them sight again. When He put the mud on the beggar’s eyes in front of the Temple doors, the beggar yelled out, “Stop! Your hurting me!” This is when the scales are placed at the beginning of the 3 days of darkness – it will hurt and most will yell-out but that’s good; yell nice and loud so He can hear you because that is what He wants. He wants you to scream out to Him so He can come swiftly to rescue and heal you. He has to cripple in order to bring healing because unfortunately, we don’t realize that we are the children the Bible speaks about. We, we the people are the little ones – and doesn’t all the little ones go up into His arms?

I pray that our Father in Heaven who created ALL will bring life from those dead pages and make them truly alive in your heart, spirit and soul. Nothing is going to play-out as expected as I’ve said over and over throughout these past almost 2 years. Use your Heavenly eyes to see above, not to your left or right that is here, but up where our help comes from. Remember what I have told you – file it away so you can easily bring it to mind when you realize what the shaking is all about. It’s not to bring you down, but to bring us all up.

Most importantly, do not judge what you do not know. I apologize to all I may have offended when speaking about how their church may operate, may teach because now I realize that they do have the truth, but only on an Earthly level of understanding and not in it’s true Heavenly form or Truth. They have ‘a part’. All have been given a piece, some Heavenly Truth but since it had no choice but to be received by Earthly ears and discerned with such limited earthly knowledge, judgment, pride, lust of wordly things quickly began to take root…The Barabbas Spirit is what was released into the world so that is who the world hears and gravitates to first. The Earthly fruits replicated the Heavenly fruits and no one can tell the difference in the ‘likeness’ and ‘original’. Now, both will be exposed and how will man see the difference? How will they know Heavenly from Earthly? How will they know who the real Beast/beast is? Jesus Bar Joseph or Jesus Bar Abbas will stand in front of the people once again – but who will be WHO? Who will the people choose this time?

Before I close here, I will share with you what brings a smile to my face every day. I will leave a video below for your to listen to and regardless what you think of who it is or who it isn’t, just know, it makes me happy because it’s voice I’ve listened to since I was 4 – 5 years old. There’s a ‘big’ story there that many won’t take the time to search out, but like all things good and of truth, they are hidden and one much do their homework to find the knowledge in order to understand. I’m not saying one-way or another what I think, it doesn’t matter, but it lightens my spirit, brings a smile to my face because it confirms to me what I’ve been taught…nothing is as it seems…smoke and mirrors can hide what has been in front of us the entire time – they just did their job very very well! Enjoy!

I love you…see you soon!
Mary Beth – Friend of Heaven



Posted by on November 12, 2016 in Uncategorized


Got your running shoes on? Get them on now! Psalm 119:32; New Video Playlist




Hello everyone, blessings and as much love and thanks I can send, I am sending to each and everyone of you!  I am in the process of downloading 3 new videos, they are long (of course they are) but to be honest, they don’t even cover but a speck of what I have been given during my time in “God School”.  Please watch them because I doubt there is time left to do any more.



Last year, I tried to explain over and over how important July was and what exactly this month meant in the realm of things.  Well, just as the Jewish calendar has 2 New Years, 2 start dates, months, beginning times, etc., so do we…January and July.  Included within these months, we also have the Jewish months of Tevet and Tammuz, sometimes Shevat and Av.  This means we have 12 months, but really, they are paired – have sibling months as Summer/Winter and Spring/Fall each have 6 months total.  This also describes the 6 hours of the clock, time – showing each side within a 24 hour period also have a twin, both in the AM and in the PM.  This is how His time is divided and His days are divided…always 4 sections just like our hearts and His Heart.  Then, all is divided within Seasons, then the two parts of the globe, being the Northern Hemisphere and the Southern Hemisphere; it all matters when understanding WHO HE IS AND HOW HE DOES WHAT HE DOES!  To top that – all those dates then get paired making each one of those having 4 dates, then again where each date is really 6 different dates…

But, today, right now, I want to get out there what today, tomorrow and the rest of the week is about and why it is SO IMPORTANT!  All of the days, years, signs and events have aligned together which has never happened like I see it doing now.  The “world” is not seeing what is layered between the pages of the Bible as they are blind.  They do not truly understand His Time (not that I totally get the “whole” picture either), but if you’ve put everything in your life to the side and studied in God School, there is no way anyone could miss it.  First of all, we are still in 2012, 2013, 2014 and 2015.  Yes, that is correct.

December 23-27, 2012, I believe, is now.  The events of 2015 they too are now as 2016 is a prophetic year, it’s that extra day of the “Season” so-to-speak.  Each season is 91 days but that day is sort of erased, looked over, not counted, oh, I don’t know but it’s not counted…this is like that day.

We are going to go through the waters above – past the waters before anyone crosses over into the Promised Land, remember Joshua and the 12 spies.  When asked to search this land out that they had to “pass-thru”, ten of the spies gave bad reports because the men there were Giants.  This land again must be passed through – it’s the Angels though, not the Giants – the Land of the Trees.  Remember, trees are Angels and what is so surreal about this timing of events…the New Year for the Trees in this hemisphere will be on the 23rd of the month.  What happens on this date?  Oh, the TREES WAKE UP OUT OF THEIR WINTER SLEEP!  So, the Sleeping Giant is literally going to be awakened within the next 3 days…ARE YOU READY!

Please do not be fearful…just stand in faith and know that HE HAS YOU!  Starting tonight and into tomorrow, the constellations are right on point too!  Please go to July 20th Signs in the Sky and then read the Moon/Planet lineup for tonight and the rest of the week – it’s unbelievable!  What is even crazier, is this bit from their paragraph on how the Sun entering into Cancer during a specific time has not happened since 12 B.C. – 2000 years ago!

However, if we had a time machine, and could transport ourselves back to the year 12 B.C., we’d actually find the sun entering the constellation Cancer on the June solstice. The sun would also be entering the sign Cancer as well, when the constellation Cancer and the sign Cancer were in alignment on the sky’s dome over two thousand years ago.

The seasonal or tropical year, as measured by successive returns to the June solstice, is about 20 minutes shorter than the sidereal year – the year as measured by the backdrop stars. For that reason, the June solstice point has shifted about 30o westward relative to the constellations of the Zodiac since the year 12 B.C. That means the sun on the June solstice now shines at the border of the constellations Gemini and Taurus, rather than at the border of the constellations Cancer and Gemini.

Signs of the tropical zodiac remain fixed relative to the equinox and solstice points. Therefore, the sun always enters the sign Cancer on the June solstice, irrespective of which constellation backdrops the sun at this time.

In our day and age, the sun enters the constellation Cancer each year on or near July 20, and then enters the sign Leo approximately two days thereafter, on or near July 22.

Bottom line: You may know that the sun enters the sign Cancer every year at the June solstice. The sun enters the constellation Cancer a month later, on or near July 20.

Now, as I’ve said, I believe this is the time we’ve been watching for and up until August 19, 2016, sequenced days of events also fall perfectly in-line.  This date incidentally, is also Av 15, the day that ends “Dying in the Desert” and also, that 5:15 alarm “time/date”.

Could I be wrong, sure I could.  We know what our Father in Heaven wants us to know, allows us to know and what a kick He is getting watching us put these puzzle pieces in place!  But truly, I believe with every single thing I have in me, thank you Lord, that is starts now, within the next few days, I believe.  It will not be as everything things, remember this.  The thief comes in the night hours – it mimics when Jesus was arrested in the garden.  What times was that He was arrested?  We are going UP – this is the Path of our Exodus and so we must pass through what the Israelites crossed, walked and where their division was made is where we too will part ways.  All get to “cross-over” but some go to the darkness and some go straight to the Lord.  Below is a picture that may help give a visual:

7176995_orig  I think this picture is missing a few layers…but I could be wrong!




I believe we are in the Realm of the Dead – Jonah’s Whale.  When the “Fountains of the Deep” open, that is the whale’s blow-hole releasing Jonah from it’s belly.  We are definitely in the Belly of the Whale but it wasn’t until I saw this picture that I realized just where we REALLY were!  Yep, that’s us, I believe, in SHEOL.  I could be wrong, we could be at the point of “THE EARTH” but I don’t think so as we are under the “EARTH”; the basement I call it and we need to get to the roof.  This is where King David saw Bath-Sheba, bathing on the roof, again this is another huge clue.  This is the CAVE that Adam and Eve were sent to; the CAVE that is mentioned in the Bible where so many ran to, lived in.  Could I be wrong, sure I can but until I find a better description of what I know is true, this is the best picture to describe just what our Exodus Trail will look like.

We are at the time of Jonah, Elijah and so many others.  If I have time, I will add to this post later this evening.

Remember Tammuz 15, 16 and 17 are HUGE in the patterns of Bible.  It was Tammuz 16 Moses was to come down from the Mountain but when he didn’t return, the Israelites made Aaron build them the image of the Golden Calf…the false idol was made.  Moses did not come back down until the next day, Tammuz 17 and as luck would have it, it was at that exact moment they started the worship and praise to this molten image.  This was to be, however, the day God wrote His Word onto the hearts of His People…they day of marriage and union but it never manifested into play.

Until I can finish this, stay watching, stay “pure of heart” and forgive all…RIGHT NOW! lol Seriously, do this today and every day from now on…so important.

I believe this is what should be posted next:


I said this numerous times – Scripture Chapter/Verses are days/months…also they are the number of days counted (ie. Omer, etc.).  I see 4:21 as the 21st day of the fourth month (4-21) that being either July 21 or Tammuz 21.


I love you all and I’ll see you soon!  Oh UPDATE – I’ve just uploaded 3 new videos on a playlist and they are attached below!

Mary Beth, Friend of Heaven


Tammuz/July 2016 – Start of God’s Season


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Crossing into the Land of God, Wilderness Training and More

Today is Tuesday, May 31, 2016, another day will soon be just another day in history.  History, now there’s a word that holds a heavy weight – holds everything really.  It is burdened with everyone’s good/bad, best/worst, memories/unaccomplished resolutions, completed goals and yet-to-be or never-to-be completed Bucket Lists, but most of all, words.  History is full of God’s words and men’s words and as time has passed, and still passes, the lines seem to become blurred as to which words are His –  and whose words are his.  For that matter, who is hearing what, from where and from WHOM?  Well, I would like to break this down so we can take a look at it from an Earthly view and from what I think may be a Heavenly view.

First, let’s go to the last in order to understand the first…Revelations written by the Apostle John. Let’s first look at Revelations Chapter 4:


King James 2000

The Throne in Heaven

1 After this I looked, and, behold, a door was opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard was as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up here, and I will show you things which must be hereafter.

2 And immediately I was in the spirit; and, behold, a throne was set in heaven, and one sat on the throne.

Okay, first you must see the obvious here.  Verse 1 says “AFTER THIS, I looked, and behold, a door was opened IN HEAVEN”.  It doesn’t say the door was opened TO Heaven, but a door was opened IN Heaven.  So John, was already IN Heaven.  He heard a voice as IT were a trumpet talking with him (trumpets are musical instruments, music is used to praise and Angels were created to praise) which said to him “Come up” and he would be shown things which must be hereafter.  So, we know the “first voice” was like that of an Angel, but which one.  We’ll come back to that question, so now, let us look where John was really going.  If a “door” was opening/opened in Heaven, John must have been somewhere ABOVE where we are now.  He was at a place where he was “beholding” something or about to behold a site of things to come.  Then, John was IMMEDIATELY in the spirit.

Okay, to me, I see John being changed into spirit form immediately by what he was beholding.  To understand this, you must look in the Word for other times this word “behold” was used and it wouldn’t hurt to use or review the first things that comes to our mind when we use that word in earthly terms.  For me, it is “Behold the Ides of March” as I believe this is a warning marker or event marker for our earthly eyes.  The Ides of March are on the 15th day of the month, for the months of March, May, July and October; the 13th day of the other months of the year are considered the Ides of March for those months.  It is said that we should be watchful and aware 7 days prior to and including the Day of Ides as it’s during this window we will behold something and we are to take special notice of events, even the small ones.   The Strong’s Concordance says this:

Word Origin
a prim. root
see, behold
NASB Translation
behold (7), envisioned in visions (1), gaze (2), gloat (1), look (3), looked (1), prophesy (3), saw (7), see (12), seeing (1), seen (7), sees (4), select (1).


I’ve given this as an example so you can see how we must connect the dots – the use of words placed in some of the most important, or really, most discussed, most confusing books in the Bible.  When a description is used multiple times, on various people, places or things, I believe they are to be seen as equal-parts, and not so much “likened-to”.  Both reference, but just as John the Baptist is “likened-to” the Prophet Elijah, he had within him, born with the Spirit of Elijah…he was of a “likeness” or a replica of Elijah, both having the Spirit of God within them, not only upon them.  They were born as something that already pre-existed in a way yet they were born as human beings to this world.  The same applies to Enoch, I believe and he too had a Spirit born to him that pre-existent, heavenly.  Whenever it is said that “they walked with God”, it doesn’t mean they strolled next to Him down the lane…it means HE WALKED WITH HIM – HE WAS PART OF HIM, IN HIM AS JESUS OR THE SON WAS!  I believe.

I know what the Father shows me each day is true…I know it’s His Truth.  I have said over and over things are not going to occur as the Church has taught, discerned and how He has Angels/Powers on the Left and the same on the Right.  I had never heart of the Right or the Left, nor given a thought about it in those terms and it wasn’t until I was thinking, wondering which Finger of the Hand of God wrote the 10 Commandments?  I couldn’t get it off my heart so I started searching to see if any knowledge was known “somewhere out there!”

I knew the Hand was referenced to His Wrath in the Old Testament but which one?  Upon my history lesson on the hand(s) and the attached digits, the fingers, I learned more than I could have ever hoped for.  Yet at the same time, I knew I just entered a door of which there was no return…and it was!

Too many coincidences of their orders, functions, and root word (original meaning) for their names and how it all added up to a precise military, battle-ready formation, along with their sub-layers/formations and names.  How and why they are attached to the next line of defense and then the next – it left me speechless, in tears of joy because I knew there was no way I could have understood the ranks of these rows of bones unless His Perfect Spirit had given His Breath to this find…He illuminated what I had asked in prayer to see.  I had no interest EVER, not even an inkling to know  about any of this…wasn’t important to me as I was not going to medical school any time soon!  Wrong again…

I have found that if we do not understand our bodily structure and how it’s not only built, but how it runs or works together in harmony so the human “body” can have life.  The same goes for God’s Garden, The Garden as it Life and if nothing grows there, nothing grows here, in us.  The two are part of each other and that is why a few years ago I talked about how the “heart was our love letter to God”  This my friends, takes it to an entirely higher level!  The true Temple of God is within us, each of us and the Garden where God walks, where His four rivers flow out to water the land, well, it all comes from the “Heart of the Matter”.  The blood that runs through our veins, it’s the “water” that keeps His land nourished, alive and you can say, “It’s a WELL OILED machine!”  Each layer that has been added is to protect these machine parts, the 10 vital organs – TEN!  This to me, seems to be a marker to direct my attention to the First 10 Generations, the first 10 Sons of Jacob and the 10 Sons of Haman.  Oh, there’s more but this is how my mind now sees these coincidences.

Now, set over/around this organs of the “body” is our bones, the skeletal structure used as, to me, the last or first line of defense.  Our bones are our Warriors…they battle and they get broken.  When we need to “heal” a broken bone, the “doctor” CASTS it with great care and with proper rest and care, once the “cast” is no longer needed, it is “cut-off” and removed.  Think about this long and hard.

The muscles too are a very much needed line of defense as they twist, turn, move and stretch not only the arms, legs, well, entire body when needed, they also huddle and/or tighten around any injured part of the body when trauma comes to it.  They remind me of the 4 creatures or angels that guard God’s Clock 24/7, and I’m guessing they too huddle and tighten around this the center when needed.  Now the last layer as I call it, is the skin, the flesh, the “Matter” or “Dust” which is the outer layer that battles the elements of the world non-stop.  To me, this shows how the Angels covered themselves with “flesh” in order to protect the true Body of Christ…the Garden and His Temple.  They wore this outer layer, or “mask” to fulfill and complete their duty, their role in His Army and in doing so, again, their JOB, they allowed the world, the enemy, the flesh to be worn as a outer garment of protection to always protect the Heart of God, His Kingdom and His Creation.  Just like Joseph who also wore a disguise in order to save the people, so does the true Body of Christ.  Now, who are the true Body?  Angels…they were the First, the Beginning and they will be the Last, the End…the Alpha and the Omega.

How can this be though, meaning how can our Father in Heaven, God of All the Universe, the ONE True Light – begotten by nothing before HIM – nor could HE be named as HE just was, just is, be the Alpha and the Omega if that means Beginning AND End?  He is eternal as is our life with Him if we KNOW HIM, praise HIM and give HIM all the glory and worship only HIM?   Because there is a difference between the God on the Throne, our Creator – the One we pray to and call Father.  See, the God on the Throne is also a Son…He is a Father, a Son, an Uncle and His Seat, His Throne does have resting upon it, the Spirit of the Father.  The Spirit of the Word of Truth – the Christ, is Spirit – not flesh and it is cast down upon the earth, resting where the Lord Almighty shows favor by allowing His TRUTH to be known.  His Spirit is the Light and wherever the Light is, thereto HE is!  Here is where I believe the “line in the sand” has been drawn.

Genesis tells us that “man is made in His likeness” but do we know or understand this word “likeness”?  Is it a counterfeit or a replica?  It’s because of the “likeness”


On to the really good stuff…Image result for dead sea scrolls

I did not read any books or scrolls or have any “taught” knowledge regarding this next level I’ve been trying to share for what seems like forever now!  I have read some of the Lost Gospels, Dead Sea Scrolls or Nag Hammadi more than a few times, while other books found in those groupings I’ve only read once, or maybe a page or two here and there, and then others (which mean many more), never at all, yet.  There are quite a few and it takes read upon read to understand these until you “get” how they have been written and why.  I absolutely believe these are the Real Deal and seeing how they were hidden then found in 1949, right on time as this is when events for these end days were being manifested into being…it was the PERFECT time for the Mysteries and Sealed Words of God to be uprooted and exposed.  The “Clay” jars they were stored in upon discovery tells this was a Divinely “Hidden” find.

Last week blew me out-of-the-water when I read or listened via audio video, when I heard the “Testament of Job” along with a few others.  When Job asked and spoke about the exact things I’ve been trying to share, to explain, the tears were uncontrollable, along with my praises of thanks and love.  But yesterday, this was everything I was trying to explain, but couldn’t…it’s all the pieces from beginning to end He has been teaching, leaving breadcrumbs to what we need to know and The Truth most will never come to know, at least not here.

When I was explaining the “brothers” and the Left and the Right, the 2 Armies of God, the Hands and the Feet, the Above, Middle and Below and all the repeated patterns, along with how earth is not the Earth we think, or Paradise the Heaven many are expecting…I was speaking from the heart and what He had shown me.  But, as hard as I’ve tried, I couldn’t do IT justice, along with the fact too that overnight, so many “haters” started their bashing and name calling.  Regardless, I still ran my race each day, never giving up receiving this most important Truth that we were blinded to.  The following attachment/gospel I read yesterday, must be read by everyone as it tells the Story.  I’m still numb to fact that He allowed me understanding, so when I read this, it made perfect sense, meaning I understood the tiered layers as it was explained.  (click link for Nag Hammadi Library) (Apocryphile1970 YouTube page to watch the books on video – GREAT CHANNEL)



NOW…NOW here is the GOOD STUFF!  Moses’ JOURNEY out of Egypt when he was EXILED from Egypt, he crossed the dry deserted wilderness with only ONE (1) day worth of food and water…ONE DAY!  One day must be seen as DAY only so there is 6 or 12 hours in a day of God’s time (morning should be 6 AM to 12 PM and day 12 PM to 6 PM) and when seeing the Story in whole, you have to adjust your eyes to catch this these tiny breadcrumbs that are missed.  A complete DAY to us is from 12 AM to 12 AM when using the 24 hour system or 6 AM to 6 PM when using or seeing a day as when the Sun is shining it’s Light upon the world…but do you see here that we only receive a 12 hour day – 1/2 the day = 1/2 the Light…1/2 the Word.  The point here – no one knows how long it took Moses to cross the desert as it was God’s TIME and this is a parable of the TIME the world uses to compare and count these days and the days ahead.

Now, back to my point, the GOOD STUFF!




Image result for moses and motherThe son born to a Jewish slave (the Fertile Womb), not yet given a name…born after 6 months and 1 day pregnancy, hidden in this same basket in their home for the first 3 months of his life, only to be then placed in this same basket and sent down the Nile River to his new mother, an Egyptian Pharaoh’s own daughter  (Barren Womb) and raised as a Prince of the World. (Egypt).
Image result for moses and motherWhen this mother pulled him from the water, she named him Moses, which means “from the waters” and her prayers had been answered as she had prayed to the gods for a child.

Well, what did Solomon say to do when two mothers fought over one son?  Split HIM in half of course!  Moses was alive but technically, HE was split into two different SONS.



When Moses was empty, hungry, exhausted (needing major REST), he finally gave-in, not UP, but gave into his surroundings.  Once he gave up the fight of relying on his own body to keep him going, OUT HE WENT – DOWN ONTO THE SANDY, DIRT-FILLED GROUND DID HE FALL, RIGHT WERE GOD WANTED!  Moses woke up near a well – WATER to quench his thirst and renew his strength but if you remember, he woke up and immediately there was an argument at the well with 7 female shepherd “sisters/virgins” who were fending off shepherds of another tribe (males) who tried to claim the well (WATER) as their own and that THEIR sheep/flock should be watered first.  The sisters fought against this and it was in the midst of this argument, really the “pre-battle moments” just prior to a major war between the two taking place. Moses was a witness to this and being Moses, he quickly came to the sister’s defense and fought off the male shepherds, leaving them to scamper off along with their flock.

Moses was then taken to their Father’s TENT, the Tent of Jethro which rested under the Mountain of God, the Sinai, or at the “BASE” of the Mountain it can be called.  So here at the “base” of Mt. Sinai which looking from our view, is the East or South-East.  Remember, Egypt was to the North-West, North of Mt. Sinai so this means that Moses made it across to the “other-side” by just walking around it, not over it.  There, he was given lessons in Wilderness Training, which were also lessons on “How To Be A Shepherd”!  Do you understand this?  Moses was OVER THE MOUNTAIN…It was the place he went through training, “school” prior to climbing up HIS MOUNTAIN where God spoke to Moses via the Burning Bush.  It wasn’t until he was trained by the female virgin sisters, daughters of Jethro, that he could SEE the FIRE of God and HEAR HIS VOICE!  This, my friends, is the SPIRIT OF HEAVEN…THE SPIRIT OF THE FATHER that appeared in the form of FIRE!  See, Moses was HOME – he was safe, happy and enjoying a life of peace and security.  He married the FIRSTBORN daughter of Jethro who would not “dance” before men as her other 6 sisters did, but it was her quiet strength, wisdom that Moses took note of and it was her that he chose.  Her skin was not fair, nor soft as the fair-haired woman from Egypt he loved before…his wife’s skin was dark from the blistering sun, her hands showing wear from her days of hard work and tending to her family’s flocks and her hair did not carry the flowery fragrance from the oils the beautiful women from the cities anointed their hair and body with daily.  ARE YOU GETTING THE PICTURE HERE?

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Moses was in his own Paradise.

It was not until his wife called out to him, “MOSES!  Moses, I found a MAN in the SHEEP!  There is a MAN HIDDEN in the SHEEP!”  Then Moses asked her where exactly he was and she said, “He is in the cleft of the rock!”  When Moses ran to see, it was Joshua who came out, being in the same shape, condition Moses was in when he arrived in Median after coming through the Wilderness in search for Moses. Joshua, who we all know is a parable to “Yehoshua/Jesus”, traveled to the East or South of Mt. Sinai, taking the same route as Moses (or so it looks like the same path), in order to find the one he knew was to deliver the Jews from bondage.  Moses though, he was enjoying his life, the “good fruit” of life you could say and had, for lack of a better word, forgotten about his kinsmen in Goshen, the slave-pits of Egypt.  He was so “all about his life” he removed the one thing that had really made this life possible – the memory of from where he came, the people he came from, and their own plight for freedom.  It wasn’t until JOSHUA CAME AND WOKE HIM UP OUT OF HIS SLEEP – ENTERED INTO PARADISE OR THE LAND MOSES “THOUGHT” WAS PARADISE AND TICKLED MOSES’ EAR!  Once that occurred, what did Moses do?  What?  He looked up to the top of Mt. Sinai and said, “Did you see that?  Did you see that STRANGE FIRE ATOP THE MOUNTAIN?”  Moses then made his move and started his feet upon the Path to God, His Home, His Mountain and what happened?  He found HIM at the top of that mountain and it is there, The Spirit of God, The Father, spoke to Moses and directed him to go back down to Egypt and GET HIS CHILDREN!  Moses was in Heaven already, you see that, or what he THOUGHT was Heaven but it was not, it was his Paradise, but not Heaven.  It was the place where Moses was “schooled” in the ways of the Lord.  It is where he met God on His Mountain but was sent back down to bring the others home.

What is this a parable of?  What have I been talking about?  Here, Moses is telling the story in his story…

The Israelites had to be cleansed, washed from the sin of the land they were being removed from (hence going through the waters) and in order to go from one LAND to another LAND, the WATERS of the LAND must first be passed through…ALWAYS!  It’s like removing the garments one and putting on the GARMENTS of the other.  This is why Jesus crossed over the waters here so many times to get to one side of the LAND to the other side of the LAND.  His GARMENTS so-to-speak, would change.

Moses was taking the People, God’s People, back!  He was taking them Home from whence they came, originally.  Moses himself, shows us the Path we all must take to get to our final, I mean FINAL destination!  We have to go through the Wilderness so God can provide for us; we end up at the BASE of His Mountain, but there are two (2) bases…one on the West side and one on the East side.  The East side as shown by Moses, is Paradise while the West side, the “other” side, is where the Israelites were stopped, they lingered because they could not see the miracles the Lord had done for them – they were not attending and learning what they needed in SCHOOL – in their Wilderness Lessons, therefore, they could never receive their Wilderness Training which must be completed, MUST be completed prior to resting in Paradise…finding REST from surviving the elements of the dry desert provided by God as they continually tried to depend on themselves, leaders, and other gods/idols (hence the Golden Calf).  They just “didn’t get it”, did they?  So, the Lord made them stay there to be hand fed and taught for 40 years – which is the 40 days of Harvest that will occur now.  This is the pattern which it follows.  They must be taught to have faith, depend on Him, not him.  They, the Israelites, depended on him, him being Moses and Moses depended on Him, Him being the Lord.  So, the Lord had to remove the one who stood between Him and His People – him…Moses.  The one time that Moses acted on his own authority, his own accord and action, was when he split the ROCK in two in order to quench the thirst of the People…the masses.  He divided the ONE ROCK in to TWO rocks where the ONE WATER stream now flowed out to nourish the land, or the children He had just sent Moses to save, to remove from bondage…the ONE he sent to bring His Children HOME to Him.

But now, the since Moses had done this splitting on his own, without the authority of God, without hearing HIS VOICE first, he made it so the People now had 2 ROCKS (rocks) is was fed or streamed through – 2 MOUNTAINS!  See, while one side of THE MOUNTAIN received the SUN (SON) during the morning/day LIGHT hours (6 AM to 12 PM) is was PURE LIGHT – meaning no shadow or darkness was their time with the Sun (Son) accompanied with – while the other side of the Mountain, the West side, they received their Light, their time with the SON (SUN) was always accompanied with a Shadow casting, always.  As long as you were standing on the West side of the base of the Mountain, the Light received there always cast a shadow – meaning is came with Darkness, there was no other way around it.  They could only EVER receive 1/2 instead of the WHOLE received on the East, before the Shadow was cast.  You have to get to the EAST SIDE of the Mountain in order to receive the WHOLENESS, 100% OF THE LIGHT!  What is this – TRUTH…the whole Truth and nothing BUT the Truth!

So, this pattern and life parable of Moses is telling us the story.  The Mountain is the Stone, the obstacle that is blocking the West, the “Left-Hand” of receiving the FULLNESS, the full LIGHT, TRUTH and in order for this to occur, 1) the Mountain must come down, must fall, 2) all must be perfect without needing correction, teaching, lessons, etc. so they, or anyone for that matter, arrives on that side of the Mountain.  As you can see, No. 2 is impossible so this is why Joshua was made to go and search out Moses…he knew the way.  Joshua was “like” a son to Moses and therefore all he did was directed by Moses, sort of like his “earthly” father.  So friends, if Joshua is likened to Jesus and like a “son” to Moses, who is MOSES?  We know Joshua is seen as Jesus, so Moses is seen as God.  Remember, it was Moses who gave the slaves 1 day of 7 to rest and ordered the baskets to be filled with the food from the grain bins the priest’s had filled to the top and was labeled “Food for the Gods”, to feed the starving slaves…the People.  What does this mean?  Moses gave them food, knowledge/wisdom of the gods of Egypt as that is what food is…it’s a “word”.  If the “people” were dependent of Moses as their leader and the minute they could see/hear him during the time he ascended the Mountain, who is Moses really? He is the parable of God on the Throne.  Now, if the Lord is the ONE who Moses was led by, who is “The Lord”?  The Lord is the Spirit that led Moses – it’s the Spirit of Christ from the Father of Heaven who resides in the Holy Land, the expanse of the Heavens!  But see, it was God on the Throne, God who resided on top of the Mountain that called the Jews “His People, His Children” so these are His Creations, those that were made in His Likeness.  But see, the “Likeness”, which is a Replica of sorts, it produced it’s own Likeness and that is what has NO LIGHT, it in itself worships the One in which it’s own Likeness came from, or was born of, but it is below the “Likeness Itself”.  It is Egypt…it is the “enemy” but the enemy remember, worships the One is whose Likeness it was replicated from so here we can see, we have again, ONE GOD WHO PRODUCED 2 LIKENESSES…2 Sons, 2 Creations…2 Kingdoms.  This is seen in our body…we have one head, but two shoulders…the Head being the Mountain and the two shoulders being the bases of the left side and the right side.  One side was given wisdom via the grain/food they were fed in Egypt, the enemy “below” and the other side, they were fed from the FULLNESS OF THE SON, THE LIGHT as no shadow or wall was cast on the Eastern side of the Mountain…the East of Eden.  The listen to the Spirit of the One in Heaven, walk in faith of the Voice (again, parable of Moses as God leading them in faith by listening to the invisible Voice of the Father in the Heavens).

Thank you Lord…I didn’t even know I knew that – it just flowed right out of my hands as I was typing…WOW!!

This shows that the earthquake is not going to happen here as the land was split once they arrived in the Wilderness, did it not?  All the Israelites were allowed to exodus Egypt as it wasn’t until they arrived in the desert the division was made (wheat and tares).  Those on one side of the crack (this is the line drawn upon the sand Jesus drew in the NT) they go to the Eastern side of the Mountain where Moses was – Paradise, while the others, they stay at the base of the Mountain and take the LONG WAY AROUND.  See, you, we all thought those that died and was taken or killed by the earthquake and the fire balls that were also shooting down from Heaven, was bad, but really, they were taken HOME sooner, weren’t they? Or were they?  Did one group go up ahead to the East to be taught as Moses was to be a Shepherd, to receive their Wilderness Training so they could come back and save the People once again at a later time or even receive the training to lead the Jews out of the desert, finally?

I was lucky, no lol, it wasn’t luck, it was the Lord all the way, that led me just an hour or so ago to this one website as I was looking for the names of those 2 groups that were divided at that time and I found the most remarkable small paragraph that describes what it was these 2 divisions were arguing over.  The moment I read it, I smiled because I understood exactly what I was reading…again, thank you Lord for your Spirit allowing this discernment and understanding as all is from you and divine, thank YOU!

Fear set in and the trust of their leaders was challenged as their fantasies and dreams of an easy march to victory, was to be tested.  They could not imagine themselves as a people capable of standing up to united confederations and military forces, neither could they imagine themselves as patiently waiting for an unseen Supreme Being to guide them in a conquering campaign. 

It was much easier to rebel then to consider the unthinkable; return to the land of their captorsTo do so they would have instigate an insurrection and seek to stone Moses and Aaron and the designated leaders of the Israelites.  Instead the Lord of hosts, with the mediation by Moses, punished them to forty years of wandering in the wilderness. (Numbers 14:26-36)  As truly spoiled children, the Israelites then decided to show the Lord, not with repentance, but that they could conquer the land of Canaan by themselves, to a dismal defeat. (Numbers 14: 41-45)

Soon after this rebellion at the border of Canaan, another rebellion was in the brewing.  This time it was over the designated role of the civil and the spiritual leadership in the tabernacle service of the LordThe Korites as Levites were given a specific role and responsibility; to the ministry of music of God in the sanctuary service (see the Psalms of the sons of Korah in Psalms 42, 44-49, 84, 85, 87, and 88)

It was Korah, a great-grandson of Levi, who allied himself with two co-conspirators who were two great-grandsons of Reuben.  The Korites wanted not to be temple musicians but to have the cherished office of the priests.  The Reubenites, as the descendants of the firstborn of Jacob, wanted the responsibility of civil government.  In all, ‘two hundred and fifty leaders of the congregation, representatives of the congregation, men of renown’, (Vs 16:13) gather in a civil revolt against Moses, Aaron and against God for they were now in a theocracy.

The leaders of the congregation desirous to be priests, though they were not called by the Lord of hosts to be priests, were personally called by Moses, Aaron and the 70 elders of Israel to bring their censers and present themselves before the sanctuary of the Lord the next morning.  Dathan and Abiram, in the camp of Reuben refused, thinking this was a set-up and they would all be ambushed and blinded by Moses and Aaron. So they chose to stay in defense by their tents.

Let us look carefully at this scenario.  A rebellious group of camp leaders are now standing in the front of the Wilderness Sanctuary, all with censersAnother group of leaders are standing inarmed rebellion by their tentsHow was God going to answer their charges?

The answer of the Lord of hosts came with a powerful earth rending earthquake and fire bolides shooting down from the heavens. The want-to-be civil leaders in rebellion were consumed by the earth and the want-to-be spiritual leaders were consumed by heavenly fire.

The next day, the entire camp was in revoltThey charged Moses and Aaron with calling down the fire from heaven and the earthquake with its deadly destruction. How so?  Let us not forget, Moses’ right to leadership with the assistance of his verbal spokesman, Aaron, was to call down the plagues upon the Egyptians in their defiance against God.

They are now charged that the “people of the Lord” were the ones that were killed, suggesting that Moses and Aaron were evil impostersThis recognition by the rebelling Israelites was thatKorah, Dathan, Abiram and the 250 consumed leaders were recognized spiritual leaders in the camp of Israel.

Leaders, maybe not recognized by God, but recognized by themselves, they had set themselves up in defiance against God, with their own ambitions of power, greed and controlIt was they who said, God has no right to arbitrarily kill someone even though they are in defiance against Him. God has no right to kill wives and children of rebellious leaders, for are they not the poor innocent victims?  Man also has a ‘right’ to live and to rebel, even against the Lord Himself.

The armed mass of rebels then ‘turned towards the tabernacle of meeting,’ the House of the Lord. (Vs. 42)  As a symbol of the Lord Almighty, were they now seeking to destroy the visible structure which sheltered the presence of the Lord’s Shekinah?  Here we see, “and suddenly the cloud covered it, and the glory of the Lord appeared.” (Vs. 42)

Moses and Aaron suddenly prostrate in fear and awe, for the Lord spoke to them, “Get away from among this congregation, that I may consume them in a moment.” (Vs 45)

Here we see a remarkable pictureAaron, the High Priest with his sons, the deputy priests for the people of the Lord, was commanded by Moses to rush to their sacred duty and make atonement for the rebelling people, for the Lord was sending a plague within the immense camp of the Israelites.  Here we see an aged high priest running to save the very people that were reviling him“And he stood between the dead and the living; so that plague was stoppedNow those who died in the plague were fourteen thousand seven hundred besides those who died in the Korah incident.” (Vs. 48-49)

As Bible Searchers, let us now digest and put on our spiritual eyeglassesIt is our belief that the chosen people of God, the Israelites were selected in part to be actors in a continuous drama with the Lord, and each mini-drama will be a scene that will be replayed in full at the end of timesHere we have a historical event, a mini-drama that may give us insight to the final chapters at the time of the endThe central issue is rebellion against God.

I loved this piece of writing as I can tell you, it was surely written with the Favor of God upon it.  I believe that those two groups, the number of all included within each division noted, received exactly what they were asking for via their rebellion.  In the moments of the fire falling from the sky and the earthquake, each group were taken to their the exact designated spots that those wishes or desires could and would be given.  In order for their pleas to be answered, they had to be removed and taken to “Land” or “Place” each would receive their teaching for their “swapped” or “reversed” role just as they had requested.  It’s the “name-changes” that are made throughout the Bible when someone from the designated “Left” is moved to the designated “Right” – when they are transferred from “wisdom to faith” and to “faith to wisdom” (hence Saul to Paul, Jacob to Israel, Simon to Peter, etc.).

Well, typical that I my posts, like my videos become so much longer than originally attended.  I was showing our future, our course of the days ahead which are not going to be as the world of Believer’s, Christians, and Churches have taught and hold-fast to.  It’s going to go like this.

Remember, Moses had to be awaken from his Paradise by Joshua…Joshua had to “hide in the sheep” to get to where Moses was residing…Do you truly understand what this means?  What I just typed out here?  A MAN, had to HIDE as a SHEEP in order to GO WHERE GOD WAS IN HIS PARADISE IN ORDER TO SAVE HIS PEOPLE FROM BONDAGE AND THE ENEMY.  We don’t know the true definition of Man as it was made in the Beginning as it’s not the same as we know Man now.  Jesus, the Spirit of Man/Son of Man, was disguised/wore a disguise of the Spirit of God/Son of God  in order to get to the other side of the Mountain, East of Eden, to awaken God from His Paradise, His REST!  HE WAS RESTING!!!!  It was His Day of Rest!  Jesus/Yehoshua had to hide in the flock of sheep!  Remember, Joshua was NOT Moses’ son, but LIKE a son…Lot was not Abraham’s son, but LIKE his son…

So tell me again, who declared one day of six to rest?  Moses…aka God on the Throne.  He got caught in his own law as He was sleeping on the 7th day…He fell asleep and He too had to be shaken awake.  This pattern also occurs in Daniel regarding Babylon (the next post will be finished up with Babylon).

I did not know how that I was trying to explain these past 2 years was going to come together…I didn’t know how Jesus was Jesus, yet not the Jesus we think He is.  When I was trying to explain that something happened at the Cross, even before – the change, the switch, the taking of the cup…I still did not truly know, have full Heavenly understanding of it all but as the time has passed and each day I go back to God School, asking for the Divine Truth, HIS TRUTH, He has been so GOOD!  Just in the past few days, I’ve done a few videos and from then to today, He has filled in so many blanks I just didn’t have then.  (Note:  I started this post on in May 31st – today is June 17, 2016, with nothing in the middle!  So, there was a reason I did not finish earlier as I wasn’t to know the rest until today!)

How do we know this besides what suggested above?  Nefertiti, Ramesses’ wife, mother of his son.  When the plague of death entered Egypt and the firstborn of all who did not have the lamb’s blood over their doorpost died, well, she said, “He will not kill my son!”  See, her son was born to royalty, earthly royalty but in the eyes of the world, he would live over another’s son. So here when Jesus died, the world would not accept the death any other way.  Jesus’ death mimicked the son of Ra’s death as Pharaoh assumes the Sun God identity so his own son dying was likened to the death of God’s Son…This is a shadow of a “like” event above so this too tells us that it was God on the Throne’s Son (Sun) who died, not Christ Jesus who is the SON from the ONE (Father) above the Sun.  Christ’s Spirit, which was the other one I spoke of was not the one that died on the Cross, but it was the Son of God on the Throne, the God who created us, who died, Jesus Christ as He and Christ Jesus are not of the same Father…One is the Son, the Light, the Word from the Beginning who is OF THE ONE, THE ALL, THE ALMIGHTY FATHER IN HEAVEN AND OF HEAVEN, who is Unknowing, Inconceivable and Unnameable and is of Spirit, not body, who there is NO BEGINNING NOR ANY END OF and HE is the ONE with NO NAME as there was nothing before HIM in which to name HIM.  His Son is the Truth Word of Light, Christ Jesus and the other Son, is the Son of the God who sits on the Throne which is anointed by the Father in Heaven…whose Spirit is UPON He that sits upon the Throne.  HE too is His Father.  The child born of Mary was born with one spirit and baptized with the other and like we stated at the beginning of this post, it is two (2) spirits within one (1) body…TWO FRUITS FEED FROM ONE TREE!

All this being said, remember the Father and the Son are ONE…no one can reside with the Father except through the Son…the Body of Christ which is in Spirit as their mansions are prepared there in the HOME of the ONE who is, was and will always be THE LIGHT that ALL of life everywhere began.  You cannot enter HIS DOOR without our Creator God on the Throne as He holds the Keys to which to enter.  We have to praise, honor and love Him first, always and it is through Him, His Door that we enter HIS DOOR!  This is Heaven and Earth united as ONE!  The New Hearts we are given, the New Names too are done so when we arrive HOME IN THE FATHER as it is in Spirit, a Heavenly Heart and Name showing our Faith and Wisdom and that no longer we are in ignorance.

Below are three (3) new video message I just posted/uploaded on my YouTube Channel.  No sooner did I finish the last one, the Lord let the rest just pour in, especially when I started writing the rest of this post.  It has been an incredible day, week and journey!  Still, even after I decided to stop here and close out this post, He kept giving me more truth which I’m trying hard to finish. Here is our story, our beginning and our end – hidden in plain site the entire time!  I have pages and pages to write so please pray I can finish strong in my servitude role I’ve stepped into these past few years.  Please keep watching for the finished product…which I 1000% believe is the Truth.

Love, thanks and blessing to all of you and I hope you understand what I try so hard to share and get across.  More to follow…

Friend of Heaven – Mary Beth





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I Broke My Back -Can you believe that!

Well hello there!  Yes, I’m still alive, but barely!  Let me tell you why the silence…

First, exhaustion just consumed by body to the point I’ve never experienced – I could not even keep my eyes open to finish a paragraph I was trying so hard to type.  I needed rest from everything and everyone and anyone who looked at me could see it via the dark circles under my eyes that would not disappear.  Each day I was going to record a video or type a post but as the day came to a close, so did my body.  Then, right when I was feeling better and ready to come back, I fell backwards and fractured my back – and swallowed a tooth!  Two chipped teeth on one side and a swallowed one on the other…good times, good times!

Today, I’m sitting in a recliner with pillow atop pillow trying to find just a little bit of comfort.  I feel so hard, my tooth literally fell out and I swallowed it!  Really?  I knew I was hurt immediately and was in bed for the next 4 days, unable to walk alone – even to the bathroom.  I have no pain tolerance, even the thought of being in pain causing me pain!  In 1997 and 1998, I had back-to-back surgeries to my neck and back, leaving me filled with titanium cages, plates and screws.  I swore that never again would I go thru that type of pain, never.  I took me 2 years to dress myself without help; I wore a half body-cast from Sept. to March and have since, almost every day, slept in a reclining chair or chase-type lounger that allows me to sleep at an angle.  I was finally at a point where I had a functional daily life, getting back a little bit of the quality it had before.  I was just able to dance again and more recently, I took my granddaughter Bo roller skating and I actually skated with her!  Now, back to square one!

As misery loves company, I had not been able to have a bowel movement in 12 days…12 DAYS!!!  Finally, the doctor sent me in for more test, no blockage thank God, but there was a fracture right in the center of the bone or vertebrae that we use to bend, all of our movements actually are led by this spot.  I’m calling the Neuro Surgeon that did my previous surgeries today to see what is next.  One a brighter note – I did finally start going to the bathroom again, slowing but hey, I’ll take it!  Anything is better than nothing!

I am in high-spirits because I know my Father in Heaven will heal me when He wants me healed.  Everything He does is for a reason, a very GOOD REASON!  He’s given me rest by allowing this – He is making me rest and somehow, someway, He will use this for His Glory, I know it!



I’ve been watching to calendar dates each day, along with the patterns of the past and what the Spirit of the Lord has led me to see.  Each day I still feel so blessed and say, “Thank you Father, thank you…what a Gift!  What a Gift!”  As I watch events unfold around the world and the YouTube channels going nuts with “Prophecy” related events, I sit as calm as a cucumber because what He has allowed me to see regarding those days to come, I know not to worry or fret because they are NOT going to play out as everyone thinks!  All we have to do is go back to all the stories in the Bible and see how it started and how it will end…it’s all right there!

It’s a shame that we listened to “people/men” telling us what to read and what not to read as this has caused such blindness and judgment of what we believe is right, wrong, good, bad, truth and non-truth or “tainted” truth.  Remind me again, who is going through the “wide gate” and who is going via the “narrow gate”?



Recently, I keep going back to Barabbas, Jesus Barabbas.  He was the man, a well-known thief that rebelled against the Laws, Priests really, and the way of the world.  He walked to the beat of his own drum.  Any-who…he was released out to the people while Jesus of Nazareth was crucified…the people, the world you might say, chose “the other brother” to be freed and live among them while they chose to condemn “the good brother” to death and removed from their daily life and presence.  This is a huge clue here – a GIANT BREADCRUMB we need to nibble on.

These are a few things that resonated upon my heart regarding Jesus Barabbas:

  1.  He was the “thief” that stole the bag of gold from the house of the Bride and Groom during their wedding in Cana…the wedding Jesus and Mary attended where they ran out of wine.
  2. Did you realize it was the Overseer of the house who is the one who tracked down Barabbas and cast him into the fire?  He was going to get his Master’s gold back.  He went out to find who stole from his master and to punish the thief by binding his hands and legs while dumping him into the continuous fire burning in Gehenna.
  3. Barabbas always visited the harlot’s house, where the prostitutes lived.  He wanted the young virgin that worked in the house, the one who would not give him her name thereby causing him to call her “The one with no name”.  There, in his drunken state, he yells out that he has “dropped his cup”…raging at the same time he wanted the one with no name.  (These are all parables…parables upon parables.)
  4. He bought the virgin with the bag of gold he stole from the “Master of the House” while all the guests were drinking, eating and dancing at the wedding in Cana.  He purchased her from the Owner of the house…the “Madame” as they are known today.
  5. He stole from the rich and gave to the poor.
  6. He only burned in the fire a bit before the “lepers” helped the young girl (Esther) get him out with a “fish hook” type pole.  He was only singed by the fire and healed quickly after being nursed by the young virgin.  To pay for the ointments, Pilate’s wife gave her a gold bracelet to sell.  She and Pilate’s wife had become friends and believers, and followers of Christ.
  7. He was sent to the underground “mines and pits” where no one ever returned alive nor survived the darkness and death as whoever was sentenced there, was done so for life, never expecting to return as it was a “for sure” death sentence.  Barabbas was chained to a “Christian” who went everywhere he went as they were literally chained as a pair, together.  Upon the mine cave-in and all becoming rubble, only Barabbas and his partner survived and they were lifted out of the dark cave/pit into the light of day.  They were then bought as slaves by a wealthy Roman couple who took them to Rome to fight in the “Arena” as Gladiators.
  8. Barabbas struggled each day with the question of:  “Why was my life spared?  Why did Jesus die on the cross while I was let free?  Why?  He could hardly stand the fact that Jesus died in his place and really, he could never be the same as he was before.  His heart was softening, his character was changing.
  9. He was blamed for starting the “fire” that burned Rome as around that time, he stated to the public after his Christian friend died, that he was a Christian and when he saw the city burning, he too picked up a torch to burn.  He was caught and blamed and put to death on the cross, same as Jesus.  But, before this, while he was sitting in prison with Peter and John (I think it was John), he stood up and announced that he was Peter the Disciple so he could take Peter’s place on the cross and allow Peter to live.  But Peter said it was God’s will that he should die here so Barabbas took the place of John thereby giving John freedom and life.  He took the cup of John…Who was John really?


First understand, Barabbas the thief, bought the virgin with no name (Esther she later on told him) with the gold coins he stole from the Master of the house or Father of the Bride/Groom during the Cana wedding while all the guests were eating, drinking and being merry…even Jesus and Mary.  It was the servant of the house that caught him in the act but was not able to stop him.  The servant was the one later who went after to kill Barabbas for what he did but only cast him into the fire pits of Gehenna.  Thing here is, I don’t believe the “servant” was an all-together “good guy” and thereby did this act on revenge.  There is something more there that tells more of the story.

Barabbas had a problem with people traveling to Jerusalem go sacrifice their animals and to give their gains profited by their sheep skins.  He had no problem robbing them of their gold and silver…there is a waaaayyyy deeper meaning here!  He was a lot like Jesus in that regard as we can see Jesus flipping the tables within the Temple courtyard.

The Christian that was chained to Barabbas in the mine pits or sulphar pits, he was sentenced there because he was a sailor who let slaves escape.  They were there 20 years and when the Christian became too weak to work and the guards were going to kill him, and earthquake shook the ground causing the cave-in and the only 2 who survived was he and Barabbas.  This is I believe, is a story of what will occur now or very soon as one will be sent down but 2 will be brought up, together; removed from the darkness and received into the light.  Who are they?  I say “they” because this is a pattern and as there is nothing new under the sun, it must be repeated again.

Regarding the “virgin” named Esther, some say she was a prostitute that conformed to Christianity once she started following Jesus.  They say her name was Rachel and that she was there too the day He died on the Cross and she too saw Him buried and was there in the morning when the tomb was empty.  So she had 2 men pay for her release…one with His Blood, His Life and the other with gold that was paid to the Harlot who was over the house she lived in.  She was eventually stoned to death to for her belief in Jesus as she tried to preach the Word in the streets of Jerusalem.  Who is she in the realm of things?

When the burning started in Rome, Barabbas thought the world was ending just as the disciples had taught.  This is why he gladly picked up his torch and joined the party.  He looked around and saw all that the Christians of that time were preaching.  Just as we can read within the Bible, we can see that most all who lived during this time/era, believed the end was imminent and very soon to come.  I believe it is shown in this way so we can see it now…the pattern of then continues now in the same paragraphs and verses.  As I said, we are doing to to go from right to left and if we start at Revelation going backward, the end would come early in sequence, unlike toward the end as seen when going from left to right – from the Old to the New.  We will go back the way we came but from the New into the Old.  I’m still searching for the historical facts regarding Barabbas so hopefully, there will be more to come on this subject.



Now, the calendar.  I cannot explain this as I have tried – it’s easy yet so complicated!  I go back to 2008, 2009, especially 2012 to today as that is when Jesus seriously started teaching the Mysteries and Sealed Words.  What you always have to keep in mind, always, is our “time” is sooooo different than His!  Our dates are so for off from how the calendar originally started, no one, I mean NO ONE knows what His true date, month or year is but He knows this so He gives us our “breadcrumbs” to work in the zone we know.  It’s up to us to pray for Him to illuminate all that He is showing or trying to show.  Then He gives us clues, parables and hints of how to adjust those dates but of course, we can only see 1 dimensional and only which our earthly sight and understanding.  Below, I’m just going to list some dates I believe are very important:



As I have said from the beginning of this journey, the 21st to the 24th, even 25th of the month is an important time to watch.  Last May, 2015, May 23/24 was Pentecost, with the Hebrew date of Sivan 6 landing on that date too.  Sivan 6 is the day the Torah was given to the Jews…it was their Pentecost.  May 25 was Memorial Day – the pattern sequence was perfect leading into the chapters of Matthew.  But first, let’s look at the pattern of events that occurred on Sivan 5 and Sivan 6:


The incident involving the mandrakes (dudaim) which Reuben, the eldest son of Jacob, found in the field “during the time of the wheat harvest”–recounted in Genesis 30:14-18–occurred on the fifth of Sivan of the year 2197 from creation (1568 BCE).

Jews Accept Torah (1313 BCE)

On this day, Moses made a covenant with the Jewish people at the foot of Mount Sinai at which the people declared, “All that G-d has spoken, we shall do and hear” (Exodus 24:7) committing themselves to observe the Torah’s commandments (“do”) and strive to comprehend them (“hear”), while pledging to “do” also before they “hear.”


SIVAN 6 (This day fell on May 24, 2015 Gregorian calendar)

Torah Given (1313 BCE)

On the 6th Sivan of the year 2448 from creation (1313 BCE), seven weeks after the Exodus, G-d revealed Himself on Mount Sinai. The entire people of Israel (600,000 heads of households and their families), as well as the souls of all future generations of Jews, heard G-d declare the first two of the Ten Commandments and witnessed G-d’s communication of the other eight through Moses. Following the revelation, Moses ascended the mountain for 40 days, to receive the remainder of the Torah from G-d.

At Sinai, G-d rescinded the “decree” and “divide” (gezeirah) that had been in force since the 2nd day of creation separating the spiritual and the physical into two hermetic worlds; from this point on, “the higher realms could descend into the lower realms, and the lower could ascend to the higher.” Thus was born the “mitzvah” — a physical deed that, by virtue of the fact that it is commanded by G-d, brings G-dliness into the physical world.


Passing of King David (837 BCE)

David, a descendent of Judah the son of Jacob as well as of Ruth, a Moabite convert to Judaism, was anointed King of Israel by Samuel in 878 BCE. All future legitimate kings of Israel were David’s descendents, as will be Moshiach (the messiah), who will “restore the kingdom of David to its glory of old.”

David fought many wars, defeating Israel’s enemies and securing and expanding its borders. He conquered Jerusalem, purchased the Temple Mount from its Yebusite owner, and prepared the foundation for the Holy Temple (which was built by his son, King Solomon). David served as the head of the Sanhedrin and the foremost Torah authority of his generation; he is also the “sweet singer of Israel” who composed theBook of Psalms that for 28 centuries has embodied the joys, sorrows and yearnings of the Jewish people.

King David passed away on the 6th of Sivan of the year 837 BCE, age 70.


During the first crusade (see “Today in Jewish History” for Iyar 8), the Jews of Cologne, Germany chose to be killed rather than convert to Christianity. This was the case, during the first crusades, for many of the Jews who were given the choice between being killed or being baptized. Most of those who converted continued to practice Judaism in secrecy and, one year later, were permitted by Henry IV to openly return to Judaism.

PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS YEAR, 2016, SIVAN 5-6, WILL BE ON JUNE 11-12.  SO YOU CAN LOOK AT IT AS 6/6/16 IN A MIXED SORT OF WAY FOR THOSE LOOKING FOR THE 6/6 SCENARIO.  Scripture that is noted to be read on this day is:

Now, I need to go back a bit to May 14-15 to May 22…May 15 I always look to because I know there is a “5:15” alarm time – but to me, it’s a date.  It is also the Ides of March on May 15 as each month has an Ides date and in May, it’s on the 15th just as it is in March.  So, again, we need to watch that day and the seven (7) days preceding it as it may be the time to “Behold” something with our eyes.  Watch this time and take note of even the little occurrences and events.  Then, May 22 which is 7 days after, is the Second Passover which again, is very important.  I believe this is the Battle of Jericho week.  This year, 2016, the 22nd of May is Lyar 14 (kind of like May 14th, sort of).  It’s the 29th day of the Omer – that is what is important as the 29th Day is the “key word” here.


A year after the Exodus, G-d instructed the people of Israel to bring the Passover offering on the afternoon of Nissan 14, and to eat it that evening, roasted over the fire, together with matzah and bitter herbs, as they had done on the previous year just before they left Egypt. “There were, however, certain persons who had become ritually impure through contact with a dead body, and could not, therefore, prepare the Passover offering on that day. They approached Moses and Aaron … and they said: ‘…Why should we be deprived, and not be able to present G-d’s offering in its time, amongst the children of Israel?'” (Numbers 9).

In response to their plea, G-d established the 14th of Iyar as a “second Passover” (pesach sheini) for anyone who was unable to bring the offering on its appointed time in the previous month. The day thus represents the “second chance” achieved by teshuvah the power of repentance and “return.” In the words of Rabbi Yosef Yitzchak of Lubavitch, “The Second Passover means that it’s never a ‘lost case.'”


On May 5, 2015, Lyar 16 fell on this day and below is the pattern of past events.  Now, what I’ve seen in the pattern of the calendars between the Hebrew and Gregorian and the years, is that the numbers seem to be reversed meaning I can look at Lyar 16 as May 16, runs hand-in-hand with the time we are in as May 15 is the day the 6 Day War started (in the eyes and dates of the gentile’s calendar, May 14 was the day Israel became a Nation and the very next day, the new nation had to endure a 6-day battle with Egypt, Syria, Jordan, Lebanon and Iraq which just happens to be on Lyar 5 (again, can be reversed as May 5th).  So, again, this is why it’s important to watch the 14/15th of May and the 7 days preceding it as this pattern is very important.  God has worked an amazing intricate maze with the calendars as you can see.  No one could ever know the day or time of His Events!

Below, I’m posting the events of Lyar 16, which is when the Manna from Heaven began to fall in the Wilderness, one month after the Exodus.  This falls on May 24th this year so we always have to watch.  Nissan 15 which was on April 23rd this year, was the first day of the Exodus so it’s possible, we can look a month later to both May 15, Lyar 15 and May 23rd to see if this is when the Manna may once again start to fall.


Lyar 16, (May 24, 2016)

The Manna (1313 BCE)

Manna, the “bread from heaven” which sustained the Children of Israel during their 40 years of wandering through the desert, began to fall on the 16th of Iyar of the year 2448 from creation–one month after the Exodus (see “Today in Jewish History” for yesterday, Iyar 15).

The Manna (the Torah’s account with readings from Talmud, Midrash and Commentaries)


In the year 70 CE (3830 from Creation), Titus and the Roman army laid siege upon Jerusalem, greatly weakening its defenders. On the 16th of Iyar, the Romans razed the middle wall of Jerusalem. The city was later burned, its inhabitants massacred, and the Temple destroyed on the 9th of Av.

Link: Destruction of the Second Temple – Historical Background

The Nazi Nuremberg Laws, depriving Jews the rights citizenship, were passed by the government of Nazi Germany in 1935. In 1939, on the 16th of Iyar, the laws went into effect in Nazi-allied Hungary.


Dachau Liberated (1945) (THIS IS IMPORTANT – THIS IS A MARKER)

Dachau was the first Nazi concentration camp and the model for the other concentration camps. During the war, 200,000 Jews were housed in Dachau. More than 30,000 were killed and tens of thousands died due to the conditions and spread of disease in the camp.

The camp was freed by the 45th Infantry Division of the U.S. Seventh Army on the 16th of Iyar, 1945. It was the second concentration camp to be liberated following the end of WWII.

The U.S. troops forced the citizens of the local community to come to the camp, observe the conditions, and help clean the facilities.

Witold Pilecki Executed (1948)

On this day in 1948 (5708) Witold Pilecki was executed by the Communist Polish government after a show trial where he was found guilty of espionage. A leader of the Polish resistance, he volunteered to be imprisoned in Auschwitz, where he remained from 1940 to 1943. During that time, smuggled out information on the mass killings and other atrocities that the Germans were committing. They were the first comprehensive reports of the Nazi killing machine to reach the West.


I started this post a week ago but could not get back to it until today, Wednesday, May 4th. I have to giggle a little because today is Nissan 26, the day Joshua died.


Passing of Joshua (1245 BCE)

Joshua (1355-1245 BCE), who assumed the leadership of the people of Israel afterMoses’ passing (see Jewish History for the 5th of Adar) and led them into the Holy Land (see Jewish History for the 10th of Nissan), passed away on Nissan 26. He passed away at the age of 110, in the 28th year of his leadership. He was buried in his own estate in Timnat-Serach, in Mount Ephraim.


Like Moses, Joshua was hid in the waters…did anyone know that?  I did not.  To read more on Joshua, which I highly suggest everyone do, you can go to this link:  Joshua (1355-1245 BCE).



Oh, that calendar!!  What a headache, considering I had absolutely no idea who to produce my own Enoch calendar, which is God’s True Calendar, just saying…The Hebrew Calendar was not sanctified until 2 weeks after the Exodus so anything spoken prior to that, well, it has the Roman way of telling time of the year charm to it.  They did not even have January or February, only a 10 month calendar actually, ending in December as their 10th and final month.  Today after oodles of hands in the game of “adjusting the days of our life” into one solid, easy-to-read and exact calendar for the world, experts say there is still an 11-day difference.  Now, we have to go back a bit further to the Beginning when time counting and day counting started to find God’s early spoken “Appointed Times”.  This calendar is sooooooo sooooooo important!!!  Of course Enoch is true, his entire book(s) are true and yes, God allowed them to be removed because they were not for anytime prior to the time we are now in.  It didn’t matter then but IT DOES MATTER NOW!  If you don’t believe the Book of Enoch, well, sorry about ‘cha…get in the game and start reading it.


Unless you read the words of the FIRST Scribe, how are you going to understand the words of the LAST?  It all starts with Enoch.  The story unfolds there with the players, the layers, the rules – it’s the “Ready” to the Set and Go!  Pray first, always pray first and ask for Divine Heavenly Sight and Hearing…Divine Heavenly Understanding and Knowledge and Divine Heavenly Wisdom from our Father in Heaven’s Holy Spirit – for It must be your Divine Teacher, your Divine Compass within.  This is what Paul was trying to tell us…you cannot be taught by any earthly “Word” or “Man”, only the Holy Spirit which speaks through our Heart.  Paul knew the Word, The Law of Moses inside and out and he was a Temple Guard so he was there to hear all the proclamations and prophecies made by the disciples and followers of Jesus so he did hear the Good News that came out of Man’s mouth.  But it wasn’t until Jesus knocked him off his horse on the way to Damascus did he fully receive sight and hearing – during the time GOD BLINDED HIM!  This is the reason for the 3-days of darkness to come as it’s a time of restoring sight to the blind and hearing to the deaf…the Paul’s of today!  Wow, that is a lot of people!  That is just about the entire Church!  Paul was an example of us hearing the Voice in the Wilderness…they are not to come from a book nor another’s mouth, only sound our feet should be dancing to is that of the Father’s Heavenly Holy Spirit which is SPIRIT, therefore cannot come from paper nor flesh.  Again, we are following patterns and the pattern here is unfortunately, the Church or Christians are now the Pharisees and will not “see” nor “hear” because of the Written Word – the Bible.  It’s the same thing now as The Law of Moses was then.  It’s not about being true or not, as both carry His Words – it’s about layers in Faith and Wisdom.  How can anyone find their way out of the Wilderness, the Desert if they can’t or don’t recognize the small still “voice” speaking to them, directing their way out?  Again, Paul was led out and into a home in Damascus while he was blind – he was led by the VOICE within into the city and to a place where God sent others to heal him.  This is what Paul represents and what Believer’s today must understand – immediately!  Also, this is why Paul went up against the other disciples at times regarding the Laws and the teachings to the Gentiles. This is how Paul knew what to say and what not to say because think about it, Jesus had already died and he was not taught by the others who walked with Him…Paul knew what he knew via The Spirit, The Holy Spirit and not from man nor book.

The Tetrads were giving us our calendar clues.  Dead center on March 20 was the Eclipse…this was also the Spring Equinox which is one of God’s Appointed Dates, it begins the New Month or at least it should.  You must take this date of March 20/21st and place it on the calendar as the first day of the first month…that is a what, 12 day difference from April 1?  In 2015, it just so happened that Wednesday April 1, was also Nissan 12 on the Hebrew calendar and if you move March 20/21st onto that date as Enoch’s date, you have April 1st, Nissan 12 (which is also 12 days difference between Enoch’s days and the current Hebrew/Gregorian dates) and March 20/21 all on the same day.  This is where your counting can begin.   I have so much good information on this but I’ve waited too late in the day or night today to finish it.  I’ll have to try and finish this tomorrow or this weekend but I will.  It’s too good and you have to see how He is working this and it’s been right there in front of us the entire time!



Now, here is the important players of the Bible and to understanding God’s Words.  The women, the mothers, sisters, daughters…this is where the “Keys of Knowledge” are gained or attained by understanding just who the women are and what roles did they really play.   I will tell you, much bigger roles than anyone can ever imagine.  As we all know, it started with them and I believe, it will end with them.

There is a reason but having only earthly understanding, people have no clue of their importance – such as this example I found on the internet regarding the 7-women to 1-man verse in Isaiah 4.  I’m going to copy and post below the question and then the answer – I’m still shaking my head and I’m only posting this here to show how we misinterpret things which will never allow us to know His Truth.  Here is it:


What does it mean, that 7 women will take one man and eat their own bread? Isaiah 4?

the first literal reading is polygamy with a reproach,
the symbolic meaning is the church.
which is true, are they both true interpretations?

Best Answer:  Prophecy generally had dual meanings. One for the now, and one for the future. This is one of those instances. The first aspect is that there will come a time with the ratio of women to men will be 7 to 1. The women will abandon their natural sense of modesty and jealous protectiveness of their husband and therefore become multiple suitors to one man. In spite of the natural suggestions of jealousy, they will be content with a share only of the rights of marriage in common with several others; and that on hard conditions, renouncing the legal demands of the wife on the husband. They want the name and credit of wedlock and to avoid a celibate life. The culture of the time tended to look down upon women and being an unmarried woman became a bigger hindrance. This part of the prophecy was fulfilled in the days of Ahaz when Pekah the son of Remaliah slew in Judea one hundred and twenty thousand men in one day. (ref 2 Chronicles 18:6)
As far as the symbolic meaning of the church it can mean a couple of things. 1: That despite appearances, there are more women in church than men (though this meaning is a little far fetched for there are many churches where the men are dominant in numbers). 2. That there will be a big falling away and their will only be a remnant within the church left to teach, preach and reach the lost. This “cleansing” will be done by God to get rid of the filth found within the churches walls. (This thought has more to do with the apostasy describing the falling away and those that cling to the truth. This interpretation has more a believable approach to it, since the finishing thought in chapter 4 has a lot to do with the cleansing of the filth from within and then a promise similar to the travels of the Hebrew people out of Egypt and into the promised land – found in Exodus ref Exodus 40:38 for example) This interpretation lends itself to the belief that God will take care and save the people within it.
Thus they both can be and are true interpretations of the passage.


Okay, this was the best answer for that question or so it says above.  What do you think this is about?  Do you believe it’s about a 7 to 1 ratio?  No…it’s about the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, given to men or man – they are Angels, Appendages…Spiritual Gifts that complete our Wilderness Training that will be used during the Harvest.  I don’t believe this has anything, not one thing to do with the lack of men and the over population of women due to the men dying.

Remember when I said the Lord taught that all Angels are born both male/female – twins as every male has a female that is their “other-half”, their “whole”.  If the male is here, the female is in the Heavens and vice-versa.  This is why in the Bible men like Abraham married their sisters as he married Sarah who was also his father’s daughter…really?  His FATHER’S DAUGHTER?  She was the female to Abraham’s male and both were born of the same Father.  There was no earthly “incest” as people continually want to believe – this was all Heavenly and beyond our earthly, fleshly intelligence and it’s inability to understand the Angelic and Heavenly realms.  If the Angels are male that fell to earth, then it’s their female “twin” that did not.  One is here and the other is up there…so if at some point man will be given the 7-Fold Spirits of Heaven, here it is saying they will be women, female.  The “Bread” they will eat that is their own, is again, Heavenly.  Their garments too are not clothes as we know them to be, but whose covering they are under – as they are Spirits and garments are houses or bodies.  Again, just as Paul was talking about “going in and going out a home” – it’s not as we think.  He means “people” as the Spirit go in and out.  Paul, as was those he wrote his letters to, was speaking from an Angelic side…as an Angel.  When he was talking about the “catching away”, but not until those that died were raised up and it would be then they too would be lifted up into the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, yeah that part…he was speaking from an Angel, a Remnant view.  He was saying that after the others were raised and passed-over, resurrected, then those of them that were left,  would also be taken into the clouds but after us.   Those of them that were still alive – still hanging on – they would finally be rescued by their Kinsman Redeemer.  That is not us…We are not the only “Watchers” appointed to His Wall and when you read that, God is talking about the Angels for they are the True and First Watchers and they still hold that position.  Oh now look, I’ve gone off course here on the subject of the women!  I’ll have to try to finish that another time because it’s just too good to miss!  I believe the Destroyer that is coming to destroy – an Angel – is also a female…it’s a “her” and not a “he”.  I could be wrong, of course, but remember, Jesus is the Light, and it was the Light of the Father, His Female consort that left the Heavens and roamed too and fro across the waters.   So again, who is Christ?  Not Jesus, but Christ Jesus?  There’s a difference.   More on this subject later.

I’m not saying I know it all, no way and I can only know what my Father in Heaven and His Holy Spirit, which is His Son, will allow me to know.  It’s so much – this is why you must have a pliable heart to learn.  Why you must have faith and firm footing in Him and His LOVE for you to believe what He teaches you.  It’s not for the World…and what they don’t know or understand, they condemn as wrong, as from the evil one, as a deceiving spirit…why?  Because they can’t see it nor understand it and therefore, it must be wrong.  Well, I know my walk, my prayers and all that My Father has shown and taught me…teachings that I could in no way have found or put together myself, no way, it’s too much!  You cannot have eyes, ears and understanding until He blows on it, giving it Heavenly Illumination allowing you to then see what He is putting and has put right in front of you.  But if you cower to the Church and other Christians who are content in never being thrown off the horse, well, you will continue to be crippled, deaf and blind and will need to be shaken and stirred in the coming days in order to be healed.  Or, you’ll stay as you are and be totally deceived – meaning, you’ll go down with the ship as you would not let your pride down long enough to learn and hear something that needed blind faith in your Lord and His love for you.  You have to know He always has you and would not let you take the wrong bus nor buy the wrong bus ticket.  You just gotta know…He has you!

Again…to be concluded at a later date and I promise I will try to finish this within the next few days as I am unable to do much else.  Please pray for my healing – a broken back, can you just believe that!

Thank you my friends…thank you.  Thank you Tatiana for your kindness.  I ask you all to please go to or another Jewish calendar site where you can follow the patterns daily, reading the event markers that will surely come again.  You must understand this piece of the puzzle because it’s not all about us…it’s about ALL OF US!

Oh, just wondering who knew that Lucifer was the Angel of Music?  Responsible for the praise music and songs in God’s Kingdom, who knew!  I didn’t.  What is this telling us?  Think about it, who in the Bible also loved music?

Blessings and love to all my dear friends…I hope all of you are well and hanging on as I am.  I know it’s not easy, it’s a lonely walk but we are almost Home. Thank goodness because I cannot go out in public with a missing front-side tooth now can I?  Can’t do any videos for a while, lol!

I’ll see you soon!

Friend of Heaven


Posted by on May 5, 2016 in Uncategorized


Can you? Can you hear me now – through the thorns and thistles?



When I first started this blog and the videos, I had no idea how long I would be doing them.  I never thought I would be here now, still explaining and sharing what the Lord has taught.  Never did I realize then, how hard and all-consuming this journey would actually be – concluding with the Greatest Gift I could ever have possibly hoped for…I still cannot truly digest the gravity of the situation and it’s rarity.

I have always said this:

  1.  My videos are NOT for everyone; they are for SPECIFIC people but who you are, only God knows.  If you don’t “get me”, well, you’re not suppose to so please move on to find your “breadcrumbs” elsewhere.
  2. Something I would say or share would be what was needed to get you over that mountain top – giving that “UMPH” to finally give your feet that bounce to finally get you over-the-top.  I never knew what I was going to talk about it until the Holy Spirit led me to it.
  3. I’m just like you!  If I can find it, you can find it.  I’m the least crazy person I know and if the Lord is allowing sight, well, He, His Holy Spirit is allowing it.  These perfect “Mysteries” are way way way above my pay-grade!
  4. Go to the Origin – The Beginning.  Do not rely on earthly teaching but give it all to Him, raw, child-like and He would surely do the rest.  What we know is NOT what was originally given – it has been squandered down to a bare minimum through the years and many verses/books or words have been tainted so-to-speak.
  5. SEE YOU SOON!  Now, I say these words as more of a warning and good-bye.


You have watched me learn through this time and passing on what was given me to you, my friends.  I cannot help or change what He teaches…HE IS THE TEACHER!  I can still recall (like it was just yesterday) when my eyes started to focus differently, my thoughts being directed “everything God” and how He was answering my prayers I had sent up, asking “TO KNOW HIM – TO KNOW THE HEART OF GOD!”  Wow!  How does one explain all that was given?  I’ve tried to do so the best way I could but I still have fallen short in my ability to communicate all that I have been shown and I apologize for that.  It’s not as easy as some would think.  In fact, it’s just down-right hard to do!  I get so overwhelmed but awe and excitement overcome the anxiety this “new sight” leaves behind – you cannot have normal days, nights, or even hours as all I think about it HOW UNBELIEVABLE THIS IS!!  I cry in pure joy yet at the same time, I smile in pure fear as it’s said that when “much is given, much is expected”…I pray that in my own struggles, my own humanness, my own error, that I do not mislead anyone thereby making them confused or turn cold or lukewarm from something (anything) I have said or done.

Understanding Heavenly or Divine Breadcrumbs is NOT AN EASY TASK!  And, I don’t even pretend what I know is of my own or from my own understanding because its not!  What the Holy Spirit lays upon my heart, my spirit is Divine Wisdom and can only come or originate from Heavenly places.  I know what I’ve been given is True…I know that I know that I know.  It’s been a process – a long road with stumbles and falls but after getting back up, the Lord would allow something better to be seen and heard each and every time!  He knew I was going to error, make mistakes and He allowed it because He knew it would send me to dig deeper and that’s exactly what I did.  I thought when the scales were removed and I shared with all who would listen, that all would have the same discernment, sight and hearing, that every Christian or Believer would “get it” but, that is not what occurred.  I know now that no matter what I say or share here, it’s up to The Messenger to deliver it to others.  That unless “The Spirit” gives life to them, gives them breath, they are just words from someone claiming to know something they don’t.  The HEART is what gives them life and that HEART must be pliable, open to receive and full of faith to believe.

I can tell you this friends that what the Lord has allowed me to see, hear, understand, know and stand in, is Good and it’s Truth.  I may not know all the details or facts, of course I don’t but it’s enough to see that the bridge crossing has a twist and a patterned cycle to make sure ALL arrive at their destination with the understanding of WHY they are there in the exact spot their feet landed upon the crossing of the waters.  When that crossing is complete, very few will be standing where they thought or had been taught, very few.  Actually, it’s the “WIDE GATE” the Church/Christians thought the “worldly non-believers” would be entering through but that is not so…it’s the “teaching” from the earthly Shepherd’s of this world that is leading the sheep through this misinterpreted gate as they all believe the same teaching or “word”, not having a clue they have been wronged.  This is those spoken about in the Bible and it’s those that take the path less traveled that will enter through the “NARROW GATE” as they opened their ears (finally) enabling them to “hear what the Spirit is saying”.  This leads to the TRUE path, to the Heart of God and to His Heavenly Kingdom – not the truth and kingdom spoken about from each “church” podium and stage.  Earthly teaching can only offer earthly understanding – you must offer up this knowledge to our Father in Heaven in prayer – asking that He “blow-life” into it and allow His Messenger to deliver unto you with Divine Wisdom and Divine Understanding…it is He that must bring it to life!  Then and only then can it be seen and heard as it was originally written.

I no longer sit in a church pew to hear the Word of God because I cannot hear Him or It there.  It is covered by the noise and the voice of a man who has been taught by another man.  They are drowning out the Voice of God!  I said this in many of the videos I have posted – that the Pharisees missed it, missed the One they had been waiting for because of the Written Word given to them prior to His arrival.  They had studied the Law of Moses day after day, heard the words of teachers generation after generation, having that teaching so embedded into their heads and hearts, they could not open their heads and hearts to see the Truth standing right in front of them.  The tongues of men, the hands of men and the feet of men crippled instead of healed.  They cursed instead of blessed.  Why?  Because people lacked faith, they had no confidence in themselves and their relationship with God, leaving them unsteady in their footing and dependent on man for their salvation and teaching.  This in turn gave man a higher place to stand, thereby allowing pride to take full reign in what was given to the people and what was withheld.  Control of the masses was an easy task once this spread and more stood in insecurity of God than the Security they were to be given.  This is why the Heart is the vessel to God.  It is our compass, our telephone, our straight-line to “CHURCH” but because of the lack of confidence spreading like a famine, all calls made on what should be a secure line, have now turned into 3-way calling!  The earthly “middle-man” seems to be involved in every single conversation and call, why?  This is what turns people to ignorance thereby transitioning what should come natural, with ease into a nail-biting, sick-to-your-stomach anxiety fest of “Why don’t I hear God?  Why doesn’t He speak to me?  What am I doing wrong?  I’m not good enough to go where their going!”  It’s our own Shepherds driving the sheep over the edge of the cliff!

How do we know this is true?  Paul of Tarsus.

Paul came a little late to the game, don’t you think?  He came after the game was over really but before the Homecoming Dance, luckily!  What was the reason for Paul?  What are we as Believers to take from his stories, letters, writings and words?  By time Paul arrived on the scene, all that was left was a crowd waiting for the Fat Lady to sing, right?  Paul’s purpose was specific – he was an example of what we now, the Christians, the Church, the Believers, whatever you want to call us, Paul was our template.

Paul was us.  He was someone who knew the Law, he knew the words in the Book, he knew all there was to know about God, he was raised with that teaching from childhood on.  God used Paul as an example of what is going to happen to us and how what we’ve been taught by man is NOT what will teach us – it will NOT be our TEACHER!  Paul was not taught by Jesus, nor His Disciples as he was too busy trying to kill what he didn’t know or understand.  Why?  Because of the Written Word and the Spoken Word.  Paul’s pride was not going to allow him to be like a child in what he knew – no way, he knew all the ways of God to thoroughly to even think about rethinking it all!  So, God did the only thing Paul would allow Him to do and that was to KNOCK HIM OFF THE HORSE!  He was blinded or scaled for 3 days in order to see the Truth.  He had 3 days of darkness and in those dark days as a blind man, he was shown, taught and supernaturally changed by the fear of God.  He experienced God’s power, His “shaking” and when someone is thrown from the horse like that, they have no other choice but to be still and allow the Lord to do as He sees fit!  First the Lord had to show Paul that it doesn’t matter what you want to do,  you’ll do as I want you to do!  After Paul was made vulnerable, then Jesus could start a dialect with him, help him, teach him and reconcile back to him back to Himself.

What Paul was taught in those first 3 days was downloaded via the Holy Spirit and thereafter, this is where all his Divine Knowledge, Divine Understanding and Divine Wisdom came from as he was taught not by any man, but by God Himself via His Spirit, His Heart.  Paul spoke from the Heart – he was taught via the Heart where God’s Spirit rests in us all.  Paul shows us WHO OUR LIFE-GIVING WATER will be and that nothing we learn from the men of this world can give us Divine Heavenly understanding – we must receive what is Heavenly from that which comes from Heaven.  All the peoples of the world or the “Believing masses” should have their vessels filled with Heavenly Manna right now and that is the Holy Spirit for He is our Messenger and Teacher and He is what teaches us the things of Heaven.  Let the Holy Spirit be your Teacher now, hear The Voice in the wind – don’t be the tumbleweed tossed around the wilderness because it keep fighting  against it, never settling next to a protective “rock” to block the brunt of that Mighty Wind!



Well, as it’s said, “It takes the Glory of God to conceal a matter and the honor of Kings to find it”, I doubt this is the conclusion most Believer’s come to when reading them.  But, this is what this means.

It all ties in – every number, every piece of nature – all of it a Divine Path that leads to HIS DIVINE KINGDOM.  Where is that Kingdom found?  Behind the thorns and thistles that protect it.  This is why those who crucified Him placed with crown of “broken branches” around His head.  Did you know there were 72 thorns in that crown?  What is 72 – half of 144,000, 72 ANGELIC WITNESSES!  It’s the Ram that was caught in the “thicket” God placed upon the mountain for Abraham to sacrifice INSTEAD of his son Isaac.  See the pattern there?  See the pattern here?  Another example is David’s son Absalom – yes, he too has his “hair” caught in the thorny branches of the trees…see the patterns yet?  Also, was it not Absalom that stood at the Gates of the City trying to “tickle” the ears of the people against his father King David?  Yes, why yes, I think it was!  Again, see the pattern of what is coming again before we walk into the Gates of the City?  Which way is it going to go this time as what is bound on earth is bound in Heaven and what is bad here, turns out to be good there.  So, if Absalom’s actions were disapproved of and look upon as “bad” while occurring here, will the “Words” of the One to speak in Heaven be the opposite?  Will they be heard, taken to heart?  These are the crossroads of higher-learning that will have to be met and at each of these crossroads, decisions will have to be made, just like this!  Who do you say He is?  Do you know?  Will you know?  

He is not coming like He did before – no, He will look quite different and we know this how?  By the disciples “crying and wailing” in fear on the water during the storm.  They did not recognize The Lord at first – in fact, they thought He was a ghost!  It was only when they heard His VOICE, did they truly SEE HIM!  Hence, “My sheep will know my VOICE!”

I am posting a few videos I uploaded to YouTube last week and if time and God allows, I will write a second part to this post.  But, if time passing I this is not possible, please “file” what I have written above, please.  I still believe this is short and sweet!  Please do not be afraid – have a pliable open heart to truly hear His Voice and remove all judgment of what you think/thought you know that allowed you to verbally rebuke another or other Believers or person during your walk.  This story is truly the GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD – but with a twist that very few could see coming…I’m on the edge of my seat!

Remember too – it’s the path “less followed” – the path where the Pearl is hidden under the brush and leaves.  You have to dig and DIG DEEPER to find it and it’s not in the open bright light.  The left turn lane is where you want to be on this trip – that is where your treasure is hidden, that is your detour.  It’s not a wrong turn – it leads you to the Exit you need that leads you Home, not home.

I’ll see you soon!

Friend of Heaven



3 Part Video – End Times in the Pit; Rising to Rooftop; Paul Double-Edged Sword (click on link to videos)



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Posted by on March 18, 2016 in Uncategorized


3 New Videos – Resurrection or Rapture?

Get ready for the biggest twist in the Greatest Story Ever Told – it’s going to be unbelievable, even better than you thought!

More to come…



Posted by on February 24, 2016 in Uncategorized


Highway to Heaven or Heavenly Traffic Jam – what lane will you take?



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Here we go again but where exactly are we going?  Is there or will there be an actual “fork” in the road ahead?  What does that mean?  Why?


Time…time is not like we think, especially not God’s TIME!  He is about to adjust it yet once again – He is removing the waste, the dross and even though we see days, months, maybe even years ahead, God is counting only what counts to Him.  He is about to speed things up, literally.

You have to be able to understand the realms, the heavens from Heaven.  It is said that Jesus comes wearing a name “King of kings, Lord of lords”, correct?  Well, who are the “kings and lords”?  They are those of those realms, those nations, those kingdoms, those lands, those merchants, and those who live in those specified regions.  They are the “Governors” of the land.  The Lord Jesus Himself directs all these “lanes” of life in each land, arena, even that special “Highway to Heaven” that all want to ride on or take even if traffic will be unlike any other traffic jam in history!  When all these lanes of traffic start to merge, cars in the right lane who have just come down off that exit ramp are going to try to get to that far left “fast” lane while the cars in that left lane, will be trying desperately to toggle their car into the right lane.  Can you imagine how packed that middle lane will be?  Fast cars hate that right lane – but isn’t that what the lane is for?  To hold those that just drive at the slower speed or the actual Law of the Land speed limit?  We can’t forget those right-laners either who insist on driving in that speedy left lane, regardless the danger as those drivers who don’t slow down will have no problem honking, cussing, tailgating those cars, even go so far as to show extreme “Road Rage”!  So, are those drivers just clueless as to what lane they are in?  Are they oblivious to the “Rules of the Road”?  Are they just happy, lost in thought?  Or, do they just don’t care?


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You have the same problem when the fast drivers are in the slow lane – but here, it seems to be even worse.  Don’t mess with those slow cars!  Why?  Well, they have been creeping along, been in that line a long long time and the majority are NOT going to let those fast drivers merge into their lane at the last minute!  Isn’t that how it is?  They are going to show them how to have some patience, how to do it correctly – mainly by saying “You should have gotten in line way back there instead of trying to cut!”  Hmmmmmnnnn.  See, those in the middle lane, they never want to be in the “wrong” lane so they ride the center line.  They watch the signs, the upcoming exits and how many miles away it is – then they decide what lane they will merge into.  What exit will they take if the first one seems too long of a wait?  Well, sometimes they know the perfect shortcut that others don’t and sometimes, they end up going so far out-of-their way in their pursuit of finding a “better exit or better way”, they run out of exits to take or the one they choose itself has unseen detours and/or delays…it’s “Under Construction”!  So what is a driver to do?   We already know you can’t satisfy everyone and not everyone will be happy regardless what lane they chose to ride in as some are always going to regret it the minute they change lanes,  as they’ve already convinced themselves before they changed lanes that it was wrong, so now, they just drive panicked regardless.  These are those that constantly “ride-their-breaks” just in case…just in case of anything and everything.  It reminds of the song “To the left, to the left to the right, to the right!”  Many elderly people tend to drive with their left foot constantly hitting the breaks while ironically, the right one is steadily on the gas.


“Jesus, please take the wheel!  No really, I’m not singing to the Carrie Underwood song here, although it’s a wonderful song;  I’m really asking you to PLEASE TAKE THIS WHEEL!”


I don’t know what lane your car will be in, I don’t even know what lane I’ll be driving in but I have decided, this is one time in my life, I’m not going to worry about it and I am going to confidently let Jesus take the wheel, literally.  It’s His Highway and one He has traveled since the Beginning so why in the world would I try to drive it like the highways here on earth?  That would be the first mistake, don’t you think?  Since pretty much EVERYTHING IN HEAVEN or in the Heavenly Realm is opposite the earth, how do we know which lane is the fast lane and which is the slow one – we don’t, not until we see the signs along the way that will guide us to our proper exit and destination.  What we have to do is WATCH FOR THEM and to make sure that some joker along the way didn’t feel the need to spray paint his own arrows saying “TURN HERE OR TURN THERE” – no matter how professional it looks.  Who knows…the Center Lane could actually be for those that turned their blinkers to the left or to the right; could be the lane that just kept their eyes on the road ahead – having faith that they were driving their car in the correct Heavenly direction and when they arrived at their final destination, the center lane would be the one that would deliver them there.  They didn’t worry about what the other cars were doing or not doing because they knew all the proper signs and exits – no confusion or chaos in that lane!  That center lane – well they could truly enjoy the ride and the sights the others lanes are missing for the Sun itself is blinding their view and if it’s a night, well, how many have night blindness?  Oh, that’s just a whole other story now isn’t it!


“Jesus will be the Crossing Guard no matter what lane of traffic you arrive in!  He is the Director of ALL LANES into the City…even those going out!”



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I’ll be the little old lady in this car!!

What I have been sharing with you friends over these fast 6 months has been a mouth full to-say-the-least!  What events take place here on earth or above us – above the Sea of Glass?  I’ve stated what I think – could I be wrong?  Sure I could…it could all be metaphorical or it could all be literal.  It could be here and there both but I don’t believe it will be as “man” is stating.  That is what this world is seeing as they cannot see the events with Spiritual Heavenly eyes because if they were, they would see that God does not want us to be fearful, afraid of the things of this world which is hard to do if you are listening to those who say His Wrath upon the earth is happening; wars, death and killings are about to occur, along with the earth being destroyed while we are all still here.  That is what they are saying, aren’t they?  Well, I am sticking with the events occurring in the Heavenly Realm – the wars, the fire, etc., at least for now.  Common sense tells you – you would be more fearful UP THERE if these were happening because you would know just WHO it was allowing them as it is right there!  Here, God would not receive the glory, only the enemy and I do know that God will not allow that to happen.  The headlines would all read “SATAN CAUSES…” when that is not true – he cannot “cause” anything to happen UNLESS GOD ALLOWS AND GIVE PERMISSION FOR IT TO HAPPEN! But, who would know that here?  Who would know that in Heaven?  If those events happened in Heaven or the “Safe Place/Paradise” we first arrive at, how many would bend their knee and confess that He is the True God?  They would see and know all is from Him – so my guess is A LOT or most of them would quickly get the picture!!!  Here, not so much – they would just say it was because of this or that, this person or that person, this god or that god, never really giving all the glory and credit to the ONE who it belongs to.  But, if all this occurred up where the “temporary” Temple or Tabernacles is, well, then, God’s Words would ring more than true…”THEN THEY SHALL KNOW THAT I AM GOD!”  Common sense 101, right?  But better than that, where would we see or feel more peace and security than there?  I know, right!


So, during the coming “heavy traffic days” ahead, think about your driving lanes and your own driving skills.  How well do you drive in the day, the Sun reflecting it’s bright light into your eyes; or, driving at night by the Light of the Moon.  How good are you driving in the darkness of night?  I think, personally, it’s best we be ready to drive in both so that way, whichever one it may be, we are ready to see through both!





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