It’s Hammer Time…I’m putting my Clock & Calendar back in the Game!

This past year, for me, has been the cherry on top of my favorite chocolate-marshmallow ice-cream shake…and it’s been a time I’ve felt the most isolated.  With isolation comes silence and in that silence, Truth is found and in that great find, among the treasures of all TREASURES – is Freedom.  The Truth really does set you free but we also must be willing to stay on the Path which guides our feet throughout their steps along this journey.

Where are they headed?  To what direction do they set course?  Well – it’s whatever direction needed in order to find the Key that unlocks the chains that have kept us in the dark and a prisoner to things of this Earth.  The Key unlocks the Truth of Heaven – not of earth, as it is because of this deafness to what is truly Heavenly – that we find ourselves unable to hear our Heavenly Father’s Voice.  But note…the earthly lies will be exposed here first in order for people’s ears to be directed to search for the real truth.  Once this happens, you’ll be ready to find all things truly Heavenly, or Divine.

This is what the disciples wanted to hear when they asked the Lord Jesus, “Lord, teach us how to pray.”

This is the Silent God of the Bible…but HE is the Creator of ALL the Universe, of matter, light, etc.  There is our Father, our Creator who sits on the Throne and is the God of Heaven.  He is the One that we pray out loud to, plead to and give thanks and praise in our songs, tears and love.  But, He too has a FATHER above who is THE ALL or THE ALMIGHTY.  HE is the ONE with NO NAME because HE is unnameable, unknowable, and it is HE in whom we will dwell or rest in eternally.  HE IS SPIRIT.  HE IS THE VOICE within that leads us out of the Wilderness and into the Promised Land.  But, it is God on the Throne whose commandments we must follow, whose laws govern our feet to His Throne where He sits – holding the Key(s) to HIM and into HIS PRESENCE.  It is through His Door that we walk into HIS REST…that is when we are finally HOME!


He has told us His entire story via the Scriptures or “Scripted Events” HE inspired.  HE is telling us the True Beginning to the True End…it’s up to us to “wake-up” or be shaken awake (hence earthquakes which shake the dust of the earth – us) so that we can finally understand the “characters” in His Story or HISTORY!  Who is WHO?  Where is Earth? Where is Heaven?  What is the Firmament? What and where is the Sea or Waters?  In order for these to be answered in the Heavenly understanding one needs, we have to first define the true definitions of the words written within His Word.  If we don’t even know the true meaning of “Man” then how do we know just who man is?  Human Being?  Creatures?

When we rely on earthly interpretation of such things, we remain clueless and have again, left our salvation to the understanding of others – who too are of flesh.  Yes, this teaching is HARD just as the man stated to Jesus in the NT!

Next, if we just read the Words/Books given to us by Man, not those that the WORLD has stamped “BAD”, well, we’re obeying the ruler or King of this WORLD…only listening to the voices in his chaotic realm and not, I repeat NOT of THE FATHER who resides upon us in SPIRIT.  It’s what HE places upon us that we need to listen to on the Path.  Do not be afraid to learn.  Trust that HE will place Truth when and where HE wants it placed.  You cannot truly understand the “Secret Writings/Teachings” if you cannot hear and understand what “The Spirit is saying” in the Bible first.

The Bible says that there is a veil that covers the “things of Heaven” from those that are removed from the Garden – His Garden or HIS GARDEN?  The Heart is the Olive that must be squeezed in the olive press in order to remove all the bitter juices from it – before it can be used as pure Olive Oil.  What does that mean?

All impurities – darkness such as jealousy, greed, resentment, hatred, selfishness and vanity must be removed as they are the walls that surround the Garden in which He walks, dwells.  When those walls have deep roots, or a thick concrete supporting their stance, the harder it is to hear Him when HE is speaking or guiding us.  All of these bricks must fall, roots and all.

What are the roots?  Their beginning, their foundation of truth in which they were born in…earthly teachers and/or teachings are their roots.  Just as trees and their branches grow up out of the soil into the sunlight that calls them, the roots grow downward, deeper spreading their foundation into the dark “watered” soil. One side of the “seed” climbs up while the other part of it sinks down.  But, without those roots grounding themselves deep within the “dirt” below, the trees blooming “branches” above, do not have a chance at becoming what they were planted to become…a rich fruit-bearing, leaf filled tree with strong branches to hold them.  This cannot be refuted…

North/South, East/West, all Heavenly siblings, all working to do “the Father’s Will” as these are the Roots and the Branches.  Regardless of how we’ve been taught to think, good and evil go hand-in-hand, like peas and carrots, Jenny and Forrest, as it is above as it is below – hold on, not in the dark ritualistic as above-so below concept, keep reading.  This is the first lines in Genesis “and the Darkness never put it out.”  It’s so important to think about which was created first…evening and then dawn.  You should too, know that everything spoken into being such as these two, are Angelic, Heavenly and not just a void word we take for granted.

The Angelic Being, Host, Angel, etc., that was first-born here under the firmament, looks to us to be “almost night” or the one preceding “the darkness”.   You must see without the “rose-colored glasses” and start looking at the entire Word in this way.  The Jews start their day at evening time; the rest of the world starts theirs 6 hours later at 12:00 AM but both consider the “New Day” to begin when the sun is not shining high into the sky.  At 6:00 AM, when the world wakes up to what we consider the start of day or really “the break of day or light”, many see it as “the beginning of a new day”, the Jewish day is already half over.  Actually, this shows that our days are really 6 hours long…as one (1) day is cut up into four 6 hour increments and each “part” of each “day” is ruled by each of the Four Corners of the world.  These are Seasons, these are Times, these are Months and these are Years. These however, are not Weeks.  Weeks and days are what fills these 4 Faces on the clock.  These are your 4 Faces that sit and guard the Throne of God.

This is the Duality; the Double-Minded Man in James.  These are the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, the fish of the sea and the flesh (man) of the earth.  The word ‘Duality’ has been given a bad wrap, I believe, as I’m not speaking in a New Age manner of speech…I’m speaking Heavenly and Earthly.  We are both.  We are all these things within one.  Our internal/eternal is covered externally by the World – The Flesh. At the same time, this is our Enemy, the one we battle day in and day out!



Really, we are dealing with Priestly Thrones and Kingly Thrones but here on Earth, both hold a ‘god-like’ position whether to themselves “Self” or over the people they govern or spiritually lead.

Remember what happened after God gave ‘his people’ what they wanted, a King…as in King Saul?  Then He says that the Kings quickly got into bed with the Priests?  They are both fighting – to this day – for both Thrones…hence “The Game of Thrones”.  Look around, how was it not a given that today, so much confusion, continually stifles the minds of the people, His People?

Each of these Thrones have even divided the Face of the Clock.  One starts when the flowers bloom while the other begins with the leaves fall.  Spring up?  Fall back?  Creation, the thought of Man was birthed in Spring, Nissan so that means it was in the Mind of the Creator, right?  In Elul, the Fall, that is when it’s recorded that Adam & Eve were given life, born from the dust of the earth.  This must be the Heart (Soul) if the other is the Mind, right?  This is the calendar ‘Beginning’ the Jews today begin their New Year on.

Here, 12 to 6, 6 to 12, 12 to 6 and 6 to 12 is how I see the clock. Six hours from Nissan to Tishri, 6 months, 6 years, what?  It’s all the same.  It’s like too, The Sixth Day of Man.  We then, make that turn, that ‘turn-around’ and head back (down or up) to the other Kingdom or Throne.  Which is which?  This is the continual race car going around the track over and over. It’s the flow of the Nile.

Where does the 3 to 9 fit in?  The 9 to 3?  Wouldn’t that be January to July or July to January?  See how this goes?  This would be the Crossing of the Jordan, or the flow of the Jordan River.  You see, the Nile goes North/South, while the Jordan would be East/West which ironically, makes a ‘cross’ sign, doesn’t it?

Weeks to me, are the Angelic Times, the 24-hour stop clock/watch that is used by the Special Ops, the Warrior Angels so-to-speak.  Why?  Because God says weeks do not change, they are always the same!  Is that why we use a 24-hour Military Time for our Warriors?  :00 to 24:00?  These must be comparable to the seconds on the clock or that’s how I see it to be.  I could be wrong, but I could be right!  Stop  watches record by seconds, do they not?  The Watches of the Day…all consistently steady throughout the whole clock, the 2 parts and the 4 parts or Seasons.  Times must be in the 2-parts, the Left side and the Right side, but both watch and carry/rest-over the 4 Faces of Evening, Dawn, Day and Night.

Enoch Calendar Creator Wheel

*When I first drew this clock, I had no idea, none, what I was drawing.  I did not know how to date it, I just let my hand go and let the Lord led me.  What I could not have known at that time, was His Time!  I believe 3/11/11 was ‘a start date’ with the Japanese Earthquake and Tsunami.  When the 2012 ‘marker date’ was hit, now looking back, it seemed to change times in the Spiritual Realm.  It’s like we changed to Weeks, or the 2 sides or parts of Man (Northern Hemisphere/Southern Hemisphere).  Or, this began the Time Jesus was put on the Cross wherein 3 hours later, being 3:15, He would die.  If you look at the right side, at the 3:00 mark, you’ll see that should be on the outer wheel, 2019
August 21, 2017, The Great American Eclipse, I believe, was the cleansing of the land, accepting the Atonement, possibly opening up what had once been sealed, or God just being God and forgiving the 70 x 7, the end of Cain’s wondering, which was 490 days, or 70 weeks.  What if we add the 75 weeks, as in the 75 days “till the cleansing of the Temple, Hanukkah”? This cuts the time of Lamech’s curse, [that extra 7 added to the 70], down 2 weeks, or 14 days.  August 21, 2017 plus 75 weeks is January 27/28, 2019.  January 20/21, there is a Super Moon Eclipse:
“The January 20-21 total eclipse of the moon lasts for somewhat more than one hour, and is preceded and followed by a partial umbral eclipse, each time persisting for over an hour. The whole umbral eclipse from start to finish has a duration of a little more than 3 1/3 hours, and can be viewed from North and South America, Greenland, Iceland, Europe, northern and western Africa plus the Arctic region of the globe. 
Additionally, a penumbral lunar eclipse takes place before and after the umbral lunar eclipse. However, a penumbral lunar eclipse is so faint that many people won’t even notice it while it is happening. In our post, we only give the times of the moon passing through the Earth’s umbra – dark, cone-shaped shadow.” (From Earthsky.Com)

Added note from me:

[The 1/3rd above – can be 15 minutes when using the 6 hr. pattern.  It can be 20 minutes if using the 3 quarters of 4 months yearly counting pattern.]

[Remember, Lamech cursed himself, God did not.  He was blind and couldn’t see where he was targeting his arrow…he thought he was killing an animal when he killed Cain.]

If you can understand the Face of the Clock (NOT MINE ABOVE), just a normal glance at a big round clock on the wall, you can see how 12:30 is 2018, (December 30th plus 6 years or a 12th month, 30th day). Numbers and dates must always be at least recognized and noted in this way.  This is also a Season or a Time, or Half-Time to God.  So events or years between then and now, are ALL still in play.  This again, is how no one can know the day or hour…no one understands Time itself. Having said that, all messages, signs, patterns, etc., are still very much relevant.  The Time of Man is 120, so you can cut that, slice it, peel it back as much as you want as all the times above, will fit within this space of time allowed to us by God.  It is also 40 plus 40 plus 40.

If you go through Scripture, note the amount of time spoken about during the various Books…these are markers for us today as beginning, middle and end times.  Notice how we look at 75 days from Day of Atonement – to the time the Temple was cleansed in Maccabees?  So, there is 15 minutes or A Season or A Time, which is a block of 3 months, 3 hours, etc., that is still out there, unused.  Or is it?  Were those 15 minutes, 3 years, 3 months, 3 days, 3 hours etc. used prior, marking the OT cleansing, ending the rotation around the Face of the Clock?  Could be.

Enoch is the Father of Time…who is Enoch?  Really, who is Enoch? 

How many days difference between his calendar days and others?  Julian? Gregorian?  All this is very telling and once we understand WHAT the Clock is, how Time that sets upon it is counted and allowing all to be told by it, maybe then, we could also put all these events we are now in – in place.  If 12/12/12 or 12/21/12 was the end of something, and going by that time-keeping method, what time would it be?  Do we have 10-18 minutes (days) till we get to that 75 mark?  The 45 or 15 minute mark?

Isn’t it funny, my birthday is 10/18…boy it’s been a while since I’ve seen that calendar!  My original version, well, it’s resting someone in a box, I’ve just not found it yet.

5779 Years from Creation to Today

Notice, the two ending numbers of the 5779; I see that like 1979, making a 40 year separation or difference between the Hebrew timeline and the Gregorian, or the United States.  It’s 40 years behind us…so in 2012, up to September 15th, it was 1972, September 16/17 it became 1973.  What events occurred during that time?  When you research, use this system and you’ll be amazed at what you will find.  It all connects...EXPOSING OF ‘THE NEGATIVES’. What we can expect and what we see today, is the exposure of the film, the tapestry being laid out for all to see.  This is done here on earth first, then Heaven will follow.  It’s called Truth on Earth as it is in Heaven and vice-versa.  This is why film developing went from dark closets to digital, boom, in a blink of an eye – the pixels all come together and wah-lah – you can see what’s been captured immediately!


👉6 years, 4 months, 15 days excluding the end date.  This is a Time; Times; and Half-A-Time…when did it start and when will it end?  One full rotation, the 4 seasons of Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter, and One-Quarter, which is also half of 30, has been completed here calculating from August 30, 2012, ELUL 12 (or 12/12 & 6/12 on Hebrew Calendar) to January 14, 2019.  Don’t really know why I chose that date, except for the first months, the fourteenth days, are always the eve of A Birth, or THE BIRTH!

👉76 months, 15 days excluding the end date.  Here it is another way.  Can you figure this one out?

👉332 weeks and 4 days – Here, only 3 days to the 7th day, or 333 weeks!

Remember this which is very important!  January 20th of 2017 started a set of Presidential Years or cycle of 4 years each…this might impact your find!

To get a clean, clear view of Enoch’s Calendar, you can go back to March 20, 2015, the day of the Eclipse and Spring Equinox.  The next day after Spring, is always the first day of the New month, so the 20th-21st of March would automatically start Nissan 1, or for Gregorian Calendar, add a side note of April 1st.  But wait, the real April 1st, which was on a Wednesday, has Nissan 12 on it?  Yes, there is a 11/12 day difference between Enoch’s Ancient Calendar and ours.  As of today, the Julian Calendar is approx. 11-13 days behind us.  Nissan landed on the correct day of March 20-21st that year, so again, a good time to start a fresh easy-to-assemble (lol) Enoch Calendar! So, one’s ahead and one’s behind?  See what I mean?

*Edit – this additional information I’m adding today July 19, 2019, Tammuz 17, 5779.

The Mayan Calendar had an original start date of August 11, 3114 B.C. I find that so interesting as August, like March, can be seen as a 11th & 12th month. When I originally posted this – above, you can see I spoke about 3/11/11 being a “beginning marker date”. Many people speak of 11/11/11 – 11.11.11 of being a significant number sequence…well, it’s the same as March 11. What are the odds of that?

Mayans use a 355 day year count. They use a 3-Wheel time measure. One of those wheels looks to be “time based on events” not days or dates.

Then, there is this…

355×8=2840…2840-2019=821 or 8/21. What is August 21 or 8/21? If you use 11/11/11 as a start date – add 2840 days, you will land on August 21, 2019. What are the odds of that?


This is the day in 1558 the ZOHAR was published – AV 20. This is the day that the Rebbe Levi Schneerson of Lubavitch died in 1944. If you did your homework or have truly paid attention to my remarks regarding the Jewish Rebbes – SCHNEERSON (1st thru 7th) you’d understand the importance of this date.



Bottom line here…it doesn’t matter.  It’s not about ‘When’, it’s about ‘Why’?  We cannot transform, have ‘transformation’ if we do not cleanse our bodies of the earthly teachings and lies.  This is about the Truth as in “so help me God” HEAVENLY TRUTH being blown out, delivered, understood, “GOT IT✅” with a check mark by your name! Enoch wasn’t “taken” until he had been shown/taught the Truth.

All of this has to do with the Heavenly Realms above us and who they are putting in the game!

The Heavens are here now, doing their part.  People just can’t see them nor God’s Hand on the field, playing Quarterback, throwing His passes, even acting as the Running Back to catch His own throws!  Please watch the Game!

History is not as we’ve been taught – I’ve said this a million times, and now everyone will understand what I have meant by that (the Good Lord willing).  Nothing is as we know it to be.  I hope you believe me, but it’s okay if you don’t…file it.  You’ll need it soon enough. 

The “Event” all have been waiting for, it’s God giving a miracle in allowing all to know the Real Truth as only He can deliver it.  The flash of light💥, it will be Him.  When, I don’t know, but you can look at the skies and see something is heading this way.  Listen for His Voice and you’ll know which way to walk, which Path to place your feet on because hopefully, you will have a few candles lit to light your way.  At least, have that spark ready to go!

This is about knowing who God really is!

“Who do they say I am?”

I love you, I’ll see you soon!

Mary Beth, Friend of Heaven









Smoke & Mirrors dividing Heaven and Earth? Choosing between Jesus and Barabbas once again? Who is chosen this time?

“Before you read this edited re-post on Barabbas (so very important, please read all), let me say that I just uploaded quite a few videos on my You Tube Channel ‘Friend of Heaven’ and they are from a year ago to now.  Please watch them all as I’ve once again, hidden pearls within each.”
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Did anyone know that Barabbas, a/k/a ‘bad-guy’ in the Bible, the one who was released out into the world, given freedom from his jailer’s chains and was known for his continual rebellion of 1) Jewish Laws of giving to the Temple and sacrificing of animals along with selling their skins; 2) the Roman occupation of the land and city of Jerusalem? He thought that fighting his way through – to make his voice heard – was the only way. He thought that the time for negotiations was all but null and void. He thought that he had no one but himself to depend on; that God was not listening to the good, let alone the bad, like him. He relied on himself. He taught himself to trust only things he could see, touch, feel – things on and of this earth. (Good thing God uses His sense of SMELL to receive those that are a pleasing Aroma to Him.)

All the other stuff such as faith, love, compassion – he could have no part of because he had no understanding of such things as these were not the attributes he had ever been given in the world, on this earth. They were foreign so he fought against it. He did not trust new, he did not trust old – so what was left for him to trust and believe in? He had to find this. He had to be given a match, a spark that would light the Light that could and would allow him to find what he thought did not exist for him and others like him or, the things he thought only existed through him. This is why he was left and released.

Jesus was sending him out to find Him. The One standing next to him who he did not know, meaning Barabbas did not know Jesus. He sent him back into the world so he could then stand next to Jesus again and that it would be Jesus who could now know him. If not, the two once again would stand next to each other only the next time, it would be Barabbas standing in the spot of the judged and Jesus being released to the Ones who knew him.

If this pattern has already happened on earth, it will happen again in Heaven or in the Spirit Realm. This is one of the most important, yet over-looked parables that has been told. Barabbas is not who we think – for we have judged in and by the world’s standards, by the flesh, but God has used his story, his life and his rebellion for a much greater picture – for His Greater Good!


Barabbas represents the man who was born of flesh or who is covered and walked through his life on earth in the flesh, that was in chains, imprisoned by the Laws governing his surroundings. The Law that was chained hand-in-hand to that flesh. What he saw the day Jesus died, what ‘gift’ he was given, was something he struggled with, through and for, the rest of his days on this earth. I find it so amazing that his story, in the end, tells the most endearing tale.

Most don’t realize that at the end of his life, this rebellious man took the place of John the Disciple on this cross. While imprisoned with both Peter and John, and after he had been given sight to see just what it was Jesus did for him, he believed he was to sacrifice himself in place of Peter. Peter told him no – that is not the will of God – that it was Peter’s time and he would go to the cross himself.

As Barabbas stood there, John was called and when John’s name was spoken, telling him to come with the guards for his crucifixion, Jesus Bar Abbas claimed himself as John. So in turn, it was the thief, the man in chains, the rebellious one that gave the world the Revelation of Jesus Christ, or the Truth. He took the cup in order that the Divine Heavenly Wisdom, again The Truth, could be released unto the people upon the earth. Amazing, isn’t it?



We all know about the wedding in Cana – the one Jesus and His Mother Mary attended – but very little is told about the details surrounding it.

It is believed, or said that during the wedding, the father’s gold was stolen by the thief, Barabbas himself. It is said that the bag full of gold was then used to pay the woman who owned the house that was home to the harlots, women of pleasure. The gold was paid to her for the release of a girl he could not forget – the one he called “The One With No Name”.

“Esther” also known as “The One With No Name” from the later movie starring Billy Zane.

That bag carried enough gold to pay for all the women who sold their bodies for food and shelter. They themselves did not realize freedom was at the door…they were just unable to see it as the ‘walls’ separating the rooms they were laying in kept them in the dark to this purchase that was just made. They missed the open door that would have set them on their Path to freedom.

The ‘One With No Named’, would not give him her name – which intrigued Barabbas more. She was in one storyteller’s tale, a harlot herself named Rachel, while another wrote she was a young maiden who just worked there and was called Esther.

“Rachel” she was called in the 1961 movie with Anthony Quinn.

Whichever holds the truth, I do not know because both versions tell a story. It was from this woman getting to know her ‘master’ or ‘owner’ that soften his heart, even if he tried so very hard to keep it as hard as a rock. Her gentleness, yet strong conviction in the Lord, is what nursed him when he was beaten by the servant from the father’s house (who held the wedding), then afterwards, had been thrown into the continuous fire pits, bound by both hands and feet. It was from a leper’s ‘hook’ that reached into the fire to roll him out (amazing); flesh singed and burnt, but in actuality, it was only mere moments he endured the flames.

The woman was then left to find oils, herbs and medicines to nurse this man who bought/purchased her, back to health. Having no money, she was led to beg on the streets and soon after, was given a gold bracelet to sell as that was all another woman, a Roman’s wife, had to give. That woman, that wife, was the wife of Pilate.

Pilate’s Wife

After this, Pilate’s wife who was searching herself for truth, found herself as the girl, searching out Jesus and the teaching of Heaven.

These unlikely women found friendship and even though they were worlds apart in comparison, they were very much alike in their search for something higher. The girl became pregnant, only to lose it at the hands of the Roman soldiers who came to hunt Barabbas down. The loss of this child was now removing all the warmth and softness that had been slowly but surely settling within is heart.

[During this time, Pilate’s wife was dying inside as she could not give her husband a child she herself so badly wanted.]

To further add to Barabbas’ grief, she died soon afterwards in the streets, by the crowds coming against Jesus, for His claim of being the Son of God. In his despair, he was arrested by the Roman authorities and sent to the sulfur mines of Sicily. Once settled in this pit within the earth, Barabbas was partnered – in chains – to a Christian who himself, was sentenced to a life in darkness because of his refusal to throw a cargo of slaves overboard in the sea. This man in the beginning, hates Barabbas for being pardoned instead of his Master, the one called Jesus.

These two who started their imprisonment in opposition to one another, are chained together for 20 years, in which time, had become friends. It was these two foe-friends who ironically, became the only two from the mines who could be rescued as they were the only survivors when an earthquake shook the ground, collapsing the mine pits below. Twenty years he was below the earth, in chains, with a believer in Christ.

The good, the bad – making every move together – led them to become friends and were so still, when taken to Rome where they would train to become gladiators who fought to the death in the great coliseum of the Roman Emperor Nero. Friend killing friend, enemy killing enemy, it seemed no matter where his feet took him, the matter of life or death always stood in the path that he would have to walk or take, including the paths he ultimately crossed.

It was Barabbas who took his Christian friend and follower of the teachings of Christ, to be buried properly after he was killed with a spear to his heart. Ironically, the place of burial was in the Catacombs of Rome, so again, Barabbas was led to man-made chambers of darkness within the earth. When he appeared above ground, finally making his way out of the dark maze that held so many dead, he saw the fires of Rome. He remembered what was said by the Believer’s in his life and thought that finally, the end of the world had come. So he too grabbed a torch and lit fires so the City of Rome would burn. It was in this doing that he was arrested and accused as the one who started the fires, when really, he was only one participant, one man following the lead of others.

This act is/was his final act, the finale of the life of this rebellious man who many thought would not or could not die. It was at this time, he was sentenced to death. It was the – his standing up – professing his faith in Christ – that sent him to his death on the cross, along with all the other Christians arrested that night in the City of Rome.

Christians lighting a fire to the homes of non-believers, pagans who had a belief of a different god other than their own or possibly, their belief in a same God but separated by their blindness in Jesus and the truth of whose Son he really was. This is yet again, another pattern to watch for, only this time, hopefully, you’ll see it with Heavenly eyes and understand that the fire which burns a home, is really a cleansing of the flesh. It wasn’t the Christians that started the fires in the first place, so who was the real ‘Fire-Starter’? Who was it that lit the first torch? This is such a huge layer and parable – I hope you see it.



A while back, I stated that something happened at the cross – a switch of sorts when Jesus spoke to John and His Mother Mary these words: “Son, this is your Mother…Woman/Mother this is your son.” We know that Jesus has both Spirits within Him as He spoke with each saying, “My God, My God why have You forsaken me?” Then again when interceding for those who cursed Him: “Father, Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” The clue too, should be that He was placed in the center between both men.

One ‘Son’ was in intercession to His God while the other was pleading to His Father. One was Earthly, One was Heavenly. One was speaking as Jesus Christ and the other as Christ Jesus. Jesus was born with one Spirit while baptized by John the Baptist in the Jordan River – thereby receiving the other. Jesus’ journey into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights, was His time to conquer His flesh against the enemy and at the same time, the God of this world. (40 days in the desert is likened to 2000 years.) Jesus was never actually subject to sin, only the temptation of it.

He had to also pass the test of temptation so he could quiet the voice of man or men that rang loudly throughout His walk; it was the noise coming from the mouths of those He went to save. Jesus had to walk in Heavenly ways, using the new ‘gifts’ He received on the waters of the Jordan. When the dove descended, so did the Spirit from Heaven that now rested upon Him. This is a pattern that shows a parable of what will happen to Believers as they too are born via the waters of Heaven, receiving too their Gifts – to then be sent out to minister to the blind, deaf, crippled and to share the truly good things of Heaven. This is where the healing will again occur; the Harvest reaped.

If Heaven and Earth are bound (what is bound on earth is bound in Heaven), then this must now occur ‘up there’ or ‘In The Spirit Realm’ as it has already been completed here ‘In The Material Realm’. The Gifts that Jesus received here, were earthly and given as He went out and received the Twelve (12) Disciples, who in Heaven are now called Apostles (earthly to Heavenly). No longer will the earthly Gospels be the fruit, but the Heavenly Apostles which represent the Heavenly Truth (Fruit). This is what the pattern will follow once again.

The removal of the demons, seven (7) so it says, is the teaching or ‘Gifts of the Spirit’ that were given here and that gave our earthly body its food or fruits. These must be removed once we are in Heaven and replaced by the Divine Spirits of the Tree or Fruits of the Tree so we will have understanding and Heavenly discernment on the Kingdom level. Again, this is a parable of healing, when one receives Revelation or Truth of the Kingdom of Heaven. Trees represent Angels which through their branches, hold the Fruit of Heaven.  When you eat from various trees, you are receiving ‘a teaching’.

This is the Fruit that leads ones feet to the Path of Knowledge which in turn, opens the Door to Eternal Life with the Father, and Wisdom. These are the candles which Light the flames on the Menorah. Each of us have a Menorah that needs to be lit and is done so by following the Path which is laid out for us via the Tapestry of our life which is written upon our hearts.

Jesus already came as the ‘Man’ or Son of Man representing the earthly idol or god; now, He must come as the Beast, the Son of God parable as now, the Golden Calf worship pattern manifests and takes hold. It’s the Babylon Golden Man worshiped and built within the City, and the Israelite Golden Calf Statue, worshiped and molded out in the wilderness of the desert; both were worshiped as a Golden God and so again, this pattern will be followed. Jesus comes as the Beast to those who do not know the Truth.

The Destroyer will destroy the earthly things so that we, or people, will see only the things of Heaven. He must destroy the teaching of the earthly, fleshly man whom to most, will be looked upon as a Beast, but really, He is destroying the teaching or Word, the flesh resides in. By doing this, the Walls of Jericho will fall, and the Harlot released from her captivity from behind and within the mighty walls of a Babylonian-idol worshiping land. She is free. This is the parable of Rahab who helped Joshua and the Israelites conquer Babylon and if you remember, it is she that Joshua married.

If Joshua is a parable of a likeness of Jesus, then who did Jesus release and now is set to marry? The Daughter of Babylon. If she is the Harlot on earth, then she is the opposite in Heaven. Same goes the other way…so if the Virgin marries her Groom in Heaven, who is she marrying or married to on earth? Remember, Jesus ‘flipped’ the tables in the Temple Courtyard so what did He really do? What does the flipping of tables actually mean?



All is from above us, the Heavenlies or Heavenly realms. As in the Beginning all descended, or ‘came-down’, the tables now need to be flipped and the ascending back to the place from which we came – shall take us up and not down. The ‘waters’ are above us through the sky. We will pass through the Kingdoms which are the layers or realms lined out in the atmospheres above. There are Seven (7) that must be passed through before we reach the Gates of Heaven. Why? There are 7 Kingdoms below the Sea of Glass or Dome and three (3) above. These the Roman, Greek, Persian etc. These lands have kings and rulers and once again, their lands must be crossed in order to get to the Holy Land, the Promised Land of God…as this is really what this area is – just as it is on earth, it is in Heaven, meaning, these Kingdoms lay between the North and South, ruled by 7 Rulers…the Seven Churches, the Seven Seals, Seven Mountains and really, the 7 Angels or Angelic Hosts.

Each hold a Seal of God – a teaching of Truth. You can call them Vaults of Truth…unroll the Scrolls to see what truth was hidden from mankind.

As each obtain that teaching of Truth or receiving it by eating the Fruit or Good Food of the Tree each Church provides, they have broken the Seal of that Mystery or Scroll. Each land or layer, holds the Secrets of Heaven, of the Father and to Eternal Life with Him. If a heart is not pliable to receive what is given, the earthquakes or ‘shaking of the dust of the earth’ must occur so all will be brought to their knees so they can see what is needed in order to take them Home. The shaking of the dust – is the flesh. The Wind then comes along and blows the dust (Dust in the Wind) toward Home as it must be removed prior to receiving ‘Rest’ in the Father or His Mansion where the True Body of Christ shall reside.

Find the sequence of these in the Biblical Historical pattern(s) – read how they ended and again, this will be the pattern only reversed. Everything human beings here on earth think they have an understanding of – they do so only from an earthly understanding and discernment as all seem to see it happening here. Please trust  yourself…stop listening to Evangelists who are on a ‘looped’ cycle of the same words – go higher.

I, believe 1 million percent, all will happen ‘Up There’ in the Spiritual Realms.  Our walk with the Lord, with Christ, is individual and also separate than the group. Each must receive REVELATION/TRUTH and it was His 7 Churches (Angels) He sent to fulfill this…each being responsible for breaking a Seal that holds the Heavenly Gifts needed for completion, in order for man to receive God’s True Holy of Holies Spirit.

These Angels are too the 7 main Fallen Angels [remember the 2 sides of the Clock Face] as they were cast down UNDER the Sea of Glass unto their own Heavenly realms, atmospheres – because what they were teaching, was not Heavenly, but Earthly. On earth, we see these ruling over the 7 Continents. There is a City of Gold or City of God that sets atop these Heavens, these “7 Hills”. They were removed from the Kingdom of Heaven because they had to reside below in order to do what God had told them to as they are Messengers, Children and really His FIRST CREATION. They, like Barabbas, are too labeled as “Rebellious” but look what Barabbas’ rebellion did for God’s Kingdom or the Kingdom of Heaven? It revealed It’s TRUTH.

These are all the Kingdoms, Kings, ruling Lands, etc. of the Bible. All the diverse ‘Era’s of Time’ the World or planet experienced throughout its various countries and kingdoms, it was a shadow of what was occurring above. Each time we walked through one ‘Age’ onto another, this was due to the CHANGE of Rule or Authority above…one Angel took the Kingly Scepter from the other (hence the Dark Ages, Golden Ages, and the wars within etc.) as each Church had a different mission, or message they had to ‘Unseal’.

The 7th Heaven or 7th Seal is where the Little Book was eaten. It tasted like honey but settled in the stomach as bitter herbs. If this is written here as this, then up there, I look for it to be the opposite. As the Truth is given, it is being swallowed as bitter-tasting because it is opposite of what we’ve learned/been taught here but once settled in one’s stomach, it will lay there like honey…This is why we are sent through the wilderness in the first place, so that we eat the bitter herbs of the thorny bushes first, as did John the Baptist. Then, the locust which are those that know the truth who come to eat the stalks of the wheat and anything else they see growing in the fields that are of an Earthly truth and not Heavenly. [This locust reference is a broader scope – there is more to this so please don’t ‘box’ the reference I’ve given in…there’s more.]

Then, you can eat the honey.



Remember, all are appendages of Jesus – all are His Fruits. All things are used to get us HOME! Earthly is the ‘Likeness’ – it is the replica. If there is a Heavenly Brother/Sister than there is an Earthly Brother/Sister…Is this why Thomas was called “The Twin” because of his doubt which is the opposite of faith? Earthly doubt vs. Heavenly faith is what we as ‘twins’ battle. We doubt Heavenly things because we have only earthly knowledge, wisdom and our flesh rules over these, thereby opposing the faith of our Spirit.

If the world doesn’t agree or know about such things, we cave – crumble to the world…never really conquering it. Until one receives Heavenly Truth from Heavenly Teachers, we can never leave the prison of our flesh, the One who holds the True Temple of God captive. This is why it is said, “The Truth will set you free!” Go all in…crush the head of the snake. There are always 2 in a battle…just as it was shown hanging beside Jesus on the cross. One on each side…both thieves – but one spoke in faith while the other cast only doubts. It’s overcoming the doubt through the faith.

As long as we’re here, we are handicapped by the Veil of Deception so what we do not understand on Heavenly levels, is really not our fault. It’s been set from the beginning, our blindness that is; so until we are above the Sun, everything will continue to repeat the patterns once again, only using different players, different people God has made in order to show their life in teaching parables, telling a Heavenly story…His story. This is common throughout the stories of the Bible. This is why I always say pray for ‘Divine Heavenly Sight’ so you can see above the Veil to the ‘Something New’ He has promised. Once we are over that Sun – watch out because that is when He is going to do something we wouldn’t believe even if we were told! It’s His SOMETHING NEW!

I pray you receive this Gift as the following scripture is meant specifically with all this in mind: Proverbs 25:2 – “It is the glory of God to conceal a thing: but the honor of kings is to search out a matter.”



I’ve been quiet these past months in my blogging responsibilities and for this, I apologize. It’s been quite a time of learning.

I’ve come to a time in my walk that I no longer believe I can share what I have been taught. Not because I don’t want to or that I haven’t tried. I finally realized it is not up to me to teach, it is only by HIM above. HE is the One that must blow Life into dry bones…It is only Him that can change the hearts of men so that it becomes soften, child-like in order for it to accept the Gift HE is giving. I can share but when it gets to a place that exceeds my boundaries, well, I must stay behind my line that has already been drawn in the sand.  No, I’ll change that…I’m at the center of the Silver and Gold line. I’m yelling from that point where the Silver goes only so far, then the Gold must be shown.

What I can share with everyone, all my friends I’ve made through this site and my videos, is that remember the story of Barabbas above. Good isn’t always good and evil isn’t always evil. That God is in charge of all that is His and that means, He sets the trees in their exact alignment on each side of the Path He puts us on. The Right-hand, regardless of how ‘Right’ it may be, it is just half of the whole with the Left-hand and both hands are used to carry us HOME.

As we are removed from our cave, our pit, our prison and the chains that hold us here, all are given the Promise of everlasting life with HIM. It’s a Promise that takes all to the place where that Promise from God can be fulfilled and it’s taught while we walk in, and through, His Promised Land. It’s the Land that is full of promise. It will all be there but if you do not remove what is earthly from you, clean your garments so-to-speak, He will have no choice but to “shake the dust from you” with His Mighty Winds. If you do not bath in the pools as you walk from Promise to Promise, from Seal to Seal, you will have to go through the fire and He will burn if off. Be assured, one way or another, He will complete His Word and His Promise. By water or by fire, by sea or by land – HE WILL BRING YOU HOME!

As the days ahead may become scary for most, let them not be scary for you. He has this!

**From the date of August 21, 2017, the day of the “The Great American Eclipse”, if you add 10-13 days to that date then to now (January 1-6, 2019), you have approximately 490 days, or 70 x 7…which is what I believe that Eclipse was about, forgiving the 7 x 70 across the land.  This is also 70 weeks.  I don’t know the exact date that started this count, but it’s in between those dates up to now. So, keep watch and may your ears hear what the Spirit is saying.  Remember, July is likened to January.



It’s been in front of us the entire time, all of it right there! It’s Paul…it’s his journey on the road to Damascus. Paul represents how we should be now, how we should be learning…not from earthly lights, teachers, knowledge or books, but by the Voice crying out in the desert. This is when we move from Earthly to Heavenly, the Spirit, our True Teacher. He blinds so He can heal and give Heavenly sight to the things of Heaven.

The 3-days of darkness is when the Exodus begins and the Earthly Holy Spirit is removed from us. It is during these 3 days we journey from the land across the seas. We leave what will then be known as the Enemy, behind. Unless we put on our Armor, it will be a rough wavy ride. How can one hear a Heavenly Voice if the only voice they’ve ever listened to has been Earthly? You cannot hear via your ears nor see via your eyes…you must think of Paul’s blindness and how he walked when the Father said “WALK!” or “RISE!” That was his only security during these darkest days of his life! But, what happened at the end of those 3 days? Exactly what the Voice whispering in the Wind told Paul would happen! He kept His Promise!

You must raise your senses…hear with your eyes and see with your ears.  This is very important.

Paul was not taught by anyone other than the Holy Spirit, the Christ Spirit. No earthly teachers, no teachings he had embedded in his mind since birth [his formal Roman/Hebrew teachings no longer mattered]…He listened to only ONE. This is why Paul at times went ‘head-to-head’ with Peter and James. They were taught Heavenly things by Jesus but still did not have full Heavenly understanding. Not like Paul did. Paul knew things were not one way or another, but both. This is why many believe Paul’s teachings do not belong as he is seen as the Double Minded Man who carries a Double Edge Sword. He knew there were the 2 sides of man…2 within the One.

The Church, the Earthly Christians are walking through the ‘wide-gate’ as they all believe the same ‘concept’ of the original teaching from man. It’s the hidden that takes us through the narrow-gate. Flip the tables, stay strong through the blindness and stand strong in knowing that all through the NT Jesus was healing the blind – giving them sight again. When He put the mud on the beggar’s eyes in front of the Temple doors, the beggar yelled out, “Stop! Your hurting me!” This is when the scales are placed at the beginning of the 3 days of darkness – it will hurt and most will yell-out but that’s good; yell nice and loud so He can hear you because that is what He wants. He wants you to scream out to Him so He can come swiftly to rescue and heal you. He has to cripple in order to bring healing because unfortunately, we don’t realize that we are the children the Bible speaks about. We, we the people are the little ones – and doesn’t all the little ones go up into His arms?

A note:  The 3 days of darkness could be 30 years…10 year increments that started 30 years ago when the scales were being placed over the eyes of the world by the enemies here.  Nothing is as it seems.  We could have been in this the entire time they’ve been playing out and putting into place, all their long-awaited plans.  It may be now, in this time, the scales are being removed and the Light is shining through.

I pray that our Father in Heaven who created ALL will bring life from those dead pages and make them truly alive in your heart, spirit and soul. Nothing is going to play-out as expected as I’ve said over and over throughout these past almost 2-3 years. Use your Heavenly eyes to see above, not to your left or right that is here, but up higher, where our help comes from. Remember what I have told you – file it away so you can easily bring it to mind when you realize what the shaking is all about. It’s not to bring you down, but to bring us all up.

Most importantly, do not judge what you do not know. I apologize to all I may have offended when speaking about how their church may operate, may teach because now, I realize that they do have the truth, but only on a lower Earthly level of understanding and not in its true Heavenly form or Truth. They have ‘a part’. All have been given a piece, some Heavenly Truth – but since it had no choice but to be received by Earthly ears and discerned with such limited earthly knowledge, judgment, pride, lust of worldly things, quickly began to take root…

The Barabbas Spirit is what was released into the world so that is who the world hears and gravitates to first. The Earthly fruits replicated the Heavenly fruits and no one can tell the difference in the ‘likeness’ and ‘original’. Now, both will be exposed and how will man see the difference? How will they know Heavenly from Earthly? How will they know who the real Beast/beast is? Jesus Bar Joseph or Jesus Bar Abbas will stand in front of the people once again – but who will be WHO? Who will the people choose this time?

My videos, all of them, have everything you need in them.  Please ignore the titles as I am a very bad ‘Titler’ but alas I have found out why!  Because, you must listen to them all REGARDLESS of the title as there are pearls to be found in each.  For some reason, I seem to speak on many things once I get going, never staying on track and that is why…hidden pearls.  How about that one!  As I go back and listen to so many now, these past few weeks, I cry and am blown away as to what He was showing us all the back in those beginning days. AND PLEASE…don’t be turned off the the dates I may have placed on the video titles.  I didn’t realize then that in 2012, time as we know it changed.  It’s not the months, or the years that is important, but the date/day numbers. We are now on a Stop Watch type wheel of time.  All is still very much in play.  2018 is 2019…it was the day that was added to the calendar back in 2015 when the new moon was not spotted.  There is a post here on that, review it.  Also, the year 0 may or should be counted as 1, not 0.  It’s all good…I only see GREAT things coming, and so should you.

My videos are not for everyone, they are for specific people…if you get me, you get me, you know why.  If you don’t, God bless you and please move on, I’m not for you.

There’s a ‘big’ story there that many won’t take the time to search out, but like all things good and of truth, they are hidden and one must do their homework to find the knowledge in order to understand. It’s truly hidden in plain site.

I love you…see you soon!
Mary Beth – Friend of Heaven

Edited January 5, 2019/Second Edit July 2, 2019



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You Know The Battle is Happening Now, Don’t You?

It’s Battle time, are you in it? Did you know that “It’s Happening” right now?  Most church members do not realize they are missing it, while they are waiting for it!

I’m going to tell you my friends, what you can “check” off your list and how you can get in this 24/7 arena that God is leading the way in! 

**Before I start this new post, which I expect to be a lengthy one, I ask that all read below the specific words from The Word, and how to read scripture understanding these definitions, not as we see them, but as they were written to be seen.**
That the sea denotes a collection of memory-knowledges, comes from the fact that waters, springs, and rivers, signify truths, and therefore collections of these are signified by seas. That this is so, is also evident from passages in the Word where mention is made of the sea and of seas; as in David:–
The earth is Jehovah’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein. He hath founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the streams (Ps. 24:1, 2);
where the earth and the world denote the church; the seas upon which He hath founded the world, denote memory-truths; the streams upon which He hath established it, denote the truth of faith. That the earth, the world, seas, and rivers are not meant here, is evident, for the world is not founded upon the seas, nor is it established upon the streams.
[4] Again:–
Thou didst break through the sea by Thy strength; Thou hast broken the heads of the whales upon the waters. Thou hast broken the heads of Leviathan, Thou gavest him for meat to the people Ziim, Thou hast dried up the rivers of strength (Ps. 74:13-15);
in the internal sense, the subject here treated of is the memory-knowledges that destroy the truths of faith; the whales whose heads are broken, denote memory-knowledges in general (AC 427293); in like manner Leviathan (AC 7293); the people Ziim to whom he was to be given for meat, denote those who are in falsities, or the falsities themselves. From this it is evident what is denoted by the sea, namely, memory-knowledge misapplied to weaken and destroy truths. In Habakkuk:–
Thou didst tread the sea with Thy horses, the mire of many waters (Habakkuk 3:15);
where treading the sea with horses, when spoken of Jehovah, denotes to instruct the natural man who has memory-knowledges.
[5] In Zechariah:–
In that day, living waters shall go out from Jerusalem; part of them toward the eastern sea, and part of them toward the hinder sea (Zech. 14:8);
living waters from Jerusalem denote truths of faith made living from the good of love; the eastern sea and the hinder sea denote the natural and sensuous in which are memory. knowledges, which are collections of truths. In Hosea:–
They shall walk after Jehovah, and the sons shall come with honor from the sea. They shall come with honor as a bird out of Egypt (Hosea 11:10, 11);
sons from the sea denote the memory-truths that belong to the natural man; for this reason it is said that they shall come as a bird out of Egypt, for Egypt in the Word denotes memory-knowledge (AC 93409391).
[6] In Ezekiel
All the princes of the sea shall come down from upon their thrones, and shall cast away their mantles, and put off the garments of their embroidery; they shall be clothed with terrors; they shall say, How hast thou perished that wast inhabited in the seas, the renowned city, that wast strong in the sea (Ezek. 26:16, 17);
where the subject treated of is the vastation of the knowledges of good and truth, which are Tyre (AC 1201); the knowledges of good and truth are the memory-knowledges of the church; the princes of the sea denote the primary knowledges (AC 148220895044); to cast away the mantles and garments of embroidery denotes to cast away memory-truths (AC 9688). As these things are signified by Tyre, therefore Tyre is said to be “inhabited in the seas, and to be a city strong on the sea
[7] In Jeremiah:–
The sea is come up upon Babylon; she is covered with the multitude of the waves thereof. Her cities have been brought into desolation (Jer. 51:42, 43);
Babylon denotes worship which in externals appears holy, but in internals is profane (AC 11821326); the sea upon Babylon denotes falsity from memory-knowledges; its waves denote reasonings therefrom, and the consequent denials; the cities which are brought into desolation denote doctrinal things.
[8] In like manner in the Revelation:–
Every pilot, and everyone who is employed upon the seas, and mariners, and all they who trade upon the sea, stood afar off, when they saw the smoke of the burning of Babylon, saying, Woe, woe, the great city, wherein were made rich all that have ships in the sea by reason of her costliness! Then an angel took up a stone as it were a great millstone, and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with violence shall Babylon be cast down (Rev. 18:17-21).
ships denote doctrinal things from the Word (AC 6385); hence it is plain what is meant by a pilot, and a mariner, also by the sea, and those who trade upon it; a stone as it were a millstone, denotes the truth through which is faith; being cast into the sea, denotes into the falsity of memory-knowledges. In the other life there appear seas, and also ships upon them; as has often been granted me to see. The seas there in a bad sense signify the falsities of memory-knowledges, and those who are in the ships signify those who boast of having such things, and teach them.
[9] In Jeremiah:–
Thus said Jehovah, that giveth the sun for a light by day, the statutes of the moon and of the stars for a light by night, who throweth into commotion the sea, that the waves thereof are tumultuous (Jer. 31:35);
the sun for a light by day denotes the good of love from which comes the light in truths; the statutes of the moon and of the stars for a light by night denote the goods of faith and of knowledges, from which comes the light of truth in the dark; to throw the sea into commotion that the waves thereof are tumultuous, denotes to dispel the falsities of memory-knowledges from which come reasonings about truth.
[10] In Isaiah:–
By shortening is My hand shortened, that there is no redemption? or is there no power in Me to rescue? Behold by My rebuke I dry up the sea, I make the rivers a wilderness; their fish shall rot, because there is no water, and it dieth of thirst (Isa. 1:2);
to dry up the sea denotes to destroy the good and truth of memory-knowledges; to make the rivers a wilderness denotes to vastate the truths themselves; the fish which shall rot denotes the memory-knowledge that belongs to the natural man (AC 40991); because there is no water denotes that there is no truth (AC 270230583424497656688568).
[11] In like manner elsewhere in the same:–
The waters shall fail from the sea, and the river shall be made quite dry and shall dry up. And the streams shall recede; the rivers of Egypt shall be diminished and dried up (Isa. 19:5, 6);
the waters that shall fail from the sea denote truths where there is a collection of them; the rivers of Egypt which shall be dried up, denote memory-knowledges. Again:–
The earth is full of the knowledge of Jehovah, as the waters cover the sea (Isa. 11:9);
the waters denote truths; the sea, a collection of them, that is, of memory-knowledges; therefore it is said, the earth is full of the knowledge of Jehovah.
[12] In John:–
The second angel sounded, and as it were a great mountain burning with fire was cast into the sea; and the third part of the sea became blood; whence there died the third part of the creatures that were in the sea having souls; and the third part of the ships was destroyed (Rev. 8:8, 9);
a great mountain burning with fire denotes the love of self; the sea into which it was cast denotes memory-knowledge in general; the blood which was from it denotes truth falsified and profaned (AC 4735697873177326); the creatures which thereby died denote those who are in the doctrinal things of truth.
[13] In like manner elsewhere in the same:–
The second angel poured out his vial into the sea; and it became blood as of a dead man; whence every living soul in the sea died (Rev. 16:3);
here by the sea is meant memory-knowledge that is of service to evils to destroy truths, and to confirm falsities. Again:–
A beast coming up out of the sea speaking blasphemies (Rev. 12:1);
a beast out of the sea denotes memory-knowledge destroying the truths of faith. From all this it can be seen that the sea denotes where there is a collection of memory-knowledges, from which there is reasoning about the truths of faith.
[14] As the sea has this signification, it is said of Zebulun:–
He shall dwell at the shore of the seas, and at a haven of ships (Gen. 49:13).
He shall suck the affluence of the sea, and the covered things of the hidden things of the sand (Deut. 33:19);
by Zebulun in the representative sense are meant those who draw conclusions from memory-knowledges about the truths of faith; wherefore it is said that he should dwell at the shore of the seas.
[15] But in the opposite sense the sea denotes memory-knowledge which looks to the world; its waves are in this case reasonings from worldly things about Divine ones; consequently to be sunk in the sea denotes to be immersed in memory-knowledges from worldly and earthly things even to the denial of truth Divine; as in Matthew:–
Whoso shall cause to stumble one of these little ones that believe in Me, it is expedient for him that an ass millstone be hanged about his neck, and that he be sunk in the depth of the sea (Matt. 18:6);
a millstone denotes the truth that is of service to faith (AC 43357780); an ass denotes the natural, because it is a beast of service (AC 27815741595863898078); consequently an ass millstone, denotes memory-knowledge that is natural and worldly; the neck denotes the conjunction of things interior and exterior (AC 3542); being hanged there denotes the shutting off and interception of good and truth (AC 35423603); being sunk in the depth of the seadenotes in what is merely worldly and bodily, thus into hell. These things spoken by the Lord, like all other things spoken by Him, are therefore significative.
[16] But memory-knowledge is signified by the sea in accordance with the density and blackness of its waters; and on the other hand, in accordance with their tenuity and transparence. From this it is that the memory-knowledge which looks to heaven, which is spiritual in the natural man, is called a glassy sea (Rev. 15:1, 2). That there shall be no reasoning about the truths of faith from memory-knowledges; but that truths shall be impressed on the heart, is signified by, the sea shall be no more (Rev. 21:1).
from AC 9755

To understand, truly understand what in the world is going on right now, it’s imperative that you know what has happened, why it occurred and, what did it really mean and what to expect in its form again.

Remember always the ring around the clock that we have going, more than just one.  The ring going counterclockwise (Jordan River reversing its flow at the time of Jesus’ baptism indicates this) means that we should direct our feet upward now, from earthly to Heavenly, or from flesh to spirit.  Note* – The counterclockwise rotation could also have started when Adam/Eve fell from the Garden.  When your born in a fleshly body, it really starts the “Clock of Your Days” and when you die, it starts another time.  Either way, we have a wheel going back to the Start.

When Jesus arose out of the water, it says “And He arose from the waters with the sins of Mankind upon His shoulders.”  Then, He immediately went into the desert for 40 days and nights to be tested, or tempted by Satan.  He walked into that place with the red ribbon around His neck marking Himself “The Scapegoat”.  The ribbon denotes the sins of the people who He wore as a type of Mantel.  He doesn’t come out until the ribbon turns white, or you could say that when His testing period of 40 days is completed, He walked out wearing a clean white ribbon showing His sacrifice had been accepted – the sins were forgiven or washed clean as snow.  But now, He was the Pure Sacrificial Lamb.

But, who took the sins off His shoulders while in the desert?  Picture Jesus rising out of the water with a giant huge piece of land (us) wrapped around His shoulders like a Fleece.  Or carrying a huge heavy rock (like a picture of what the flat earth is shown to be like) and carrying it up and out of the water?  Wow…think about that for a minute.

He had to overcome 3 Tempters/Temptations through:

  1. Obedience (like Isaac – The Son)
  2. Faith (like Abraham – The Father)
  3. Blessing (like Jacob – Messenger or Spirit)
  4. Forgiveness (like Israel – God)

These led to the 5th – Jerusalem where He came to set the captives free.  Those held in bondage by the Laws of Man/Moses who was the one sent to deliver them but instead, became their Earthly “God” and captor by their own hands.  They fashioned him and Jesus really, came to lead Moses HOME to God’s Promise, finally.  Hence Yeshua/Joshua, would battle the Giants, the Hands of God which wrote the Word of God.  He had to flip the tables so the Veil could be torn so the WORD could be on Earth as it is in Heaven.  Glorified and Illuminated.

Jesus was tested 40 days with promises of worldly riches (Promised Land) Bread/Life and asked to tempt God’s favor/love/hand (Grace/Forgiveness) upon Him by “falling” – throwing Himself down the Mountain.  I look at 40 days (years) to be the same as 2000 years.  He had to go ahead, meaning first, in order to make a Path via enemy land for us to follow as this has been the time of temptation of worldly cities, treasures and promises.  We lived in its houses, have eaten its bread and tempted God by throwing our hearts and souls off the Mountain and into the dry dirt, valley below – completely following the patterns of our Forefathers.

Jesus came out thirsty, blistered and hungry and this is when His Father in Heaven supplied Him all His needs!  He fed Him Manna from Heaven, (this is why you never see Jesus eat or drink in John) and His Father  sustained Him filling His Vessel fully.  Now, the Miracles could begin!

Jesus was healed of all affects/afflictions He received in the desert via the Love and Compassion.  He was held up by His Father as Moses held up the Serpent during his time in the desert and why He told the Pharisees and Sadducees they must do the same.  Moses could never leave the Mountain to enter into his rest because the Priests and Temple Guards keep him there. They won’t read past the First Five Books of Moses, which is considered the Torah today:  Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deut.  So that pattern of those Five Books repeat themselves throughout time.  He could enter the Promised Land if they would just read and accept Joshua/Yehoshua, which is the Sixth Book, or the 6th Day, or the Son of Man, the day for refining which takes you into the Promises of God.  But, they just won’t do it!  Moses is stuck on that Mountain until they do.

So, the 5th Day of Shabbat is as far as they can go, or move without starting all over again.  Now, Joshua/Yehoshua must knock down the Walls of Jericho, the City where the Harlot Rahab resides – within the walls of a dark heart.

Until Moses can be released from Idol Worship, the Golden Calf will always be their God of the Desert encased in gold and the heart cannot be refined until given unto the Son of Man to do so.  They still worship the Sun/Moon/Stars that is set under the Kingdom of God/Heaven where the Fallen Angels rule as gods, hence worshiped under the Sea of Glass/Dome.  (This is the story of Michelangelo’s Creation Story painted on the arched dome ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, a creation of Man’s hands, Man-made on the orders of Earthly church rulers (gods) of Self.

Last Judgement From The Sistine Chapel 1538 41 Fresco Painting by Michelangelo Buonarroti; Last Judgement From The Sistine Chapel 1538 41 Fresco Art Print for sale

His Disciples who had a faithful heart, are the Twelve (12) Fruits of Heaven (Spirit) PLUS!  As Jesus was in the desert/wilderness all this time, He now has to search for those who’ll hear the Divine Heavenly Truth via Spirit, Wind or “Airwaves” that is heard with the mind, heart and not audible to the natural ears, seen by earthy eyes or spoken with earthly knowledge/teaching.  Noise…pre-written or pre-recorded or MSM (patterned as the Pharisees spoke).


No growth or evolving due to only hearing parables/riddles while those that could “Hear What The Spirit is Saying” could dine with Him in His Upper Room, meaning receive Food/Knowledge-Wisdom or TRUTH from His Source – THE FATHER! If you do not raise your senses from Earthly to Heavenly you cannot see what He is doing above the Sun, as nothing new can be seen under it.  We all have to nail the Earthly fleshly Word to the Cross in order to rise up to The Father’s House.  It’s dead, written on dead trees (paper) which is a pattern of writing His Laws on the 2 Stones.  God writes His Word on our Hearts as was His original plan and intention at Mt. Sinai (Mt. of Sin).  But, they didn’t wait, losing faith so quickly that Moses was coming back even after all the miracles God had already shown them.  They still needed to see and hear in the physical realm to believe.  They still needed an Overseer to tell them what to do.

They were still in the “world” relying on external senses and not using internal or Heavenly higher senses.  They forgot how.



The first Viking Kings received markings/tattoos on their face/forehead because they were ignorant, having no discernment (internal or Heart) to draw from.  Their Hearts were like Stone.  They knew only the Laws of Valhalla.  They could not read the writing so it had to be placed where someone the “gods” chose could read it.  It was only before they died did that “wise-man” come to tell them what was “marked” said. External eyes to read external destiny.  Funny how so many groups today are putting strange marks on their face, forehead, neck, head, etc. having no clue what it really means.

I look at the time of the Nordic, or Norseman, Vikings (think the TV series VIKINGS) as Heavenly Angelic Beings/Angels who came down from the North, having hunting and survival skills like no other during their time.  They “loved” their own, but had no concern, compassion or kindred spirit to others outside their Clan.  When they pillaged villages, they ravaged the women, killed the men and babies, and most of the time, captured the children as slaves, bringing them home and raising them eventually as their own.  But, they had no heart-strings to tug at, no remorse, sadness over the other members/people they killed, they couldn’t relate.  They needed heart which at that point, was as cold as ice so-to-speak.

“What, so I killed those babies, the mother, father, ransacked their farm, livestock and burnt down anything left? What did I do wrong?”

Basically, that is how it was.

That is until they went East…

After the building of their great ships, they decided to travel East to a place they didn’t even know existed.  When the fog cleared, the first thing they spotted on dry land was a Monestry in England, near the edge of the coast line.  After doing the same, they ended up taking a Monk.  The Monk(s) (they did take more than one but only one survived), didn’t have skills to survive the world outside, no survival skills, they were all heart.  So whereas the Viking’s had no internal discernment, compass – they could teach the Monks how to survive in the World, and the Monks, having only know their internal gifts, they could teach the Vikings how to have Heart – how to LOVE.  That is what they did.  This is how the Vikings then found their way through Europe, they were Evolving, while basically, the men of God, were Resolving.

God had allowed this “match” so each brother could learn from the other, as both Internal/External Skills are needed to survive this land, this world.

Today, this is where we are once again.


Darkness to Light

Our President, who I personally believe is the most productive, most caring and best we’ve had.  I believe that if JFK had lived, he would have been such a president.  Having said that, I firmly and profoundly believe that President Donald Trump is completing what John F. Kennedy had planned to do.  I believe he has “Helpers” both Earthly and Divine.

I believe that The FATHER has merged these two-sides once again…Men of Wisdom and Men of Heart, but both sides being Men of God.

I believe that what we think we have seen, have heard and have been told is both truth and lies.  Finally, after being crushed as a Nation, our hearts are finally going to feel happiness – while our eyes cry tears of joy!



I’m sure all are aware by now of the JFK JR. “talk” and the magazine covers that have been promoting the memory of Camelot; the Kennedy Family with special direction leading to WHO SHOT JFK and WAS JFK JR’s PLANE CRASH AN ACCIDENT?  There is a reason for this.  JFK Jr. and Donald Trump.

This is when “The Plan” began.  I like to call it “Operation Dark to Light” – lies to truth…the Real Truth.  Operation Real Truth.

I do believe he, his wife Carolyn and her sister Lauren are all 3 alive and well.  I believe he is going to appear very very soon and when he does…the truth will set many free! I do hope I get time to write about him, his father and what continued to go on even after John Sr. died.  It’s a game changer!

I will slide in here too, that I also believe a few more ‘Beloved’ have not quite left the building…and they’ve all come together to fight this evil and help save no only America, but the World!


My time today is limited.  My life seems not my own these days as I have no time to myself.  I’m tired…I’m a very tired woman.  I’m a very very tired Grandmother and babysitter, and I’m an exhausted Warrior of Truth and true Friend of Heaven.  It seems no matter what I think I’ll do, I’ll go, God stops me at the door and turns me back around.  It seems I’m to remain outside the worldly noise to finish this race strong.  Less is more…

In order to truly ‘Hear what the Spirit is saying’, you must hear only HE that is speaking therefore the words of others just become more…There are too many words being spoken by people today, meaning literal ‘words’ which have the same meaning yet spoken in different texts and dialogues.  This what happened in the Beginning till Now…too many WORDS!

We’ve already used our Hearts to express our emotional feelings of the events that occurred throughout the last 100 years.  Now, we are going to have to READ and give-over to our Minds and let that be the place soon-to-be-released ‘truths’ are sorted.  Again, we are going backward here…Speaking, Hearing and Reading; Mouth, Eyes, Mouth, Ears, Mouth, Eyes, Mouth, Ears.  Or, Speech to Hand, the Writing…whichever way you want to look at this, the ‘Writing on the Wall’ has been there the entire time!

Words beget words.  Words are children born from either wisdom or ignorance.  Is this why God tells us to choose them wisely”?  How much ‘wisdom’ have we shared through the years?  How many ignorant children have we birthed?  I’m scratching my head on this as I look around and see the physical children/generation of today!  I’d say ignorance is leading that pack.  Just sayin…

I’m trying to upload videos, even those from last year I never downloaded.  Please watch them all even though some of the “in the now moments” I’m talking about have passed.  It doesn’t matter as all things given from 2012 till now, I believe, are still very much in play and they’ve not reached their ‘Appointed Times’…yet!

Love to all and please, let that be multiplied to those we seem to love just a little less!  It’s hard to love people who aren’t like we are…cold hearts are very hard to hug in a long, warm, loving embrace!  The breaking of the ice takes extra strong tools and is very wearing on one’s body.  I feel like I’m 100 years old – okay, 99 years old!  So please bless…


Please remove the noise that floods your houses and causes so much panic, fear and chaos.  Turn them OFF!  This is going to be BETTER than the Greatest Story Ever Told, I have no doubt!  We are in a Spiritual War…battle ground is Air and the ammunition is Words.  Who do you think will win?  Who do you think IS winning?  Who do you think has already WON?  That’s right…If people truly have Heavenly Sight, they can see when that Victory occurred.  Even the Earthly eyes should be able to read what is right in front of us as President Trump is telling in his tweets.  He is giving us ‘Play-by-Plays’ of The Plan as we go along – nothing is being hidden to those that who want to know.

(Above it seems to be two friends fishing?  Standing in front, of course it’s President Trump but who does that look like holding that extra large Fly Fishing pole?)

You must learn to read the Comms, or Military Communications as we are in a what?  Battle.  That means Wartime and Wartime communications are implemented, continually being used just as they have always been.  I completely understand now why God had us go back to the Origins of the Word!  As in the Beginning, so it shall be in The End.

The Special Ops have been deployed into this war.  The Air above is their area of expertise…it’s their Land.  The Air space above us, the Firmament, is separated into grids just as fault lines (faults) here below, separate Earthly rule or control.

Hmm, think back on the Earthquakes that split the ground?  Think about the Eclipses, signs in the objects above and what those events were really saying?

File this even if you don’t believe me.  It will be important. 

That line cut through the middle of the Earth, that invisible line of silver and gold, that’s where I feel I stand…right at that line as a connector to Heaven and Earth.  I feel like I have a funnel in one ear which then sends the Heavenly meaning via a megaphone, down to the Earthly for understanding.  It’s like standing on a tightrope 24 hours of the day, 7 days a week.  My days are filled with this, He is literally in everything around us and all is included in His Story, History.  When I first started this blog and my videos, all came from my Heart as that is the first step.  That is the place of enclosure and all that comes from it – is heartfelt.  Involuntary reactions.  Blind Faith.

Now, I see how the second half of my videos posted since then, are moving from my Heart to my Head…my Mind.  It’s placing or trying to place all the puzzle pieces together as He’s given them to us, this is why my videos, what I’m trying to share, I’m more structured (positioning the layers) as I’m trying to explain the Heavenly the best I know how, using Earthly words and understanding.  I reconciled and refined the Heart giving it peace, removing all that was poisoning it, causing it to have fear.  How?  I removed it and sent it up to the Brain for understanding and discernment.  The Mind is the light bulb that was turned on…it had ‘Homework’ to do because the Heart was begging for healing, to be put back together, and when the Heart finally lifted its burdens up, the switch turned on!  The Super Computer began to do what it was built to do.  Processing.  Separating.  Connecting broken wires of communication.  It was then able to send comfort to the Heart so it could be given rest from life’s worries.  No more involuntary reactions that open doors which then must be reconciled and shut, once again.  This love between the two is that of The Song of Solomon.  I walked from Blind Faith to Faith – KNOWING.

If I start to doubt all what has been given, which there has been days when I almost, almost have stopped, I pour myself a cup of coffee and look up, shaking my head with a smile and a “I’m sorry Lord” because I know it’s His Truth that I share.  But, there are moments, I feel the frailness of this body.


I’ll leave that there for now.  Hopefully, I will be able to finish this later tonight, but most likely tomorrow.  It’s already December 22 and I’ve not one gift for my family members.  All I have to give is my time and my love.  They don’t seem to quit understand that – yet.  I’ve given up all I have and walking that Tightrope has left me with many aches and pains!  It’s funny as my eyesight is so messed up right now but by memory, I can keep my steps in sync on that Rope.  I have to see with my ears and hear with my eyes.  Isn’t that just how HE works?!!  I know I’m penniless here as I’ve stored all my treasures in Heaven where they are in abundance, but I’d sure like maybe a little gem tossed down here or there!  (From my lips to God’s ears!) Lol.  But then, I say “No Lord, I’m just kidding, I’m fine.  You know my needs and you always make sure I have what I absolutely need!  Thank you!”  This time will pass and I’m fighting hard to hold back those tears. It’s the ‘Mother’ in me – as in us all.


I’m laughing because the other day, on Twitter, someone very nice made a statement about me being a “Newbie”…if she only knew!  I’m just one of those last resort Twitter users!  LOL  My past employment history has allowed me to understand first-hand the deep hidden ‘players’ in this War.  It’s like being in the Communications Office and when a person, place or thing comes up, I’m right there knowing immediately where to dig.  Little things most wouldn’t pay attention to, but how would they know?  I just happened to be in the office where much of this (a Think Tank, one of many heads of the Power Pac $$) was being birthed – I just didn’t know it at the time. So you see, how can I not be a part of this when I have so many ‘Comms’ to share?  I cannot.  Names, places and associations I’ve been trying to put out there since I joined January 2018.  I can see the Core or many Hubs that have been placed around the world, especially the Midwest, and by the grace of God, I remember certain names that others pay no attention to.  These are the ones that continually pop up here and there, yet I see them involved with all the low-laid or “in the shadow” Big Mr. Somebodies who have a very big stake in this giant game of Risk.  They are the enemy and I for a time, worked behind enemy lines, I guess.  If I would have known then early to late 90’s) just where I worked and what was to follow, I would have known what to look for LOL!

On Twitter, I’ve found many like-minded friends and others that are very much AWAKE!  Most Christians though, I have found, still haven’t raised their senses up to that Heavenly Spiritual level yet, I mean having TRUE understanding of what the ‘Events of Today’ really mean and where they should be placed.  In finding or discerning the Truth, you can’t be one-sided as you must see all the sides and consider each when placing whatever COMMS your receiving in their right order.

This is what I do.  Add too that – the Heavenly download and illumination from God placed on these events, exposing the patterns of the past, giving the Bible true Life…I fear I’ve become an even worse blogger than I was before!  Just know, I’m not idle but my words are less.  I’m fighting in the Spirit, the WWIII Battle Over Truth & Lies.  It’s peeling the layers back, or exposing the roots of a very old tree.  As this shift occurs, the fruit will fall off the branches, hopefully allowing many to catch them with their hands before they hit the ground!

The Great Awakening

Remember how throughout these last 6 years, I’ve said over and over that the Earthquakes are the shaking of the dirt, our dirt – those that are covered in Flesh?  The foundations on which we stand must be cracked, broken so we can rebuild on a solid steady one – The Divine Heavenly Truth.  Some people are harder to wake-up than others so unfortunately, they need multiple shakes and longer shaking time.

He shakes your Spirit, your Soul and anything else that is asleep inside of us.  He is surely trying to shake those Church Pews and the people who’ve sat on them for way too many years to count.  They are definitely asleep!  These are foundations that will take on many cracks – hence the Temple after Jesus died was a foreshadowing of this and veils will be ripped and removed.  If your Spirit cannot wake up your Soul, then it’s up to the Mouth (hence why you can’t speak as a double minded man).  If that doesn’t work, it’s left to the Physical Body which is not going to be a good thing.  That’s a ‘Last Resort’ tactic so try not to wait until then.    (Earthquake reference above?)

I’ll see you soon!  Love and blessings…

Mary Beth, Friend of Heaven  (Videos won’t be uploaded until tomorrow, December 23.)





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4 Videos~God’s Not Dead~He’s THE Sleeping Giant

Below are four (4) videos I posted today but uploaded them last week or so on my YouTube Channel.  Please watch as they are so important to what is going on in the Spiritual Battle right now.

My constant voice throughout this time-sharing with you what I have been given – “DO YOUR OWN HOMEWORK” has been my call-theme so-to-speak, has it  not?  We were all learning together but many refuse to trust GOD WITHIN THEM and listen to where HE leads you…Knowledge.  What did He say about that?

Job 36:12 English Standard Version (ESV)12 But if they do not listen, they perish by the sword and die without knowledge.

I firmly believe this quote:

 “A lack of knowledge creates fear. Seeking knowledge creates courage.” “The highest form of ignorance is to reject something you know nothing about.” “The greatest enemy of knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge.”

That is what the people of the Earth have is the illusion of Heavenly Knowledge as they’ve only received it in fleshly from, by Man.  Oh they had it in The Beginning, but it was defiled, became unclean – meaning all the Heavenly Manna that was given to feed His Children had become Earthly food and as we all know, food here must be cleaned prior to eating it.

This is why religions have taught “praying before meals” not understanding what that really meant.  That means “Pray to your Father in Heaven to make clean that which you put into your body as manna.  Let it be blessed (God’s Breath blown upon it) so the Word/Teaching you are about to take-in, is Pure, Clean and Holy.  Make the Spirit that fills you on Earth as it is in Heaven (DIVINE TRUTH AND WISDOM, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWLEDGE, SIGHT AND HEARING) so that you may never thirst or hunger for what is right in His Sight.”  This is NOT FOR FOOD OF THE FLESH WHICH WE EAT – CHOMP CHOMP!

Do you see how it all started because of ignorance?  This is why Cain’s offering was not accepted possibly since he was the tiller of the grown, the crop grower?

Scriptures were given by The Breath of God THE FATHER/THE SPIRIT as a “How To Survive The Desert Handbook” but in order to understand what steps to take that HE has placed within the Word, you must first HEAR HIM AND WHAT HIS SPIRIT IS SAYING TO YOU and it is NOT what is written on the pages of the Bible that was written by Man.  Man has told the story his way, the Earthly non-Heavenly deaf, dumb and blind way because he used his own vain ego to assume he had Divine Godly knowledge, but he did not!  Pride kept him from looking up to “ask for directions” you could say (typical man).  They offered up “things” to God such as newborn babies, animals, gold/silver, but until you offer up your Heart, you cannot “Hear God in desert places”; you cannot “Hear what The Spirit is saying” as that is the Vessel that is filled.

Man taught what he thought was Truth, but it was only Earthly truth…not Heavenly.  To make “it right in the sight of God”, all things of this Earth must be offered up to receive the “soft breeze” I always talk about…God’s Breath of Life to make “all things Good” as He declared it in The Beginning.  Remember the God of the Old Testament thought He was the “only One” and what was spoken by Him then, had to be made “Good” as He was not the only One, as there was a LIGHT much higher than He…

This is how prayers are spoken in vain via lack of knowledge.  The “Pride before the Fall” has never been more true because how many people who have dedicated their entire life to reading the Bible, the Word of God, do you think will cast their pride away to become once again as a small child?  That’s what I thought, not many.  This is why it’s written:

King James 2000 Bible
Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get you out of your country, and from your kindred, and from your father’s house, unto a land that I will show you:

New International Version
The LORD had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.

New Living Translation
The LORD had said to Abram, “Leave your native country, your relatives, and your father’s family, and go to the land that I will show you.

English Standard Version
Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you.

New American Standard Bible 
Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go forth from your country, And from your relatives And from your father’s house, To the land which I will show you;

King James Bible
Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father’s house, unto a land that I will shew thee:

The LORD GOD was telling Abram to leave the house of one Father (Earthly) as he needed to depend on “Hearing what THE SPIRIT OF GOD was saying”!  To enter into THE FATHER’S MANSION or HIS REST above, you must leave this Earthly Father’s House…this is why Joseph the Earthly father of Jesus had to die prior to Jesus leaving to out to begin His ministry.  His Earthly Father had to die to Jesus in order for Him to truly be baptized and hear His HEAVENLY FATHER who led His steps thereafter and WHOSE WILL was done via “The Son”.

This is why people sat on the ground when they ate.  The were eating from the ground, the dirt, the Earth.  Remember Jesus making the chairs for a customer so he could “sit” while eating?  Also, Jesus made a table for the food to be “lifted up and placed upon” to teach people they could dine above that place now?  Mary His Mother said “It will never take-hold”.  Was that dining set ever completed?  Someone finished it because that is how we eat our food today!  But, still, no one can truly TASTE the Heavenly MANNA because they’ve sat at too many tables, having too many meals which leaves one sleepy and lazy.  Food is not to make people FAT!  It’s was made to make them have Heavenly Nutrients for a strong Body of Christ, which is HEAVENLY PURE LIGHT LOVE AND TRUTH!  It’s Spiritual Food that feeds the Soul that is in the Dark, that which lies in the Flesh of Man.  A Soul only knows what is fed to it in that dark place, no light shines upon what is stored and eaten there.

Buddha is a Fat god because he sits, eats and stores all the FOOD in his belly and has no HAIRS on his head to be counted.  Krishna is thin because he takes NO FOOD into his body yet wraps his hair high upon his head undercover.  The Jews cannot see The Messiah because they only eat Kosher food that is made so here on Earth so when they pray, it’s with a box to their forehead, leather strap around the wrist and face towards the wall.  CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW!!!  Christians are all sizes because they DO ALL THE ABOVE!  And, culture that still eats their meals sitting on the floor, where the food is placed on the ground, EATS WHAT THE SNAKE EATS, THE DUST!   **I will explain the meanings of the different religious cultures above and exactly what I mean by those comments in my next post.**

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I had to throw that one in there!!!  You know God has a great sense of humor because we do!

Love, just love and do not judge.  Do not rely on Earthly Manna for Heavenly Understanding.  You cannot carry that luggage up that Mountain, remember that.


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Cain & Abel~Cain Killed Able And His Way Home…His Internal Spiritual Self

God was kept in the Darkness, hence “God’s Not Dead”.  He has been there waiting in that Darkness to be touched, heard, seen and known so He could take the hand of all on The Path to His Light – HOME.  He is there so you will not use the sense of fear as He is there and this is why God uses His we do not.  What happens when God blows through His Nostrils?

CAIN AND ABEL…Thy brother’s keeper

Below is Michelangelo’s “Creation of Adam”…when you finish reading Part One of this post, you will understand why this artist and his canvas is you, me, each of us.

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“Am I my brother’s keeper?”–Genesis 4:9

 Cain displayed a shameful tone of presumptuous impudence in his insulting reply to the Lord God. If it had not been on record in the page of inspiration, we might almost have doubted whether a man could speak so impudently when actually conscious that God himself was addressing him. Men blaspheme often in a most terrible fashion, but it is usually because they forget God, and ignore his presence; but Cain was conscious that God was speaking to him. He heard him say, “Where is your brother Abel?” and yet he dared, with the coldest impertinence, to reply to God, “I don’t know. Am I my brother’s keeper?” As much as to say— “Do you think that I have to keep watch over him as he watches over his sheep? Am I also a shepherd as he was, and am I to take as much care of him as he did of a crippled lamb?”

 The unfriendly impudence of Cain is an indication of the state of his heart which led up to his murdering his brother; and it was also partly a result of his having committed that terrible crime. He would not have accomplished the brutal deed of bloodshed if he had not first cast off the fear of God and been ready to defy his Creator. Having committed murder, the hardening influence of sin upon Cain’s mind must have been intense, and thus he was able to speak to God’s face what he felt within his heart, and to say, “Am I my brother’s keeper?” This goes a long way to explain what has puzzled some persons, namely, the amazing calmness with which great criminals will appear in court.

Am I My Brother’s Keeper?


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This is probably the most important, to-date, post and video uploads I’ve ever shared.  As I was just finishing my editing and making public the current videos, there were comments left on the first one regarding the Fallen Angels, the As Above So Below reference, along with other descriptions I used.  It’s okay, they don’t have to believe one single word I say, I share, but what I ask is that you file it.  Remember, I’m just like you…started the same way, same teaching, same everything!  To fully understand the words I speak today, you have to go back to where I started, where we started this journey together.  I call that Layer 1. *When I referred to the ‘As above, so below’…I was directing it as Ignorance Begets Ignorance, Wisdom Begets Wisdom, etc.*

I had no idea, none, how the veil would be melted away as we went along.  It’s a hard pill to swallow and I had many sleepless nights, wrestling with God.  It’s such a shock to the system when the paint starts to chip off and all the old paint is exposed.  Remember I did that one blog post on the “off-white paint”?  Who knew then, I mean WHO KNEW?

He made me experience everything I spoke about, everything!  Many times I didn’t want to let the words come from my mouth because even though I did nothing to induce the lesson, I had to walk the walk so to show what He gave me was real.  Also, to understand those experiences which I needed to feel in order to support those who needed a compassionate heart of kinship…I would truly feel the pain they felt as I knew how that direct hit felt.  As I was taught the “Tools of Navigation” on how the enemy goes in and out doors we open, giving him a rightful passage in or a foothold to continue until we learn to close what we’ve opened, I was sharing all with you.

People need to have the Heart of God; to immediately ask for forgiveness the moment we do it.  Know he only has what was given to him in the Beginning – the same weapons used throughout time just coming at us in other forms.  Pattern recognition is one of the most favorite Gifts I could have ever received.  It changed everything.  Once you see the trodden down path he travels over and over throughout the years, centuries, millennia, overall time, you then see how he causes such chaos – but always in the same patterned formations.  Then, another change, Layer 2.

This was big, huge to be exact!  When I began to read the Word just as I had always done, same teaching as all “church” members, it literally became illuminated.  Movies I had seen 100 times, now, every word meant something different, something new, a Light was shining exposing that which was covered, the underlined parables that made direct connections with picture perfect exposure of the “Why’s” that were previously asked.  I no longer asked Why, I no longer asked When.  All I did, was asked for more.  I prayed for Divine Heavenly Sight/Hearing, Knowledge/Wisdom, Understanding and Discernment and, to have the patience to not walk ahead of Him.  I had to learn to wait until HE taught me the true Heavenly versions and not the version of Man, given by Man, written by Man and accepted by Man.  I had to wait for Him to blow Life onto the words, His Words so they could speak to me from the pages they were written.  That is what I did.  We all know not perfectly at first as I ran fast ahead many times in my immature excitement…I just wanted to share what was given and a few times, I ran way too fast!  But you know, He always made it right.  He is my only true Witness to all of this and I know that.  I cry so many days as I know it will so hard for the world to understand and accept the real Truth but I quickly smile and say, “Well, it’s right there in front of us…you’ve stated it right here very clearly!”  And it is.  This is the “but Lord, didn’t I do things in Your Name?” They can’t hear what the Spirit is saying, they can only see the writing on the parchment.

Man writes on paper and as they pen, these men are anointed with a spirit/Spirit that is either speaking into their ears, coming from the external outside or they hear that voice/Voice that is moving within them, internally.  Which is which?  That’s the difference.  Two views, two conclusions as to how the story ends and that would be correct as one will be Earthly/Worldly and one would be Heavenly/Spiritually.  It’s being able to tell the difference.

Always think of Heaven and Earth as opposite Bodies. Heaven all things are in Spirit while Earth, all things have a material matter-filled form/body.  If the Scriptures say that Earth is God’s Footstool, then understand that is what is here, or what is giving His Feet a place to rest.  What rests at the feet?  What do feet do?  They tread, walk, stop, kick, run, jump, etc.  Give this deep thought.  Now, search the Earthly teaching, understanding and description of what “feet” are?  What moves them?  What hurts them?  What binds them?  The Head is above the clouds, it’s in the Heavenly Kingdom so that is where the “Marching Orders” come from.

Then, we must look at the upper torso of the “Body” and where it lays – the middle or what I call “The Kingdoms” or “The Kings Domes” and lastly “The King’s Dome”.  This is The Heavenly Body, a sum of all parts.

We rise up from the lowly serpent ground or from the “Snake’s Nest” so-to-speak where all food is swallowed whole; no tasting, no chewing, just a big ‘ole GULP!  Some vipers have very sharp flanged teeth that they will use to “sedate” their prey, numbing them, enabling them to free themselves because of the poison running through their veins, their blood or their body parts.  Think about this for a bit.  Take it up the food chain a notch, then another until you’ve raised yourself up to Man as he is today and how he feeds himself with his own hands.  Don’t skip the “Evolution of Man” in this sense…because this IS the Story of Evolution; God elevating Man to where His Head rests so it will be once again as it was when we were born a Human Being and fed directly by the Voice, The Spirit, The Mouth of God Himself.

This is the True Manna from Heaven.  This is the True meaning of “…just be and let Me do.”  You rest from your labors and His Breath is what blows into your nostrils just as it was In The Beginning.  This is when you are truly Born Again.

We are already “born again” in the world at birth so as we are going backward or counterclockwise, all things must be seen as “Spiritual/Spirit Fed” and not a manifested matter-filled formation of this Earthly Body of Man.  Stop dressing your garment with “Words” as they are the filthy rags only beggars wear as they only eat the food of Man, which comes in many forms, such as metals (gold/silver coins), moldy bread, broth, mush and so on…When do beggars get to sit at a table, set with every “good food” that they can choose on-their-own, to put into their own hands or plate?  They choose which utensil to put to their mouths; the fork to spear, the spoon to scoop or the knife to cut.  Oh they can feed themselves whether on their knees or sitting on a chair, but the food offered at those two levels is really life-altering, isn’t it?  At least the four-legged beasts/creatures follow breadcrumbs left in their path but yet again, to most who are on a constant starvation “I need food” hunt, they will eat anything to survive…till the next day when their hunger roars again.

This is what Jesus was overcoming in the desert – Earthly food.  He made that tummy growl, hurt, whine and roar – yet He did not eat to survive…He SURVIVED TOO EAT!  The stones were just as bread, the bread was hard as stones.

Jesus did not drink from the “Jacob’s Well” either, did he?  No.  He did not drink from the “waters of His Forefathers” as the Samaritan women, why?  He asked for a drink – but He had no cup…or did He?

The Crown of Thorns that covered He head, it would have placed thorns around the top front or “Forehead”.  This is also called by the World as “The Third Eye”, the Eye of the Illuminati or Illuminated Ones. Before moving forward, please allow me to explain who and what this is:

Illuminati has no “ion” on the end…it’s not complete, full Illumination or fully lit.  The Illuminati of the World are originated from the original 13 off-spring of the 7 Earthly Fallen Angels, but what are really the 7 Mountains, the 7 Churches, and the Seven-Fold Spirits they produced.  These have been “sealed-off”.  These off-spring survived the Flood (I will explain that in the completed post I will finished tonight).  These “children” did have Heavenly Knowledge, a Heavenly “Word” but they had no access to God’s Face, He turned it from them.  He could not breathe “life” into that Scroll/Word thereby it became an Earthly word of the Flesh, not the Divine Heavenly Word of God.  These children do not realize that their “god” IS GOD!  They have manifested or birthed into this World a “false idol” and in their lofty position from which they believe they “will reside and do now reside”, every “secret thing” they keep hidden is not “THE MYSTERIES” they believe they hide.  However, the teachings taught by Earthly teachers, men, churches, etc., is just that, of Man and not God.  So all have been deceived (remember Cain/Abel) but God will “flip-the-tables” and a “pole-shift” of Light and Darkness will occur.

Take all that you’ve learned from His Story in Scripture; ask HIM for Divine Gifts of the Spirit, His PERFECT GOODNESS AND LOVE, and blow life into HISTORY so you can “hear what The Spirit is saying”…this is giving Light to that which has been hidden.  This is why the Seals must  be broken – so the Truth of Heaven that was given in the Beginning can be unsealed from the Chambers of Darkness or “Tombs of the Forefathers” they have been placed in.  In order to enter into the Cave of Treasures, you must throw your Rock to smash the “Fear” which sets in the center of the forehead…as that Door/Stone must be rolled away.  The Giants are our Earthly Teaching of Fears.  How they saw things; how the “forefathers” taught things…hit it head on and conquer the Giants which tickles the ears of men about the fears ahead prior to entering the Holy Land.  Fear is a spirit and not of God so it may not enter into His Resting place which is where one is allowed to walk-thru to rest from their journey; they there receive their rewards, HIS TRUTH – HIM.

Now, continuing from above…

Well, a thorn resting in front of the centered area, to me, is the “Berm” that must be removed from “one’s eye”.  This will cause a head wound most assuredly.  That Earthly term and understanding is again a Divine Heavenly Teaching/Gift that was taught with Earthly Discernment/Teaching or lets just say “Earthly Holy Spirit” as those teachings did originate from a Holy place, a “Holy Land” but received (heard) with only the ears of the deaf.  All were deaf, all were blind, all were dumb because “The Spirit” had not yet given life/Life to it as all waited for the Four Winds to blow.  They wait today in the land of God’s Promise…The Promise Land.

Now, think about this for awhile…what is Holy to one may not necessarily be Holy to another.  What one considers God’s Promise’s to be, may not be seen the same as his neighbor.  This is how our hearts and heads battle with each other too.  Our heart hears the pain, the joy, the sound of another’s silent plea or the singing of one who is happy.  Our head – it sees what the heart cannot.  It walks away from what the heart cannot.  The mind controls what the heart will not.  The mind seeks to find what will give the heart release of its tears –  while the heart gives the mind the love it needs to release its fears.  Each are “thy Brother’s Keeper”; each are “thy Sister’s Keeper”; each need the other to have Life.  One is deaf, one is blind but together. they can get up and walk to the River of Life and to the Tree of Life, but separately, they are lost…they rely on only what they themselves know, partial knowledge, truth and understanding yet they’ve become their own “gods”.

This is the story of Cain and Abel.  Cain was the Left Side while Abel the Right.  Our brain controls our thinking, what we “create”, what we “author”, how we “imagine”, how we “interpret”, how we “feel” and how we “move into action” or give birth/life of manifested things in our life/lives.  You are either controlled by the Cain-Left Brain or the Abel-Right Brain.  Cain controls our Right Arms/Legs (Armies) or our “Righteous Side” while Abel, he guides the Left Arms/Legs (Armies) or what we consider the “Hidden Knowledge/Wisdom” or better yet, the “Oh don’t go there” side.  It’s hidden by the Veil of War between the Head above and the Feet below…the Heavenly Kingdoms.  Cain controls what side again?  Without the wisdom gained from the knowledge that has been seen as “Forbidden” because the Earthly Teachers (Righteous) have declared it so, you will therefore perish without him as your Brother is your Keeper.  One clothes while the other feeds but both defend The Body.

The Left Brain or Cain, well, it’s his gifts that allow one to write, to compute or calculate numbers, time, etc.  (See chart below).  Cain gives all the external, Earthly manifested creations/worlds while Abel was internal…he held the Gifts of the Eternal. (See chart below).  When Cain hit his brother Abel on the head with a “rock”or “stone”, he killed his brother who was really, his Heavenly way home…Abel held the things of the Heart, which is where God walks with us, guides us, feeds us, and leads us HOME.  Cain no longer had that – he only had the Earthly external realms to guide him Home…that’s called The World.

Cain had to wonder because he had nothing Holy guiding him any longer as he destroyed his tower, his radar, his heart.  Cain solely became dependent on himself, thereby becoming godly (ignorantly) as he really knew no better.  This is why God had to send Jesus – to lead Cain (all fleshly knowing material world) to his brother Abel (all Heavenly Spirit-filled) be his brothers ears, hearing the Voice of the ONE that would carry his brother HOME.

Earthly senses verses Heavenly senses.  What exploded in the Beginning to become the World, not must implode to become Heavenly, to die to Self and become One with The Father.  External/internal…Big Wave/Small Wave, this is the Mountain falling into the River of Life.  It’s a good thing when you don’t make a big splash as it was not a hard fall. The bigger the splash, the harder the fall.


ABEL – RIGHT                                                                                                                 CAIN – LEFT

If you would split the brain right down the middle into two symmetrical, or equal parts, you would have a right and left hemisphere. Although equal in size, these two sides are not the same, and do not carry out the same functions. 

The left side of the brain is responsible for controlling the right side of the body. It also performs tasks that have to do with logic, such as in science and mathematics. On the other hand, the right hemisphere coordinates the left side of the body, and performs tasks that have do with creativity and the arts. Both hemispheres are connected by the corpus callosum and serve the body in different ways .

What bodily “Senses” can we live without – that does not directly affect our “Life”?  Smell.  Why?  Fear is not real. You don’t need to smell it.

Hearing.  Yes, so you can hear the Heavenly Voice within you that guides you to The Path HOME.

Touch.  Yes, you need to feel your way in the darkness while on The Path for your Brother/Sister’s Hand to lead you out into the awaiting Light.

Sight.  Yes, to see the Light that is awaiting you in all ITS GLORY!  The LIGHT is the GLORIFIED LIGHT OF GOD, THE TRUTH, and the place where you find ETERNAL REST IN THE FATHER.  The Holy of Holies, The Promises of The PROMISED.  This is what you will see when the Berm is finally removed, the Giant slayed and the New Heaven (Mind) and New Earth (Heart) are as ONE…they are whole as they were in the Womb.

This is Cain and Abel…Seth was the Man-Child God sent to the Land to replace what was dead, the Gifts that Abel carried but was buried in the Land of the Dead because of ignorance.  All that birthed through Cain was done so in this way and why the Darkness never put out the Light.  The Light had to be taught what that Darkness held as it was It’s Worldly Teacher.  The Student surpassed His Teacher.

God was kept in the Darkness, hence “God’s Not Dead”.  He has been there waiting in that Darkness to be touched, heard, seen and known so He could take the hand of all on The Path to His Light – HOME.  He is there so you will not use the sense of fear as He is there and this is why God uses His we do not.  What happens when God blows through His Nostrils?

I will finish this post after I quit bawling my eyes out.  I’m over-whelmed by all God’s Goodness He has just given us.  I hope you see what has been given here.  Short intermission…I will finish this tonight.

One last thing to think about.  Tribulation is what the word “troubadour” roots or comes from.  What is a troubadour?

tribulation (n.) (tribute, elation)

c. 1200, from Old French tribulacion (12c.), from Church Latin tribulationem (nominative tribulatio) “distress, trouble, affliction,” noun of action from past participle stem of tribulare “to oppress, afflict,” a figurative use by Christian writers of Latin tribulare “to press,” also possibly “to thresh out grain,” from tribulum “threshing sledge,” from stem of terere “to rub” (from PIE root *tere- (1) “to rub, turn”) + -bulum, suffix forming names of tools.

Definition of troubadour  (trouble, adorn, a door)

727, from French troubadour (16c.) “one of a class of lyric poets in southern France, eastern Spain, and northern Italy 11c.-13c.,” from Old Provençal trobador, from trobar “to find,” earlier “invent a song, compose in verse,” perhaps from Vulgar Latin *tropare “compose, sing,” especially in the form of tropes, from Latin tropus “a song” (from PIE root *trep- “to turn”). The alternative theory among French etymologists derives the Old Provençal word from a metathesis of Latin turbare “to disturb,” via a sense of “to turn up.” Meanwhile, Arabists posit an origin in Arabic taraba “to sing.” General sense of “one who composes or sings verses or ballads” first recorded 1826.


Again, please think about words that have been translated into this World and what they really mean.  If they are made or birthed from Man’s World, they are for THOSE MEN, the Angels who left their stations and never opened the “doors” to allow what was SEALED UP to be broken and spread out for all to know, to share and to hold.  We should look to the Heavenly SPIRITUAL or non-formed events, not of the flesh or manmade events which are birthed by those that created them…

Part 2 coming at a later date …

Your Friend of Heaven,

Mary Beth




Behind and Beyond The Now Thin Veils of Heaven and Earth

I am vexed, very very vexed today.  Well, not just today, but for the past 365 days before today too, give or take a 100 or so on either side.  Why?  I cannot express verbally what needs to be spread far and wide.

First, my eyes are so blurry from non-stop reading these past 7 years (and longer), I have to now, true story, hold my lids up with my fingers to give my vision a little extra “umph” it needs – especially now.  What these eyes have seen can never be erased without the help of THE FATHER above.  I cannot wait until the day when HE wipes the entire “file cabinet” clean of what this world has imprinted.

This journey…wow, this journey has been filled with so much more than I could have ever imagined when I started it – when we all started it.  A few years ago when I wrote and said that we have to go back to the origins of all things, HIS ORIGINS, I can honestly say I had no idea of the extent of treasures I would find.  Many had to be dusted off, some needed a light cleaning while others had to be dipped deep into the water, followed by extensive buffing and polishing before it’s true hidden beauty was revealed.

Nothing was for not.  All that I have shared is truthful but in earlier days because I could only see/understand in Earthly terms, teachings, etc., I could only explain and express these truths in this manner.  I know now it was meant to be given as it was, each form of expression and interpretation as these were the first layers that had to be shared as so.  To know the Heart of God, which is what I had set out to do as I had to know from where/how it came to be and where it went to rest, ultimately allowing me entrance onto the Path all need to walk – as it’s filled with Heavenly Breadcrumbs, purposely and divinely laid out so carefully, between these two places: The Beginning and The End.

First I must apologize for, at times, jumping ahead of the Lord, translating Heavenly events into Earthly conceived events, times.  My mind knew what was being taught but it could only be interpreted and vocalized in a Earthly fleshly state or acceptable state of knowledge from the wisdom given by Man’s understanding of what was, is and will always be, spiritually Heavenly!  Meaning our senses can only access truth on the plane which they are given it.  So, in order to gain momentum and speed climbing that Mountain we all must climb, we need to also extend or expand our hearts and minds with each step we take, along with our senses.

As we ascend up, so too must our limited, confined lessons of who we think God is and what His Heavenly Kingdom consists of.  As we grow, all this must grow with us yet the love must stay the same.  If our steps are taken in unconditional love, our faith will increase which expunge the doubts manifested at each new level attained.

Why does this happen?  Well, it’s definitely why people never seem to get over that Mountain top, always sliding down right when they reach the peak.  We start to doubt as we compare, or better yet, we go into battle with each true answer given as we pass-thru that Heavenly teaching because at first, it is in conflict with what we’ve been taught our entire life here.  Remember, all the Heavenly TRUTHS will be seen with the same old Earthly senses which will immediately make your head turn, they will be bitter, look different, sound different, smell different – they will.  So, it’s important to have faith that your Father in Heaven will bless you with the Heavenly Gifts you need in order to receive what He knows you need.  Keep walking, keep chewing, keep smelling, keep looking, keep hearing and keep shaking your head trying to give light to what Earth has given you and what Heaven has awaiting you.

It was during these times that I became overly excited and wanted to share with everyone – but my senses had not yet been SUPERSIZED so I again saw, an upcoming battle, disaster and things of that sort as actual materialized worldly fleshly man-made events – instead of what they truly are…things of the Spirit which are opposite.  The realms above us hold the keys of understanding.  They hold the knowledge we need to be set free of our worldly ignorance – in order for all of us to live the promised life God gave at the Beginning, and be as HE created us to be.  I once heard that more people drown not only themselves, but the lifeguard too because they won’t quit fighting when help finally arrives.  Stop fighting and allow the Rescuer to take you calmly and peacefully to the waiting shore!

Everything you think you know – you must shed as garments being removed from your body.  You must allow HIM to bring you near so HE can dress you in HIS Heavenly garment of Light.  That is the wedding dress we all want to wear.  That is the perfect white robe but it’s your gifts along the way, that HE gives you, as “rewards” on your quest up the Mountain, is what decorates that gown or robe.  These are the jewels the Bride is arrayed in or wearing upon arrival to the altar upon her marriage to the Groom.

You must look up to the Spirit Realm, praying for Divine Heavenly PURE Truth and Light from the PERFECT ONE WHO IS LOVE, understanding what each word you pray means, its origins, to finally be given the miracle answers all seek to know and find.  There’s where you must set your sights to – as Man is made of flesh and flesh is fed what is given by Earthly hands, not Heavenly.  You can never be filled completely or sufficiently with the food here.  It only deters you away from having to search for your own real food!

Now you see why I no longer post as I once did.  How can I adequately explain all of this?  Lost in translation is an understatement!

People want to stone you if you tell them to leave everything they know in order to find everything they want.  Or, to leave all the things they’ve ever wanted in search of only the things they need.  Or, leaving all they’ve ever known to find what they never knew.  Or, to go get back all that awaits you because, really, it’s all what you have forgotten you left, you already owned.  See how HE did this?  You’ll never be without one or the other – you just have to decide if you’re remembering or you’re forgetting, or you’ve forgotten but now will again remember?  Are you coming or are you going?  Duality…up/down, right/left, Heaven/Earth, life/death, God or Man?


Just walk.  Have faith the Lord God is ahead of you, beside you and behind you; take in the breadcrumbs on your Path knowing some will be bitter and others will be sweet as honey but both are needed. So stop, let God be God and let HIM do while you just be! 

Be anxious of nothing because HE has all sides covered.  It’s how pliable your heart is that determines how long HE must allow tribulation on your Path Home.  Have you, can you roll away the stone that covers the cave from which one arises from?  You mind must be open to receive, just as your heart must be soft and pure.  Stop wrestling with God, Jacob has already done so.  If you do not change your senses to reflect what is Heavenly, you will then be left to experience the change these senses must go through IN their earthly form of understanding, which is opposite of Heaven.  This is why the Earth, or things of the flesh that hold Earthly knowledge and teaching from Man, must experience Tribulation – so what is behind the veil can NOW be unveiled, showing the things/ways of Heaven, all allowed so one/you/me/we can then see the Glory of God.  No other way around it!  Allow Him to be your Teacher.  Get up from your church pew and stop being led to that steep slope you cannot climb or stuck at that base of the Mountain people seem to forever camp at waiting, always waiting for someone else to yell down to them what God wants them to do, when He wants them to do it.  No!  Start climbing!  The whole point to this is so we can climb the Mountain and hear God speak to us personally – no longer getting second-hand news but hearing it straight from the Lord Himself!  This is when you can start to sing “This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine!”

The Bible or the Scriptures were given as a “How To Survive the Desert” guide – but there is a real enemy out there that doesn’t want you to survive because as long as one cannot read the “Guide Book” or it’s directions/map, well, you do the math, you’ll never leave the desert!  Everyone is still on Layer 1, the ground floor which is still at the base of the Mountain.  Move it already!  You know the saying “It’s all Greek to me!”?  Well, it’s time to learn a little Greek!  (Not really but yes really as it’s time to learn what it was that the Greeks contributed to life, to the world?)  It’s a higher learning metaphor that is given and your mind needs to be opened to receive all that will be given but unless the Gift given can be understood and taught how to use, what good is THE GIFT?

What makes things good?  Bad?  God called all His Creation good in the Beginning, did He not?  Who made it bad?  Man. Why?  He didn’t know the difference.

Heavenly creations or things/beings as I call them, were a higher form of language, senses, life or wisdom.  Therefore, men of flesh, or man, could not discern their true meaning but went on his own understanding/wisdom.  He spoke into this material world of matter that which was never to be born here – he held a very special Heavenly Gift but had not the Divine instruction of how to use them so as again, Earth is opposite Heavenly things, hence was born not the Spiritual, but the Natural Fleshly World which is truly lifeless and ignorant of God’s Truth.  Sorry, but that’s the way it is.  Out of ignorance, evil was born which then manifested all we see today.

See, unless you have THE Divine Holy Spirit of THE FATHER, you cannot be born again in Heaven as the Christ-Child which is LOVE.  All must be born-again but not here, there!  If you are not filled with LOVE (CHRIST JESUS), your vessel is not filled.  Love is what you need as that is the key and covers a variety of sins so the Scriptures say.  Here, what makes an act evil, is when it’s done in opposition to the Heavenly “twin” or “mate” which in this case is “good”.  If someone or some group of people or tribes have ritual foundations which actions are opposite those of The Spirit, or Spiritual (Heaven), then they are not of Heavenly teaching and understanding, only Earthly.

The Illuminati, along with all the Hollywood stars of today, they have rituals, beliefs, organizations that adhere to their rule of secrecy because they believe they have true secret knowledge of Heaven. Is it Heavenly Knowledge or is it a Secret Knowledge of Heaven?  I will tell you the best I am able with the help of THE FATHER OF ALL CREATION!  No SOURCE IS GREATER THAN HE!  So here we go…

The original thirteen (13) offspring of the original Seven (7) Fallen Arch Angels are now what the world calls the 13 Families of the Illuminati or The Rothschild Cabal.  They carry with them knowledge passed down since the beginning when these Angels fell, those Heavenly teachings of MAN-KIND were given, how they evolved the people, places, things of the world with “secret” knowledge and level of privilege.  They believe till this day and have for 1000’s of years, what they do IS as is done in Heaven and by mimicking Heavenly actions, they are literally ABOVE all other Man-Kind in the world.  They do not realize that as was in the Beginning, although what they had WAS indeed that of Heaven, they themselves did NOT have the Divine Heavenly Understanding, Knowledge OR TEACHER to give HEAVENLY instructions on what they knew or held, therefore making it all lifeless, evil and dead  Which, in turn, makes them lifeless, evil and dead.  They believe this knowledge places them in an “upper room” or higher life-form position, they know something we don’t and all but the “Original 13”, truly believe what they have been privy to is actually Heavenly!

When men, Earthly men of flesh, move ahead of God, or His Teacher/Comforter, the Holy Spirit and come to their own understanding of Heaven, Heavenly Knowledge that was not given WITH the Heavenly Wisdom to discern it with, then it becomes defiled, evil or wrong.  It’s how one is taught and by what teacher he/she is taught by.  It’s good to have knowledge, to learn and know about things, but it’s bad when you take-over and play God by making it a factual teaching when God Himself did not teach it to you.

This again is what made people say “Oh, don’t read those Lost Gospels, they’re all bad, evil and from the devil!”  Or, “Astrology and that New Age stuff, stay away from it because it’s not in the Scriptures!” See, yes it is.  Everything is in the Scriptures – but The Teacher has not yet taught it to you yet because you keep spitting out the bitter food as I’ve spoken about above.  You must learn as that is what sets you free – meaning giving you Truth which then gives one Rest in the Lord.  You rest in Him because HE is your TEACHER and you no longer have to search for anything as HE IS ALL THINGS!  The human body is a direct display of all Scripture, Angels and Heavenly things…we just don’t know how to read the hidden Heavenly “lingo” that can only be “illuminated” by those that “hear what the Spirit is saying”!  Hidden in plain sight, all of it. In Heaven, you/we receive full illumination – fully lit Menorah.

The Earthly Church has been given teaching of Heavenly events that flows from Earthly tongues, words and wisdom and received by Earthly ears, heart and mind.  Together, they make perfect sense, like peas and carrots, Forrest and Jenny!  That’s great here, but not for Heaven as the Earthly Church will not be able to see, hear or recognize the God of Heaven as they only know the God of a very Earthly World.  What are they going to do?  Are you getting me yet?

Take everything in your being and look up.  Fight off all the voices and noise of Earthly men and women.  Pray first, then listen.  Pull your window shades down, lock your front door and turn off your battery operated lights..(your eyes, mouth and sounds coming from anywhere other than within you).  If the things of Heaven which we do have (Soul and Spirit) do not receive Heavenly food/manna in their home (body) here, so that the spark and light is lit, they will have to be removed from the house as it’s about to be put through the fire.  This is your 3 days of darkness.  The Spirit and the Soul must find food and water, must find a home which gives them this and if no fire is keeping their own house warm, giving lamp so they can find their way, they will freeze to death, or, they will clumsily stump their foot against a table where they were unable to see the small ember glowing, thereby causing the table and flame to fall, catching the entire house on fire!  Let all three go together, work together, eat/pray/love together and this is done by getting them all on the same page, same playing field.  LOVE FIELD…

Love Field, the day the music died, didn’t expect to type that.

Please read my previous post on Is God Silent or Is Silence Golden that was posted prior to this, I think in December or so.  It gives why the heart, mind and soul must be uniform and in unison.

Love Field…John F. Kennedy was killed November 22, 1963 but moments prior to that fatal car ride, Love Field was a joyful place as he had just arrived via Air Force One.  Little did JFK know that the “powers-that-be” had already arranged for his death that very day.  Sad, so sad as people have no clue or had no clue I should say, why he was killed and who exactly did the killing.  Until now.  Now all has been released, or almost all of it anyway.  My point, it was our own guys. Why?  He was about to expose them.

Ironically, the very same group of people(s) or secret society is doing the same today.  The difference is, the one going in to take on the role of Leader of the Free World, knew exactly what he was walking into and exactly what he was going to do.  He was locked and loaded when he decided to run for that position.  He was running for one reason only, to save the people of the country he loved and the country itself.  It was not going to make it had it been chaired by anyone else.  He knew that.  He was going into a very large White House to release all the very dark secrets that had been held hidden there for many years.  He was going to expose what poor beloved JFK could not.  The people behind the people and the Original 13 that stood behind them.  Remember, it’s no accident that the US had 13 original colonies!  Think about that for a minute.

I will be honest here…I’ve been extremely distressed, “vexed” as I titled this article at what truth I’ve found, and yes, I mean TRUTH.  It’s been “hidden in plain sight” once again and shame on us for not paying attention.  But moreover, shame on THEM!  Shame on them for all the horrible, deceitful, oh, whatever words can follow that, keep adding as it’s just that unbearable.  Unspeakable actually, and that is why no one has spoken about it – until now.  I’m not talking about myself, others that have risked so much more than their viewer will ever know…they are whom I am referring to.

Everything we know is born, developed and manifested into an Earthly “Man’s World” so you have to always keep that foremost on your mind as you read and learn what has really been hidden from Americans, if not all the people of all the countries of the World.  Why did we think anything would be real Truth?  Always remember, this is not HOME; THIS IS NOT HEAVEN!

There is no side against another as far as government goes…no right, no left, they have joined together into one big State.  Isn’t that how we are to be in Heaven?  Yep, but it’s manifested here first only in the opposite of good, whatever way it decides to play-out on the Big Screen, it’s a literally HELL ON EARTH!  There is only the “good side” and the “bad side”, period.  Don’t say you’re a Republican, as there is no Republic.  Don’t say you’re a Democrat, as there is absolutely no Democracy.  Light vs. Dark that is all it is here right now.

We’ve been distracted by stuff, by shiny bubbly flashy things and by all the beautiful people, places and things.  We didn’t pay attention to all those “crazy” people talking all that nonsense about things we just couldn’t imagine, right?  Wrong.  The Heads of State never dismissed those crazies or spoke out words of denial because they knew eventually, we would pay no attention when we heard any such words about it. They were just too far-out there to believe! Those who did give thought to what was being said, quickly gave it a “blind eye” and a “never mind”  so they wouldn’t be called nutty too.  Anyone who thought differently, well, that would mean they would no longer “fit-in” and be “normal” which was just too much to ask.  Well, now we are paying for it, trust me when I say this, shame on us!  What lies behind those crazy minds and eyes, was what the leaders of the world feared the most; it being received by the general public as Truth.  They’ve kept it all just concocted “conspiracy theories” until now.  Now, they are no longer theories, but the real deal.

Did you know that our President has 40 to 60 people come and pray in the White House/Oval Office every single day?  Did you know his wife had the residence “cleansed”?  Believe it.  They knew what they were getting into and why, you have to respect that and truly pray each day along with those who stand next to him.

Most don’t realize that his tweets are not random “Tweets of the Day”.  No, they are much more.  All hide a truth or meaning.  They are messages to the “State” who are very deep in the history of our country and the countries they originated from.  He tells them or taunts them about their time being up.  The one where he stated about the “freezing cold” or frozen something, this was when he froze all their assets world wide.  This is why he spoke with such confidence, toying with all the other candidates on the election trail…they had nothing on him.  He knew it and they knew it. He had everything on them and wanted the people to know. This is why you all see what you see on the main stream media channels every single day since that election.  It wasn’t to be…she really was not supposed to lose.  All past elections have always been rigged to the one that is to win per the “State”.  All players know in advance if they are in the loop, which most all are, except this time, the “in” didn’t go as planned.  Someone stopped what was about to come upon not only the American people, but the entire PLANET!  It has nothing to do with Russia either.

He found all the slush funds, the billions of missing dollars and all in pockets they didn’t belong. He found the secret deals, secret companies, assets, no rock left un-turned.  Yet, the American people still are clueless to what this man is really doing for them.  I research everything, I find it, I read it and I learn something new each day.  I always search for the truth.

Let’s see how you do with this one:

Do you think in 1969 they landed and walked on the Moon as we were told?

No, we did not.  It was filmed, live yes, but not in space and not on the Moon.  What’s even better, is that NASA no longer has their “Moon Landing Tapes” or the science to be able to return.  Yes, they can’t do it again, they don’t know how!  Thank God above, I mean really, for allowing great researchers who for years have worked hard to find all the evidence needed to prove this and proof they have.  Again, we only saw what we wanted.  NASA themselves have a viral video where their guy actually says that “when they figure out how to get past the Van Allen Radiation Belt”, they’ll return to the Moon!  Really?  How did you get past it those other times?  The interviews of the Astronauts are even better!  “Did you see stars?  Was the sky pitch black?  How about the other planets?”  Oh, different answers from each of them…crazy talk I know!  If they did go to the Moon then, it was not in the way projected to the world. Tapes have now been released showing the actual filming that was done right here on earth, produced and directed. It’s all set-ups, don’t think for one minute it’s not. The answers are out there, if you want to find them.  By now, I’m over my initial “shock” phase and out of my “what was the purpose of it all” phase.  I’m firmly rooted into the “Match Game” phase of what the events or lack of actual events is mimicking, reflecting or replacing (the Heaven/Earth comparison).

I could go on and on and on.  But the thing that put me over the top, was the children.  Research the tweets from our President about the children  That is the root of it all.  Our leaders are not helping find those children because they are the ones taking them.  Babies, toddlers sold like food you buy at a drive-thru.  Every unimaginable vial act you could ever picture in your mind is done to them.  These little 4, 5 and up same thing and caged like animals for weeks, months or even years.  Then the tweens to early 20’s, male or female, trafficked like dogs in the human slave and trafficking markets all around the world.  This is why those emails were so important and why it’s much more important that they are released for the world to see just what is behind this extreme veil of evil.


It’s exactly like in the time of Noah, or the Days of Noah.  God’s Children, HIS HEAVENLY CHILDREN who had TRUTH AND LIGHT, were defiled but in Heavenly terms, this means their Holy Light and Truth of the Divine Father was taken from them, abducted, stolen, snatched and since they no longer shine as they need (lit Menorah from within), they are in darkness and cannot return Home.  This is what the Scriptures are talking about when it says the daughter’s were sent into prostitution, slavery, as they were Heavenly TRUTH/LIGHT who were given and passed around by the Men of the Earth as an Earthly teaching and light…not Heavenly from which they came.  Understand where we are in time now?  They have no light left to shine in the darkness to be seen.

The Earthly leaders are following patterns of the past, back to the beginning of Genesis.  Remember, I said we were now going in reverse order?  Okay, keep that thought.  It’s the Spirit that is upon this Earth that is mimicking the Patterns of the Fathers as they were actually Heavenly Creatures, Beings, Angels.  You must understand what an “Image” is compared to a “Likeness”…think mirror/reflection.  Anyhoo, a child is the purest thing to God so their blood is special as is their life-source or life-force.  The Adrenal Gland holds a liquid that is removed and ingested into the body by mouth or with a needle via the’s become the “drug of choice” for the most wealthy of the world.  It makes you feel like God… People are disposable and the more that cross over into this country, no recorded records or names, easier it is for them to disappear without anyone ever knowing.  This is why again, the White House is fighting for strict borders.  He knows.  Save the children.

What I have found and seen has rocked me to my core, literally.  I’ve not been the same.  It’s truly the last leg on my race though, HE had to show me “what the Spirit was saying” as I was already in the layers of History or HIS STORY of our world, each piece matching so perfectly.  Then, I had been talking about the Children of God and how they couldn’t get back Home to Heaven as they could not see past the Heavenly Veil any longer, they were stuck in the darkness, the area of famine where no food (Truth) could they reach, nor hear.  I cry writing this because it’s them we are to rescue and help.  Watch and please do not judge what you have been taught by Men…by Man, nothing is as we think.  The Angels were sent in the Beginning to give the Man of the dirt, the Earth life, and in doing so, lost their own.  They have been imprisoned in the darkness since and the only food/manna they receive is what we send up via our words and prayers.  They learn only what comes from us.  Please just love…unconditional love.  This is what HE meant when HE said “Love thy Brother and thy Neighbor”. I’m not saying there is not an evil darkness, there is, that is not what I’m referring to here.  I’m saying don’t group them all together until the Truth of Heaven is fed to you.  Son’s of God and Daughter’s of Men is not, once again, as we know them to be.

Nothing was to manifest into this realm as it did, but it did.  This violence around the world is as it was in the Beginning before Noah stepped into the Ark but it wasn’t in this matter-filled material manifested formed way…it was Spiritual and in Spirit, not human form, but then it was.  The more you fear, the stronger their “God-Like” drug takes hold so please do not fear!  The fear literally grows the darkness of the evil which gives it power to spread more fear.  It cannot hurt you, only fear itself has fear and births more fear.  This is why they torture, scare and make all their victims fear them…it’s manifests into a euphoric state of bliss, a Heaven on Earth “I am God” feeling and the more you do it, the more you need to do it.  Look up all the missing people in the world?  Look around DC?  Look everywhere.  It’s all true, all of it. Whatever you hear from CNN and those news stations, don’t believe one word.  Not one.  I think Hannity is the only one who is truly in the fight…a good guy.

Put it this way, every “way-out” television series and/or movie that has been released is telling forms of truth.  You must see with Heavenly eyes now, as Paul was showing us.  Never see things the same as you did yesterday.

You can believe me, or not, but it doesn’t change the fact that every single “crazy” story you have heard, it’s not crazy, but just the opposite.

On closing, I will say that our New Leader is also bringing back consumer goods to be made once again here, in America.  Why?  So he can control all the poisons going into the foods, but also to deprogram all the backdoor wiring that has been hidden in our phones/electronics.

Why are all our children bi polar?  Why the rage?  Why the lack of empathy, emotion and drive?  He found that too within all the papers…the medicines given out are working with all the frequency signals and can easily at a moment off-set that person.  They are working hand-in-hand.  It’s all there and that is what he is trying to get out.  Let him get all this out.  The cures for both Cancer and Aids…got them too.

When did all this start?  Bush Sr. started the ball rolling with Hillary expected to finish it out, so roughly 1993 and 1997 major turning points.  Go back and research the laws and regulations put into place since then and again more drastically since 2009.  They were but 2 years from pulling it all off.  Two years from having a Tribulation ending the World interpreted and written by Man in those Heavenly Truths, but aha, SOMEONE stepped in before the deceivers had their own prophecy come into being.  Now, HE is going to show the REAL STORY OF HEAVEN and HIS HEAVENLY ENDING!  I told you, it’s better than “The Greatest Story Ever Told” and things are not going to play-out as expected.

God Bless all my Friends of Heaven and all who have eyes to see, ears to hear and Hearts to give.  Pray for that man sitting in that Oval Office as God truly took a “worldly man of gold” and made him a servant of the people, HIS Servant.  He could not be doing the things he is doing if he himself was not “hearing what the Spirit is saying” and I mean this with my entire being.  There is no way.  Pray for his appointed team that also has been placed in positions as Warriors, that is what they are and standing full-attention day and night to protect this country right now.  Remember, she was not supposed to lose.  Desperate time calls for desperate measures.  They are desperate.  Over 10,000 indictments are sealed and being delivered each and every day.  Four attempts on his life have already been made that I know about.  He still stands each day through the mud and muck to do what is right.

We all must stand in love…love of truth and what is good, what is of God the Father, what is Heavenly, not Earthly.  Look up and see what I can see.

I believe this is the final test of how much we can remove from the prideful flesh side of SELF, giving over what God has asked us to do many times before, all to HIM, which is SPIRIT.  Whatever we think we know, we don’t, but all is now bare-breasted for TRUTH to be revealed.  You can see it or not.  There is nothing you cannot find of what I have shared…it’s up to you all now.  One must decrease as John the Baptist gave example of, while HE increases…die to SELF and give life to SPIRIT, TO HIM!  Just be and let HIM do!  It’s the Season of Lights.  Tomorrow is Adar 7, Moses birthday and day of death.  The day Joshua officially takes over the leadership into what was promised.  It was a good day! Patterns. One day they will be no longer followed, rewound like a watch.

Between the tears and the wear/tear on my eyes from my hours of study plus more tears, I apologize for grammatical errors I missed.  I’m too tired right now to go back to correct them.  Good night to all my friends, new ones, faithful ones and old ones.  I pray with all my heart that HE who is GOOD, TRUTH AND LOVE blesses all who read what I’ve written and whatever seed you receive, may it take strong root, bloom and flourish being filled with only the sweetest, purest fruit of Heaven…may their branches hold all He supplies!

Mary Beth, your Friend of Heaven


Posted by on February 22, 2018 in Uncategorized


Why is God Silent To The World? – Is Silence Really Golden? You Must Have Silence To See

Why is God Silent – Is Silence Really Golden?

Yes it is…

For the past few months, I’ve been unusually quiet, at least for me as I am a “people person”, have always been and cannot truly remember a time in my life that I’ve allowed my voice rest.  Oh, it’s not gone by a long-shot so don’t worry about that!

You see, I’ve always been led by my heart and that is where I speak from.  I believe too this is why God says to not worry what you will say before you say it, meaning He will lead the way.  When you don’t prepare your “words” beforehand, whatever comes (come-what-may) is the truth that dwells within us, within our hearts.  What is our heart?  It is God’s Garden.

Where do we walk with Him – In His (1)

This is where we all are taught by God Himself; this is where He dwells among us.  When we “prepare” via our brain using the earthly tools such as pen, paper and “scripted” dialog that has been carefully orchestrated prior to the time of “sharing”, then we, I have learned, are not allowing God or His Holy Spirit to speak as we are speaking for Him, in our “Self”.  You see, in the Garden, God feeds us from The Tree of Life, the Tree that grows or produces the True Fruits of Heaven.  As we are walking with Him, He is feeding us along the way, stopping too, to allow us to drink from the River of Life.   When we have that pure “sunlight” beaming and radiating through the walls of our heart so all that is from Heaven (not Earth) gives Divine Truth (Sun/Son/Light) to the Fruit being grown, produced, shared and eaten from The Garden, our Garden, where God Himself has anointed with His Feet as every step He takes within His Garden, is Holy – thereby the soil in your/my/our Garden is too, Holy Ground.  If God truly walks with a person here on Earth, it is in the Heart of each where He takes His Rest.

But before He can Rest from all His good work He is doing in us, He must first take ROOT!


I cannot stress the importance in removing the cobwebs from every corner you can reach which is removing ALL resentment, hatred, along with giving all your enemies forgiveness.  If you don’t, you cannot see just WHOM it really is you are walking with – as the Path in your garden has no light and you walk in total darkness.  The God that you want so badly to speak to you, hold you, guide and lead you – must be seen in light, His Light and it’s in that Light, that Heavenly Divine Teaching, is what gives your Tree of Life it’s Fruit of the Spirit, the Heavenly Spirit – as it’s grown in soil watered by the One who produced the Seed itself.

The Light must replace the darkness, not sometimes, but at all times!  It’s a process, it is work, and many times, just plain hard to remove all that you’ve hoarded over the years.  All that “junk” sitting there comes in handy when we need it – especially when we need to blame our actions, emotions or life on any of those priceless items!  Meaning, as long as we have an excuse for the bad things we say or do while stating “but I’m a good person”, we allow the darkness to rule or overthrow our walk with God as He always strolls in the Light as that is where all is seen.  He requires Truth from His Friends on their walks together because it’s during those little strolls, He reconciles those hurt hearts one-by-one, step-by-step to Himself so they can be removed forever.  He teaches, loves and gives us Divine Guidance and Truth when the Light shines brightly within, which then frees you from your confined quarters and ultimately, allows you to finally “clean house”, no longer hoarding the “stuff” that restricts your daily life and walk.

Oh, okay, back to the “silence is golden” part.

Once all that garbage is dumped – after we are done complaining, whining, crying, asking “why” – projecting out our “peace”…we can FINALLY close our mouths and open our ears in order to fully “hear what the Spirit is saying”!  In our silence, we hear HIM LOUD AND CLEAR!  If we could just stop our “self” in our tracks or take a moment to “flip over that 45 record” before all those repeated words become the only thing we hear and concentrate on, it would stop our following actions that seem to place our footing farther and farther away from the music He calls from.

I have learned the hard way too many times to count.

In 2012, that’s when it all started to change.  That’s when I spoke less and listened more – to HIM.  I began to shut out the words of the world, by choice, so I could “turn up the volume”.  The teaching the Earthly Church has spread throughout the “world” is what keeps us from finding comfort in His Silence.  They are the noise.  The music and “voice” most (I said most) hear from (meaning 8 out of 10) is the REPLICATED EARTHLY VOICE and not the TRUE DIVINE HEAVENLY VOICE OF THE FATHER.  Oh, His Voice is in all of us, HIS DIVINE SPARK OR DAUGHTER, but it’s the Earthly Churches themselves that have defiled her.  They took her “virginity” which is her Divine Truth and Light, and sold it for “profit”.  What has been passed down throughout the generation’s, is NOT what was given in the BEGINNING.   Now, all she can wear is filthy, torn, defiled garments that have too many seams!  See, Heavenly GARMENTS have no seams, they are seamless.  Whenever garments have seams, the material that covers the “body”, is not whole, it has a foreign object intertwined into the fabric.

Why do you think the Roman’s cast lots for Jesus’ robe?  Didn’t His mother Mary make that robe He wore herself?  Think about this.


The problem that is soon to “Arise” (couldn’t help myself there), is that while all the righteous “church-going” people are continuing to be heard LOUD AND CLEAR, making sure EVERYONE HEARS THEM, they themselves have gone deaf.  They all talk over themselves.  They all talk over HIM!

Here on “this” earth, well, it is what it is, but up there, they themselves will be their own “stumbling block”, the stone that bruises their feet.  As they all go forward, hand-in-hand, talking all the way, they have no clue what Door they are to walk through, especially when there will be 3 presented before them.  They think all the doors will be open and they have access to an “OPEN HEAVEN” –  but what happens when they have to chase that Heaven to find the Open Door?  Things are not going to be as they think (but again – so many ARE waking up in the silence most avoid) so it’s imperative to walk in that as it is there, one is handed the Keys which will allow ALL DOORS TO BE OPENED regardless.


Well, Enoch, Elijah and Jesus each have a “Door”…each being one for “a” Bride, “a” Groom, and “the” Guests.  Which one is which?

Enoch was taken to be God on the Throne’s “Witness” to events PRIOR to the Flood, while Elijah was taken up to be “Witness” to God’s Throne AFTER the Flood.

What does that mean?

Enoch is before the “separation” I believe, Elijah after it.  Enoch is the Scribe who used his mind and his hands while Elijah is the Prophet who used his mouth and feet.  Both are part Heavenly and part Earthly.  Or, are they?  You decide but remember, Heaven and Earth are opposites and as such, half will always be in conflict with the other half.  It is how we were/are born…it’s the Heart/Soul and the Mind/Spirit.  Elijah spoke via his Heart which directed the PATH of his Feet…at times it was Earthly, at times it was Heavenly.  What about Enoch?  He wrote with his Hands which were led by his Mind.  Was he at times led to write from his Earthly mind/spirit or his Heavenly Mind/Spirit which guided the Hands he wrote with and the words scribed?


That we, all who are “of God’s Creation” are both, we are the good and the bad, we are Heaven and we are Earth.  We are the Good Guy and we are the Bad Guy and when we bind “the enemy back to the pits of Hell”, we are binding part of ourselves – yes, we are cursing OURSELF!  Again, we can go back to the Bible to when the Arch Angel Michael told Satan, “The Lord rebuke you!”  He did not say “I”!  This shows he gave it to the Lord to do so.  This is an entirely different direction that I would love to discuss but I’m trying so hard to stay on point here so I will leave it at that and hopefully soon, I can finish my page on that specific subject alone.

The Spirit and the Soul must start walking on the same Path; it’s these two “Sisters” that must cross the Great Divide, conquer the elements that have kept them apart or at odds with each other.  These are the twin granddaughters of Noah, or, are they the twin sons of Tamar and Judah?  Here on earth we call Israel and USA sisters, we use “she” instead of “he”.  Will that be different in Heaven?  Is Heaven the two brothers?  Whichever, they are still siblings…they’re family.

Is this the “brother against brother” God spoke of?  I believe it is.  Unfortunately, we can only see earthly manifestations due to our limitations of our Heavenly sight.  We are blind to see the Heavenly or the Divine, therefore we bring to life what was not meant for us – as we are ignorant to most of the written Word given in Scripture.  We are not “all that” and in our arrogance we have brought to life that of which should have been never born in our world.

I believe wholeheartedly, that The Father of ALL Creation, all the Heavens and Earth, the ONE that is nameless for there was nothing or no one before HIM to name HIM, that it is THIS FATHER who is THE GREAT SPIRIT!  It is HE that is the GREAT LIGHT, the PURE LIGHT and it is HE that is addressed in the Lord’s Prayer below:

 Matthew 6:9-13 21st Century King James Version (KJ21)

In this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name.

10 Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth, as it is in Heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.

13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the power and the glory forever. Amen. 

I’ve taken Luke from the Amplified Bible which speaks also of the same prayer the Lord taught them to pray when His disciples asked Him “how to” pray: 

Luke 11:2-4 Amplified Bible (AMP)

He said to them, when you pray, [a]say:
[b]Father, [c]hallowed be Your name.
[d]Your kingdom come.

‘Give us each day our [e]daily bread.

‘And forgive us our sins,
For we ourselves also forgive everyone who is indebted to us [who has offended or wronged us].
And [f]lead us not into temptation [[g]but rescue us from evil].’”


  1. Luke 11:2 I.e. as a model or pattern.
  2. Luke 11:2 Later mss add phrases from Matt 6:9-13 to make the two passages closely similar.
  3. Luke 11:2 I.e. set apart, keep and treat as holy, revere.
  4. Luke 11:2 A plea for God’s kingdom to be inaugurated on earth.
  5. Luke 11:3 I.e. life’s essentials.
  6. Luke 11:4 I.e. lead us away from situations where we are vulnerable and have the opportunity to sin. God does not tempt man (see James 1:13) but does allow man to be tested.
  7. Luke 11:4 NU omits.


It is HIS Spirit that is UPON the Throne of Heaven…the One who sits upon THE Throne does so with the full SPIRIT OF THE FATHER and therefore it is in the One who rules over all UNDER that Throne and are bound to Him who governs those Heavenly realms from that Heavenly place.

Didn’t Jesus say “I am IN the Father and THE FATHER is in Me?”  Here, it shows that Christ was the SPIRIT that resided in the Father who sat on the Throne – and that He (Christ) was THE FATHER (THE TRUTH/GREAT SPIRIT OF ALL CREATION).

Just as there are realms – there is a “tier” system, sort of.  It’s how I understand or see it.  You can look at it from one angle as we look at our physical body parts; the head, the torso and the lower leg/feet area.  This can be a 3 Tier (Father/Son/Holy Spirit) separation system.  We can then divide into more tiers after that but the main “body” is firstly in these 3 portions.  In each section, there are valuable divisions and each play a part, or have a Divine job assignment, which eventually, gets us back HOME!  Each of these 3 major parts are a door:  Enoch, Elijah and Jesus.  Since we are both sides as previously noted above, man as we know “Man” to be, has 2 sides, the left and the right – hence, the Double-Minded Man stated in James.  When you see that each half has 9 sections, we have 18 – your 666, the number of Man.  Each part of our 3-tiered layers has 3…when that body/tier is divided as told in the Scriptures, you have 6 per each layer/tier/realm.  In the end of it all, we have to get back to 3, then as it was in the Beginning, to the ONE.

There is a reason we have the number of bones in our extremities that we do, it’s not a fluke.  It’s okay if you are having trouble understanding, seeing or accepting what I am saying here, but do me a favor, file it.  File it away so when the time comes, you can pull it out of that long extended file cabinet; trust me, you’ll need it!  (Update:  I’ve been working on this post for the past few months – I type it little by little, it’s been a labor of love you could say.  But today, in the early AM hours, I clicked on a YouTube video about numbers.  These weren’t just any numbers, they were 3, 6, 9…and how these numbers are the base for all things.  I about fell off my couch!  I will add the link at the bottom when I am finished, if I can find it again as it just appeared or “popped up” in the “recommended” section of my channel.  Just saying…)


So many people around the world have become “loners” these past 7 years or so.  Where once they were surrounded by hundreds of friends, family, loved ones – well, maybe not hundreds, but way more than the number has dwindled down to in recent years, they have all but been abandoned now to walk The Path alone.  This should be seen as the blessing it is instead of the punishment it’s taken as.  This is God the Father calling you out – out of the world of chaos and noise.  He needs your full attention and that my friends, is only possible when He is the One and Only!

I think back now of how many tears I cried as I wondered what I had done that was so wrong to deserve the destruction of my life, ultimately leading me into complete isolation, where I would wake up realizing I was alone…utterly alone.

At first, my mind raced (conversations back and forth of what I should have done and was going to do) and this, I later realized, still kept my attention toward the world that had broken my heart.  If I could just “shut myself up” and be quiet for two seconds, I would see He was calling me to Him just as I prayed over and over for Him to do.  When I learned to stop “festering” and to finally throw-in the “white towel” into the boxing ring, ah, this is when He started to answer my questions and allowing me, no one special really, to know His Heart…to know the “why” I had mumbled out of my mouth too many times to count.  It was at that moment, I started to relish and adore the silence and isolation.  It was my time with My Father and He had finally turned His Face toward me because I turned my face toward Him.  I woke up in complete excitement to what the day of “God School” would hold and yes, I LOVED HOMEWORK!

As of today, this very moment in time, I still feel the exact same way and I have long given up the world that kept me captive for too long.  I’m a loner, a rebel, and I could not be more happy – nor have I been happier as what I have been taught is BETTER THAN THE GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD!  I no longer ask why – well okay, sometimes it just slips out but within seconds, I shake my head and look up saying, “Oh why did I say that Lord?  I know why!  Thank you!”  I know that nothing is allowed unless He has a divine reason for it or if it’s to be used for His Divine Glory, period.  I’m not saying it’s easy, a smooth sail all the way across the waters but I know what it’s not…it’s not to punish or to spank, His reasons are always so so so much higher!  I have to put the cherry on top here and say that God has never blessed me more than He is now.  Not that He is giving me material items, or has become my own personal “Genie in a bottle”, but, He miraculously provides for my needs in ways no one would believe unless you could see them yourselves.  It’s been the most loving act of LOVE, GOODNESS, KINDNESS, COMPASSION and PEACE one could imagine…I linger it.  Thank you is such a simple everyday word but that is all I can seem to mutter these days.  I always ask that HE search my heart for all I have has filled every single place in those 2 words…it’s saturated with my entire being, my entire all and I know, HE knows this!

Thanksgiving Eve – this was a good night.  At the last-minute, plans changed for where I would go for dinner.  I had now decided that I would cook my own Thanksgiving meal but I had not saved enough money from my disability check to do so.  Wednesday, I prayed, laid it all out and gave it to the Father.  I said I needed a miracle and I knew HE had this…I knew HE had me!

I went to the Farmer’s Market to get some huge sweet potatoes they had a sale on and some fresh green beans.  I then drove to the grocery store hoping I could pull together enough money to buy a turkey, and maybe, just maybe, one or two sides.  As I was sitting in my car, I decided to check my account one more time to see my exact balance, not expecting it to be over 20.00.  To my utter amazement, I not only had 20.00, but now I had $200.00!  Yes, yes, and yes!  I cried.  HE did it again!  I jumped out of that car and had my 3-year-old granddaughter Trey-Olivia and my Bo with me, who is now 11.  I was so filled with joy – I was like a little child going into a toy store!  I texted my son Taylor and daughter Tara on my way home telling them, “WE ARE HAVING TURKEY TOMORROW!”

My kids always go to their dad’s side for Thanksgiving, splitting it with both my side and theirs.  Since the death of my son Trey, or until about 2012/2013, I didn’t care to attend any feasts or celebrations as they just reminded us of the empty plate, the vacant chair at the table and the person we missed so much.  I was fine eating cereal, but I always made them go to their dad’s and told them to have a wonderful time and to please not worry about me – I was right where I wanted to be.  See, prior to my son Trey’s death, I would start decorating my entire house for the holidays the first week in November…opening it up to anyone and everyone as this was my favorite time of year.  Now, it was the season I wanted to skip and avoid the most, until the arrival of my grandchildren.  I want them to have the same happiness my children had, the traditions, the love and the light we shine upon others and not the sadness.  From now on, I will always hold these days of togetherness in my home and not the home of those who still haven’t learned to walk the path of the talk they speak.  (PLEASE SEE MY NEXT BLOG POST/ARTICLE FOR THE FULL STORY ON THANKSGIVING 2017 AND HOW THE LORD BLESSED THIS DAY AND WHY.)   Update:  I never finished this Thanksgiving Day post, but trust me, it was a total “God-Thing”!  He’s so good!


It is!  All of HIM is right there for all to see and truth-be-told, it’s always been there from the very start, The Beginning surely told The End.

The “Mind” or the Spirit, is what was there in the Beginning – it was quiet, silence was common than the noisy voices talking over each other.  How do we know this?  Abraham tells us through his story.  It was in that stillness, he first heard “The Voice”.  Others did not hear what Abraham did – this is why his “people” grew as it did, they followed the one who had hearing, who was no longer deaf and followed him wherever The Voice in the Wilderness told him to go.


This is the good part…Abraham broke “his father’s idols” and then left the city of his father, family and his childhood.  He broke away from the pack.  He left the noisy voices of those who continually prayed to the “gods” and those that lived in wealth/security worrying about nothing as they could not see how anything or any place could be better than the city they lived.  It was their own special paradise you could say and hey, “if it ain’t broke, why fix it?”  Status Quo standing at status quo.

It was Abram’s (later changed to Abraham after leaving the land of his father Terah) heart that was called to, which in turn, turned his head onto the Path into the Wilderness of the Silent God, or Holy Spirit.  The heart must be the first to be broken, then healed, being renewed so that IT can lead the head to the Divine Truth, knowledge of the Hidden Mysteries so the “Head” of the body could be healed too, thereby allowing no one to perish due to their “lack of knowledge”.  This is Heavenly knowledge.

John the Baptist was loud, very vocal in his “call” or “calling”, while Jesus spoke in a much calmer, softer voice…so what is this parable saying?  Cut the head of John the Baptist off, so he can decrease (earthly teacher) and Jesus can increase (Heavenly Teacher).  This is why John sent his own disciples to Jesus – to be WITH Jesus to learn the next layer that was needed.  They crossed the River Jordan which is the crossing of the waters up, where we too have to cross, through the “sky” and above…the Heavenly waters of baptism.  Water baptism allows the cleansing of all earthly things to prepare the “body” for its FIRE baptism of the Heavenly Holy Spirit.


Leonardo da Vinci painting of John the Baptist “pointing up” to Heaven…I know!  I know!  How good is that?


So now, once again, we look at this time of Hanukkah and the Festival of Lights.  The lighting of the Menorah, cleansing of the Temple (us) and the removal of the idol placed there by the Babylonians.  What is this?  This is what I believe is going to happen, soon…very soon.  This is my belief of our approximate journey as we walk to and on the Path Home:


First, just as Moses parted the Red Sea, which is the division of our hearts, showing we are both Earthly and Heavenly, showing the 2 Laws, Law of God (Law of the Heart) and the Law of Man (Law of the Land), Jesus will now clearly divide the Waters as we follow His Path up.  The Waters are above us and all will be taken up together, the wheat and the tares, but one goes left and one goes right.  It is during this crossing that the darkness is upon all as we will be cleansed via these Waters.  The Earthly Spirit will be removed from these bodies while the “transforming body” prepares to receive the “Heavenly Holy Spirit” – hence, your 3 days of darkness.  This is the time all are being “healed” and the corruptible will become incorruptible.   This is when our Soul departs from our body, but our Spirits remain, or our Spirit departs and our Soul remains.  One is Heavenly and one is Earthly so if they are not in sync with each other, they cannot be either/or, so they remain in limbo or what the Catholics call “purgatory” where the world sees them as demons.  What is bound on Earth is bound in Heaven, remember?  This is why.  Oh wait…a Spirit without a body is a Ghost, correct?  So, yes, a Soul without a body would be called a Demon.  (The Lord just literally downloaded in me, as He is downloading all of this as I type.)

This is why God had to blow into Adams nostrils…to give him life!  The Soul, she is looking for her Heavenly Body of Christ and until she learns, or better yet, REMEMBERS the Truth from which she came, she must be “shaken” awake, hence earthquakes in diverse places.  The Soul will sojourn until she sees a spark, a flame, a light that guides her to the Path she takes Home.  This is why they lived in “tents” in the desert, a temporary dwelling.  A house, and the going in and coming out of, is a permanent residence, not as easy to pack up and move from due to the “payments” that must be made to live there.  That’s why they must be knocked down and the residents “removed”.

Let me back up here…prior to this, as we come out of the Waters, which is a baptism for some, cleansing for others, you must be able to recognize the Lord.  Remember, Peter and the others did not recognize Him on the water as He was walking to their boat, and it was not until He called out to them in the storm, allowing them to hear His voice, that Peter finally got out of the boat.  He was blind to the Man walking upon the water until He, Jesus, called out to them.  They heard His Voice and THEN their eyes were focused in on WHO it was that called!  Peter was willing and totally able, but the minute he looked down (back down to where he just came from, hence going back in the mind to the world he knew before), he no longer could stand in that pure faith which he needed to walk to the open arms of Jesus.  When he started to sink, Jesus pulled him up and out of the water and immediately took His place beside them in the boat.  You cannot receive the Divine Glory of God the Father if you continue to look back into your corrupt Earthly body (prison) as Peter did.  Peter’s transformation was only temporary and not full-on as he had not shaken all the dust from his feet, obviously!      So, now yet again, he had to be shaken awake a bit harder each time he did this showing really, his lack of faith.   The Door was open, he just couldn’t see it.

The earthly will recognize Earthly and the Earthly will recognize the Heavenly.  Heaven and Earth are opposite so what you receive here, is not what you will see there.  All of these errors must be made right…the Truth must be shown, taught and ACCEPTED (every knee will bow) before receiving the Glorified version, which is baptism via the Fire of Heaven.  The Fire Baptism is for those that are ready to receive – the flesh must be clean when coming to the Altar of God so the Invisible can be seen by the Visible Father and the Visible can return and be remembered by the Invisible Father in Whom Christ Jesus resides, in Spirit, as He IS THE SPIRIT!.  All go back from whence they came…but not until they are no longer ignorant of THE FATHER, THE SON AND THE HOLY OF HOLIES SPIRIT – THE MOTHER/DAUGHTER – TRUTH, FAITH AND WISDOM.  This is when the Earth is made New and New Jerusalem comes down…The healed “Body” is ready to receive.  This is the New Heaven and New Earth – the Spirit and the Soul.  They are paired as they were in the Beginning, married, making them ONE!

This is the final “Rapture” of the Bride of Christ – when She (the Soul) is brought back to Her original HOME!  Her Light has come back through Christ.  Just as the Wo-man brings life into being here on earth, it is the Man who delivers them to Everlasting Life in Heaven.

Just as the Waters were parted in the Beginning, then again parted by Moses, they now must come back together as the wall of waters must come down (Pharaoh’s Army on the dry sand chasing the Israelites as they walked across via the ocean floor) but not before He called His people out of the Waters.  He let the very last one come upon the dry shore before “closing the door” behind them.  Remember too, it wasn’t until ALL were “on the other side” that the dross that crossed with them (the tares) showed their true colors as to who they really were.  Same pattern as then will occur and they too will be “shaken” by the Earth and separated from the others via the “line in the sand” (earthquake separation line).


The 7 Mountains, 7 Hills or 7 Continents, hold up, set under Babylon, which is the City of the God who rules with Earthly Laws, Truth, they have raised this city up and until their Seals are broken, their “words/mysteries” released, these Mountains cannot rise or fall as they still hold something that is “hidden” and the Lord has told us that NOTHING will be hidden!  Behind or under each Seal (which is the tomb door/stone that needs rolled away) or Scroll which must be opened so it is known, visible.  When these 7 “Seals” or “7 Truths of the 7 Churches” a/k/a The 7 Fold Spirits of Heaven are opened, (given as Heavenly Gifts and NOT plagues or curses), the good fruit can be eaten from the Tree of Life.  Then her,  Path, (the Soul’s) becomes lit and becomes brighter as each is broke open – so it’s imperative those walking ahead of her, carry enough oil (Truth) to light their 7 candle Menorah so she and the others who are crippled, can be healed and find their way Home.  They need to be able to see those Lampstands shining in the dark, lighting the way, thereby restoring sight, no longer keeping them blind and behind the Walls of Jericho.  It was in her dark place, behind the walls that She the Soul, became a Harlot (Rahab who ended up marrying Joshua).

I believe that the 7 Mountains are the 7 Angels, which are kings/gods/rulers and each of these kings have 10 tribes under them (ie. Jacob and 10 sons by Leah and 2 maidservants/Haman had 10 sons) and these are the 10 Nations the church today speak of (yes, I see these as the same 10 Nations of the church prophecy/Revelations).  When you times these 10 Nations 7 times, you get 70, same number of “people/tribe” of Jacob that accompanied him to Egypt during the famine and Joseph’s time in Pharaoh’s house.

This is your “7 Heads and 10 Horns” of Revelations…the 2 Hands of God, each hand having 5 fingers for a total of 10 fingers that must break open the Heavenly Mysteries and Truth by unsealing each Scroll as they arise up through the 7 Heavens, or 7 Kingdoms or 7 Realms of the 7 Arch Angels, also called “The Seven-fold Spirits or Fruits”.

I see this near time as all here on this earth, passing through on the dry strip of land which is actually the bottom of the sea, with the 2 major walls of water holding back it’s waves until the last has passed over onto the waiting shores of what they thought would be “The Promised Land”.  It’s during this time, the heavier the load one tries to carry, the easier it is for them to get caught in the muddy sand, needing a major rescue, delaying their steps that carry them quickly to the other side.  Think of this for a minute.  Remember the movie The Ten Commandants?  It was those that loaded all they had onto their backs, wagons and servants that were at the end of the pack.  These are those that started to panic when they looked behind them to see Ramsey’s army, all on horses or chariots in fast pursuit of the Israelites! 

Another problem when bringing your items of wood, silver, gold, copper, etc. which puts you at the end of the line, is you cannot hear the “Voice” that is leading the exodus as he is at the front giving the orders – making and/or transforming, whatever he originally said, into “hear-say” by time it reaches the end.  Do you understand what I just said here?

It’s also the “metals” or the riches/possessions they carried along this journey that was ultimately the materials used to make the Golden Calf, the false idol!

Take nothing with you on this time of exodus from this land.  No silver, no gold,  copper, no metals, nothing…you must be “as light as a feather” so nothing is holding you down, or back – the lighter you are, the faster you run, you fly, you cross the finish line and will hear “first-hand” from the Voice or the Head that is directing your feet, your Path.  I pray that the Spirit of the Divine Holy Creator, The Father of ALL, grants all of you the ears to hear what He is saying right here.

This post has taken months to finish.  Not due to the lack of words, but because I had to make sure they weren’t just “words”; that they were beyond what could be uttered from my mouth or earthly wisdom.  So many times I opened this document, ready to sit down and finish it but for whatever reason, it never happened, until now.  I feel I still have more to add, hopefully this will be sooner than later because I know in my heart, time is of the essence when understanding the Mysteries of Heaven…what was released out to all Peoples to uncover and hear. 

Is, understanding the true TRUTH of His Heavenly Mysteries the uncovering of “The Pearl”?  I believe it most definitely could be and if not “the” pearl, most assuredly it’s “a” pearl.

I will say nothing of dates but I will say that we are in every month, every week and every season right now.  The world does not know how to count the way God does, only a few can seem to understand “the Face” on the wheel of time!



BBC Travel – Festival of Lights  (The below images and descriptions have been copied from this link and website; shared here for fair and educational uses only.

Bright lights of Christmas (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Bright lights of Christmas
Since Neolithic times, man has gravitated toward fire, especially during the dark days of winter when luminous celebrations set gloomy nights aglow. From Scotland’s Hogmanay to Nepal’s Balachaturdashi, light plays a starring role in holidays around the world, brightening skies, spirits – and travel itineraries – alike. 

This shimmering stunner of a Christmas tree in Tokyo’s Shiodome – where marine life combines with festive illuminations in this year’s theme of White Christmas in the Sea – illustrates a universal holiday truth: in the dark days of winter, nothing is more welcome than a luminescent celebration. (AFP/Getty Images)


A blazing Scottish new year (Credit: Getty Images)

A blazing Scottish new year
Scots ring in Hogmanay on 31 December with a blazing celebration inspired by Gaelic and Viking traditions, which held that fire burned off the bad spirits of the old year and invited fresh spirits for the new. Today, revellers dance in torchlight processions, swing burning fireballs and burn a replica Viking ship, pictured here in a celebration in Edinburgh. (Getty Images)


Bulgaria’s Christmas of caring (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Bulgaria’s Christmas of caring
Eggnog, gifts and stockings rarely come into play for Orthodox Christians, who view Christmas as a time to fast, pray and care for the poor. Many Orthodox Christians –found predominantly in Belarus, Greece, Romania, Russia and Ukraine – celebrate the holiday on Epiphany (7 January) when they light a small fire of frankincense and palms (a religiously significant plant) to commemorate the wise men’s gifts to baby Jesus, and light candles to represent the light of Christ, seen here in the Alexander Nevsky Cathedral in Sofia, Bulgaria. (AFP/Getty Images)


A triumph of good over evil in India

A triumph of good over evil in India
On a new moon night in late autumn, Hindus around the world light diyas, or oil lamps, to signify the triumph of light over darkness, good over evil, knowledge over ignorance, and hope over despair. One of the most important Hindu festivities, Diwali (which falls between mid-October and mid-November), sees celebrants shop, feast, clean their homes, dress in their finest and light fireworks. Pictured here, widows celebrate the festival of lights in Mathura, India. (Hindustan Times via Getty Images)
_____________________________________________________________________________________ **Correction:** A previous version of this caption incorrectly stated the timing of Diwali. This has now been fixed.


A Jewish festival of lights (Credit: Getty Images)

A Jewish festival of lights
When a scarce supply of sacred oil miraculously burned for eight days in Jerusalem’s Holy Temple in the 2nd Century BC, the tradition of Hanukkah was born. Today, Jewish people observe the Festival of Lights – which may occur between late November to late December – by lighting one branch of a menorah, pictured here in Washington DC, each night for eight nights. (Getty Images)
A crown of candles in Scandinavia (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)
A crown of candles in Scandinavia
In this Scandinavian holiday commemorating Saint Lucia, a Christian martyr known for her service to the poor, the eldest daughter in a family dresses up as in a white robe and glowing candle-decked crown to serve her parents mulled wine and Lucia buns, a traditional sweet pastry. St Lucia Day is celebrated on 13 December, the winter solstice in the old Julian calendar and a pagan festival of lights. (AFP/Getty Images)


Fire fights ice in an old Gaelic holiday (Credit: Getty Images)

Fire fights ice in an old Gaelic holiday
Got a case of the mid-winter blues? Take a cue from the ancient Gaelics, who waged a war against winter with bonfires, candles and torches of fire. The pagan festival known as Imbolc marks the halfway point between the winter solstice and the spring equinox – typically around 4 February – and encourages the rejuvenation of the land and the return of the sun. Fire festivals take place in locations throughout Wales, Ireland, Scotland and England, including the town of Huddersfield (pictured). (Getty Images)


Iraqi Kurds burn away winter (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Iraqi Kurds burn away winter
It’s the budding blooms of spring rather than the cold of winter that ring in the New Year for celebrants of Persian or Zoroastrian descent, including Iraqi Kurds, seen here celebrating with torches in Akri, Iraq. The ancient holiday of Nowruz falls on 21 March, the first day of spring, and is celebrated with feasts and bonfires, a tribute to the fire-worshipping origins of Zoroastrianism and a means to burn away sins in order to usher in a fresh start. Travellers can ring in Nowruz in countries such as Iran, Armenia, Turkey, Russia and Georgia. (AFP/Getty Images)


A Nepalese night of worship (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

A Nepalese night of worship
In Kathmandu’s Pashupatinath Temple (the most sacred temple of god Shiva), Hindu pilgrims celebrate the holy night of Balachaturdashi in late November or early December by holding an all-night oil lamp vigil to pray for deceased relatives. Night-long chants and dances pay homage to the god. (AFP/Getty Images)


Tamil India’s full moon festival (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Tamil India’s full moon festival
An ancient feud between Hindu gods Brahma and Vishnu form the foundation of Karthigai Deepam, one of the oldest and most important Tamil holidays, celebrated on the night of a full moon in late November or early December in South India. Hindu devotees light oil lamps, pictured here in Bangalore, as an auspicious symbol to ward off evil spirits and usher in prosperity. (AFP/Getty Images)


A uniquely African American holiday (Credit: Washington Post/Getty Images)
A uniquely African-American holiday
A pan-African heritage, a common history of slavery and a Swahili phrase (matunda ya kwanza, meaning “first fruits of the harvest”) gave rise to Kwanzaa, a weeklong celebration of African-American culture, first celebrated in the United States in 1966. The holiday focuses on seven principles including unity, creativity and faith, represented by a seven-pronged candelabra, or kinara, seen here in a Kwanzaa celebration in Washington DC. Travellers to DC can visit cultural exhibitions, such as Spirit of Kwanzaa, an annual celebration held at the John F Kennedy Center for the Performing Arts that spotlights African dance, song and poetry. (Washington Post/Getty Images)



Due to the changing “time-periods/zones” of the Northern/Southern Hemispheres, and Seasons, Festival of Light celebrations are held throughout the world from August to March and although we, or maybe it was just me, assumed it was exclusive to THIS holiday season only (Hanukkah/Christmas).  I did not consider the Chinese New Year’s Floating Lantern Festival and a similar festival in Taiwan, in the same celebratory manner as the Jewish Festival of Chanukah.  Actually, it wasn’t until a few months ago that I studied the importance of these worldwide “lighting of lights” ceremonies, their cultural importance to their heritage and beliefs.

Why is the this important?  It’s the lighting of “candles/flames/wicks” which as I said above, is the lamps to our feet as we travel the Path to our Heavenly Home…This shows that we are not exclusive to this knowledge/understanding and to be honest, Christians really, or at least I think, are the least knowledgeable, educated and spiritually discerned regarding not only their importance, but also their festivals and how they are celebrated, including the established length of time for each.  Most, truly, are clueless!  They have no idea who is leading them through the darkness, whom those “lights” represent and how through them, as we continue to move forward, it’s these Lights that give us HIS LIGHT – THE LIGHT, the Divine Pure Heavenly Truth that engulfs and envelopes us, which then ultimately, Raptures us Home – to HIM!  This my dear friends, is the Heavenly Wedding March, the Processional Path that leads to being ONE in marriage where your white wedding gown is your Heavenly Garment of Radiant Light.

It is then and there that Self is no longer individual, one of the earth as it becomes part, once again, of the Original LIGHT OF THE CREATOR, who is Spirit.  It is then in the ONE, that we then become a true Brother, Sister and Bride of Christ; it is then and only then, can one be called a Born Again Christian and a member of THE TRUE CHURCH OF GOD!

Other Festival of Light Celebrations Throughout the Year Around the World

You can do your own research, your own homework and I think we all should.  He has given us a gift, a true gift of the internet.  Never before have we had the ability to have all we need, right at our fingertips so we can truly know the Heart of God, the Mysteries, and the Divine Heavenly Truth as it was in the Beginning.

Thank you my dear friends, I hope this finds you all well.  I will try to continue these posts in a bit more timely manner in the future!

Remember, do not be anxious…do not worry, HE HAS YOU…HE HAS THIS!  Ask for Divine Heavenly Peace, Love and Wisdom…remove all the darkness from your heart, forgive, forget and rid yourself of this world and it’s garments that make you feel defiled, ugly, unworthly, unloved, unseen and abandoned.  You are none of those things!  He is LOVE and LOVE IS COMING DOWN!

See you soon!

Hugs, blessings and love to all – wishing all a very Merry Christmas and even a greater New Year!

Mary Beth (FriendofHeaven)

A big fat THANK YOU to all my loving friends who have been so kind to me throughout my “bad blogging” – from start to now, thank you, thank you, thank you!  Special hugs to Tatiana!


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