4 Videos~God’s Not Dead~He’s THE Sleeping Giant

Below are four (4) videos I posted today but uploaded them last week or so on my YouTube Channel.  Please watch as they are so important to what is going on in the Spiritual Battle right now.

My constant voice throughout this time-sharing with you what I have been given – “DO YOUR OWN HOMEWORK” has been my call-theme so-to-speak, has it  not?  We were all learning together but many refuse to trust GOD WITHIN THEM and listen to where HE leads you…Knowledge.  What did He say about that?

Job 36:12 English Standard Version (ESV)12 But if they do not listen, they perish by the sword and die without knowledge.

I firmly believe this quote:

 “A lack of knowledge creates fear. Seeking knowledge creates courage.” “The highest form of ignorance is to reject something you know nothing about.” “The greatest enemy of knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge.”

That is what the people of the Earth have is the illusion of Heavenly Knowledge as they’ve only received it in fleshly from, by Man.  Oh they had it in The Beginning, but it was defiled, became unclean – meaning all the Heavenly Manna that was given to feed His Children had become Earthly food and as we all know, food here must be cleaned prior to eating it.

This is why religions have taught “praying before meals” not understanding what that really meant.  That means “Pray to your Father in Heaven to make clean that which you put into your body as manna.  Let it be blessed (God’s Breath blown upon it) so the Word/Teaching you are about to take-in, is Pure, Clean and Holy.  Make the Spirit that fills you on Earth as it is in Heaven (DIVINE TRUTH AND WISDOM, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWLEDGE, SIGHT AND HEARING) so that you may never thirst or hunger for what is right in His Sight.”  This is NOT FOR FOOD OF THE FLESH WHICH WE EAT – CHOMP CHOMP!

Do you see how it all started because of ignorance?  This is why Cain’s offering was not accepted possibly since he was the tiller of the grown, the crop grower?

Scriptures were given by The Breath of God THE FATHER/THE SPIRIT as a “How To Survive The Desert Handbook” but in order to understand what steps to take that HE has placed within the Word, you must first HEAR HIM AND WHAT HIS SPIRIT IS SAYING TO YOU and it is NOT what is written on the pages of the Bible that was written by Man.  Man has told the story his way, the Earthly non-Heavenly deaf, dumb and blind way because he used his own vain ego to assume he had Divine Godly knowledge, but he did not!  Pride kept him from looking up to “ask for directions” you could say (typical man).  They offered up “things” to God such as newborn babies, animals, gold/silver, but until you offer up your Heart, you cannot “Hear God in desert places”; you cannot “Hear what The Spirit is saying” as that is the Vessel that is filled.

Man taught what he thought was Truth, but it was only Earthly truth…not Heavenly.  To make “it right in the sight of God”, all things of this Earth must be offered up to receive the “soft breeze” I always talk about…God’s Breath of Life to make “all things Good” as He declared it in The Beginning.  Remember the God of the Old Testament thought He was the “only One” and what was spoken by Him then, had to be made “Good” as He was not the only One, as there was a LIGHT much higher than He…

This is how prayers are spoken in vain via lack of knowledge.  The “Pride before the Fall” has never been more true because how many people who have dedicated their entire life to reading the Bible, the Word of God, do you think will cast their pride away to become once again as a small child?  That’s what I thought, not many.  This is why it’s written:

King James 2000 Bible
Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get you out of your country, and from your kindred, and from your father’s house, unto a land that I will show you:

New International Version
The LORD had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.

New Living Translation
The LORD had said to Abram, “Leave your native country, your relatives, and your father’s family, and go to the land that I will show you.

English Standard Version
Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you.

New American Standard Bible 
Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go forth from your country, And from your relatives And from your father’s house, To the land which I will show you;

King James Bible
Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father’s house, unto a land that I will shew thee:

The LORD GOD was telling Abram to leave the house of one Father (Earthly) as he needed to depend on “Hearing what THE SPIRIT OF GOD was saying”!  To enter into THE FATHER’S MANSION or HIS REST above, you must leave this Earthly Father’s House…this is why Joseph the Earthly father of Jesus had to die prior to Jesus leaving to out to begin His ministry.  His Earthly Father had to die to Jesus in order for Him to truly be baptized and hear His HEAVENLY FATHER who led His steps thereafter and WHOSE WILL was done via “The Son”.

This is why people sat on the ground when they ate.  The were eating from the ground, the dirt, the Earth.  Remember Jesus making the chairs for a customer so he could “sit” while eating?  Also, Jesus made a table for the food to be “lifted up and placed upon” to teach people they could dine above that place now?  Mary His Mother said “It will never take-hold”.  Was that dining set ever completed?  Someone finished it because that is how we eat our food today!  But, still, no one can truly TASTE the Heavenly MANNA because they’ve sat at too many tables, having too many meals which leaves one sleepy and lazy.  Food is not to make people FAT!  It’s was made to make them have Heavenly Nutrients for a strong Body of Christ, which is HEAVENLY PURE LIGHT LOVE AND TRUTH!  It’s Spiritual Food that feeds the Soul that is in the Dark, that which lies in the Flesh of Man.  A Soul only knows what is fed to it in that dark place, no light shines upon what is stored and eaten there.

Buddha is a Fat god because he sits, eats and stores all the FOOD in his belly and has no HAIRS on his head to be counted.  Krishna is thin because he takes NO FOOD into his body yet wraps his hair high upon his head undercover.  The Jews cannot see The Messiah because they only eat Kosher food that is made so here on Earth so when they pray, it’s with a box to their forehead, leather strap around the wrist and face towards the wall.  CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW!!!  Christians are all sizes because they DO ALL THE ABOVE!  And, culture that still eats their meals sitting on the floor, where the food is placed on the ground, EATS WHAT THE SNAKE EATS, THE DUST!   **I will explain the meanings of the different religious cultures above and exactly what I mean by those comments in my next post.**

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I had to throw that one in there!!!  You know God has a great sense of humor because we do!

Love, just love and do not judge.  Do not rely on Earthly Manna for Heavenly Understanding.  You cannot carry that luggage up that Mountain, remember that.


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Cain & Abel~They Can’t Get Home Without Each Other

God was kept in the Darkness, hence “God’s Not Dead”.  He has been there waiting in that Darkness to be touched, heard, seen and known so He could take the hand of all on The Path to His Light – HOME.  He is there so you will not use the sense of fear as He is there and this is why God uses His we do not.  What happens when God blows through His Nostrils?

CAIN AND ABEL…Thy brother’s keeper

Below is Michelangelo’s “Creation of Adam”…when you finish reading Part One of this post, you will understand why this artist and his canvas is you, me, each of us.

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“Am I my brother’s keeper?”–Genesis 4:9

 Cain displayed a shameful tone of presumptuous impudence in his insulting reply to the Lord God. If it had not been on record in the page of inspiration, we might almost have doubted whether a man could speak so impudently when actually conscious that God himself was addressing him. Men blaspheme often in a most terrible fashion, but it is usually because they forget God, and ignore his presence; but Cain was conscious that God was speaking to him. He heard him say, “Where is your brother Abel?” and yet he dared, with the coldest impertinence, to reply to God, “I don’t know. Am I my brother’s keeper?” As much as to say— “Do you think that I have to keep watch over him as he watches over his sheep? Am I also a shepherd as he was, and am I to take as much care of him as he did of a crippled lamb?”

 The unfriendly impudence of Cain is an indication of the state of his heart which led up to his murdering his brother; and it was also partly a result of his having committed that terrible crime. He would not have accomplished the brutal deed of bloodshed if he had not first cast off the fear of God and been ready to defy his Creator. Having committed murder, the hardening influence of sin upon Cain’s mind must have been intense, and thus he was able to speak to God’s face what he felt within his heart, and to say, “Am I my brother’s keeper?” This goes a long way to explain what has puzzled some persons, namely, the amazing calmness with which great criminals will appear in court.

Am I My Brother’s Keeper?


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This is probably the most important, to-date, post and video uploads I’ve ever shared.  As I was just finishing my editing and making public the current videos, there were comments left on the first one regarding the Fallen Angels, the As Above So Below reference, along with other descriptions I used.  It’s okay, they don’t have to believe one single word I say, I share, but what I ask is that you file it.  Remember, I’m just like you…started the same way, same teaching, same everything!  To fully understand the words I speak today, you have to go back to where I started, where we started this journey together.  I call that Layer 1.

I had no idea, none, how the veil would be melted away as we went along.  It’s a hard pill to swallow and I had many sleepless nights, wrestling with God.  It’s such a shock to the system when the paint starts to chip off and all the old paint is exposed.  Remember I did that one blog post on the “off-white paint”?  Who knew then, I mean WHO KNEW?

He made me experience everything I spoke about, everything!  Many times I didn’t want to let the words come from my mouth because even though I did nothing to induce the lesson, I had to walk the walk so to show what He gave me was real.  Also, to understand those experiences which I needed to feel in order to support those who needed a compassionate heart of kinship…I would truly feel the pain they felt as I knew how that direct hit felt.  As I was taught the “Tools of Navigation” on how the enemy goes in and out doors we open, giving him a rightful passage in or a foothold to continue until we learn to close what we’ve opened, I was sharing all with you.

People need to have the Heart of God; to immediately ask for forgiveness the moment we do it.  Know he only has what was given to him in the Beginning – the same weapons used throughout time just coming at us in other forms.  Pattern recognition is one of the most favorite Gifts I could have ever received.  It changed everything.  Once you see the trodden down path he travels over and over throughout the years, centuries, millennia, overall time, you then see how he causes such chaos – but always in the same patterned formations.  Then, another change, Layer 2.

This was big, huge to be exact!  When I began to read the Word just as I had always done, same teaching as all “church” members, it literally became illuminated.  Movies I had seen 100 times, now, every word meant something different, something new, a Light was shining exposing that which was covered, the underlined parables that made direct connections with picture perfect exposure of the “Why’s” that were previously asked.  I no longer asked Why, I no longer asked When.  All I did, was asked for more.  I prayed for Divine Heavenly Sight/Hearing, Knowledge/Wisdom, Understanding and Discernment and, to have the patience to not walk ahead of Him.  I had to learn to wait until HE taught me the true Heavenly versions and not the version of Man, given by Man, written by Man and accepted by Man.  I had to wait for Him to blow Life onto the words, His Words so they could speak to me from the pages they were written.  That is what I did.  We all know not perfectly at first as I ran fast ahead many times in my immature excitement…I just wanted to share what was given and a few times, I ran way too fast!  But you know, He always made it right.  He is my only true Witness to all of this and I know that.  I cry so many days as I know it will so hard for the world to understand and accept the real Truth but I quickly smile and say, “Well, it’s right there in front of us…you’ve stated it right here very clearly!”  And it is.  This is the “but Lord, didn’t I do things in Your Name?  They can’t hear what the Spirit is saying, they can only see the writing on the parchment.

Man writes on paper and as they pen, these men are anointed with a spirit/Spirit that is either speaking into their ears, coming from the external outside or they hear that voice/Voice that is moving within them, internally.  Which is which?  That’s the difference.  Two views, two conclusions as to how the story ends and that would be correct as one will be Earthly/Worldly and one would be Heavenly/Spiritually.  It’s being able to tell the difference.

Always think of Heaven and Earth as opposite Bodies. Heaven all things are in Spirit while Earth, all things have a material matter-filled form/body.  If the Scriptures say that Earth is God’s Footstool, then understand that is what is here, or what is giving His Feet a place to rest.  What rests at the feet?  What do feet do?  They tread, walk, stop, kick, run, jump, etc.  Give this deep thought.  Now, search the Earthly teaching, understanding and description of what “feet” are?  What moves them?  What hurts them?  What binds them?  The Head is above the clouds, it’s in the Heavenly Kingdom so that is where the “Marching Orders” come from.

Then, we must look at the upper torso of the “Body” and where it lays – the middle or what I call “The Kingdoms” or “The Kings Domes” and lastly “The King’s Dome”.  This is The Heavenly Body, a sum of all parts.

We rise up from the lowly serpent ground or from the “Snake’s Nest” so-to-speak where all food is swallowed whole; no tasting, no chewing, just a big ‘ole GULP!  Some vipers have very sharp fang teeth that they will use to “sedate” their prey, numbing them, enabling them to free themselves because of the poison running through their veins, their blood or their body parts.  Think about this for a bit.  Take it up the food chain a notch, then another until you’ve raised yourself up to Man as he is today and how he feeds himself with his own hands.  Don’t skip the “Evolution of Man” in this sense…because this IS the Story of Evolution; God elevating Man to where His Head rests so it will be once again as it was when we were born a Human Being and fed directly by the Voice, The Spirit, The Mouth of God Himself.

This is the True Manna from Heaven.  This is the True meaning of “…just be and let Me do.”  You rest from your labors and His Breath is what blows into your nostrils just as it was In The Beginning.  This is when you are truly Born Again.

We are already “born again” in the world at birth so as we are going backward or counterclockwise, all things must be seen as “Spiritual/Spirit Fed” and not a manifested matter-filled formation of this Earthly Body of Man.  Stop dressing your garment with “Words” as they are the filthy rags only beggars wear as they only eat the food of Man, which comes in many forms, such as metals (gold/silver coins), moldy bread, broth, mush and so on…When do beggars get to sit at a table, set with every “good food” that they can choose on-their-own, to put into their own hands or plate?  They choose which utensil to put to their mouths; the fork to spear, the spoon to scoop or the knife to cut.  Oh they can feed themselves whether on their knees or sitting on a chair, but the food offered at those two levels is really the life-altering, isn’t it?  At least the four-legged beasts/creatures follow breadcrumbs left in their path but yet again, to most who are on a constant starvation “I need food” hunt, they will eat anything to survive…till the next day when their hunger roars again.

This is what Jesus was overcoming in the desert – Earthly food.  He made that tummy growl, hurt, whine and roar – yet He did not eat to survive…He SURVIVED TOO EAT!  The stones were just as bread, the bread was hard as stones.

Jesus did not drink from the “Jacob’s Well” either, did he?  No.  He did not drink from the “waters of His Forefathers” as the Samaritan women, why?  He asked for a drink – but He had no cup…or did He?

The Crown of Thorns that covered He head, it would have placed thorns around the top front or “Forehead”.  This is also called by the World as “The Third Eye”, the Eye of the Illuminati or Illuminated Ones. Before moving forward, please allow me to explain who and what this is:

Illuminati has no “ion” on the end…it’s not complete, full Illumination or fully lit.  The Illuminati of the World are originated from the original 13 off-spring of the 7 Earthly Fallen Angels, but what are really the 7 Mountains, the 7 Churches, and the Seven-Fold Spirits they produced.  These have been “sealed-off”.  These off-spring survived the Flood (I will explain that in the completed post I will finished tonight).  These “children” did have Heavenly Knowledge, a Heavenly “Word” but they had no access to God’s Face, He turned it from them.  He could not breathe “life” into that Scroll/Word thereby it became an Earthly word of the Flesh, not the Divine Heavenly Word of God.  These children do not realize that their “god” IS GOD!  They have manifested or birthed into this World a “false idol” and in their lofty position from which they believe they “will reside and do now reside”, every “secret thing” they keep hidden is not “THE MYSTERIES” they believe they hide.  However, the teachings taught by Earthly teachers, men, churches, etc., is just that, of Man and not God.  So all have been deceived (remember Cain/Abel) but God will “flip-the-tables” and a “pole-shift” of Light and Darkness will occur.

Take all that you’ve learned from His Story in Scripture; ask HIM for Divine Gifts of the Spirit, His PERFECT GOODNESS AND LOVE, and blow life into HISTORY so you can “hear what The Spirit is saying”…this is giving Light to that which has been hidden.  This is why the Seals must  be broken – so the Truth of Heaven that was given in the Beginning can be unsealed from the Chambers of Darkness or “Tombs of the Forefathers” they have been placed in.  In order to enter into the Cave of Treasures, you must throw your Rock to smash the “Fear” which sets in the center of the forehead…as that Door/Stone must be rolled away.  The Giants are our Earthly Teaching of Fears.  How they saw things; how the “forefathers” taught things…hit it head on and conquer the Giants which tickles the ears of men about the fears ahead prior to entering the Holy Land.  Fear is a spirit and not of God so it may not enter into His Resting place which is where one is allowed to walk-thru to rest from their journey; they there receive their rewards, HIS TRUTH – HIM.

Now, continuing from above…

Well, a thorn resting in front of the centered area, to me, is the “Berm” that must be removed from “one’s eye”.  This will cause a head wound most assuredly.  That Earthly term and understanding is again a Divine Heavenly Teaching/Gift that was taught with Earthly Discernment/Teaching or lets just say “Earthly Holy Spirit” as those teachings did originate from a Holy place, a “Holy Land” but received (heard) with only the ears of the deaf.  All were deaf, all were blind, all were dumb because “The Spirit” had not yet given life/Life to it as all waited for the Four Winds to blow.  They wait today in the land of God’s Promise…The Promise Land.

Now, think about this for awhile…what is Holy to one may not necessarily be Holy to another.  What one considers God’s Promise’s to be, may not be seen the same as his neighbor.  This is how our hearts and heads battle with each other too.  Our heart hears the pain, the joy, the sound of another’s silent plea or the singing of one who is happy.  Our head – it sees what the heart cannot.  It walks away from what the heart cannot.  The mind controls what the heart will not.  The mind seeks to find what will give the heart release of its tears –  while the heart gives the mind the love it needs to release of its fears.  Each are “thy Brother’s Keeper”; each are “thy Sister’s Keeper”; each need the other to have Life.  One is deaf, one is blind but together. they can get up and walk to the River of Life and to the Tree of Life, but separately, they are lost…they rely on only what they themselves know, partial knowledge, truth and understanding yet they’ve become their own “gods”.

This is the story of Cain and Abel.  Cain was the Left Side while Abel the Right.  Our brain controls our thinking, what we “create”, what we “author”, how we “imagine”, how we “interpret”, how we “feel” and how we “move into action” or give birth/life of manifested things in our life/lives.  You are either controlled by the Cain-Left Brain or the Abel-Right Brain.  Cain controls our Right Arms/Legs (Armies) or our “Righteous Side” while Abel, he guides the Left Arms/Legs (Armies) or what we consider the “Hidden Knowledge/Wisdom” or better yet, the “Oh don’t go there” side.  It’s hidden by the Veil of War between the Head above and the Feet below…the Heavenly Kingdoms.  Cain controls what side again?  Without the wisdom gained from the knowledge that has been seen as “Forbidden” because the Earthly Teachers (Righteous) have declared it so, therefore you will perish without him as your Brother is your Keeper.  One clothes while the other feeds but both defend The Body.

The Left Brain or Cain, well, it’s his gifts that allow one to write, to compute or calculate numbers, time, etc.  (See chart below).  Cain gives all the external, Earthly manifested creations/worlds while Abel was internal…he held the Gifts of the Eternal. (See chart below).  When Cain hit his brother Abel on the head with a “rock”or “stone”, he killed his brother who was really, his Heavenly way home…Abel held the things of the Heart, which is where God walks with us, guides us, feeds us, and leads us HOME.  Cain no longer had that – he only had the Earthly external realms to guide him Home…that’s called The World.

Cain had to wonder because he had nothing Holy guiding him any longer as he destroyed his tower, his radar, his heart.  Cain solely became dependent on himself, thereby becoming godly (ignorantly) as he really knew no better.  This is why God had to send Jesus – to lead Cain (all fleshly knowing material world) to his brother Abel (all Heavenly Spirit-filled) be his brothers ears, hearing the Voice of the ONE that would carry his brother HOME.

Earthly senses verses Heavenly senses.  What exploded in the Beginning to become the World, not must implode to become Heavenly, to die to Self and become One with The Father.  External/internal…Big Wave/Small Wave, this is the Mountain falling into the River of Life.  It’s a good thing when you don’t make a big splash as it was not a hard fall. The bigger the splash, the harder the fall.


ABEL – RIGHT                                                                                                                 CAIN – LEFT

If you would split the brain right down the middle into two symmetrical, or equal parts, you would have a right and left hemisphere. Although equal in size, these two sides are not the same, and do not carry out the same functions. 

The left side of the brain is responsible for controlling the right side of the body. It also performs tasks that have to do with logic, such as in science and mathematics. On the other hand, the right hemisphere coordinates the left side of the body, and performs tasks that have do with creativity and the arts. Both hemispheres are connected by the corpus callosum and serve the body in different ways .

What bodily “Senses” can we live without that does not directly affect of “Life”?  Smell.  Why?  Fear is not real. You don’t need to smell it.

Hearing.  Yes, so you can hear the Heavenly Voice within you that guides you to The Path HOME.

Touch.  Yes, you need to feel your way in the darkness while on The Path for your Brother/Sister’s Hand to lead you out into the awaiting Light.

Sight.  Yes, to see the Light that is awaiting you in all ITS GLORY!  The LIGHT is the GLORIFIED LIGHT OF GOD, THE TRUTH, and the place where you find ETERNAL REST IN THE FATHER.  The Holy of Holies, The Promises of The PROMISED.  This is what you will see when the Berm is finally removed, the Giant slayed and the New Heaven (Mind) and New Earth (Heart) are as ONE…they are whole as they were in the Womb.

This is Cain and Abel…Seth was the Man-Child God sent to the Land to replace what was dead, the Gifts that Abel carried but was buried in the Land of the Dead because of ignorance.  All that birthed through Cain was done so in this way and why the Darkness never put out the Light.  The Light had to be taught what that Darkness held as it was It’s Worldly Teacher.  The Student surpassed His Teacher.

God was kept in the Darkness, hence “God’s Not Dead”.  He has been there waiting in that Darkness to be touched, heard, seen and known so He could take the hand of all on The Path to His Light – HOME.  He is there so you will not use the sense of fear as He is there and this is why God uses His we do not.  What happens when God blows through His Nostrils?

I will finish this post after I quit bawling my eyes out.  I’m over-whelmed by all God’s Goodness He has just given us.  I hope you see what has been given here.  Short intermission…I will finish this tonight.

One last thing to think about.  Tribulation is what the word “troubadour” roots or comes from.  What is a troubadour?

tribulation (n.) (tribute, elation)

c. 1200, from Old French tribulacion (12c.), from Church Latin tribulationem (nominative tribulatio) “distress, trouble, affliction,” noun of action from past participle stem of tribulare “to oppress, afflict,” a figurative use by Christian writers of Latin tribulare “to press,” also possibly “to thresh out grain,” from tribulum “threshing sledge,” from stem of terere “to rub” (from PIE root *tere- (1) “to rub, turn”) + -bulum, suffix forming names of tools.

Definition of troubadour  (trouble, adorn, a door)

727, from French troubadour (16c.) “one of a class of lyric poets in southern France, eastern Spain, and northern Italy 11c.-13c.,” from Old Provençal trobador, from trobar “to find,” earlier “invent a song, compose in verse,” perhaps from Vulgar Latin *tropare “compose, sing,” especially in the form of tropes, from Latin tropus “a song” (from PIE root *trep- “to turn”). The alternative theory among French etymologists derives the Old Provençal word from a metathesis of Latin turbare “to disturb,” via a sense of “to turn up.” Meanwhile, Arabists posit an origin in Arabic taraba “to sing.” General sense of “one who composes or sings verses or ballads” first recorded 1826.


Again, please think about words that have been translated into this World and what they really mean.  If they are made or birthed from Man’s World, they are for THOSE MEN, the Angels who left their stations and never opened the “doors” to allow what was SEALED UP to be broken and spread out for all to know, to share and to hold.  We should look to the Heavenly SPIRITUAL or non-formed events, not of the flesh or manmade events which are birthed by those that created them…

Part 2 coming later tonight…

Your Friend of Heaven,

Mary Beth




Behind and Beyond The Now Thin Veils of Heaven and Earth

I am vexed, very very vexed today.  Well, not just today, but for the past 365 days before today too, give or take a 100 or so on either side.  Why?  I cannot express verbally what needs to be spread far and wide.

First, my eyes are so blurry from non-stop reading these past 7 years (and longer), I have to now, true story, hold my lids up with my fingers to give my vision a little extra “umph” it needs – especially now.  What these eyes have seen can never be erased without the help of THE FATHER above.  I cannot wait until the day when HE wipes the entire “file cabinet” clean of what this world has imprinted.

This journey…wow, this journey has been filled with so much more than I could have ever imagined when I started it – when we all started it.  A few years ago when I wrote and said that we have to go back to the origins of all things, HIS ORIGINS, I can honestly say I had no idea of the extent of treasures I would find.  Many had to be dusted off, some needed a light cleaning while others had to be dipped deep into the water, followed by extensive buffing and polishing before it’s true hidden beauty was revealed.

Nothing was for not.  All that I have shared is truthful but in earlier days because I could only see/understand in Earthly terms, teachings, etc., I could only explain and express these truths in this manner.  I know now it was meant to be given as it was, each form of expression and interpretation as these were the first layers that had to be shared as so.  To know the heart of God, which is what I had set out to do, I had to know from where/how it came to be and where it went to rest, ultimately allowing me entrance onto the Path we all need to walk as it’s  filled with Heavenly Breadcrumbs purposely and divinely laid out so carefully between these two places; The Beginning and The End.

First I must apologize for, at times, jumping ahead of the Lord, translating Heavenly events into Earthly conceived events, times.  My mind knew what was being taught but it could only be interpreted and vocalized in a Earthly fleshly state or acceptable state of knowledge from the wisdom given by Man’s understanding of what was, is and will always be, spiritually Heavenly!  Meaning our senses can only access truth on the plain which they are given it.  So, in order to gain momentum and speed climbing that Mountain we all must climb, we need to also extend or expand our hearts and minds with each step we take.  As we ascend up, so too must our limited, confined lessons of who we think God is and what His Heavenly Kingdom consists of.  As we grow, all this must grow with us yet the love must stay the same.  If our steps are taken in unconditional love, our faith will increase which expunge the doubts manifested at each new level attained.

Why does this happen?  Well, it’s definitely why people never seem to get over that Mountain top, always sliding down right when they reach the peak.  We start to doubt as we compare or better yet, we go into battle with each true answer given as we pass-thru that Heavenly teaching because at first, it is in conflict with what we’ve been taught our entire life here.  Remember, all the Heavenly TRUTHS will be seen with the same old Earthly senses which will immediately make your head turn, they will be bitter, look different, sound different, smell different – they will.  So, it’s important to have faith that your Father in Heaven will bless you with the Heavenly Gifts you need in order to receive what He knows you need.  Keep walking, keep chewing, keep smelling, keep looking, keep hearing and keep shaking your head trying to give light to what Earth has given you and what Heaven has awaiting you.

It was during these times that I became overly excited and wanted to share with everyone – but my senses had not yet been SUPERSIZED so I again saw an upcoming battle, disaster and things of that sort as actual materialized worldly fleshly man-made events instead of what they truly are…things of the Spirit which are opposite.  The realms above us hold the keys of understanding.  They hold the knowledge we need to be set free of our worldly ignorance – in order for all of us to live the promised life God gave at the Beginning, and be as HE created us to be.  I once heard that more people drown not only themselves, but the lifeguard too because they won’t quit fighting when help finally arrives.  Stop fighting and allow the Rescuer to take you calmly and peacefully to the waiting shore!

Everything you think you know you must shed as garments being removed from your body.  You must allow HIM to bring you near so HE can dress you in HIS Heavenly garment of Light.  That is the wedding dress we all want to wear.  That is the perfect white robe but it’s your gifts along the way, that HE gives you, as “rewards” on your quest up the Mountain and is what decorates that gown or robe.  These are the jewels the Bride is arrayed in or wearing upon arrival to the altar upon her marriage to the Groom.

You must look up to the Spirit Realm, praying for Divine Heavenly PURE Truth and Light from the PERFECT ONE WHO IS LOVE, understanding what each word you pray means, its origins, to finally be given the miracle answers all seek to know and find.  There’s where you must set your sights to – as Man is made of flesh and flesh is fed what is given by Earthly hands, not Heavenly.  You can never be filled completely or sufficiently with the food here.  It only deters you away from having to search for your own real food!

Now you see why I no longer post as I once did.  How can I adequately explain all of this?  Lost in translation is an understatement!

People want to stone you if you tell them to leave everything they know in order to find everything they want.  Or, to leave all the things they’ve ever wanted in search of only the things they need.  Or, leaving all they’ve ever known to find what they never knew.  Or, to go get back all that awaits you because, really, it’s all what you have forgotten you left, you already owned.  See how HE did this?  You’ll never be without one or the other – you just have to decide if you’re remembering or you’re forgetting, or you’ve forgotten but now will again remember?  Are you coming or are you going?  Duality…up/down, right/left, Heaven/Earth, life/death, God or Man?

Just walk.  Have faith the Lord God is ahead of you, beside you and behind you; take in the breadcrumbs on your Path knowing some will be bitter and others will be sweet as honey but both are needed. So stop, let God be God and let HIM do while you just be!  Be anxious of nothing because HE has all sides covered.  It’s how pliable your heart is that determines how long HE must allow tribulation on your Path Home.  Have you, can you roll away the stone that covers the cave from which one arises from?  You mind must be open to receive, just as your heart must be soft and pure.  Stop wrestling with God, Jacob has already done so.  If you do not change your senses to reflect what is Heavenly, you will then be left to experience the change these senses must go through IN their earthly form of understanding, which is opposite of Heaven.  This is why the Earth, or things of the flesh that hold Earthly knowledge and teaching from Man, must experience Tribulation – so what is behind the veil can know be unveiled showing the things/ways of Heaven, all allowed so one/you/me/we can then see the Glory of God.  No other way around it!  Allow Him to be your Teacher.  Get up from your church pew and stop being led to that steep slope you cannot climb or stuck at that base of the Mountain people seem to forever camp at waiting, always waiting for someone else to yell down to them what God wants them to do, when He wants them to do it.  No!  Start climbing!  The whole point to this is so we can climb the Mountain and hear God speak to us personally – no longer getting second-hand news but hearing it straight from the Lord Himself!  This is when you can start to sing “This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine!”

The Bible or the Scriptures were given as a “How To Survive the Desert” guide – but there is a real enemy out there that doesn’t want you to survive because as long as one cannot read the “Guide Book” or it’s directions/map, well, you do the math, you’ll never leave the desert!  Everyone is still on Layer 1, the ground floor which is still at the base of the Mountain.  Move it already!  You know the saying “It’s all Greek to me!”?  Well, it’s time to learn a little Greek!  (Not really but yes really as it’s time to learn what was it that the Greek’s contributed to life, to the world?)  It’s a higher learning metaphor that is given and your mind needs to be opened to receive all that will be given but unless the Gift given can be understood and taught how to use, what good is THE GIFT?

What makes things good?  Bad?  God called all His Creation good in the Beginning, did He not?  Who made it bad?  Man. Why?  He didn’t know the difference.

Heavenly creations or things as I call them, were a higher form of language, senses, life or wisdom.  Therefore, men of flesh, or man, could not discern their true meaning but went on his own understanding/wisdom.  He spoke into this material world of matter that which was never to be born here – he held a very special Heavenly Gift but had not the Divine instruction of how to use them so as again, Earth is opposite Heavenly things, hence was born not the Spiritual, but the Natural Fleshly World which is truly lifeless and ignorant of God’s Truth.  Sorry, but that’s the way it is.  Out of ignorance, evil was born which then manifested all we see today.

See, unless you have THE Divine Holy Spirit of THE FATHER, you cannot be born again in Heaven as the Christ-Child which is LOVE.  All must be born-again but not here, there!  If you are not filled with LOVE (CHRIST JESUS), your vessel is not filled.  Love is what you need as that is the key and covers a variety of sins so the Scriptures say.  Here, what makes an act evil, is when it’s done in opposition to the Heavenly “twin” or “mate” which in this case is “good”.  If someone or some group of people or tribes have ritual foundations which actions are opposite those of The Spirit, or Spiritual (Heaven), then they are not of Heavenly teaching and understanding, only Earthly.

The Illuminati, along with all the Hollywood stars of today, they have rituals, beliefs, organizations that adhere to their rule of secrecy because they believe they have true secret knowledge of Heaven. Is it Heavenly Knowledge or is it a Secret Knowledge of Heaven?  I will tell you the best I am able with the help of THE FATHER OF ALL CREATION!  No SOURCE IS GREATER THAN HE!  So here we go…

The original thirteen (13) offspring of the original Seven (7) Fallen Arch Angels are now what the world calls the 13 Families of the Illuminati or The Rothschild Cabal.  They carry with them knowledge passed down since the beginning when these Angels fell, those Heavenly teachings of MAN-KIND were given, how they evolved the people, places, things of the world with “secret” knowledge and level of privilege.  They believe till this day and have for 1000’s of years, what they do IS as is done in Heaven and by mimicking Heavenly actions, they are literally ABOVE all other Man-Kind in the world.  They do not realize that as was in the Beginning, although what they had WAS indeed that of Heaven, they themselves did NOT have the Divine Heavenly Understanding, Knowledge OR TEACHER to give HEAVENLY instructions on what they knew or held, therefore making it all lifeless, evil and dead  Which, in turn, makes them lifeless, evil and dead.  They believe this knowledge places them in an “upper room” or higher life-form position, they know something we don’t and all but the “Original 13”, truly believe what they have been privy to is actually Heavenly!

When men, Earthly men of flesh, move ahead of God, or His Teacher/Comforter, the Holy Spirit and come to their own understanding of Heaven, Heavenly Knowledge that was not given WITH the Heavenly Wisdom to discern it with, then it becomes defiled, evil or wrong.  It’s how one is taught and by what teacher he/she is taught by.  It’s good to have knowledge, to learn and know about things, but it’s bad when you take-over and play God by making it a factual teaching when God Himself did not teach it to you.

This again is what made people say “Oh, don’t read those Lost Gospels, they’re all bad, evil and from the devil!”  Or, “Astrology and that New Age stuff, stay away from it because it’s not in the Scriptures!” See, yes it is.  Everything is in the Scriptures – but The Teacher has not yet taught it to you yet because you keep spitting out the bitter food as I’ve spoken about above.  You must learn as that is what sets you free – meaning giving you Truth which then gives one Rest in the Lord.  You rest in Him because HE is your TEACHER and you no longer have to search for anything as HE IS ALL THINGS!  The human body is a direct display of all Scripture, Angels and Heavenly things…we just don’t know how to read the hidden Heavenly “lingo” that can only be “illuminated” by those that “hear what the Spirit is saying”!  Hidden in plain sight, all of it. In Heaven, you/we receive full illumination – fully lit Menorah.

The Earthly Church has been given teaching of Heavenly events that flows from Earthly tongues, words and wisdom and received by Earthly ears, heart and mind.  Together, they make perfect sense, like peas and carrots, Forrest and Jenny!  That’s great here, but not for Heaven as the Earthly Church will not be able to see, hear or recognize the God of Heaven as they only know the God of a very Earthly World.  What are they going to do?  Are you getting me yet?

Take everything in your being and look up.  Fight off all the voices and noise of Earthly men and women.  Pray first, then listen.  Pull your window shades down, lock your front door and turn off your battery operated lights..(your eyes, mouth and sounds coming from anywhere other than within you).  If the things of Heaven which we do have (Soul and Spirit) do not receive Heavenly food/manna in their home (body) here, so that the spark and light is lit, they will have to be removed from the house as it’s about to be put through the fire.  This is your 3 days of darkness.  The Spirit and the Soul must find food and water, must find a home which gives them this and if no fire is keeping their own house warm, giving lamp so they can find their way, they will freeze to death, or, they will clumsily stump their foot against a table where they were unable to see the small ember glowing, thereby causing the table and flame to fall, catching the entire house on fire!  Let all three go together, work together, eat/pray/love together and this is done by getting them all on the same page, same playing field.  LOVE FIELD…

Love Field, the day the music died, didn’t expect to type that.

Please read my previous post on Is God Silent or Is Silence Golden that was posted prior to this, I think in December or so.  It gives why the heart, mind and soul must be uniform and in unison.

Love Field…John F. Kennedy was killed November 22, 1963 but moments prior to that fatal car ride, Love Field was a joyful place as he had just arrived via Air Force One.  Little did JFK know that the “powers-that-be” had already arranged for his death that very day.  Sad, so sad as people have no clue or had no clue I should say, why he was killed and who exactly did the killing.  Until now.  Now all has been released, or almost all of it anyway.  My point, it was our own guys. Why?  He was about to expose them.

Ironically, the very same group of people(s) or secret society is doing the same today.  The difference is, the one going in to take on the role of Leader of the Free World, knew exactly what he was walking into and exactly what he was going to do.  He was locked and loaded when he decided to run for that position.  He was running for one reason only, to save the people of the country he loved and the country itself.  It was not going to make it had it been chaired by anyone else.  He knew that.  He was going into a very large White House to release all the very dark secrets that had been held hidden there for many years.  He was going to expose what poor beloved JFK could not.  The people behind the people and the Original 13 that stood behind them.  Remember, it’s no accident that the US had 13 original colonies!  Think about that for a minute.

I will be honest here…I’ve been extremely distressed, “vexed” as I titled this article at what truth I’ve found, and yes, I mean TRUTH.  It’s been “hidden in plain sight” once again and shame on us for not paying attention.  But moreover, shame on THEM!  Shame on them for all the horrible, deceitful, oh, whatever words can follow that, keep adding as it’s just that unbearable.  Unspeakable actually, and that is why no one has spoken about it – until now.  I’m not talking about myself, others than have risked so much more than their viewer will ever know…they are whom I am referring to.

Everything we know is born, developed and manifested into an Earthly “Man’s World” so you have to always keep that foremost on your mind as you read and learn what has really been hidden from Americans, if not all the people of all the countries of the World.  Why did we think anything would be real Truth?  Always remember, this is not HOME; THIS IS NOT HEAVEN!

There is no side against another as for as government goes…no right, no left, they have joined together into one big State.  Isn’t that how we are to be in Heaven?  Yep, but it’s manifested here first only in the opposite of good, whatever way it decides to play-out on the Big Screen, it’s a literally HELL ON EARTH!  There is only the “good side” and the “bad side”, period.  Don’t say you’re a Republican, as there is no Republic.  Don’t say you’re a Democrat, as there is absolutely no Democracy.  Light vs. Dark that is all it is here right now.

We’ve been distracted by stuff, by shiny bubbly flashy things and by all the beautiful people, places and things.  We didn’t pay attention to all those “crazy” people talking all that nonsense about things we just couldn’t imagine, right?  Wrong.  The Heads of State never dismissed those crazies or spoke out words of denial because they knew eventually, we would pay no attention when we heard any such words about it. They were just too far-out there to believe! Those who did give thought to what was being said, quickly gave it a “blind eye” and a “never mind”  so they wouldn’t be called nutty too.  Anyone who thought differently, well, that would mean they would no longer “fit-in” and be “normal” which was just too much to ask.  Well, now we are paying for it, trust me when I say this, shame on us!  What lies behind those crazy minds and eyes, was what the leaders of the world feared the most; it being received by the general public as Truth.  They’ve kept it all just concocted “conspiracy theories” until now.  Now, they are no longer theories, but the real deal.

Did you know that our President has 40 to 60 people come and pray in the White House/Oval Office every single day?  Did you know his wife had the residence “cleansed”?  Believe it.  They knew what they were getting into and why, you have to respect that and truly pray each day along with those who stand next to him.

Most don’t realize that his tweets are not random “Tweets of the Day”.  No, they are much more.  All hide a truth or meaning.  They are messages to the “State” who are very deep in the history of our country and the countries they originated from.  He tells them or taunts them about their time being up.  The one where he stated about the “freezing cold” or frozen something, this was when he froze all their assets world wide.  This is why he spoke with such confidence, toying with all the other candidates on the election trail…they had nothing on him.  He knew it and they knew it. He had everything on them and wanted the people to know. This is why you all see what you see on the main stream media channels every single day since that election.  It wasn’t to be…she really was not supposed to lose.  All past elections have always been rigged to the one that is to win per the “State”.  All players know in advance if they are in the loop, which most all are, except this time, the “in” didn’t go as planned.  Someone stopped what was about to come upon not only the American people, but the entire PLANET!  It has nothing to do with Russia either.

He found all the slush funds, the billions of missing dollars and all in pockets they didn’t belong in.  He found the secret deals, secret companies, assets, no rock left un-turned.  Yet, the American people still are clueless to what this man is really doing for them.  I research everything, I find it, I read it and I learn something new each day.  I always search for the truth.

Let’s see how you do with this one:

Do you think in 1969 they landed and walked on the Moon as we were told?

No, we did not.  It was filmed, live yes, but not in space and not on the Moon.  What’s even better, is that NASA no longer has their “Moon Landing Tapes” or the science to be able to return.  Yes, they can’t do it again, they don’t know how!  Thank God above, I mean really, for allowing great researchers who for years have worked hard to find all the evidence needed to prove this and proof they have.  Again, we only saw what we wanted.  NASA themselves have a viral video where their guy actually says that “when they figure out how to get past the Van Allen Radiation Belt”, they’ll return to the Moon!  Really?  How did you get past it those other times?  The interviews of the Astronauts are even better!  “Did you see stars?  Was the sky pitch black?  How about the other planets?”  Oh, different answers from each of them…crazy talk I know!  It’s all set-ups, don’t think for one minute it’s not. They answers are out there, if you want to find them.  By now, I’m over my initial “shock” phase and out of my “what was the purpose of it all” phase.  I’m firmly rooted into the “Match Game” phase of what the events or lack of actual events is mimicking, reflecting or replacing (the Heaven/Earth comparison).

I could go on and on and on.  But the thing that put me over the top, was the children.  Research the tweets from our President about the children  That is the root of it all.  Our leaders are not helping find those children because they are the ones taking them.  Babies, toddlers sold like food you buy at a drive-thru.  Every unimaginable vial act you could ever picture in your mind is done to them.  These little 4, 5 and up same thing after caged like animals for weeks, months or even years.  Then the tweens to early 20’s, male or female, trafficked like dogs in the human slave and trafficking markets all around the world.  This is why those emails were so important and why it’s much more important that they are released for the world to see just what is behind this extreme veil of evil.

It’s exactly like in the time of Noah, or the Days of Noah.  God’s Children, HIS HEAVENLY CHILDREN who had TRUTH AND LIGHT were defiled but in Heaven, this means their Holy Light and Truth of the Divine Father was taken from them, abducted, stolen, snatched and since they no longer shine as they need (lit Menorah from within), they are in darkness and cannot return Home.  This is what the Scriptures are talking about when it says the daughter’s were sent into prostitution, slavery, as they were Heavenly TRUTH/LIGHT who were given and passed around by the Men of the Earth as an Earthly teaching and light…not Heavenly from which they came.  Understand where we are in time now?  They have no light left to shine in the darkness to be seen.

The Earthly leaders are following patterns of the past, back to the beginning of Genesis.  Remember, I said we were now going in reverse order?  Okay, keep that thought.  It’s the Spirit that is upon this Earth that is mimicking the Patterns of the Fathers as they were actually Heavenly Creatures, Beings, Angels.  You must understand what an “Image” is compared to a “Likeness”…think mirror/reflection.  Anyhoo, a child is the purest thing to God so their blood is special as is their life-source or life-force.  The Adrenal Gland holds a liquid that is removed and ingested into the body by mouth or with a needle via the’s become the “drug of choice” for the most wealthy of the world.  It makes you feel like God… People are disposable and the more that cross over into this country, no recorded records or names, easier it is for them to disappear without anyone ever knowing.  This is why again, the White House is fighting for strict borders.  He knows.  Save the children.

What I have found and seen has rocked me to my core, literally.  I’ve not been the same.  It’s truly the last leg on my race though, HE had to show me “what the Spirit was saying” as I was already in the layers of History or HIS STORY of our world, each piece matching so perfectly.  Then, I had been talking about the Children of God and how they couldn’t get back Home to Heaven as they had could not see past the Heavenly Veil any longer, they were stuck in the darkness, the area of famine where no food (Truth) could they reach, nor hear.  I cry writing this because it’s them we are to rescue and help.  Watch and please do not judge what you have been taught by Men…by Man, nothing is as we think.  The Angels were sent in the Beginning to give the Man of the dirt, the Earth life, and in doing so, lost their own.  They have been imprisoned in the darkness since and the only food/manna they receive is what we send up via our words and prayers.  They learn only what comes from us.  Please just love…unconditional love.  This is what HE meant when HE said “Love thy Brother and thy Neighbor”. I’m not saying there is not an evil darkness, there is, that is not what I’m referring to here.  I’m saying don’t group them all together until the Truth of Heaven is fed to you.  Son’s of God and Daughter’s of Men is not, once again, as we know them to be.

Nothing was to manifest into this realm as it did, but it did.  This violence around the world is as it was in the Beginning before Noah stepped into the Ark but it wasn’t in this matter-filled material manifested formed way…it was Spiritual and in Spirit, not human form, but then it was.  The more you fear, the stronger their “God-Like” drug takes hold so please do not fear!  The fear literally grows the darkness of the evil which gives it power to spread more fear.  It cannot hurt you, only fear itself has fear and births more fear.  This is why they torture, scare and make all their victims fear them…it’s manifests into a euphoric state of bliss, a Heaven on Earth “I am God” feeling and the more you do it, the more you need to do it.  Look up all the missing people in the world?  Look around DC?  Look everywhere.  It’s all true, all of it. Whatever you hear from CNN and those news stations, don’t believe one word.  Not one.  I think Hannity is the only one who is truly in the fight…a good guy.

Put it this way, every “way-out” television series and/or movie that has been released is telling forms of truth.  You must see with Heavenly eyes now, as Paul was showing us.  Never see things the same as you did yesterday.

You can believe me, or not, but it doesn’t change the fact that every single “crazy” story you have heard, it’s not crazy, but just the opposite.

On closing, I will say that our New Leader is also bringing back consumer goods to be made once again here, in America.  Why?  So he can control all the poisons going into the foods, but also to deprogram all the backdoor wiring that has been hidden in our phones.  Why are all our children bi polar?  Why the rage?  Why the lack of empathy, emotion and drive?  He found that too within all the papers…the medicines are working with all the frequency signals and can easily at a moment off-set that person.  They are working hand-in-hand.  It’s all there and that is what he is trying to get out.  Let him get all this out.  The cures for both Cancer and Aids…got them too.

When did all this start?  Bush Sr. started the ball rolling with Hillary expected to finish it out, so roughly 1993 and 1997 major turning points.  Go back and research the laws and regulations put into place since then and again more drastically since 2009.  They were but 2 years from pulling it all off.  Two years from having a Tribulation ending the World interpreted and written by Man in those Heavenly Truths, but aha, SOMEONE stepped in before the deceivers had their own prophecy come into being.  Now, HE is going to show the REAL STORY OF HEAVEN and HIS HEAVENLY ENDING!  I told you, it’s better than “The Greatest Story Ever Told” and things are not going to play-out as expected.

God Bless all my Friends of Heaven and all who have eyes to see, ears to hear and Hearts to give.  Pray for that man sitting in that Oval Office as God truly took a “worldly man of gold” and made him a servant of the people, HIS Servant.  He could not be doing the things he is doing if he himself was not “hearing what the Spirit is saying” and I mean this with my entire being.  There is no way.  Pray for his appointed team that also has been placed in positions as Warriors, that is what they are and standing full-attention day and night to protect this country right now.  Remember, she was not supposed to lose.  Desperate time calls for desperate measures.  They are desperate.  Over 10,000 indictments are sealed and being delivered each and every day.  Four attempts on his life have already been made that I know about.  He still stands each day through the mud and muck to do what is right.

We all must stand in love…love of truth and what is good, what is of God the Father, what is Heavenly, not Earthly.  Look up and see what I can see.

I believe this is the final test of how much we can remove from the prideful flesh side of SELF, giving over what God has asked us to do many times before, all to HIM, which is SPIRIT.  Whatever we think we know, we don’t, but all is now bare-breasted for TRUTH to be revealed.  You can see it or not.  There is nothing you cannot find of what I have shared…it’s up to you all now.  One must decrease as John the Baptist gave example of, while HE increases…die to SELF and give life to SPIRIT, TO HIM!  Just be and let HIM do!  It’s the Season of Lights.  Tomorrow is Adar 7, Moses birthday and day of death.  The day Joshua officially takes over the leadership into what was promised.  It was a good day!

Between the tears and the wear/tear on my eyes from my hours of study plus more tears, I apologize for grammatical errors I missed.  I’m too tired right now to go back to correct them.  Good night to all my friends, new ones, faithful ones and old ones.  I pray with all my heart that HE who is GOOD, TRUTH AND LOVE blesses all who read what I’ve written and whatever seed you receive, may it take strong root, bloom and flourish being filled with only the sweetest, purest fruit of Heaven…may their branches hold all He supplies!

Mary Beth, your Friend of Heaven


Posted by on February 22, 2018 in Uncategorized


Why is God Silent To The World? – Is Silence Really Golden? You Must Have Silence To See

Why is God Silent – Is Silence Really Golden?

Yes it is…

For the past few months, I’ve been unusually quiet, at least for me as I am a “people person”, have always been and cannot truly remember a time in my life that I’ve allowed my voice rest.  Oh, it’s not gone by a long-shot so don’t worry about that!

You see, I’ve always been led by my heart and that is where I speak from.  I believe too this is why God says to not worry what you will say before you say it, meaning He will lead the way.  When you don’t prepare your “words” beforehand, whatever comes (come-what-may) is the truth that dwells within us, within our hearts.  What is our heart?  It is God’s Garden.

Where do we walk with Him – In His (1)

This is where we all are taught by God Himself; this is where He dwells among us.  When we “prepare” via our brain using the earthly tools such as pen, paper and “scripted” dialog that has been carefully orchestrated prior to the time of “sharing”, then we, I have learned, are not allowing God or His Holy Spirit to speak as we are speaking for Him, in our “Self”.  You see, in the Garden, God feeds us from The Tree of Life, the Tree that grows or produces the True Fruits of Heaven.  As we are walking with Him, He is feeding us along the way, stopping too, to allow us to drink from the River of Life.   When we have that pure “sunlight” beaming and radiating through the walls of our heart so all that is from Heaven (not Earth) gives Divine Truth (Sun/Son/Light) to the Fruit being grown, produced, shared and eaten from The Garden, our Garden, where God Himself has anointed with His Feet as every step He takes within His Garden, is Holy – thereby the soil in your/my/our Garden is too, Holy Ground.  If God truly walks with a person here on Earth, it is in the Heart of each where He takes His Rest.

But before He can Rest from all His good work He is doing in us, He must first take ROOT!


I cannot stress the importance in removing the cobwebs from every corner you can reach which is removing ALL resentment, hatred, along with giving all your enemies forgiveness.  If you don’t, you cannot see just WHOM it really is you are walking with – as the Path in your garden has no light and you walk in total darkness.  The God that you want so badly to speak to you, hold you, guide and lead you – must be seen in light, His Light and it’s in that Light, that Heavenly Divine Teaching, is what gives your Tree of Life it’s Fruit of the Spirit, the Heavenly Spirit – as it’s grown in soil watered by the One who produced the Seed itself.

The Light must replace the darkness, not sometimes, but at all times!  It’s a process, it is work, and many times, just plain hard to remove all that you’ve hoarded over the years.  All that “junk” sitting there comes in handy when we need it – especially when we need to blame our actions, emotions or life on any of those priceless items!  Meaning, as long as we have an excuse for the bad things we say or do while stating “but I’m a good person”, we allow the darkness to rule or overthrow our walk with God as He always strolls in the Light as that is where all is seen.  He requires Truth from His Friends on their walks together because it’s during those little strolls, He reconciles those hurt hearts one-by-one, step-by-step to Himself so they can be removed forever.  He teaches, loves and gives us Divine Guidance and Truth when the Light shines brightly within, which then frees you from your confined quarters and ultimately, allows you to finally “clean house”, no longer hoarding the “stuff” that restricts your daily life and walk.

Oh, okay, back to the “silence is golden” part.

Once all that garbage is dumped – after we are done complaining, whining, crying, asking “why” – projecting out our “peace”…we can FINALLY close our mouths and open our ears in order to fully “hear what the Spirit is saying”!  In our silence, we hear HIM LOUD AND CLEAR!  If we could just stop our “self” in our tracks or take a moment to “flip over that 45 record” before all those repeated words become the only thing we hear and concentrate on, it would stop our following actions that seem to place our footing farther and farther away from the music He calls from.

I have learned the hard way too many times to count.

In 2012, that’s when it all started to change.  That’s when I spoke less and listened more – to HIM.  I began to shut out the words of the world, by choice, so I could “turn up the volume”.  The teaching the Earthly Church has spread throughout the “world” is what keeps us from finding comfort in His Silence.  They are the noise.  The music and “voice” most (I said most) hear from (meaning 8 out of 10) is the REPLICATED EARTHLY VOICE and not the TRUE DIVINE HEAVENLY VOICE OF THE FATHER.  Oh, His Voice is in all of us, HIS DIVINE SPARK OR DAUGHTER, but it’s the Earthly Churches themselves that have defiled her.  They took her “virginity” which is her Divine Truth and Light, and sold it for “profit”.  What has been passed down throughout the generation’s, is NOT what was given in the BEGINNING.   Now, all she can wear is filthy, torn, defiled garments that have too many seams!  See, Heavenly GARMENTS have no seams, they are seamless.  Whenever garments have seams, the material that covers the “body”, is not whole, it has a foreign object intertwined into the fabric.

Why do you think the Roman’s cast lots for Jesus’ robe?  Didn’t His mother Mary make that robe He wore herself?  Think about this.


The problem that is soon to “Arise” (couldn’t help myself there), is that while all the righteous “church-going” people are continuing to be heard LOUD AND CLEAR, making sure EVERYONE HEARS THEM, they themselves have gone deaf.  They all talk over themselves.  They all talk over HIM!

Here on “this” earth, well, it is what it is, but up there, they themselves will be their own “stumbling block”, the stone that bruises their feet.  As they all go forward, hand-in-hand, talking all the way, they have no clue what Door they are to walk through, especially when there will be 3 presented before them.  They think all the doors will be open and they have access to an “OPEN HEAVEN” –  but what happens when they have to chase that Heaven to find the Open Door?  Things are not going to be as they think (but again – so many ARE waking up in the silence most avoid) so it’s imperative to walk in that as it is there, one is handed the Keys which will allow ALL DOORS TO BE OPENED regardless.


Well, Enoch, Elijah and Jesus each have a “Door”…each being one for “a” Bride, “a” Groom, and “the” Guests.  Which one is which?

Enoch was taken to be God on the Throne’s “Witness” to events PRIOR to the Flood, while Elijah was taken up to be “Witness” to God’s Throne AFTER the Flood.

What does that mean?

Enoch is before the “separation” I believe, Elijah after it.  Enoch is the Scribe who used his mind and his hands while Elijah is the Prophet who used his mouth and feet.  Both are part Heavenly and part Earthly.  Or, are they?  You decide but remember, Heaven and Earth are opposites and as such, half will always be in conflict with the other half.  It is how we were/are born…it’s the Heart/Soul and the Mind/Spirit.  Elijah spoke via his Heart which directed the PATH of his Feet…at times it was Earthly, at times it was Heavenly.  What about Enoch?  He wrote with his Hands which were led by his Mind.  Was he at times led to write from his Earthly mind/spirit or his Heavenly Mind/Spirit which guided the Hands he wrote with and the words scribed?


That we, all who are “of God’s Creation” are both, we are the good and the bad, we are Heaven and we are Earth.  We are the Good Guy and we are the Bad Guy and when we bind “the enemy back to the pits of Hell”, we are binding part of ourselves – yes, we are cursing OURSELF!  Again, we can go back to the Bible to when the Arch Angel Michael told Satan, “The Lord rebuke you!”  He did not say “I”!  This shows he gave it to the Lord to do so.  This is an entirely different direction that I would love to discuss but I’m trying so hard to stay on point here so I will leave it at that and hopefully soon, I can finish my page on that specific subject alone.

The Spirit and the Soul must start walking on the same Path; it’s these two “Sisters” that must cross the Great Divide, conquer the elements that have kept them apart or at odds with each other.  These are the twin granddaughters of Noah, or, are they the twin sons of Tamar and Judah?  Here on earth we call Israel and USA sisters, we use “she” instead of “he”.  Will that be different in Heaven?  Is Heaven the two brothers?  Whichever, they are still siblings…they’re family.

Is this the “brother against brother” God spoke of?  I believe it is.  Unfortunately, we can only see earthly manifestations due to our limitations of our Heavenly sight.  We are blind to see the Heavenly or the Divine, therefore we bring to life what was not meant for us – as we are ignorant to most of the written Word given in Scripture.  We are not “all that” and in our arrogance we have brought to life that of which should have been never born in our world.

I believe wholeheartedly, that The Father of ALL Creation, all the Heavens and Earth, the ONE that is nameless for there was nothing or no one before HIM to name HIM, that it is THIS FATHER who is THE GREAT SPIRIT!  It is HE that is the GREAT LIGHT, the PURE LIGHT and it is HE that is addressed in the Lord’s Prayer below:

 Matthew 6:9-13 21st Century King James Version (KJ21)

In this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name.

10 Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth, as it is in Heaven.

11 Give us this day our daily bread.

12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.

13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the power and the glory forever. Amen. 

I’ve taken Luke from the Amplified Bible which speaks also of the same prayer the Lord taught them to pray when His disciples asked Him “how to” pray: 

Luke 11:2-4 Amplified Bible (AMP)

He said to them, when you pray, [a]say:
b]Father, [c]hallowed be Your name.
d]Your kingdom come.

‘Give us each day our [
e]daily bread.

‘And forgive us our sins,
For we ourselves also forgive everyone who is indebted to us [who has offended or wronged us].
And [
f]lead us not into temptation [[g]but rescue us from evil].’”


  1. Luke 11:2 I.e. as a model or pattern.
  2. Luke 11:2 Later mss add phrases from Matt 6:9-13 to make the two passages closely similar.
  3. Luke 11:2 I.e. set apart, keep and treat as holy, revere.
  4. Luke 11:2 A plea for God’s kingdom to be inaugurated on earth.
  5. Luke 11:3 I.e. life’s essentials.
  6. Luke 11:4 I.e. lead us away from situations where we are vulnerable and have the opportunity to sin. God does not tempt man (see James 1:13) but does allow man to be tested.
  7. Luke 11:4 NU omits.


It is HIS Spirit that is UPON the Throne of Heaven…the One who sits upon THE Throne does so with the full SPIRIT OF THE FATHER and therefore it is in the One who rules over all UNDER that Throne and are bound to Him who governs those Heavenly realms from that Heavenly place.

Didn’t Jesus say “I am IN the Father and THE FATHER is in Me?”  Here, it shows that Christ was the SPIRIT that resided in the Father who sat on the Throne – and that He (Christ) was THE FATHER (THE TRUTH/GREAT SPIRIT OF ALL CREATION).

Just as there are realms – there is a “tier” system, sort of.  It’s how I understand or see it.  You can look at it from one angle as we look at our physical body parts; the head, the torso and the lower leg/feet area.  This can be a 3 Tier (Father/Son/Holy Spirit) separation system.  We can then divide into more tiers after that but the main “body” is firstly in these 3 portions.  In each section, there are valuable divisions and each play a part, or have a Divine job assignment, which eventually, gets us back HOME!  Each of these 3 major parts are a door:  Enoch, Elijah and Jesus.  Since we are both sides as previously noted above, man as we know “Man” to be, has 2 sides, the left and the right – hence, the Double-Minded Man stated in James.  When you see that each half has 9 sections, we have 18 – your 666, the number of Man.  Each part of our 3-tiered layers has 3…when that body/tier is divided as told in the Scriptures, you have 6 per each layer/tier/realm.  In the end of it all, we have to get back to 3, then as it was in the Beginning, to the ONE.

There is a reason we have the number of bones in our extremities that we do, it’s not a fluke.  It’s okay if you are having trouble understanding, seeing or accepting what I am saying here, but do me a favor, file it.  File it away so when the time comes, you can pull it out of that long extended file cabinet; trust me, you’ll need it!  (Update:  I’ve been working on this post for the past few months – I type it little by little, it’s been a labor of love you could say.  But today, in the early AM hours, I clicked on a YouTube video about numbers.  These weren’t just any numbers, they were 3, 6, 9…and how these numbers are the base for all things.  I about fell off my couch!  I will add the link at the bottom when I am finished, if I can find it again as it just appeared or “popped up” in the “recommended” section of my channel.  Just saying…)


So many people around the world have become “loners” these past 7 years or so.  Where once they were surrounded by hundreds of friends, family, loved ones – well, maybe not hundreds, but way more than the number has dwindled down to in recent years, they have all but been abandoned now to walk The Path alone.  This should be seen as the blessing it is instead of the punishment it’s taken as.  This is God the Father calling you out – out of the world of chaos and noise.  He needs your full attention and that my friends, is only possible when He is the One and Only!

I think back now of how many tears I cried as I wondered what I had done that was so wrong to deserve the destruction of my life, ultimately leading me into complete isolation, where I would wake up realizing I was alone…utterly alone.

At first, my mind raced (conversations back and forth of what I should have done and was going to do) and this, I later realized, still kept my attention toward the world that had broken my heart.  If I could just “shut myself up” and be quiet for two seconds, I would see He was calling me to Him just as I prayed over and over for Him to do.  When I learned to stop “festering” and to finally throw-in the “white towel” into the boxing ring, ah, this is when He started to answer my questions and allowing me, no one special really, to know His Heart…to know the “why” I had mumbled out of my mouth too many times to count.  It was at that moment, I started to relish and adore the silence and isolation.  It was my time with My Father and He had finally turned His Face toward me because I turned my face toward Him.  I woke up in complete excitement to what the day of “God School” would hold and yes, I LOVED HOMEWORK!

As of today, this very moment in time, I still feel the exact same way and I have long given up the world that kept me captive for too long.  I’m a loner, a rebel, and I could not be more happy – nor have I been happier as what I have been taught is BETTER THAN THE GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD!  I no longer ask why – well okay, sometimes it just slips out but within seconds, I shake my head and look up saying, “Oh why did I say that Lord?  I know why!  Thank you!”  I know that nothing is allowed unless He has a divine reason for it or if it’s to be used for His Divine Glory, period.  I’m not saying it’s easy, a smooth sail all the way across the waters but I know what it’s not…it’s not to punish or to spank, His reasons are always so so so much higher!  I have to put the cherry on top here and say that God has never blessed me more than He is now.  Not that He is giving me material items, or has become my own personal “Genie in a bottle”, but, He miraculously provides for my needs in ways no one would believe unless you could see them yourselves.  It’s been the most loving act of LOVE, GOODNESS, KINDNESS, COMPASSION and PEACE one could imagine…I linger it.  Thank you is such a simple everyday word but that is all I can seem to mutter these days.  I always ask that HE search my heart for all I have has filled every single place in those 2 words…it’s saturated with my entire being, my entire all and I know, HE knows this!

Thanksgiving Eve – this was a good night.  At the last-minute, plans changed for where I would go for dinner.  I had now decided that I would cook my own Thanksgiving meal but I had not saved enough money from my disability check to do so.  Wednesday, I prayed, laid it all out and gave it to the Father.  I said I needed a miracle and I knew HE had this…I knew HE had me!

I went to the Farmer’s Market to get some huge sweet potatoes they had a sale on and some fresh green beans.  I then drove to the grocery store hoping I could pull together enough money to buy a turkey, and maybe, just maybe, one or two sides.  As I was sitting in my car, I decided to check my account one more time to see my exact balance, not expecting it to be over 20.00.  To my utter amazement, I not only had 20.00, but now I had $200.00!  Yes, yes, and yes!  I cried.  HE did it again!  I jumped out of that car and had my 3-year-old granddaughter Trey-Olivia and my Bo with me, who is now 11.  I was so filled with joy – I was like a little child going into a toy store!  I texted my son Taylor and daughter Tara on my way home telling them, “WE ARE HAVING TURKEY TOMORROW!”

My kids always go to their dad’s side for Thanksgiving, splitting it with both my side and theirs.  Since the death of my son Trey, or until about 2012/2013, I didn’t care to attend any feasts or celebrations as they just reminded us of the empty plate, the vacant chair at the table and the person we missed so much.  I was fine eating cereal, but I always made them go to their dad’s and told them to have a wonderful time and to please not worry about me – I was right where I wanted to be.  See, prior to my son Trey’s death, I would start decorating my entire house for the holidays the first week in November…opening it up to anyone and everyone as this was my favorite time of year.  Now, it was the season I wanted to skip and avoid the most, until the arrival of my grandchildren.  I want them to have the same happiness my children had, the traditions, the love and the light we shine upon others and not the sadness.  From now on, I will always hold these days of togetherness in my home and not the home of those who still haven’t learned to walk the path of the talk they speak.  (PLEASE SEE MY NEXT BLOG POST/ARTICLE FOR THE FULL STORY ON THANKSGIVING 2017 AND HOW THE LORD BLESSED THIS DAY AND WHY.)   Update:  I never finished this Thanksgiving Day post, but trust me, it was a total “God-Thing”!  He’s so good!


It is!  All of HIM is right there for all to see and truth-be-told, it’s always been there from the very start, The Beginning surely told The End.

The “Mind” or the Spirit, is what was there in the Beginning – it was quiet, silence was common than the noisy voices talking over each other.  How do we know this?  Abraham tells us through his story.  It was in that stillness, he first heard “The Voice”.  Others did not hear what Abraham did – this is why his “people” grew as it did, they followed the one who had hearing, who was no longer deaf and followed him wherever The Voice in the Wilderness told him to go.


This is the good part…Abraham broke “his father’s idols” and then left the city of his father, family and his childhood.  He broke away from the pack.  He left the noisy voices of those who continually prayed to the “gods” and those that lived in wealth/security worrying about nothing as they could not see how anything or any place could be better than the city they lived.  It was their own special paradise you could say and hey, “if it ain’t broke, why fix it?”  Status Quo standing at status quo.

It was Abram’s (later changed to Abraham after leaving the land of his father Terah) heart that was called to, which in turn, turned his head onto the Path into the Wilderness of the Silent God, or Holy Spirit.  The heart must be the first to be broken, then healed, being renewed so that IT can lead the head to the Divine Truth, knowledge of the Hidden Mysteries so the “Head” of the body could be healed too, thereby allowing no one to perish due to their “lack of knowledge”.  This is Heavenly knowledge.

John the Baptist was loud, very vocal in his “call” or “calling”, while Jesus spoke in a much calmer, softer voice…so what is this parable saying?  Cut the head of John the Baptist off, so he can decrease (earthly teacher) and Jesus can increase (Heavenly Teacher).  This is why John sent his own disciples to Jesus – to be WITH Jesus to learn the next layer that was needed.  They crossed the River Jordan which is the crossing of the waters up, where we too have to cross, through the “sky” and above…the Heavenly waters of baptism.  Water baptism allows the cleansing of all earthly things to prepare the “body” for its FIRE baptism of the Heavenly Holy Spirit.


Leonardo da Vinci painting of John the Baptist “pointing up” to Heaven…I know!  I know!  How good is that?


So now, once again, we look at this time of Hanukkah and the Festival of Lights.  The lighting of the Menorah, cleansing of the Temple (us) and the removal of the idol placed there by the Babylonians.  What is this?  This is what I believe is going to happen, soon…very soon.  This is my belief of our approximate journey as we walk to and on the Path Home:


First, just as Moses parted the Red Sea, which is the division of our hearts, showing we are both Earthly and Heavenly, showing the 2 Laws, Law of God (Law of the Heart) and the Law of Man (Law of the Land), Jesus will now clearly divide the Waters as we follow His Path up.  The Waters are above us and all will be taken up together, the wheat and the tares, but one goes left and one goes right.  It is during this crossing that the darkness is upon all as we will be cleansed via these Waters.  The Earthly Spirit will be removed from these bodies while the “transforming body” prepares to receive the “Heavenly Holy Spirit” – hence, your 3 days of darkness.  This is the time all are being “healed” and the corruptible will become incorruptible.   This is when our Soul departs from our body, but our Spirits remain, or our Spirit departs and our Soul remains.  One is Heavenly and one is Earthly so if they are not in sync with each other, they cannot be either/or, so they remain in limbo or what the Catholics call “purgatory” where the world sees them as demons.  What is bound on Earth is bound in Heaven, remember?  This is why.  Oh wait…a Spirit without a body is a Ghost, correct?  So, yes, a Soul without a body would be called a Demon.  (The Lord just literally downloaded in me, as He is downloading all of this as I type.)

This is why God had to blow into Adams nostrils…to give him life!  The Soul, she is looking for her Heavenly Body of Christ and until she learns, or better yet, REMEMBERS the Truth from which she came, she must be “shaken” awake, hence earthquakes in diverse places.  The Soul will sojourn until she sees a spark, a flame, a light that guides her to the Path she takes Home.  This is why they lived in “tents” in the desert, a temporary dwelling.  A house, and the going in and coming out of, is a permanent residence, not as easy to pack up and move from due to the “payments” that must be made to live there.  That’s why they must be knocked down and the residents “removed”.

Let me back up here…prior to this, as we come out of the Waters, which is a baptism for some, cleansing for others, you must be able to recognize the Lord.  Remember, Peter and the others did not recognize Him on the water as He was walking to their boat, and it was not until He called out to them in the storm, allowing them to hear His voice, that Peter finally got out of the boat.  He was blind to the Man walking upon the water until He, Jesus, called out to them.  They heard His Voice and THEN their eyes were focused in on WHO it was that called!  Peter was willing and totally able, but the minute he looked down (back down to where he just came from, hence going back in the mind to the world he knew before), he no longer could stand in that pure faith which he needed to walk to the open arms of Jesus.  When he started to sink, Jesus pulled him up and out of the water and immediately took His place beside them in the boat.  You cannot receive the Divine Glory of God the Father if you continue to look back into your corrupt Earthly body (prison) as Peter did.  Peter’s transformation was only temporary and not full-on as he had not shaken all the dust from his feet, obviously!      So, now yet again, he had to be shaken awake a bit harder each time he did this showing really, his lack of faith.   The Door was open, he just couldn’t see it.

The earthly will recognize Earthly and the Earthly will recognize the Heavenly.  Heaven and Earth are opposite so what you receive here, is not what you will see there.  All of these errors must be made right…the Truth must be shown, taught and ACCEPTED (every knee will bow) before receiving the Glorified version, which is baptism via the Fire of Heaven.  The Fire Baptism is for those that are ready to receive – the flesh must be clean when coming to the Altar of God so the Invisible can be seen by the Visible Father and the Visible can return and be remembered by the Invisible Father in Whom Christ Jesus resides, in Spirit, as He IS THE SPIRIT!.  All go back from whence they came…but not until they are no longer ignorant of THE FATHER, THE SON AND THE HOLY OF HOLIES SPIRIT – THE MOTHER/DAUGHTER – TRUTH, FAITH AND WISDOM.  This is when the Earth is made New and New Jerusalem comes down…The healed “Body” is ready to receive.  This is the New Heaven and New Earth – the Spirit and the Soul.  They are paired as they were in the Beginning, married, making them ONE!

This is the final “Rapture” of the Bride of Christ – when She (the Soul) is brought back to Her original HOME!  Her Light has come back through Christ.  Just as the Wo-man brings life into being here on earth, it is the Man who delivers them to Everlasting Life in Heaven.

Just as the Waters were parted in the Beginning, then again parted by Moses, they now must come back together as the wall of waters must come down (Pharaoh’s Army on the dry sand chasing the Israelites as they walked across via the ocean floor) but not before He called His people out of the Waters.  He let the very last one come upon the dry shore before “closing the door” behind them.  Remember too, it wasn’t until ALL were “on the other side” that the dross that crossed with them (the tares) showed their true colors as to who they really were.  Same pattern as then will occur and they too will be “shaken” by the Earth and separated from the others via the “line in the sand” (earthquake separation line).


The 7 Mountains, 7 Hills or 7 Continents, hold up, set under Babylon, which is the City of the God who rules with Earthly Laws, Truth, they have raised this city up and until their Seals are broken, their “words/mysteries” released, these Mountains cannot rise or fall as they still hold something that is “hidden” and the Lord has told us that NOTHING will be hidden!  Behind or under each Seal (which is the tomb door/stone that needs rolled away) or Scroll which must be opened so it is known, visible.  When these 7 “Seals” or “7 Truths of the 7 Churches” a/k/a The 7 Fold Spirits of Heaven are opened, (given as Heavenly Gifts and NOT plagues or curses), the good fruit can be eaten from the Tree of Life.  Then her,  Path, (the Soul’s) becomes lit and becomes brighter as each is broke open – so it’s imperative those walking ahead of her, carry enough oil (Truth) to light their 7 candle Menorah so she and the others who are crippled, can be healed and find their way Home.  They need to be able to see those Lampstands shining in the dark, lighting the way, thereby restoring sight, no longer keeping them blind and behind the Walls of Jericho.  It was in her dark place, behind the walls that She the Soul, became a Harlot (Rahab who ended up marrying Joshua).

I believe that the 7 Mountains are the 7 Angels, which are kings/gods/rulers and each of these kings have 10 tribes under them (ie. Jacob and 10 sons by Leah and 2 maidservants/Haman had 10 sons) and these are the 10 Nations the church today speak of (yes, I see these as the same 10 Nations of the church prophecy/Revelations).  When you times these 10 Nations 7 times, you get 70, same number of “people/tribe” of Jacob that accompanied him to Egypt during the famine and Joseph’s time in Pharaoh’s house.

This is your “7 Heads and 10 Horns” of Revelations…the 2 Hands of God, each hand having 5 fingers for a total of 10 fingers that must break open the Heavenly Mysteries and Truth by unsealing each Scroll as they arise up through the 7 Heavens, or 7 Kingdoms or 7 Realms of the 7 Arch Angels, also called “The Seven-fold Spirits or Fruits”.

I see this near time as all here on this earth, passing through on the dry strip of land which is actually the bottom of the sea, with the 2 major walls of water holding back it’s waves until the last has passed over onto the waiting shores of what they thought would be “The Promised Land”.  It’s during this time, the heavier the load one tries to carry, the easier it is for them to get caught in the muddy sand, needing a major rescue, delaying their steps that carry them quickly to the other side.  Think of this for a minute.  Remember the movie The Ten Commandants?  It was those that loaded all they had onto their backs, wagons and servants that were at the end of the pack.  These are those that started to panic when they looked behind them to see Ramsey’s army, all on horses or chariots in fast pursuit of the Israelites!  Another problem when bringing your items of wood, silver, gold, copper, etc. which puts you at the end of the line, is you cannot hear the “Voice” that is leading the exodus as he is at the front giving the orders – making and/or transforming, whatever he original said, into “hear-say” by time it reaches the end.  Do you understand what I just said here?

It’s also the “metals” or the riches/possessions they carried along this journey that was ultimately the materials used to make the Golden Calf, the false idol!

Take nothing with you on this time of exodus from this land.  No silver, no gold,  copper, no metals, nothing…you must be “as light as a feather” so nothing is holding you down, or back – the lighter you are, the faster you run, you fly, you cross the finish line and will hear “first-hand” from the Voice or the Head that is directing your feet, your Path.  I pray that the Spirit of the Divine Holy Creator, The Father of ALL, grants all of you the ears to hear what He is saying right here.

This post has taken months to finish.  Not to the lack of words, but because I had to make sure they weren’t just “words”; that they were beyond what could be uttered from my mouth or earthly wisdom.  So many times I opened this document, ready to sit down and finish it but for whatever reason, it never happened, until now.  I feel I still have more to add, hopefully this will be sooner than later because I know in my heart, time is of the essence when understanding the Mysteries of Heaven…what was released out to all Peoples to uncover and hear.  Is, understanding the true TRUTH of His Heavenly Mysteries the uncovering of “The Pearl”?  I believe it is most definitely could be and if not “the”, most assuredly it’s “a” pearl.

I will say nothing of dates but I will say that we are in every month, every week and every season right now.  The world does not know how to count the way God does, only a few can seem to understand “the Face” on the wheel of time!



BBC Travel – Festival of Lights  (The below images and descriptions have been copied from this link and website; shared here for fair and educational uses only.

Bright lights of Christmas (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Bright lights of Christmas
Since Neolithic times, man has gravitated toward fire, especially during the dark days of winter when luminous celebrations set gloomy nights aglow. From Scotland’s Hogmanay to Nepal’s Balachaturdashi, light plays a starring role in holidays around the world, brightening skies, spirits – and travel itineraries – alike. 

This shimmering stunner of a Christmas tree in Tokyo’s Shiodome – where marine life combines with festive illuminations in this year’s theme of White Christmas in the Sea – illustrates a universal holiday truth: in the dark days of winter, nothing is more welcome than a luminescent celebration. (AFP/Getty Images)


A blazing Scottish new year (Credit: Getty Images)

A blazing Scottish new year
Scots ring in Hogmanay on 31 December with a blazing celebration inspired by Gaelic and Viking traditions, which held that fire burned off the bad spirits of the old year and invited fresh spirits for the new. Today, revellers dance in torchlight processions, swing burning fireballs and burn a replica Viking ship, pictured here in a celebration in Edinburgh. (Getty Images)


Bulgaria’s Christmas of caring (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Bulgaria’s Christmas of caring
Eggnog, gifts and stockings rarely come into play for Orthodox Christians, who view Christmas as a time to fast, pray and care for the poor. Many Orthodox Christians –found predominantly in Belarus, Greece, Romania, Russia and Ukraine – celebrate the holiday on Epiphany (7 January) when they light a small fire of frankincense and palms (a religiously significant plant) to commemorate the wise men’s gifts to baby Jesus, and light candles to represent the light of Christ, seen here in the Alexander Nevsky Cathedral in Sofia, Bulgaria. (AFP/Getty Images)


A triumph of good over evil in India

A triumph of good over evil in India
On a new moon night in late autumn, Hindus around the world light diyas, or oil lamps, to signify the triumph of light over darkness, good over evil, knowledge over ignorance, and hope over despair. One of the most important Hindu festivities, Diwali (which falls between mid-October and mid-November), sees celebrants shop, feast, clean their homes, dress in their finest and light fireworks. Pictured here, widows celebrate the festival of lights in Mathura, India. (Hindustan Times via Getty Images)
_____________________________________________________________________________________ **Correction:** A previous version of this caption incorrectly stated the timing of Diwali. This has now been fixed.


A Jewish festival of lights (Credit: Getty Images)

A Jewish festival of lights
When a scarce supply of sacred oil miraculously burned for eight days in Jerusalem’s Holy Temple in the 2nd Century BC, the tradition of Hanukkah was born. Today, Jewish people observe the Festival of Lights – which may occur between late November to late December – by lighting one branch of a menorah, pictured here in Washington DC, each night for eight nights. (Getty Images)
A crown of candles in Scandinavia (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)
A crown of candles in Scandinavia
In this Scandinavian holiday commemorating Saint Lucia, a Christian martyr known for her service to the poor, the eldest daughter in a family dresses up as in a white robe and glowing candle-decked crown to serve her parents mulled wine and Lucia buns, a traditional sweet pastry. St Lucia Day is celebrated on 13 December, the winter solstice in the old Julian calendar and a pagan festival of lights. (AFP/Getty Images)


Fire fights ice in an old Gaelic holiday (Credit: Getty Images)

Fire fights ice in an old Gaelic holiday
Got a case of the mid-winter blues? Take a cue from the ancient Gaelics, who waged a war against winter with bonfires, candles and torches of fire. The pagan festival known as Imbolc marks the halfway point between the winter solstice and the spring equinox – typically around 4 February – and encourages the rejuvenation of the land and the return of the sun. Fire festivals take place in locations throughout Wales, Ireland, Scotland and England, including the town of Huddersfield (pictured). (Getty Images)


Iraqi Kurds burn away winter (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Iraqi Kurds burn away winter
It’s the budding blooms of spring rather than the cold of winter that ring in the New Year for celebrants of Persian or Zoroastrian descent, including Iraqi Kurds, seen here celebrating with torches in Akri, Iraq. The ancient holiday of Nowruz falls on 21 March, the first day of spring, and is celebrated with feasts and bonfires, a tribute to the fire-worshipping origins of Zoroastrianism and a means to burn away sins in order to usher in a fresh start. Travellers can ring in Nowruz in countries such as Iran, Armenia, Turkey, Russia and Georgia. (AFP/Getty Images)


A Nepalese night of worship (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

A Nepalese night of worship
In Kathmandu’s Pashupatinath Temple (the most sacred temple of god Shiva), Hindu pilgrims celebrate the holy night of Balachaturdashi in late November or early December by holding an all-night oil lamp vigil to pray for deceased relatives. Night-long chants and dances pay homage to the god. (AFP/Getty Images)


Tamil India’s full moon festival (Credit: AFP/Getty Images)

Tamil India’s full moon festival
An ancient feud between Hindu gods Brahma and Vishnu form the foundation of Karthigai Deepam, one of the oldest and most important Tamil holidays, celebrated on the night of a full moon in late November or early December in South India. Hindu devotees light oil lamps, pictured here in Bangalore, as an auspicious symbol to ward off evil spirits and usher in prosperity. (AFP/Getty Images)


A uniquely African American holiday (Credit: Washington Post/Getty Images)
A uniquely African-American holiday
A pan-African heritage, a common history of slavery and a Swahili phrase (matunda ya kwanza, meaning “first fruits of the harvest”) gave rise to Kwanzaa, a weeklong celebration of African-American culture, first celebrated in the United States in 1966. The holiday focuses on seven principles including unity, creativity and faith, represented by a seven-pronged candelabra, or kinara, seen here in a Kwanzaa celebration in Washington DC. Travellers to DC can visit cultural exhibitions, such as Spirit of Kwanzaa, an annual celebration held at the John F Kennedy Center for the Performing Arts that spotlights African dance, song and poetry. (Washington Post/Getty Images)



Due to the changing “time-periods/zones” of the Northern/Southern Hemispheres, and Seasons, Festival of Light celebrations are held throughout the world from August to March and although we, or maybe it was just me, assumed it was exclusive to THIS holiday season only (Hanukkah/Christmas).  I did not consider the Chinese New Year’s Floating Lantern Festival and a similar festival in Taiwan, in the same celebratory manner as the Jewish Festival of Chanukah.  Actually, it wasn’t until a few months ago that I studied the importance of these worldwide “lighting of lights” ceremonies, their cultural importance to their heritage and beliefs.

Why is the this important?  It’s the lighting of “candles/flames/wicks” which as I said above, is the lamps to our feet as we travel the Path to our Heavenly Home…This shows that we are not exclusive to this knowledge/understanding and to be honest, Christians really, or at least I think, are the least knowledgeable, educated and spiritually discerned regarding not only their importance, but also their festivals and how they are celebrated, including the established length of time for each.  Most truly, are clueless!  They have no idea who is leading them through the darkness, whom those “lights” represent and how through them, as we continue to move forward, it’s these Lights that give us HIS LIGHT – THE LIGHT, the Divine Pure Heavenly Truth that engulfs and envelopes us, which then ultimately, Raptures us Home – to HIM!  This my dear friends, is the Heavenly Wedding March, the Processional Path that leads to being ONE in marriage where your white wedding down is your Heavenly Garment of Radiant Light.

It is then and there that Self is no longer individual, one of the earth as it becomes part, once again, of the Original LIGHT OF THE CREATOR, who is Spirit.  It is then in the ONE, that we then become a true Brother, Sister and Bride of Christ; it is then and only then, can one be called a Born Again Christian and a member of THE TRUE CHURCH OF GOD!

Other Festival of Light Celebrations Throughout the Year Around the World

You can do your own research, your own homework and I think we all should.  He has given us a gift, a true gift of the internet.  Never before have we had the ability to have all we need, right at our fingertips so we can truly know the Heart of God, the Mysteries, and the Divine Heavenly Truth as it was in the Beginning.

Thank you my dear friends, I hope this finds you all well.  I will try to continue these posts in a bit more timely manner in the future!

Remember, do not be anxious…do not worry, HE HAS YOU…HE HAS THIS!  Ask for Divine Heavenly Peace, Love and Wisdom…remove all the darkness from your heart, forgive, forget and rid yourself of this world and it’s garments that make you feel defiled, ugly, unworthly, unloved, unseen and abandoned.  You are none of those things!  He is LOVE and LOVE IS COMING DOWN!

See you soon!

Hugs, blessings and love to all – wishing all a very Merry Christmas and even a greater New Year!

Mary Beth (FriendofHeaven)

A big fat THANK YOU to all my loving friends who have been so kind to me throughout my “bad blogging” – from start to now, thank you, thank you, thank you!  Special hugs to Tatiana!


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Fighting 50-Shades of CRAZY God’s Way!

Well, turns out, I AM NOT DEAD!  LOL

It’s been such a long time since I’ve been able to post here but know, the will was there, just not the energy.  It’s been a trying time here, daily conflicts and battles beyond my comprehension.

But, all that was pushed aside, GOD TOOK CHARGE!  Or, as I have been saying all week, “GOD WAS IN THE HOUSE!”

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Wednesday, August 9, my son Taylor was standing in front of the Circuit Judge to plead his case, all deals off the table, no short-cuts, life-line, it was “all or nothing” at this point.  Let me put it this way, he was about to walk the tight rope over the Grand Canyon with no net!  His entire family was there, even his son Eli as at least he would get to see him one last time before he was sent to prison.  Oh, yes, Taylor had been sitting in our local county jail since Mother’s Day for domestic violence but this time, everyone was on HIS side!  Even his sister Tara was standing behind him (which tells us right there none believed he deserved what was happening).

Here’s where it starts to get good.

As I was called as a Witness for the State’s Attorney’s Office to testify “for” my son, not “against” him because they knew I would not as even I was listed as one of the “Victims” which I politely refuted, I was flooded with uncontrollable tears.  I was going to tell what I had experienced first-hand for the past year between Taylor and his ex-fiancé Erin, with whom he has a 22 month son with, Elias Jordan.  I was prepared to speak justly, relaying how much I did love Erin but how her Borderline Personality Disorder/Bi-Polar and Chronic Depression was “off-the-reservation” due to her refusal to control her illness via her meds.  I was not going to “throw-her-under-the-bus” but I was going to verbally expose the emotional abuse and what I can only describe as horrific evil thoughts, words and actions which never seemed to stop.  I have never experienced anything like it in my life, never.

If I had not heard with my own ears, seen with my own eyes, I would have supported the woman, being Erin, 100 percent, having no doubt that the man, Taylor, deserved to be locked away until he could control his temper.  What I now have no doubt about is the fact that these young men are helpless against these young women as no matter what they do, what they say, it will never be right and it will never be enough.  While these young men respond via the emotions of their hearts, the girls put their plots in motion via their mind – it’s like the difference between someone being charged with First Degree Murder vs. Involuntary Manslaughter.

This is what God speaks about too, reacting from your heart vs putting into motions actions plotted by the mind.  These two must be reconciled back to each other, become a free flow connection so one is not evil while the other is good.   While the “heart” is an earthly vessel, home and garden of God, the “mind” is Heavenly as it is of Spirit.  Problem is each feed off the other and if the mind is only thriving on what is dispersed to its right and left sides, which in the long run just becomes a very long painful game of Ping Pong as it never reaches the Heavenly level of the Father so ultimately, His Will be done in the end.  He is the Center line of our brain.  From there, He decides where those thoughts and emotions go as it is here, we “give it all to God”.  Unfortunately very few of us do this and allow these very heated painful feelings “fall where they may”, thinking we have no control over where to they are delivered.  But we do. OKAY, BACK TO MY STORY AND MIRACLE…


There I was, sitting on the stand in totally familiar surroundings as I worked for the county/state for many years, actually heading up the “Family/Child Support” Division.  I knew the judge very well for over 37 years; the court reporter the same, she and I were even neighbor’s back when I lived in my old very exclusive “Covered Bridge Estates” community.  I had walked those back halls where the Judge’s Chambers were probably more times than all the lawyers sitting at the tables.  My job this day was to speak with clarity, knowledge and truth of what I knew of the events and charges laid out against Taylor.  Four (4) Class 4 Felonies is what he was facing and 4 years in prison, not jail, prison.

As I began to tell the courtroom of how Taylor was my sweetest child, that prior to the death of his brother, I had never seen any anxiety or rage come from that boy.  Even throughout these last 12 years and all we’ve gone through with him, never did I see that in him.  He may throw tantrums; get 30 tickets in 45 days for not putting the new sticker on his license plates of his car, things of this sort, but never rage.  There had to be a trigger, something that sent him back to that immediate place of pain of his brother’s death.  This pain is something no one can understand unless they have experienced it and as we evolve in learning how to live “with” this pain, we begin to avoid the “triggered points” that cause us to become anxious and heartbroken all over again.  For me, one is visiting his grave, which I do not because I cannot take seeing my son’s name, date of birth and date of death written in stone.  There are more, but this one I use as an example.

So, there I sit, tears flooding my face as I’m speaking and every time I tried to start a sentence with “Erin, …..” the Lord twisted my tongue, I couldn’t do it.  I don’t mean I couldn’t do it, I MEAN I COULD NOT DO IT AS THE WORDS WOULD NOT FORM IN MY MOUTH!  All I could do was speak of love.  How her mother and I loved both of these children and how we all were at the end of the day, one large village raising this beautiful child Eli together and it had to be what was his best interest.  Let me just say this, I was CNN and she was Clinton!  It was like a total love-fest.  I did not get to say why Taylor had to quit his new job with full benefits, 401K, paid vacations, etc., or how she would not find a babysitter while I was taking care of my daughter post-surgery and refused to quit her Boost Mobile job, literally just leaving for work and Taylor to watch Eli.  There was no option for him.  He was the caregiver, the one who made sure he received daily what usually comes natural for a mother, or how she brought him over to my house at 8:45 in the morning with long pants and boots on when it was already 95 degrees and was expected to rise over 100 degrees that day.  I did not get to say how she wakes Taylor up umpteen times a night to get her a drink, to get Eli, to give her covers, whatever the need may be as she is oblivious and a foreigner to “Sshhhh, tiptoe, don’t wake everyone up”.  In fact, the totally opposite – she has no empathy or awareness during these hours that he has to get up at 6:30 AM for work!

I wanted so badly to tell him of how she had sent for her mother in Arizona so she could come back here to Illinois and live with her so she could help her with Eli after her and Taylor moved into a very nice house.  But, after a week, another fight was manifested and Taylor’s removal from that house secured by another arrest.  This pattern was “the pattern” and as I thought back, it was ALWAYS THE PATTERN!  Her mother arrived here, coming from a sober living environment as she has been a life-long alcoholic, recovering or recovery always trying to be maintained.  Within the first week of her arrival, Erin was drinking in front of her every single night.  Who does that?  When I questioned Erin about this, her response was “Well, it’s okay; she doesn’t drink beer, only hard liqueur.   It was at that moment, I knew she was setting her mother up to fall just in case she decided she no longer needed her to live there.  It was about the 3rd day in that I found her mother had started drinking again but it wasn’t until the following week I witnessed her stone-cold drunk, passed out in the chair on the porch.  I remember this night so well as it was the night 4 Swat Team Police cars pulled up to my house, full tactical gear wearing police officers coming to “speak” to Taylor as she reported that Taylor had walked into her house and “kidnapped” the baby.  Yes, KIDNAPPED!

My mouth dropped.  You see, Taylor had Eli all day, even the night before as he stayed the night as he always did.  Thank God for text messages between Taylor and me that day, showing his day with Eli.  The police were ready for a possible “shoot-out” scenario as they didn’t know what they were walking into.  Eli had been very sick and she forgot to bring his meds, which was typical, and Taylor earlier in the evening finally went to the house to pick it up.  What Taylor did not know however, was that another man moved into his house the day after he had left – THE DAY AFTER!  He has been made to believe that Taylor is a lunatic EX boyfriend who refuses to leave her alone; that they have been broken up for months and he just won’t accept it.  This poor guy has no idea what he has walked into.  He thinks he is protecting her, so he runs outside with a golf club and smashes Taylor car window while Eli was in his car seat in the back.  Poor Eli.

I wanted so badly to tell the judge, “THIS IS WHAT WE DEAL WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY!  EVERY WORD OUT OF HER MOUTH IS A LIE!”  Nothing, nothing would come out.  What 25 year old man or woman for that matter, would not be stunned, shocked, devastated to learn that you had been replaced within a 24 hour period and that a perfect stranger was now living with your child?  So, I follow the police to her house that night to take Eli back and the picture I’m going to try to paint was really priceless at that moment.  Her mom (who I dearly love) was passed out in a chair on the front porch, wrapped in a quilt; Erin drunk, slurring her words, forgetting that she had texted me earlier that day telling me she was at her grandmother’s house over an hour away and wouldn’t be home until late that evening (she had never left, was home during that entire time); and some guy, I had never seen EVER, was standing there acting like he was Eli’s father and protecting HIS FAMILY!  I had to shake my head – I thought I was in the Twilight Zone.

I did not get to tell that courtroom how many hours I have spent with Erin teaching her how to be a mother, the “do’s and don’ts” of single motherhood as we were all ready for them to be apart.  How I watched her wake up and speak the most evil things a person could speak just because she woke up in a manic mood and had to push that feeling off but needed a reason to do so.  How everyone knows men and women are just different and it’s why mothers/wives spend their life saying, “Don’t tell you dad!”  We do this because men have a huge RED BUTTON that when pushed, you never know what you’re going to get!  She didn’t understand that as she was raised by her father whose red button was stuck in the PUSH position.  This is what she knew as normal so each morning, BAM!  I myself was at my breaking point.

I challenge any man to live this 24/7, plus be the main caretaker of the child.  Facebook drama is more important than positive one-on-one time with your small child.  Wake up, get ready for work, then say, “Babe, can I have the keys I’ve got to leave for work now.”  But be told, out-of-the-blue, “Ah, no, you cannot take my car today.  I decided I need it today.”  Taylor would almost be in tears, not again.  So, he asked, “Ok, then can you hurry up and get dressed to take me?”  No. No.  No always followed.  His anxiety was off the charts and now I truly understand why.


But what I desperately wanted the court to see was the triggered reactions from her daily threat of taking Eli away, telling Taylor he would never see his son again.  This was the trigger to his full blown anxiety, blackout attacks at the pain of never seeing his son again.  This immediately took him to the pain of losing his brother which he had no control over.  You never knew her moods 15 minutes to the next 15 minutes.  I sat and watched drama, trauma and contrived situations and events purposely manifested into play so the same outcome was achieved each time:  Erin being the Victim, Taylor arrested and all playing out the way her mind had prepared/expected, only to then change it when Taylor would be released. Taylor in his fear of losing Eli, will get right back on the roller-coaster for another horrifying ride to Crazy Town.

NOT A WHISPER OF ANY OF THIS FROM MY MOUTH!  This is only a little, I just can’t type all of it, way too much – but hopefully, I’ve painted a picture and you can see what I’m trying to articulate here.  Articulate – funny word to me now as I normally am very articulate but that day, NOTHING!

So, the days and events blend together and add in the mix a total stranger (to us) that knows nothing and we knew it was only time, before he too would walk the same path as Taylor.

Well, I had told Taylor that she would be pregnant within 3 months, same pattern as with him, and yes, she is pregnant.  I told Taylor this guy is going to through the same treatment as nothing has changed, and yes, he too now has been kicked out, begging to come back and like Taylor, his days/nights all depend on Erin’s moods which remember, is pregnant so now, add in the hormones.  This poor guy did say, “If I would have known it was you that was the crazy one, and not Taylor, I would have never gotten involved with all this and done the things I did against him!”  He then stated he had to leave before he hurt her.  (Of course this lasted only days and he returned back to the land of 50 Shades of Crazy.)

Now, back in the courtroom, we are all sitting there crying, including Erin’s mother next to me, and I have my face covered with my hands because I can’t bear what is about to be spoken.  After a long speech of Taylor’s actions (remember he has heard nothing about Erin’s role here), the charges, etc., the judge then starts to give his final sentencing decision.  The lawyer asked for minimal time on the first charge, and probation for the other 3.  The judge asked if she advised her client to take the time or would she advise him to seek strict probation on the first as well.  She of course said yes, but they didn’t want to disrespect the court by seeking probation on all 4.  (This is how severe this was.)

The judge gave Taylor probation on all 4 counts!!!!!  Unheard of!  GOD WAS IN CONTROL OF THAT ROOM!  IT WAS HIS WILL THAT WAS DONE!


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How did this happen?

Well, what do I say?  Pray for Divine Heavenly, to the FATHER that HIS WILL, HIS SPIRIT FILL/REST/RESIDE and that you PRAY AHEAD!!  I gave this all to HIM a long time ago but I continued to renew my FAITH IN HIM each day.  I asked that it not be man’s earthly will that was done, but HIS.  That HE takes HIS MIGHTY HAND and places all the pieces in order, HIS DIVINE ORDER.  I asked that HE soften the hearts of all involved, may they have compassion and that Taylor be judged on what he has done, not what he might do.

This also included days (Mother’s Day to August 9th) of talking to Taylor 4 or 5 times a day reminding him to do the same and to KNOW HE HAS THIS and whatever the outcome, IT IS HIS FINAL DECISION!  This was the mind set going in.  My heart was at peace with that but it was still hard for me walking my path to this day as it was a high trigger event for me.

Broken Heart Syndrome is what I call it and the pain, the pain I cannot explain.  I felt like I was losing another son but this time, I knew the exact day and time the accident would occur.  I woke up with the feeling of losing my breath, tears, my trigger was full-throttle and I had to give it to HIM, all of it each time it came up.  It’s a process that we all must learn when that type of pain is relived or triggered; it’s a form of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) AND Extended/Complicated Grief Disorder.

All this time, I thought Taylor was Bipolar but he was and is not; he suffers from the above.  Actually, his actions are text book.  I never knew, and it wasn’t until this kicked in with me during this process here, that I realized what Taylor actually was feeling – I knew what it was like for him when he said he couldn’t breathe, the pain was suffocating him, as I too felt the same.

Everyone in that room that day was left literally speechless.  It was quite a moment and you had no doubt what was just witnessed – A MIRACLE!

I know now the reason I was not able to speak any ill about Erin was because that is NOT HOW HE WORKS!  HE is love and HE was going to show what HE could do without throwing anyone under the bus.  HE was showing that regardless of what the odds were stacked up against you, HIS IS THE DECISION AND IT’S HE WHO IS THE DIVINE JUDGE!  I wish I could explain the feeling in that room, it was electric.  It took me 2 days to recover from the “AWE” of what was witnessed but HE did exactly what I knew HE would do because HE tells us when we have that PURE FAITH and do not jump ahead of HIM in our flesh, HE WILL RESCUE!

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What was it that the disciples asked Jesus?  It is the Key to all things Heavenly – Prayer.  This is hidden – hidden in the mysteries and if you do not learn how to pray, how can you truly know “The Remarkable”?

Why did Michael the Arch Angel say to Satan, “The Lord rebuke you?”  Because if he, or even we, say “I rebuke you” even in the name of the Lord, we are rebuking ourselves.  This is why people cannot understand the “Why” of “Why did that happen?”  We are all part Heavenly and part Earthly, and it’s our Flesh that is the enemy.  So when we bind him, we bind ourselves.  This is why Michael said, “The LORD rebuke you!”  That is what we need to remember, to learn and to understand when you pray without asking for the Divine Heavenly, then you are praying to the principalities of the world.  You have to get above that “line” that was drawn in the sand.  That CENTER LINE I spoke of earlier where the FATHER, The HOLY SPIRIT resides.



The next few days look for major events to occur.  It’s been 99 years since WWI, June 8, 1918 was the last full eclipse across the US exactly as the one coming and 40 days later, WWI was sealed and war soon followed.  These 99 years are likened to the 99 lost sheep and the 40 days will end on the Jewish New Year on Tishri 14.

This eclipse, well, it has every marker I’ve spoken about for the past 3 years.  It is also the Path that led to the Gateway to the West, which ironically St. Louis and the Arch is in the center of the totality zone, which will now be the Gateway to the East.  Salem, Oregon where it starts on land should be seen as a major biblical sign as Melchizedek was known as the Priest of Salem.  I do not know a “start date” because the calendar we, the world uses, is so far off the mark…I have 4 calendars that are in play but there is no use trying to explain them at this stage in the game.  Just know, our time is NOT HIS TIME! But, we know we are “in the Season” and a Season is 91 days, but again, those 91 days can be 91 hours too.  We are in “the Time” of His Coming.

It’s the Moon’s start that I look at – its start over the waters of the Pacific oceans and it’s ending over its “face” over the Atlantic oceans.  You see, it’s like the Beginning all in Genesis Chapter 1:

Genesis 1Jubilee Bible 2000 (JUB)

¶ In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

And the earth was without order, and empty; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.



What is the Face of the Waters?

This is a biggie, I know.  So let’s start with the 7 towns or cities named Salem that is right in line of the 70 mile totality zone from Oregon to South Carolina.  Oh yes, let’s also add in the fact that God, or Jehovah God is known to have 70 names.  It is also said that God forgives “70 x 7”, so let’s throw that in the mix as well, and the fact that Jacob had a total of 70 people or family/tribesman that followed him into Egypt during the famine.  Really, what are the odds, you can’t make this stuff up!

As I have been researching my family’s ancestry on and off for the past 15 years or so, I just happened to be in my “research” mode of this once again these past few months.  I noticed that the eclipse was also following the Indians/Native American’s Trail of Tears, the PATH taken also by the first settlers of the Americas who were fleeing wars, rumors of wars, cold, sickness and/or persecution of marrying outside of their own clans/tribes or blood.  Some just wanted a New Life, a life of freedom from who they were or life they were born into and moving West seemed to be the answer to these various wants/dreams or needs.  It was a hard life for so many, danger loomed at every turn, every crossing of the river was a new area of land they had to walk through, having no clue of what was really waiting for them on the other side.

What I found exceptional was the area or the X spot in Southern Illinois, Kentucky, Tennessee and Missouri.  This Quad-state tip which was the center dot on the map for the longest totality “time” of the eclipse, was also the “crossroads” that determined which Path, or River, these specific groups of people or multitudes traveled as each went one way or another at this exact marker.  Water is the source of life, especially at that time so some followed the Mississippi River or the Ohio River, one flowing East to West and the other North to South but both came together and separated in this 4-state connected land territory.  This is why the counties within these areas hold so many of the records needed to accurately trace our ancestry or lineage in order to find out who it is we really are as this too is a huge factor in the upcoming days of “where we are going”.

Many decided to stay right there in those exact areas as my ancestors did and had I not been searching these specific records, having such difficulty when I first started compared to now, I would have never realized what I was shown here.  I had to dig, then I had to DIG DEEPER!  The deeper I dug, the bigger the well, the bigger the well, the more water I found!

Everything is a game of connect the dots or Life.  Whether or not you’re a DIRECT descendant in a particular lineage or not is much more important than one realizes and it explains who you really are and why many things in this life, your life, my life, took the ups and downs, the highs and lows, the forward/backward movements/motions they have and why many doors were opened and allowed whatever that followed to occur.

So having said this, you may understand a bit more as to why the 7 Salem’s and the 70 miles stated above were so remarkable to note.  As you all know by now, I believe the times we live in and are about to experience is really Angelic and about the Angelic Heavenly and Angelic Earthly Realms and clans, tribes, nations, etc., are all a form of LEGIONS (Angelic families, off-spring, children, marriages, sons/daughters, etc.) and just as there are 7 Continents, there are 7 Churches, 7 Brothers, 7 Sisters, 7 Seas, 7 Seals, and so on, and it is within this number that 10 Nations (Names of God) arise or arrive.  Each of a group of 7 hold 10 names, or 10 “sons” (Haman or Jacob example) and 10 of these nations/names/sons, are forgiven 7 times. Or…or, 7 of the 10 (70 out of 100) are forgiven as they are “under” or below the First Three (3).  It is something of that nature to be sure.

The Priest of Salem, this being the Heavenly Divine PRIEST of The Spirit or ‘Holder of Truth/Scepter – Melchizedek’, forgave these 10 sons of nations/men OR under the name of Jehovah God, 7 times as the eclipse crossed the land of these United States within that 70 miles totality zone, thereby making the first Salem and the last Salem (Jeru-Salem or Jer-USA-lem) equally yoked in their forgiveness making the first the last and the last the first.

There were 12 STATES INCLUDED IN THIS CROSSING!  To me, the cleansing of these “12” or the center line, also gave the rest of the land forgiveness…hence the 12 Disciples which are known as The Feet.  Let me just put it this way, “THE 12 DISCIPLES JUST HAD THEIR FEET WASHED BY JESUS, WHO WAS IN THE SHADOW OF THE SUN”!

I am so far behind in uploading my videos to this site, I know, but I did a video stating that “The Shadow” was the “thing” to watch…it held a Key.  I didn’t understand it all till just now when I wrote the above all out.

Wasn’t it God’s “Light” that went over the “Face of the Waters”?  The Sun or the Moon is the light source from where we stand – both going over the waters/seas/land.  I know that Waters is different than Seas; and Land is different than Earth.

So we can see that the 70 x 7 is 490 which is an off-shoot of 7 x 7 = 49, Jubilee.  This also has to do with our 49 States of America, THE UNITED STATES, showing that the 49th state is one to take note of, then the last, the 50th, being the “Year of Rest” – Hawaii or Alaska?  The Lord is so good, wow, here we have the “hot and cold”, one or the other, or one following the other!


In these long days full of hours and minutes of reading, researching and praying about all the food taken in, I absolutely know that numbers are a pattern, but more importantly, they are NOT ABSOLUTE!  Meaning – 400 can be years, days, hours also can be the number 40; 3 days can be 3 hours, 3 minutes, 3 seconds; 60 can be days, 2 hours, 2 years, 4 seasons or 4 years.  Here on earth, the first dimension as we see and live, we see these as absolute time, etc., but as the layers are seen or illuminated, you’ll see these layers as realms, kingdoms, lands, times, etc.  As we rise above this earthly plain of existence, time accelerates so the faster you rise, the quicker you pass through the Seals each of these hold.  When I say “Seals”, I am speaking of “Truths” that one must unlock prior to entering the Kingdom of Heaven.  Now, remember, the Kingdom of God, the Heavenly Kingdom and the Kingdom of Heaven ARE NOT THE SAME!


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We arrive at one via our heart and the other, via our mind.  Both must be cleansed.  The heart must be encased in gold so it can travel untouched, unharmed, safe and secure through the fire one walks through before given the “Key” in which grants one entrance…the Pure Heart that is encased in gold, is then handed to the Lord as “payment” or “gift of love” as it holds the tapestry of our life within it.  It is our “love letter to God”.  Jesus carries our hearts as that is where the Garden of God is – where God walks with us here on earth…because our body is the earthly temple of God – where else could He live?  He resides with us.   This is how God “walks” with Enoch, then Enoch was not for God took him!

But, once through the cleansing fire which removes all the earthly dross from what is on the Path to Holiness, it then becomes our mind that will become payment or gift.  The FATHER is Spirit, His Holy Spirit – this is when He can read your mind – when speaking without words comes into play as this is when HE CAN TRULY KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS as this is HIS HEAVENLY HOME!  He has moved from the Heart to the Mind and this is how the “Body of Christ” ALL come together, become ONE and work as ONE BODY OF BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST!


It’s okay if you don’t believe what I am saying, truly, HE HAS THIS AND HE WILL TEACH YOU! But, you’re going to have to light your Menorah and light the Path you are walking on in order for Him to see you in the darkness.

Things/events are not going to happen as everyone thinks – they are not.  I promise you this; they are going to be SO MUCH BETTER!  If all are waiting for the “Rapture” to occur as the earthly church taught and has been taught, well, sorry-about-cha, it might be a little worse or really, just longer!  LOL

One cannot be “raptured/caught up” into the Kingdom of God’s Glory until they are resurrected from death, our dead body that we are covered with here.  This is the type of “dead” the Bible is speaking of.  As long as all continue to misunderstand the origins of His Word(s), all are blind and deaf, starving and crippled.  Famine is not from “food we eat”, but from “Heavenly FOOD we don’t eat” – FOOD being the Word of God.

He is and has been CLEARLY telling us to fast in these last days again meaning, “Do not consume and devour yourself in an Earthly Word – BUT SUSTAIN FROM IT, but DO COME TO ME IN YOUR HUNGER FOR I WILL GIVE YOU HEAVENLY FOOD – THE DIVINE TRUTH!  We fast so we can be emptied completely of all things Earthly so we become eager to hear, learn, understand just as little babies, children would.  When are weak from our hunger, HE IS STRONG AND GIVING in His FOOD OR WORD/TRUTH He fills us with!

HE is common sense!  He has told HIS STORY in our History of the World.  Go, find and seek Him in each story told in the Bible, HE IS THERE!  Who are the players?  Who holds or carries “WHICH” Spirit?  When the characters /people/places are “likened” to another, which means it’s a “mirror image/image” of the former or forefather of the Original.


It’s just too much to write at this time.  If you’ve been listening to my videos these past few years, truly hearing what I was sharing and myself learning, then you too should be able to see the “pairs” or “likenesses” and just whom they really are.  God is telling HIS STORY!  Think about this:  Michael-Angelo was commissioned by the Pope to paint the Story of Creation on the arched dome ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, correct?  Yet, he was originally really a “sculptor” (his statue of David cut from one piece of marble) yet now became an artist who was “painting Creation on the Dome of the Earthly Church”.  Who is Michael-Angelo in the His Story?

Remember he started his “masterpiece” over when he was not satisfied with his first drawings/paintings didn’t settle right with him.  He is stated to say “If the wine is sour, throw it out!”  So, he painted over his first brush strokes and started again from scratch.  Who else did that?  Watch the movie “Agony & Ecstasy” with Charlton Heston; it is well worth your time.  He was originally hired by the Papal to make/design the Pope’s “Burial Tomb” carved out of the most beautiful marble in Italy but was taken off that assignment when the Pope decided he wanted the “ceiling” painted with the original 12 disciples of Jesus or Christ.  He was from Florence and known as a “Florentine” but was acquired or hired for his services by Rome.  He was to be given a salary and a home to rent during his stay, his basic needs met by “the Church” or the Pope himself.  He practically starved as no payment was being given by the Pope on a regular basis and Michael-Angelo had to beg for funds throughout the entire 4 year commission time.

Now, take what I’ve written above to the next level – take it higher to The Dome which is under the Sea of Glass.  He was reluctantly taken to Rome  at a time that was not really convenient for him – called to make a burial tomb for the “Head of the Earthly Church”, yet instead, ended up painting the Creation Story on Rome’s or the Pope’s earthly “Heavenly Church”, each section telling the story in the written Scripture.

God has written it all out.  He has told us what happened and what is going to happen.  The Old Testament is Heavenly Events that transpired on Earth.  The New Testament is earthly events that have YET TO OCCUR IN HEAVEN!

Okay, that’s enough for now as it only took me how many months to finally upload a post!  Please go to my YouTube page and play any videos I did not post here in the past few months.  They say sooo much!  But remember, DO NOT GO BY THE TITLE NAMES – I AM A BAD TITLER!

Watch for what I will call a “Paradigm Shift” or “The Wave of God’s Hand” as I believe He is going to raise all mankind/humankind from the Land of the Dead, the Catacombs I now call it.  That is where we are I truly believe.  I now know what the verse “THE DEAD KNOW NOTHING” means – we do not know ANYTHING!  He has to transform us and heal us so we can be “whole” in order to be taught the Heavenly Truth and that cannot happen here on this ground.  It must be at a higher position of the 3D or 3 dimensional earthly layers/realms…the ROOF!  That is where we, like Bathsheba bathing/cleansing herself on the rooftop, catches the eye of King David.  But unfortunately, she married Uriah first (connected to wedding in Cana occurring first during Jesus’ early ministry or prior to it).  She and Uriah barely knew each other when wed, and had not even consummated their marriage prior to him leaving to fight in David’s army/war.  So, who is “The Bride” going to marry first?  Remember, Jacob married Leah first as he was too drunk with wine to notice throughout the darkness of night it was not Rachel, his intended and betrothed, or Promised One!  The father of the bride is who veil her identity from her groom so again, I believe this time it is again the same pattern.  Only this time, it’s the Bride who is once again veiled by her Father, but it’s her that will not see who stands there waiting…it will not be who she believes it is…just saying!

Stay ready, stay alert, stand NOT IN FEAR, and be all things LOVE!  Love is coming down to those of us who stand in that concrete footing of His Steps, the Good News, and the LOVE!  Don’t get caught up in all that fear, tribulation or else that is what will manifest down onto your Path.


See you all soon!

Mary Beth, Your Friend of Heaven

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Smoke & Mirrors dividing Heaven and Earth? Choosing between Jesus and Barabbas once again – who is chosen this time…



Did anyone know that Barabbas, a/k/a ‘bad-guy’ in the Bible, the one who was released out into the world, given freedom from his jailer’s chains and was known for his continual rebellion of 1) Jewish Laws of giving to the Temple and sacrificing of animals along with selling their skins; 2) the Roman occupation of the land and city of Jerusalem? He thought that fighting his way through to make his voice heard was the only way. He thought that the time for negotiations was all but null and void. He thought that he had no one but himself to depend on; that God was not listening to the good, let alone the bad, like him. He relied on himself. He taught himself to trust only things he could see, touch, feel – things on and of this earth. (Good thing God uses His sense of SMELL to receive those that are a pleasing Aroma to Him.) All the other stuff such as faith, love, compassion – he could have no part of because he had no understanding of such things as these were not the attributes he had ever been given in the world, on this earth. They were foreign so he fought against it. He did not trust new, he did not trust old so what was left for him to trust and believe in? He had to find this. He had to be given a match, a spark that would light the Light that could and would allow him to find what he thought did not exist for him and others like him, or the things he thought only existed through him. This is why he was left and released.

Jesus was sending him out to find Him, the One standing next to him who he did not know, meaning Barabbas did not know Jesus. He sent him back into the world so he could then stand next to Jesus again and that it would be Jesus who could now know him. If not, the two once again would stand next to each other only the next time, it would be Barabbas standing in the spot of the judged and Jesus being released to the Ones who knew him.

If this pattern has already happened on earth, it will happen again in Heaven. This is one of the most important, yet over-looked parables that has been told. Barabbas is not who we think – for we have judged in and by the world’s standards, by the flesh but God has used his story, his life and his rebellion for a much greater picture – for His Greater Good!

Barabbas represents the man who was born of flesh or who is covered and walked through his life on earth in the flesh, that was in chains, imprisoned by the Laws governing his surroundings. The Law that was chained hand-in-hand to that flesh. What he saw the day Jesus died, what ‘gift’ he was given was something he struggled with, through and for, the rest of his days on this earth. I find it so amazing that his story, in the end, tells the most endearing tale.

Most don’t realize that in the of his life, this rebellious man took the place of John the Disciple on this cross. While imprisoned with both Peter and John, and after he had been given sight to see just what it was Jesus did for him, he believed he was to sacrifice himself in place of Peter. Peter told him no – that is not the will of God and that it was Peter’s time and he would go to the cross himself. Then, John was called and when John’s name was called out to come to the guards for his crucifixion, Jesus Bar Abbas claimed himself as John. So in turn, it was the thief, the man in chains, the rebellious one that gave the world the Revelation of Jesus Christ, or the Truth. He took the cup in order that the Divine Heavenly Wisdom, again The Truth, could be released unto the people upon the earth. Amazing, isn’t it?



We all know about the wedding in Cana that Jesus and His Mother Mary attended but very little about the details surrounding it. It is believed, or said that during the wedding, the father’s gold was stolen by the thief, Barabbas himself. It is said that the bag full of gold was then used to pay the woman who owned the house that was home to the harlots, women of pleasure. The gold was paid to her for the release of a girl he could not forget – the one he called “The One With No Name”. Also, it was enough gold to pay for all the women who sold their bodies for food and shelter. They themselves did not realize freedom was at the door…they were just unable to see it as the ‘walls’ separating the rooms they were laying in kept them in the dark of this purchase that was just made. They missed the open door that would have set them on their Path to freedom.

The ‘No Named One’, would not give him her name which intrigued Barabbas more. She was in one storyteller’s tale, a harlot herself named Rachel, while another wrote she was a young maiden who just worked there and was called Esther. Whichever holds the truth, I do not know because both versions tell a story. It was from this women getting to know her ‘master’ or ‘owner’ that soften his heart, even if he tried so very hard to keep it as hard as a rock. Her gentleness, yet strong conviction in the Lord, is what nursed him when he was beaten by the servant from the father’s house (who held the wedding), who had afterwards been thrown into the continuous fire pits, bound by both hands and feet. It was from a leper’s ‘hook’ that reached into the fire and rolled him out, flesh singed and burnt but actually, it was only mere moments he endured the flames.

The woman was then left to find oils, herbs and medicines to nurse this man who bought/purchased her, back to health. Having no money, she was led to beg on the streets and soon after, was given a gold bracelet to sell as that was all the Roman wife had to give. That woman, that wife, was the wife of Pilate.

After this, Pilate’s wife who was searching herself for truth, found herself as the girl, searching out Jesus and the teaching of Heaven. These unlikely women found friendship and even though they were worlds apart in comparison, they were very much alike in their search for something higher. The girl became pregnant, only to lose it at the hands of the Roman soldiers who came to hunt Barabbas down. The loss of this child was now removing all the warmth and softness that had been slowly but surely settling within is heart. To further add to his grief, she died soon after in the streets by the crowds coming against Jesus and His claim to being the Son of God. In his despair, he was arrested by the Roman authorities and sent to the sulfur mines of Sicily. Once settled in this pit within the earth, Barabbas was partnered in chains to a Christian who himself was sentenced to a life in darkness because his refusal to through a cargo of slaves overboard in the sea. This man in the beginning, hates Barabbas for being pardoned instead of his Master, the one called Jesus.

These two who started their imprisonment in opposition to one another, are chained together for 20 years, in which time, had become friends. It was these two foe-friends who ironically, became the only two from the mines who could be rescued as they were the only survivors when an earthquake shook the ground, collapsing the mines pits below. Twenty years he was below the earth, in chains, with a believer in Christ. The good, the bad – making every move together – led them to become friends and were so still when taken to Rome where they would train to become gladiators who fought to the death in the great coliseum of the Roman Emperor Nero. Friend killing friend, enemy killing enemy, it seemed no matter where his feet took him, the matter of life or death always stood in the path that he would have to walk or take, including the paths he ultimately crossed.

It was Barabbas who took his Christian friend and follower of the teachings of Christ, to be buried properly after he was killed with a spear to his heart. Ironically, the place of burial was in the Catacombs of Rome, so again, Barabbas was led to man-made chambers of darkness within the earth. When he appeared above ground, finally making his way out of the dark maze that held so many dead, he saw the fires of Rome. He remembered what was said by the Believer’s in his life and thought that finally, the end of the world had come. So he too grabbed a torch and lit fires so the City of Rome would burn. It was in this doing that he was arrested and accused as the one who started the fires, when really, he was only one participate, one man following the lead of others. This act is/was his final act, the finale of the life of this rebellious man who many thought would not or could not die. It was at this time, he was sentenced to death. It was the his standing up – professing his faith in Christ that sent him to his death on the cross, along with all the other Christians arrested that night in the City of Rome.

Christians lighting a fire to the homes of non-believers, pagans who had a belief of a different god other than their own or possibly, their belief in a same God but separated by their blindness in Jesus and the truth of whose Son he really was. This is yet again, another pattern to watch for only this time, hopefully, you’ll see it with Heavenly eyes and understand that the fire which burns a home, is really a cleansing of the flesh. It wasn’t the Christians that started the fires in the first place, so who was the real ‘Fire-Starter’? Who was it that lit the first torch? This is such a huge layer and parable – I hope you see it.



A while back, I stated that something happened at the cross – a switch of sorts when Jesus spoke to John and His Mother Mary these words: “Son, this is your Mother…Woman/Mother this is your son.” We know that Jesus has both Spirits within Him as He spoke with each saying, “My God, My God why have You forsaken me?” Then again when interceding for those who cursed Him: “Father, Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” One ‘Son’ was in intersession to His God while the other was pleading to His Father. One was Earthly, One was Heavenly. One was speaking as Jesus Christ and the other as Christ Jesus. Jesus was born with one Spirit while baptized by John the Baptist in the Jordan River thereby receiving the other. Jesus’ journey into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights, was His time to conquer His flesh against the enemy and at the same time, the God of this world. (40 days in the desert is likened to 2000 years.) Jesus was never actually subject to sin, only the temptation of it.

He had to also pass the test of temptation so he could quiet the voice of man or men that rang loudly throughout His walk; it was the noise coming from the mouths of those He went to save. Jesus had to walk in Heavenly ways, using the new ‘gifts’ He received on the waters of the Jordan. When the dove descended, so did the Spirit from Heaven that now rested upon Him. This is a pattern that shows a parable of what will happen to Believers as they too are born via the waters of Heaven, receiving too their Gifts – to then be sent out to minister to the blind, deaf, crippled and to share the truly good things of Heaven. This is where the healing will again occur; the Harvest reaped.

If Heaven and Earth are bound (what is bound on earth is bound in Heaven), then this must now occur ‘up there’ as it has already been completed here. The Gifts that Jesus received here, were earthly and given as He went out and received the Twelve (12) Disciples, who in Heaven are now called Apostles (earthly to Heavenly). No longer will the earthly Gospels be the fruit, but the Heavenly Apostles which represent the Heavenly Truth (Fruit). This is what the pattern will follow once again. The removal of the demons, seven (7) so it says, is the teaching or ‘Gifts of the Spirit’ that were given here and that gave our earthly body it’s food or fruits. These must be removed once we are in Heaven and replaced by the Divine Spirits of the Tree or Fruits of the Tree so we will have understanding and Heavenly discernment on the Kingdom level. Again, this is a parable of healing, when one receives Revelation or Truth of the Kingdom of Heaven.

This is the Fruit that leads ones feet to the Path of Knowledge which in turn, opens the Door to Eternal Life with the Father. These are the candles which Light the flames on the Menorah. Each of us have a Menorah that needs to be lit and is done so by following the Path which is laid out for us via the Tapestry of our life which is written upon our hearts.

Jesus already came as the ‘Man’ or Son of Man representing the earthly idol or god; now He must come as the Beast, the Son of God parable as now, the Golden Calf worship pattern manifests and takes hold. It’s the Babylon Golden Man worshiped and built within the City and the Israelite Golden Calf Statue worshiped and molded out in the wilderness of the desert; both were worshiped as a Golden God and so again, this pattern will be followed. Jesus comes as the Beast to those who do not know the Truth. The Destroyer will destroy the earthly things so that we, or people, will see only the things of Heaven. He must destroy the teaching of the earthly, fleshly man which to most, will be looked upon as a Beast, but really, He is destroying the teaching or Word, the flesh resides in. By doing this, the Walls of Jericho will fall, and the Harlot released from her captivity from behind and within the mighty walls of a Babylonian-idol worshiping land. She is free. This is the parable of Rahab who helped Joshua and the Israelites conquer Babylon and if you remember, it is she that Joshua married. If Joshua is a parable of a likeness of Jesus, then who did Jesus release and now is set to marry? The Daughter of Babylon. If she is the Harlot on earth, then she is the opposite in Heaven. Same goes the other way…so if the Virgin marries her Groom in Heaven, who is she marrying or married to on earth? Remember, Jesus ‘flipped’ the tables in the Temple Courtyard so what did He really do? What does the flipping of tables actually mean?

All is from above us, the Heavenlies or Heavenly realms. As in the Beginning all descended, or ‘came-down’, the tables now need to be flipped and the ascending back to the place from which we came shall take us up and not down. The ‘waters’ are the above us through the sky. We will pass through the Kingdoms which are the layers or realms lined out in the atmospheres above. There are Seven (7) that must be passed through before we reach the Gates of Heaven. Why? There are 7 Kingdoms below the Sea of Glass or Dome and three (3) above. These the Roman, Greek, Persian etc. These lands have kings and rulers and once again, their lands must be crossed in order to get to the Holy Land, the Promised Land of God is really what this area is and just as it is on earth, it is in Heaven, meaning, these Kingdoms lay between the North and South, ruled by 7 Rulers…the Seven Churches, the Seven Seals, Seven Mountains and really, the 7 Angels or Angelic Hosts. Each hold a Seal of God – a teaching of Truth. As each obtain that teaching of Truth or receiving it by eating the Fruit or Good Food of the Tree each Church provides, they have broken the Seal of that Mystery or Scroll. Each land or layer, holds the Secrets of Heaven and of the Father and to Eternal Life with Him. If a heart is not pliable to receive what is given, the earthquakes or ‘shaking of the dust of the earth’ must occur so all will be brought to their knees so they can see what is needed in order to take the Home. The shaking of the dust – is the flesh. The Wind then comes along and blows the dust (Dust in the Wind) toward Home as it must be removed prior to receiving ‘Rest’ in the Father or His Mansion where the True Body of Christ shall reside.

Find the sequence of these in the Bible pattern – read how they ended and again, this will be the pattern only reversed. Everything human beings here on earth think they have understanding of they do so only from an earthly understanding and discernment. All see it happening here. I, believe 1 million percent, all will happen ‘Up There’. Our walk with the Lord, with Christ, is individual and also separate than the group. Each must receive REVELATION/TRUTH and it was His 7 Churches (Angels) He sent to fulfill this…each is responsible for breaking a Seal that holds the Heavenly Gifts needed to achieve this, in order for man to receive God’s True Holy of Holies Spirit.

These Angels are too the 7 main Fallen Angels as they were cast down UNDER the Sea of Glass unto their own Heavenly realms, atmospheres because what they were teaching, was not Heavenly, but Earthly. On earth, we see these ruling over the 7 Continents. There is a City of Gold or City of God that sets atop these Heavens, these “7 Hills”. They were removed from the Kingdom of Heaven because they had to reside below in order to do what God had told them to as they are Messengers, Children and really His FIRST CREATION. They, like Barabbas, are too labeled as “Rebellious” but look what Barabbas’ rebellion did for God’s Kingdom or the Kingdom of Heaven? It revealed It’s TRUTH.

These are all the Kingdoms, Kings, ruling Lands, etc. of the Bible. All the diverse ‘Era’s of Time’ the World or planet experienced throughout it’s various countries and kingdoms, it was a shadow of what was occurring above. Each time we walked through one ‘Age’ onto another, this was due to the CHANGE of Rule or Authority above…one Angel took the Kingly Sceptre from the other (hence the Dark Ages, Golden Ages, and the wars within etc.) as each Church had a different mission, or message they had to ‘Unseal’.

The 7th Heaven or 7th Seal is where the Little Book was eaten. It tasted like honey but settled in the stomach as bitter herbs. If this is written here as this, then up there, I look for it to be the opposite. As the Truth is given it is being swallowed as bitter tasting because it is opposite of what we’ve learned/been taught here but once settled in one’s stomach, it will lay there like honey…This is why we are sent through the wilderness in the first place, so that we eat the bitter herbs of the thorny bushes first, as did John the Baptist. Then, the locust which are those that know the truth who come to eat the stalks of the wheat and anything else they see growing in the fields that are of an Earthly truth and not Heavenly. Then, you can eat the honey.



Remember, all are appendages of Jesus – all are His Fruits. All things are used to get us HOME! Earthly is the ‘Likeness’ – it is the replica. If there is a Heavenly Brother/Sister than there is an Earthly Brother/Sister…Is this why Thomas was called “The Twin” because of his doubt which is the opposite of faith? Earthly doubt vs. Heavenly faith is what we as ‘twins’ battle. We doubt Heavenly things because we have only earthly knowledge, wisdom and our flesh rules over these, thereby opposing the faith of our Spirit. If the world doesn’t agree or know about such things, we cave – crumble to the world…never really conquering it. Until one receives Heavenly Truth from Heavenly Teachers, we can never leave the prison of our flesh, the One who holds the True Temple of God captive. This is why it is said, “The Truth will set you free!” Go all in…crush the head of the snake. There are always 2 in a battle…just as it was shown hanging besides Jesus on the cross. One on each side…both thieves but one spoke in faith while the other cast only doubts. It’s overcoming the doubt through the faith.

As long as were are here, we are handicapped by the Veil of Deception so what we do not understand on Heavenly levels, is really not our fault. it’s been set from the beginning, our blindness that is; so until we are above the Sun, everything will continue to repeat the patterns once again, only using different players, different people God has made in order to show their life in teaching parables, telling a Heavenly story…His story. This is common throughout the stories of the Bible. This is why I always say pray for ‘Divine Heavenly Sight’ so you can see above the Veil to the something New He has promised. Once we are over that Sun – watch out because that is when He is going to do something we wouldn’t believe even if we were told! It’s His SOMETHING NEW!

I pray you receive this Gift as the following scripture is meant specifically with all this in mind: Proverbs 25:2 – “It is the glory of God to conceal a thing: but the honour of kings is to search out a matter.”



I’ve been quiet these past months in my blogging responsibilites and for this I apologize. It’s been quite a time of learning.

I’ve come to a time in my walk that I no longer believe I can share what I have been taught. Not because I don’t want to or that I haven’t tried. I finally realized it is not up to me to teach, it is only by HIM above. HE is the One that must blow Life into dry bones…It is only Him that can change the hearts of men so that it becomes soften, child-like in order for it to accept the Gift HE is giving. I can share but when it gets to a place that exceeds my boundries, well, I must stay behind my line that has already been drawn in the sand.

What I can share with everyone, all my friends I’ve made through this site and my videos, is that remember the story of Barabbas above. Good isn’t always good and evil isn’t always evil. That God is in charge of all that is His and that means, He sets the trees in their exact alignment on each sides of the Path He puts us on. The Right-hand, regardless of how ‘Right’ is may be, it is just half of the whole with the Left-hand and both hands are used to carry us HOME.

As we are removed from our cave, our pit, our prison and the chains that hold us here, all are given the Promise of everlasting life with HIM. It’s a Promise that takes all to the place where that Promise from God can be fulfilled and it’s taught while we walk in and through His Promised Land. It’s the Land that is full of promise. It will all be there but if you do not remove what is earthly from you, clean your garments so-to-speak, He will have no choice but to “shake the dust from you” with His Mighty Winds. If you do not bath in the pools as you walk from Promise to Promise, from Seal to Seal, you will have to go through the fire and He will burn if off. Be assured, one way or another, He will complete His Word and His Promise. By water or by fire, by sea or by land – HE WILL BRING YOU HOME!

As the days ahead may become scary for most, let them not be scary for you. He has this!



It’s been in front of us the entire time, all of it right there! It’s Paul…it’s his journey on the road to Damascus. Paul represents how we should be now, how we should be learning…not from earthly lights, teachers, knowledge or books, but by the Voice crying out in the desert. This is when we move from Earthly to Heavenly, the Spirit, our True Teacher. He blinds so He can heal and give Heavenly sight to the things of Heaven.

The 3-days of darkness is when the Exodus begins and the Earthly Holy Spirit is removed from us. It is during these 3 days we journey from the land across the seas. We leave what will then be known as the Enemy, behind. Unless we put on our Armor, it will be a rough wavy ride. How can one hear a Heavenly Voice if the only voice they’ve ever listened to has been Earthly? You cannot hear via your ears nor see via your eyes…you must think of Paul’s blindness and how he walked when the Father said “WALK!” or “RISE!” That was his only security during these darkest days of his life! But, what happened at the end of those 3 days? Exactly what the Voice whispering in the Wind told Paul would happen! He kept His Promise!

Paul was not taught by anyone other than the Holy Spirit, the Christ Spirit. No earthly teachers, no teachings he had embedded in his mind since birth…He listened to only ONE. This is why Paul at times went ‘head-to-head’ with Peter and James. They were taught Heavenly things by Jesus but still did not have full Heavenly understanding. Not like Paul did. Paul knew things were not one way or another, but both. This is why many believe Paul’s teachings do not belong as he is seen as the Double Minded Man who carries a Double Edge Sword. He knew there were the 2 sides of man…2 within the One.

The Church, the Earthly Christians are walking through the ‘wide-gate’ as they all believe the same ‘concept’ of the original teaching from man. It’s the hidden that takes us through the narrow-gate. Flip the tables, stay strong through the blindness and stand strong in knowing that all through the NT Jesus was healing the blind – giving them sight again. When He put the mud on the beggar’s eyes in front of the Temple doors, the beggar yelled out, “Stop! Your hurting me!” This is when the scales are placed at the beginning of the 3 days of darkness – it will hurt and most will yell-out but that’s good; yell nice and loud so He can hear you because that is what He wants. He wants you to scream out to Him so He can come swiftly to rescue and heal you. He has to cripple in order to bring healing because unfortunately, we don’t realize that we are the children the Bible speaks about. We, we the people are the little ones – and doesn’t all the little ones go up into His arms?

I pray that our Father in Heaven who created ALL will bring life from those dead pages and make them truly alive in your heart, spirit and soul. Nothing is going to play-out as expected as I’ve said over and over throughout these past almost 2 years. Use your Heavenly eyes to see above, not to your left or right that is here, but up where our help comes from. Remember what I have told you – file it away so you can easily bring it to mind when you realize what the shaking is all about. It’s not to bring you down, but to bring us all up.

Most importantly, do not judge what you do not know. I apologize to all I may have offended when speaking about how their church may operate, may teach because now I realize that they do have the truth, but only on an Earthly level of understanding and not in it’s true Heavenly form or Truth. They have ‘a part’. All have been given a piece, some Heavenly Truth but since it had no choice but to be received by Earthly ears and discerned with such limited earthly knowledge, judgment, pride, lust of wordly things quickly began to take root…The Barabbas Spirit is what was released into the world so that is who the world hears and gravitates to first. The Earthly fruits replicated the Heavenly fruits and no one can tell the difference in the ‘likeness’ and ‘original’. Now, both will be exposed and how will man see the difference? How will they know Heavenly from Earthly? How will they know who the real Beast/beast is? Jesus Bar Joseph or Jesus Bar Abbas will stand in front of the people once again – but who will be WHO? Who will the people choose this time?

Before I close here, I will share with you what brings a smile to my face every day. I will leave a video below for your to listen to and regardless what you think of who it is or who it isn’t, just know, it makes me happy because it’s voice I’ve listened to since I was 4 – 5 years old. There’s a ‘big’ story there that many won’t take the time to search out, but like all things good and of truth, they are hidden and one much do their homework to find the knowledge in order to understand. I’m not saying one-way or another what I think, it doesn’t matter, but it lightens my spirit, brings a smile to my face because it confirms to me what I’ve been taught…nothing is as it seems…smoke and mirrors can hide what has been in front of us the entire time – they just did their job very very well! Enjoy!

I love you…see you soon!
Mary Beth – Friend of Heaven



Posted by on November 12, 2016 in Uncategorized


Got your running shoes on? Get them on now! Psalm 119:32; New Video Playlist




Hello everyone, blessings and as much love and thanks I can send, I am sending to each and everyone of you!  I am in the process of downloading 3 new videos, they are long (of course they are) but to be honest, they don’t even cover but a speck of what I have been given during my time in “God School”.  Please watch them because I doubt there is time left to do any more.



Last year, I tried to explain over and over how important July was and what exactly this month meant in the realm of things.  Well, just as the Jewish calendar has 2 New Years, 2 start dates, months, beginning times, etc., so do we…January and July.  Included within these months, we also have the Jewish months of Tevet and Tammuz, sometimes Shevat and Av.  This means we have 12 months, but really, they are paired – have sibling months as Summer/Winter and Spring/Fall each have 6 months total.  This also describes the 6 hours of the clock, time – showing each side within a 24 hour period also have a twin, both in the AM and in the PM.  This is how His time is divided and His days are divided…always 4 sections just like our hearts and His Heart.  Then, all is divided within Seasons, then the two parts of the globe, being the Northern Hemisphere and the Southern Hemisphere; it all matters when understanding WHO HE IS AND HOW HE DOES WHAT HE DOES!  To top that – all those dates then get paired making each one of those having 4 dates, then again where each date is really 6 different dates…

But, today, right now, I want to get out there what today, tomorrow and the rest of the week is about and why it is SO IMPORTANT!  All of the days, years, signs and events have aligned together which has never happened like I see it doing now.  The “world” is not seeing what is layered between the pages of the Bible as they are blind.  They do not truly understand His Time (not that I totally get the “whole” picture either), but if you’ve put everything in your life to the side and studied in God School, there is no way anyone could miss it.  First of all, we are still in 2012, 2013, 2014 and 2015.  Yes, that is correct.

December 23-27, 2012, I believe, is now.  The events of 2015 they too are now as 2016 is a prophetic year, it’s that extra day of the “Season” so-to-speak.  Each season is 91 days but that day is sort of erased, looked over, not counted, oh, I don’t know but it’s not counted…this is like that day.

We are going to go through the waters above – past the waters before anyone crosses over into the Promised Land, remember Joshua and the 12 spies.  When asked to search this land out that they had to “pass-thru”, ten of the spies gave bad reports because the men there were Giants.  This land again must be passed through – it’s the Angels though, not the Giants – the Land of the Trees.  Remember, trees are Angels and what is so surreal about this timing of events…the New Year for the Trees in this hemisphere will be on the 23rd of the month.  What happens on this date?  Oh, the TREES WAKE UP OUT OF THEIR WINTER SLEEP!  So, the Sleeping Giant is literally going to be awakened within the next 3 days…ARE YOU READY!

Please do not be fearful…just stand in faith and know that HE HAS YOU!  Starting tonight and into tomorrow, the constellations are right on point too!  Please go to July 20th Signs in the Sky and then read the Moon/Planet lineup for tonight and the rest of the week – it’s unbelievable!  What is even crazier, is this bit from their paragraph on how the Sun entering into Cancer during a specific time has not happened since 12 B.C. – 2000 years ago!

However, if we had a time machine, and could transport ourselves back to the year 12 B.C., we’d actually find the sun entering the constellation Cancer on the June solstice. The sun would also be entering the sign Cancer as well, when the constellation Cancer and the sign Cancer were in alignment on the sky’s dome over two thousand years ago.

The seasonal or tropical year, as measured by successive returns to the June solstice, is about 20 minutes shorter than the sidereal year – the year as measured by the backdrop stars. For that reason, the June solstice point has shifted about 30o westward relative to the constellations of the Zodiac since the year 12 B.C. That means the sun on the June solstice now shines at the border of the constellations Gemini and Taurus, rather than at the border of the constellations Cancer and Gemini.

Signs of the tropical zodiac remain fixed relative to the equinox and solstice points. Therefore, the sun always enters the sign Cancer on the June solstice, irrespective of which constellation backdrops the sun at this time.

In our day and age, the sun enters the constellation Cancer each year on or near July 20, and then enters the sign Leo approximately two days thereafter, on or near July 22.

Bottom line: You may know that the sun enters the sign Cancer every year at the June solstice. The sun enters the constellation Cancer a month later, on or near July 20.

Now, as I’ve said, I believe this is the time we’ve been watching for and up until August 19, 2016, sequenced days of events also fall perfectly in-line.  This date incidentally, is also Av 15, the day that ends “Dying in the Desert” and also, that 5:15 alarm “time/date”.

Could I be wrong, sure I could.  We know what our Father in Heaven wants us to know, allows us to know and what a kick He is getting watching us put these puzzle pieces in place!  But truly, I believe with every single thing I have in me, thank you Lord, that is starts now, within the next few days, I believe.  It will not be as everything things, remember this.  The thief comes in the night hours – it mimics when Jesus was arrested in the garden.  What times was that He was arrested?  We are going UP – this is the Path of our Exodus and so we must pass through what the Israelites crossed, walked and where their division was made is where we too will part ways.  All get to “cross-over” but some go to the darkness and some go straight to the Lord.  Below is a picture that may help give a visual:

7176995_orig  I think this picture is missing a few layers…but I could be wrong!




I believe we are in the Realm of the Dead – Jonah’s Whale.  When the “Fountains of the Deep” open, that is the whale’s blow-hole releasing Jonah from it’s belly.  We are definitely in the Belly of the Whale but it wasn’t until I saw this picture that I realized just where we REALLY were!  Yep, that’s us, I believe, in SHEOL.  I could be wrong, we could be at the point of “THE EARTH” but I don’t think so as we are under the “EARTH”; the basement I call it and we need to get to the roof.  This is where King David saw Bath-Sheba, bathing on the roof, again this is another huge clue.  This is the CAVE that Adam and Eve were sent to; the CAVE that is mentioned in the Bible where so many ran to, lived in.  Could I be wrong, sure I can but until I find a better description of what I know is true, this is the best picture to describe just what our Exodus Trail will look like.

We are at the time of Jonah, Elijah and so many others.  If I have time, I will add to this post later this evening.

Remember Tammuz 15, 16 and 17 are HUGE in the patterns of Bible.  It was Tammuz 16 Moses was to come down from the Mountain but when he didn’t return, the Israelites made Aaron build them the image of the Golden Calf…the false idol was made.  Moses did not come back down until the next day, Tammuz 17 and as luck would have it, it was at that exact moment they started the worship and praise to this molten image.  This was to be, however, the day God wrote His Word onto the hearts of His People…they day of marriage and union but it never manifested into play.

Until I can finish this, stay watching, stay “pure of heart” and forgive all…RIGHT NOW! lol Seriously, do this today and every day from now on…so important.

I believe this is what should be posted next:


I said this numerous times – Scripture Chapter/Verses are days/months…also they are the number of days counted (ie. Omer, etc.).  I see 4:21 as the 21st day of the fourth month (4-21) that being either July 21 or Tammuz 21.


I love you all and I’ll see you soon!  Oh UPDATE – I’ve just uploaded 3 new videos on a playlist and they are attached below!

Mary Beth, Friend of Heaven


Tammuz/July 2016 – Start of God’s Season


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