Does The Goodness Of The Heart Give Way To Forgiveness To Alternative Lifestyles?


Good morning friends!  This past week, I downloaded a video on my YouTube page Friend of Heaven, along with 5 or 6 more, and I spoke about the heart and how it’s the heart Jesus is coming to judge.  I spoke also about men and women who have lived a homosexual lifestyle and I knew from the moment I opened my mouth, many would disagree with me.  That’s okay, it really is and I will tell you, I never know what I am going to share until the moment I open my mouth.  I talked about WHY Jesus is coming to judge the heart…not our words, not our thoughts, but our hearts and what lays there as the heart cannot lie.


We must remember that Jesus says that if we ask for forgiveness, we shall receive it but we have to truly repent and He says to love the sinner but hate the sin, does He not?  During the time of darkness, that 3 days where He shows Himself to each and every person in this world, He will show them the status of their heart – the good, the bad and the ugly as whatever is there, it will be seen.  After this review, He will give each what He called “His last GIFT to humanity”, the opportunity and their last chance to be forgiven of their sins committed while here on earth in this corrupt flesh we call a body.  He will allow all, the chance to bend their knees, see their sins, ask Him for forgiveness and be added to the Lamb’s Book of Life.  ALL WILL HAVE THIS VERY ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME CHANCE!  Jesus will look in their hearts to see if  the remorse is heartfelt, is it sincere and if the people are truly sorry…the heart cannot lie and will bring TRUTH to the surface.  He will be able to tell if their mouths are moving, water works pouring all in righteousness or all done in falseness, showing their hearts to really still be ice-cold and only saying words to try to save themselves during this time.  I just can’t imagine anyone thinking they could hide anything from the Good Lord, can you?  But for those who do not know Him, they will try and many will blatantly refuse this GIFT.


Now, if He offers forgiveness to all, He is then forgiving the sin, is He not?  Will He not forgive those that have been told that God could not love them because of their homosexuality?  Now please remember, I am in NO WAY condoning this way of life as I believe we must love what God loves and hate what God hates but I do know too –  that I have known many “gay” people who for instance, at the age of 2, had their preferences known and these traits were expressed at that tender age.  A 2 year old is innocent and does not know what is feminine or masculine – they just play “from the gut”.  As the years progress and they become older, these traits seem to get a bit stronger, enhanced and parents, family, etc. can usually see something is different by time the teenage years arrive, and that too, is when one will start to feel conflicted and confused because they are aware they are a bit different than friends and family members.  I personally believe it is at this point too that the enemy begins his celebration because now, the world has begun telling them they are an abomination and while they live and participate in a lifestyle which is against God’s Word, Commandments and anything else you want to list, they start searching for “a god” or “the god” that will love them as they are.  They need to be able to stand somewhere. Why?  Because they have been like  this from their earliest memories; walked through their childhood in confidence loving the Lord and just knowing that He loved them back.  They never had doubt about the one solid love in their life, God’s love.  Now, they are awoken and aware but what do they do?  Thinking that God can never love you because of who you are can be quite devastating to someone who lingered their entire life in the confidence of God’s never-ending love.  It is at this point, I believe, a person embraces a life that will give them false understanding of who they are and even a more deceiving acceptance of God’s Word and Will.  They run to spirituality to find God’s love but return from it with a manipulated misconception again adaptable to their lifestyle.  Evolution and science become a viable explanation and quickly makes room to comfort all who want to find a way to live in this world being different or those living in a way that is unpleasing to God.  At least there, the God they remember from childhood loves them.  From that point on, for a while at least, they have placement, confidence and understanding even if it is short-lived and a lie (the lie being the New Age/Spirituality Movement, not God’s Love).


Am I saying that this applies 100% to everyone…no.  Am I saying this is the cause in each case…no.   There will forever be the argument, is this a choice or is a person born like this – I think it’s both but it is not up to me to judge them as Jesus will do that and if I am who I say I am in Christ, then I will not judge.  Remember, Jesus has told us over and over that our understanding of the Heavenly Structure and Courts, His love and forgiveness to all who ask is not attainable to us until we are changed and become residents of Heaven as it is so much bigger than us and the answers are not cut and dry.  It will be at that time, we’ll  know and understand His Divine Love, Wisdom, etc… We are so limited in our abilities to accept and ration that kind of “Agape Love”.


Jesus has taught us that it is all about the heart and I will tell you that it has been my experience, most homosexual men and women have the kindest, most loving hearts I know…all good, all caring and most giving so again I say, it is the sin He hates, not the person and if He comes to judge the heart’s of men looking for whose is pure, good, loving, kind and of Him,  along with for those which are cold, unforgiving, and well, just not of Him or have become corrupted beyond the point of no return, isn’t that what will stand out and isn’t He giving them/us all a last chance?  So, He will be forgiving the “sin” but loving, saving and reconciling back to the “sinner” back to Himself?


I in no way meant to offend any reader here but sometimes we do not have a choice on which subject we talk about and share.  I was not expecting this topic but the Lord was.  All the answers to all our questions are about to be answered and the most important event for a person to attend, is about to start and this my friends, is the most important decision one faces in life…is Jesus Christ the Son of God, the Messiah and Our Savior?  If you know this answer to be yes as that is the truth, why is it taking so long to admit it to Him and all in your life?  Time is out now, no more lukewarm, in the middle, riding the fence, it’s time to chose so are you in or are you out?  Let the Lord handle everything else, including who He can love and who He doesn’t love.  Remember, He is LOVE COMING DOWN!








Posted by on November 18, 2014 in Uncategorized


Are You Dreaming of Jesus? Is Jesus Showing You Your Place & Coming To You Via Dreams?

Dreams…visions…Jesus.  Did He not say that He would show Himself to His Children in this exact manner?  Why, yes He did!

Thank you friends for emailing me your wonderful dreams when you receive them…I cry right along with you and jump for joy by your side as you scream, cheer and smile with excitement, I do, I really do.  If you all don’t mind, I would like to share with you a dream sent to me today by one of our own sister’s and following that, I am going to type out a dream that my older sister Marsha had one night last week. First, I need to share with you a bit of history that these 2 people share…they both have told me numerous times that they don’t think they are part of the Bride…that they haven’t done anything but love the Lord with all their heart.  In turn, my response to both was, “Yes, you are part of the Bride!  You wait and watch each day with the anticipation of a true bride; you love Jesus with all your heart and your life reflects all these changes and your heart shines bright with this love and affection, along with your search and longing for Him each day.  Yes, you are the Bride, never ever think anything different, ever!”  Now, both of these lovely women have had very similar dreams with just days of each other…coincidence or confirmation, or both?

Dream from Irene:

My Dream. Nov 10th 2014 

 In my dream I was trying to encourage my daughter Lauren to read a book, (can’t remember which) to help her understand.(Save her Lord, and many friends & family that are lost)  Then I seemed to be watching a movie, (can’t really remember much about it) only my Husband Chris got in the way of my viewing. Ha ha! 

Then I myself was in the movie. I was standing outside with a group of people, it was very dark. Up in the sky there was a small round bright light, far away! That appeared to be split down the centre, it seemed to go smaller, and then suddenly a point of light headed straight towards me, very fast! I remember thinking ‘oh my goodness what will this be like?’ then with my arms reaching upwards I was lifted up, all tension gone, in this swift smooth transition. Only to find myself in the arms of my Saviour, He hugged me like no other, His love for me was indescribable, and I returned that love, His cheek rested against mine. I was overjoyed!

I felt that each and every one of us are as one, and that Jesus loves all as if we are the only one, His eyes for you only. (All of us). I cannot describe, I don’t know how to put it into words. God is truly remarkable; His ways are beyond any imagination! Next I was walking along a road, I was wearing a white dress, I had no idea what it looked like, I didn’t look down! My hair was very long and flowing, I was young and slim. 

I saw Jesus sat talking with some people, He looked up and saw me walking towards them, me being so shy, turned around, and next I was walking down a street, I saw people and a lady I knew, she had a little dog. I spoke to her and said ‘I wonder how it is on earth right now?’ she replied, ‘they seem to have taken over Syria completely’. Then I saw others arriving, they were behind a glass corridor, these people were looking at me amazed! 

Next I was seated with many others, Jesus was there! I thought of the animals and felt that they would be with us soon. There was a lady among us who had cancer. Jesus said ‘Let’s take it away, Shall we’! 

Then I woke up! 

This dream, tells me that the Rapture is not far off. Jesus love for all of us is so strong. I cannot wait to be with Him, and He cannot wait for us much longer!

Now, the other dream from my sister Marsha:

Marsha said that she was looking up into the sky when she saw Jesus standing up above the clouds…standing with His white horse, holding His arms and hands upward.  She could see His Face, His Hair, all of Him and He was standing above the clouds calling us home.

Very close image capture of Jesus…


Thank you Irene and Marsha for sharing your recent dreams of Jesus!  I invite any and all that have had recent dreams of Jesus, Heaven, etc. to share here on CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW…I would be happy to post them for all to see!


See you soon!

Mary Beth


Posted by on November 11, 2014 in Uncategorized


Know Your Seasons of Glory; Prepare and Wait ~ New Message October 17, 2014

Daughter -

Recount the days for the day that is sought is there.

Your lips are healed and your fate is sealed in me dear one. I lay upon your heart the Mantle of Elijah; write My Words upon the pages so My Children may share in the joy.

Rebellion arrives upon the earth – all parts are now corrupt but for My Bride, do not worry, you are not part of what is planned for them or that world as you are not of them. You all reside in Heavenly Places…worry not for it is futile.

Look to the east now. Look up to the clouds and see My Mighty Hands spread open calling My Children inside so they can comfort and shield you. Come My Children for I hold you all and I now place you in the Ark as the doors now close. Run to Me now for I am reaching to seal it shut.

Speak with the authority I give you for these words are Mine. Prepare as you’ve been taught and wait for this day to draw to a close as it nears it’s appointed hour. Doubt has no place in the hearts that I hold dear and reside in. Nothing is perfect on the earth and condemning your flaws does nothing good – only puffs up the enemy’s ego. Mine are forgiven. You are forgiven. I speak to all now – hear My Daughter for she shares what I give. I am the Good Teacher, Rabbi and I teach those that have listened to My Voice. What does it matter the dates of old you say…but they are for patterns and markers for the times ahead. I give you SEASONS to watch for when the Harvest is ripe. Ready shall you be to labor as Heavenly Harvesters to bring in the Final Harvest, saturated by My Autumn Rains I promised.

The King of Kings rides out of the Holy Temple, God’s Throne Room and has now been ordered to retrieve His Bride to bring her to The Father so He too can shower His Bride with gifts designed special for her, for this is what He truly delights in. You can see His Face now upon the earth as He glances at what no longer will be. As He shakes His Head to and fro, so shall the earth be shaken. The Fallen are defeated but still they ride the fireballs of the sky that land their feet upon the earth to try to conquer what is Mine. They fall now but land in a place of prosperity for only them and their offspring. They peek through the holes of all that is good and holy but nothing shall prosper made from evil, the father of lies. I will turn and make all his attempts of evil to shine and be filled with the Love of the Father.

Finish this now and before you sleep My Children, your Redemption draws nigh. Do not sorrow in state affairs that have no affair with you. You are far removed from that which affects those who refuse to see Me as their only one true God…they have been warned as you were and did not heed the call and many who stay, were not called to Me as they have never been mine from the beginning. Stay near Me Children, leave worry alone and look on with love, faith and unmoving/unshakeable faith as I am about to do something in your day that you would not believe even if you were told. I tell you this again so you know what I say is true. Leave not a stone unturned when seeking Me and My Love and remember this “gift” – I called you – you did not call Me! Know your Seasons of Glory; understand my Heavenly Patterns of Redemption and when you see the clue you seek, I will surely be upon you.

Laugh out loud and call on the Name of the Lord, Jesus Christ of Nazareth for it is I who will redeem the faithful from the earth so they will not receive judgment or harm. I came to give the Final Sacrifice so all may know The Father and His Love for His Creation. I know all things and all hearts so hide nothing from Me…bring it out and give to Me all that harbors ill inside you so I can fix the wrong that will carry you into a place where return is impossible. Call on Me for I am always there as I have not forsaken My Bride nor My Children who love Me…I have a plan and I will bring it to light on a day when you think not so stay awake My Love and prepare for your Groom as this separation between us can and will no longer be. Where I go, so shall you and you shall see glory in Heaven as never before. Brace your hearts for what is about to unfold but lose nothing in your short wait for now you need to stand in all I have given you, taught you and have given my Word to. I am not a liar and My Word stands as does My Father’s Covenant so lean not to your own fleshly understanding, but to Me and all that is Divine, all that is Me!

This time is of importance and I am NOT QUIET but also I do not give hold to the enemy’s plots to destroy those I love and I give no ear to the whispers he leaves in the ears of many as this is his pattern used throughout the ages. Give him no standing in your life and allow no door to open that may give him entrance – seal shut your houses and call on the Name of the Lord in times of turmoil and attack for I will hasten my assist to remove him from those that are Mine.

Your job is to watch for Me and what I send…keep your eyes on Me and placement of your beautiful feet will be never be removed from the Heavenly Path they were placed on from before you were born. Believe what I say Children, I chose YOU!

Shalom, Jesus of Nazareth, Yeshua


Posted by on October 23, 2014 in Uncategorized


Video 1 of How I Was Lead To The Mysteries/Sealed Words Taught By Jesus Himself

There will be more videos added to this, hopefully later today I will be able to record and post Video 2.  Also I am posting below another video that I recorded the other day on how/why and when the Lord starts peeling us and stripping us down like an onion, only so He can strengthen and rebuild us as a true child of God…He is doing this because He loves us so learn this, embrace it and know when it is over, He will bless you because that is truly want He wants to do and has been wanting for a very long time!


Posted by on October 21, 2014 in Uncategorized


We Are In Heaven by Sept. 2015; A US Judgment Before Trib Starts; Lord Showing So Much Now!



I hate when I watch the videos back and I see where I started to talk about something, then totally and completely change course and loose my chain of thought!  In the beginning of this video, I say how I just spent time in the car recording a video but I never finished my thought, typical!  Anyway, what I was saying was I had recorded the info I was sharing earlier in the day and had decided to rerecord and post this one instead as there was just too much noise while I was driving.  Had to get that out-of-the-way…it was driving me nuts!


This video is regarding the fact that we will be in heaven before the blood red moon of September 2015; when the “real” peace agreement is signed and how the United States will have a judgment come upon her prior to the start of the Tribulation, not that it won’t again have another or another after that, but it’s first will be before the Tribulation of the world.  I am working on putting together a video series in parts reviewing everything I have talked about, all that I have tried to share since I started this ministry so hang in there with me, it is a priority!


Today is my 52nd Birthday and believe me, today, I feel every inch of that number.  I am trying again to move some boxes today but I won’t hold my breath.  I am however, going to work on the videos so I can get them posted for viewing.  There is so much that I have not spoken about and as I myself review all I have learned, all that Jesus has taught my group, I smile with excitement when I see something that I know is for right now and that each of you will love and truly want to hear.


As always, comments are welcome and insight appreciated!


God bless all of you dear friends…I pray for you every day and ask the Lord to cover all your needs and prayers.



Mary Beth


Posted by on October 18, 2014 in Uncategorized


Quick Update – More Tomorrow, I Promise!

I am alive!  I’m sorry that I have not been available but I have been going through something like this:


and this:


then this again:


while screaming at the top of my lungs this:

I am tired.  I am teary.  I am unable to keep my eyes open long enough at night to type a cohesive sentence.  I should have been moved into the house I found last month but cannot even finish cleaning it.  My car is still not fixed so I must depend on anyone I can find to transport me to and fro while getting continually yelled at by my daughter for allowing my son Taylor to drive my car thereby allowing him to wreck it.  That is so yesterday’s news – how many times does one have to hear these judging words?  I chose not to let him freeze to death in last year’s below zero weather and since she would not let him in her home, he slept in the car most of the season and yes, he did damage to it but how many times must she cram it down my throat?  You would be surprised.  I will say this, it’s very hard, almost impossible to move when you have no money to do so nor have the physical extra hands helping.

Then, what tops it all off is this:


Every time I open my computer, more pop-ups that cover the page appears and the only way I can fix this, I think, is by deleting my browser which is Google Chrome which will then delete my Google page, email, contacts, hangouts, etc.  But, this is what I am going to have to do if I ever want to be able to use this computer like I once did.  It is not just this computer…it’s a corrupted browser which will appear on every computer I use.

I am now starting to fall asleep sitting up typing this and before I know it, my fingers will be slumped over and a zillion random letters will appear as the dead weight of my hands fall onto the keyboard.  I have been trying to pack to move but that too is uneventful.  I do not have the energy to clean the house I’m moving to as that was part of the deal so I did not have to post/pay any deposits but gosh darn, I cannot even get there to do it.

I am up early and take care of my granddaughter all day until my daughter gets home between 7:30 pm to 9:30 pm…but she is so used to me, she cries and wants me to rock her to sleep; she wants me all the time.  I never get a break even the 2 days my daughter is off, I am still in the same house and the baby doesn’t understand – she just knows she loves me and wants me to feed, hold and rock her.  My daughter is not happy about this turn of events but what does she expect?

I am looking for a bed, dressers, rugs and anxious to get this place together but with all the rain we are having, the basement here keeps flooding so cleanup is a never-ending feat.  The carpets in the new place was so dirty, it took me one hour to clean just a small 4 x 4 foot spot and I had at least 20 of those spotted areas to clean.  The bedroom I started the other day and it is just as bad.  The previous owners had dogs that they let destroy the once-nice carpet and so I must get the odor, stains and dirt from it before once piece of furniture comes through the door.  I want to cry each time I am there but the house itself is cute and small and was redone about 10 years ago and it’s really perfect for me.  All this just stares me in the face every day and I don’t know which way to turn or to start first.  I would pay a cleaning lady to get in there and get it all done in one day if I could but that is not an option so it get’s closer to completion only when I get the time to do what needs to be done   Thanks to my sister for starting on the cabinets – the big wash-down that is a must before cabinets can be filled.

Well, I have fallen asleep four times since I started this page so I am going to bed now but please now, I will write tomorrow.  Pray for me please as the enemy is on a mission to keep me from continuing my ministry.  He is throwing everything he can at me right now but we know that it is nothing compared to the miracles the Lord Jesus can and will pour out.  I do have lots to share with all my friends and again, I am so sorry I have been delayed.  Thank you for all your prayers and concern and I promise, I will finish this tomorrow.

Thank you Lord Jesus for all my friends…you have placed us together and I know all is by Your Design.  Thank you!

Mary Beth

Love to all my friends and remember to keep your faith in the Lord for He knows how to ease our hearts and provide our needs!


Posted by on October 16, 2014 in Uncategorized


2 New Video Posts – Middle East Events, World Events and Obama’s Delay of Action; They’re All In It Together!


Posted by on September 25, 2014 in Uncategorized

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